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 Sep 2013 Julia Lane
R
I dream of girls all the time.
Can't help it. I just do.
But, there is always this one
Guy I can't ever get out of
My mind.

He just gives me these butterflies that
Flit and flit and won't stop and
That smile he flashes me makes my
Heart thump and thump!
He makes my mind go absolutely
Nuts for him and I just
Can't stop thinking of
The way his eyes are so
Beautiful.
They're like an ocean after a storm,
And when the seaweed gets wrapped around
In the waves and makes this
Kaleidoscope of colors, that
I just can't anymore.
He has these hands- I know, weird that I mention them-
But his fingers are so long and strong, but
They're so intricate and delicate that
I can't stop imagining what
They could do
To me.

His voice is so deep and
Smooth and that laugh of his just
Cracks me up.
His smile shines so bright and
I can't ever get enough of
Him.

It's crazy,
I don't think of guys,
But the thing is--
He isn't just some guy--
He's thee guy. He's a
Handsome man that can
Run a mile in under 6 minutes and can
Actually teach me how to
Do well in math, my worst subject.
He can make me smile when I'm
Feeling down and he can even
Get the deepest, darkest
Secret out of
Me.

I wish I knew what I wanted.
 Aug 2013 Julia Lane
Astounding
There was a girl.
She loved to dance with the breeze.
Her heart used to sing, as she swayed with the trees.

But one day the wind stopped, and out rolled the thunder.
Disoriented and confused, she had many blunders.
How could she have known how deep into the pit she would fall.
She hated her life, but was too proud to shout out her call.
Her scandals have her trapped.
For a permanent effect on the mind and heart has occurred.
Her body as well has suffered.
Her will to carry on is blurred.

She should have listened when she had the chance.
But she was to curious and he seemed so advance.
She thought honesty about potential harm would be an innate human trait.
But not everyone is good in this world, and in her heart she has developed hate.  

She tries to forget by hiding tears with laughter.
But a way to escape her life is all that's she's after.
There's always one in the batch that's just like its makers.
She got the worst of both her parents traits, and she knows where they will take her.
She has no illusion, and she hopes for the worst.
Just to hide from her shame and to make the ones who made her this way feel worse.
Make them hate themselves because of what they caused.  
It's not like she doesn't hold herself accountable but she feels that in her life there's been fraud.

How could you do it with so little a care?
You've destroyed a healthy life.
How is that fair?

She was honest about herself, and you have stolen her hope.
For her quality of her life, she has little faith.
I hope one day you read this and you compare it to yourself.
Are you the one who destroyed her?
The one so easily sabotaged her health?
Can you admit it?
Can you walk with your head held high?
I pray that when she takes her last breath, you feel in your heart her last bitter sigh.
 Aug 2013 Julia Lane
Sabrina
Anxiety
 Aug 2013 Julia Lane
Sabrina
I walk in my house
Knowing you're there
I can feel you on the couch
And I build up in fear

I want to go outside
But you put thoughts in my mind
I put them aside
And try not to cry

You are powerful
And not afraid to show it
I find you so awful
That I move closer to quit

We will fight.
But you will end.
It's been a long night.
So let the battle begin.

— The End —