Once upon a time.
I live alone,
you came.
You cared,
I fell.
You left,
I wait.
You never came,
I'm alone again.
The end.

Your words were like a dagger.
I'm jealous but I'm not your lover.
You love her more than me,
But I don't want to set you free.

You were there when we laugh,
You were there to make us tough.
We were there to make you smile,
We stayed when you asked us to stay for a while.

You were there through ups and downs,
You were there to save us with a beautiful sound.
We were there when you cried,
We were there to catch you when you fall down from tired.

You will always be there to welcome us,
You will always be there to gave a lot of trust.
We will always be there to back you up,
We will always be there to make you on top.

You will always be there to bring us back with a light,
You will always be there to make everything as a positive sight.
We will be there when you need a call,
We will be there to catch you when you fall.

You will always look the same even if you grew old,
You will always be our sister it will never fold.
We will always look at you with all our love,
We will always be your friend like a flock of white doves.

You may and can change,
but we will never see it as strange.
You may and can forget,
but we will make sure to make another good memories with full set.

You may and can chase all your dreams,
we won't fail to make you firm.
You may and can create a whole new world,
but we will budge in without any words.

You may and can erase us,
but we won't stop to draw us back to your life.
You may and can stop loving us,
sorry to say but we will force to take your heart.

You must never forget who and what you are,
or else you will see our backs very far.
You must never chose us over your family,
or else you will never see us smile freely.

You must choose the right path,
stay at rest we will follow you back.
You must meet and wait us at the end,
we will make a new journey with all of us in trend.

You must choose what's best for you,
we must choose what's best for ourselves.
You must create a beautiful and unique dreams,
we must create a strong and wonderful memories.

Wanna know my secret?
It's about me wishing you were mine.
and I have something to tell you,
I don't know but I think I love you.

Wanna know my favorite color?
It is called black but I used to love red.
I change it for the reason red is not essential for my heart,
you broke my heart that's why red becomes black.

Wanna know why I feel this way?
It all started when you said all those lies.
Lies that I kept on believing,
Lies that makes me fight for nothing.

Wanna know why I fought?
you said you love me but I heard you wrong,
you said I'm beautiful but you just made a lie,
you said I'm cute but you just said it like a joke.

Can I wait until you are ready to be mine?
Can I hope that there's a chance?
Can I just fall upon without getting hurt?
Can I just love you without any conflicts? but then I'm asking for nothing.

This wasn't the first time,
But I missed you real bad.
My heart beat was out of rhyme,
You were the guy that I will never had

Dreams I have seen in my head,
What a useful bed-
Making me undead.

I had committed a sin,
But I still look clean.
No one could see me,
So don't be silly I'm still free.

I slit their throat and let the blood flow.
I pierced a knife in the heart and make their beats run slow.
I cut their ears so that they can't hear me roam around.
I burned their tongue so they can't make any sound.

I scoped their eyes so they won't at least cry.
I stitched their lips so that they can't utter a lie.
I torture them with my hand,
and bury them in a land.

It's a crime that I've committed to make them blind,
It's a perfect scene I created in my mind.
You see I'm not really that kind,
Cause I killed people in my mind.

Never be afraid I hate them but I kept it silent,
I'll never utter a word or do a thing.
I just smiled cause I knew I can't do something about it.
I just keep my mouth shut and will keep a secret what's really on my mind.

A face with a mask is a person with a deepest and tragic past.
A face with a fake smile is a person who want to take a rest for a while.
A face with love in the eyes is a person who knows how to try.
A face with a mask, fake smile and love in the eyes is a person who live in a world full of lies.

I'm not alone yet I feel so lonely.
I rather have a flying ability than this invisibility.
I want to feel their love again whole heartedly,
I want to be happy with them beffitingly.

I'm happy outside yet I feel the cold inside,
The sun is setting yet winter have their love to ride.
The icy wave of tears in my pillow became a wild tide,
Drowning me in till I force myself to dive in.

So I wear the mask, the fake smile, and the love in my eyes.
It's okay, I wear the mask so that they can't see me in pain.
It's fine, I have a fake smile to make the pain disappear for a minute.
Don't worry, I will never take the love from my eyes cause' it's my tie that holds them in my heart.

I wear them to bear the coldness in their eyes.
I have them to make sure they will make a good lies.
I'm not good with "I love you's" but I hate "good bye's".
I don't have the strength to stop it but I'm doing it so I won't cry.

I don't want to leave with this unique and gloomy heart bruises.
I don't want to gave another path with traces.
I don't want to look in people's smiling yet fake faces.
I will keep my mask so no one can give me another heartache.

Why can't I have you?
You're my wish that can't come true .
Why can't it be you?
You're the future I want but I can't have.

If the door's open,
I'll lock it up and throw away the key.
I don't want to leave nor take a rest,
I refuse to move on.

You are the art,
I'm not the artist.
You are the protagonist,
I'm just an extra.

Still growing
My feelings for you are still growing
When will it stop?
No one knows.

Have your serene smile,
And your night will be fine.
The sky will look surreal,
Full of star for you to see and feel.

Moonbeam makes your dream so sweet.
Stars will read you a right story,
And time slowly making you fall asleep.
A good night won't let you fall too deep.

You were my silhouette.
But you were also my favorite rendezvous.
You were the home I wanted,
But I wasn't the one you needed

I'm afraid when I fall to sleep,
I might dive too deep.
I'm scared to wake up,
for I thought my heart beat will stop.

I'm anxious to play in the rain,
people might think I'm insane.
It's so depressing to leave the house,
I might meet a lot of clowns.

I remembered how she smiled at me,
telling all the stories about me and our family.
I remember ** I fall asleep without any fear,
for her angelic and sweet voice is all I can hear.

I remembered how she laugh at me while playing-
cause' I don't know what I'm doing.
I'm remember how excited I am to wake up,
excited to play that my heart beat can't stop.

I remember the sweetness of the soup she cooked for us,
it taste like heaven and it feels like a blanket that heat us up.
I'm remembered how I enjoyed playing under the rain in our land,
it's so cold yet I can feel her warmth for she won't leave me behind.

I remembered her graceful walk beside me on my way to school,
I was walking with my cold hands but she looks really cool.
I can now go outside our house,
She said "no more clowns. Let's look for a doll house".

I remember her smell,
I remember her warmth,
I remember everything about her,
I remember and I still feel her love for me and for us.

She save us a lot,
She was there when we need to fight.
She was and will always be our number one fan,
She always believe that we can do everything by our own hand.

She never failed me to smile, cry and laugh.
She never failed to act that she is so tough.
She never failed to make us feel safe and home.
She never failed to love us with all of her heart.

She's the best of all the best,
She's my first and last love,
She's my first kiss and first hug.
She's my one and only true love.

I love you with all of my heart,
Happy mother's day mother.
You have my love and my heart.
We love you with all of our heat our best mom.

My words wasn't enough.
You still need someone else.
I'm still not enough.
You still need different words I guess.

I miss our sweetnes,
I miss the feeling of moment that we first met.
I miss your sweetness,
I miss you and you only.

It was always been like this,
you will smile at me and you will say---
"you're gonna be fine"
and I know I'm not.

It was always been like this,
you will run towards me and chant---
"I'm excited for your life"
but you know I'm not.

It was always been like this,
you will hug me and you will whisper ---
"I miss you"
but was I the one you miss or the lively vibe I give?

It will always turn out like this,
I'm gonna laugh when you make your dumb faces.
It will always turn out like this,
I'm going to smile even though i'm not okay.

It will always turn out like this
I'm going to be happy cause' you're here with me.
but why is it the one who always;
found out that i'm lying is you?

Why is it every time I will bring down a tear,
you're always here to catch it?
Why is it every time I die,
you're always there to bring me back to life?

I hated you,
for leaving me behind.
But now I still hate you,
for coming back right now.

Wait no, I hate that I like you.
I'm crazy enough to jump without you.
I'm a ***** to force you to fly with me.
I'm right to think that I have a lonely story.

Yet I still hate you.
You still treat me the same,
I'm still a lost child in your eyes.
I'm still the sister you care about.

I hate our 3 years age gap,
I hate that I'm your ideal sister.
I hate that I will never be your lover.
I hate that our age bring down the bridge

I hate you.
No wait, I hate that I like you.
Yet I still hate you.
I hate that I'm liking to love you

A gaze from Moonlight,
Sweet smile gushing from starlight,
Wishing you goodnight.

The shooting star falls,
Have one wish for you to speak
Good night and sweet dreams.

You weren't a saint
But it's okay
I love you and I like you
With flaws and imperfection