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Jude kyrie Aug 2015
Missing You

I really miss my older sister
I know she was faulty.
She drank cold medicine
chased down with a can of beer.

I know she smoked ***
shot horse and crack.
Then did time for being a mule.
You might ask me why
I still love her.

Because the faulty
parts got even worse.

The shoplifting charges
why did she always get caught?
Then the solicitation,
just to get enough to score.

But before all these things
when I was a little boy.
she was an angel to me.
She looked after me when
mom was out partying

I remember her reading and singing.
She took me to my first movie.
She would make me breakfast
tell me of all her plans
to see the world live life.

She made me laugh
When I was blue.
And I ache to see her again.
Jude kyrie Nov 2016
Mister Sunshine
Makes me drink wine
Makes me feel fine
When I'm way down low.

Mister Sunshine
Makes the words rhyme
When he knows the tune
Is sad

He don't take much
He don't  make much
But Ahhhhh
To be such a man as he
He walks so pure
Between the sky and sea.

Mister Sunshine
He don't take much
He dont make much
But Ahhhhh
To be such a man as he
And walk so pure
Between the sky and sea
Mister Sunshine
Mister Suhshjne
Ahhhhh
Mister Sunshine
Jude kyrie Aug 2015
We all called her Misty
because she was ethereal.
Always a listener never a talker.
People wondered
what he saw in her.
She had no personality
they said.
I noticed he always treated her
like one of  his belongings
not as a woman.
He was a bully.
I heard him yelling at her often.
She seemed to fade
even further into her mist
that followed her.
He told her where they could go.
And when they could leave.
Then one day she built up the courage
to send him packing.
No one was was more
delighted for her than me.
I saw her a couple of years later.
She told me she had traveled
to many of the countries
she had only seen in brochures.
Had adventures in some places
which were not even
in the travel guides.
Places she had no idea
she would ever visit.
Well, not on her own anyway.
Jude kyrie Jul 2016
I do not know her given name.
Everyone called her Misty
Perhaps because she floated unnoticed
in a misty ethereal calm .

He noticed her quiet countenance
and he controlled her every thought.
He was powerful strong controlling
Misty disappeared even further
into the vapor that was her.

She followed him like cargo
to be taken places.
Never to choose herself
When I looked into her ice blue eyes
seeing the sadness she held inside.
The need to be herself slowly
dying within her.

People would say of them
What does he see in her?
She’s so laid back and dreamy.
She has nothing to offer.
Just a flat personality.

Then one day Misty stood up
and she broke free from him.
Traveled to places she had only
seen in glossy
Brochures and magazines.
She had adventures in other places
that were not even in travel magazines.
Places she once thought
she would never ever go to.
Well!
Not on her own anyway.
Good For Misty Girl
JUde
Jude kyrie Nov 2015
I do not know her given name
everyone called her Misty.
Perhaps because she floated unnoticed
in a foggy ethereal calm
silently melting
into the environment.

He noticed her quiet countenance
and controlled her ever thought
Powerful strong mean and controlling.
Misty disappeared even further
into the vapor that was her.

She followed him like cargo
to be taken places.
Never to choose where.
I looked into her ice blue eyes
seeing the sadness she held inside.

People would say of them
What does he see in her?
She’s  so laid back dreamy
she has nothing to offer
Just a flat personality.

Out of the blue
I heard her shout only once
she said enough no more.
Then she broke free from him

I saw her a few years later
she told me she had traveled
to places she had only
seen in glossy brochures.

Had adventures in other places
that were not even
in travel magazines
Places she once thought
she would never  go to.
Well not on her own anyway.
Jude kyrie Aug 2016
Fathers And Daughters
A Story Poem
By Jude Kyrie

*My tiny flat is old and dark.
All I got in the split
looks out of place.
She took most everything.
I do not care she can have it.

The only thing I wanted from her
was her love and my daughter.
She has taken both of these things
to another man’s house now.

She drops my teenage daughter off.
for my weekend.
She looks reluctant,
giving me her disinterested look.
but realizes she will have to stay.

My wife looks well and very beautiful
I close my eyes for a moment.
Remembering her long hair
falling on my bare chest
in our bed as we made love.
She turns and leaves
I notice her shapely legs so ****.
I want to say Honey please don’t go.
But bite my lip.

My daughter has a new
tattoo on her shoulder.
And wears Goth like makeup.
My God! What’s happening?
I am cringing
at the miserable time ahead.

Teenagers don't care about anything.
I don’t think we have anything
left in common anymore.
She ate nothing at supper

I go to bed early.
She hears me weeping softly
in the dark.
She comes into my room.
Saying nothing.
She cradled my head
to her small breast.
And kissed my forehead gently.

Then softly she whispered
"Its ok dad,
you are going to be just fine
You have me.
and I will always love you"
That was the moment when
my heart stopped breaking.
Jude kyrie Sep 2015
Oh sometimes in the snowy
mist of my dreams.
I see you mom.
I know way back then.
You were unhappy.
The clean house
The perfect smile.
The pearls on your neck.
The imperfect marriage.
I know you had to leave him.
Your heart was too empty
Too vacant to carry on.
But what did I do mom?.
All I wanted was your
Kiss  goodnight.
Your soft lips
cooling my fevers.
I miss you mom.
But I hope you found
Your place of sweetness.
I know I am still looking
For mine.
Jude kyrie May 2016
In an single moment
this defeat.
the acid rain
pours in victory.
No more sky of blue
or crimson
of autumn leaves.
Only bleak and
sorrowful greys.
Your warmth is missing.
I seek it in every
desolate silent room.
in every cold
crowded Street
you are missing
in the crowd.
All that is left  
for me is silent memories.
Only the somber rain falls.
For too long I have been
resonant with the
co!orful pastures
of Wheaties.
The white topped
mountain peaks
the freedom of
eagles over their nest.
The joy of flowers.
But now in an instant.
This defeat.
This endless rain.
Jude kyrie Aug 2015
His lips fluttering
like the feathers
of a birds wing.
traced the curves
from her neck
and shoulders to the
softness of her breast.
It was Her softness
That burned his lips.
Desire blinding him
like car headlights
on a dark road.
Her pearls on
her naked skin.
the only flimsy barrier
to what lay beneath.
He knew she was
his addiction.
that if he entered her
she would consume him.
He would be enslaved
belonging only to her.
And he would be ruined
for anyone else.
Jude kyrie Sep 2015
His lips fluttering
like the feathers
of a birds wing.
traced the curves
from her neck
and shoulders to the
softness of her breast.
It was Her softness
That burned his lips.
Desire blinding him
like car headlights
on a dark road.
Her pearls on
her naked skin.
the only flimsy barrier
to what lay beneath.
He knew she was
his addiction.
that if he entered her
she would consume him.
He would be enslaved
belonging only to her.
And he would be ruined
for anyone else.
Bit adult for jude
Jude kyrie Jan 2016
Tranquility

The edge of the lake a jewel in the blue light of the late day
My feet washed by the purity of its waters
The two loons mated for life by nature’s fidelity
Cease their relentless search for food to drink in the sunset’s beauty

As the sun falls delicately to the end of the earth
A fire of reds and magenta overtake the distant horizon
Patterns of of wild geese silhouette in the magical vista
This miracle is the moment in time I have searched for

A ghost of a breeze lifts a wisp of my hair from my forehead
As gently as a mothers hand to her child
Just the incantations of nature’s sounds permeate the lake
Granting me the copious bounty of our beautiful planet
I love you Canada
your adopted son
Jude
Jude kyrie Jul 2016
It was summer
that long ago dream filled day
When we walked
by the shoreline of a lazy sea.
The gulls cawed from above us as if
To celebrate our union
even they could recognise love.
I remember the slightness of you
Your summer skirts
blowing about your legs.
Your  hair a haze of auburn freedom,
I know it was at that moment
we became the only
two inhabitants of our own island.
the sea sending dancing wavelets
onto our bare feet.
Showing us we were now marooned
on this
Island that was to be
where our lives would
be spent until our our last breaths.
Was I so infatuated by by you back then
I know i offered you my breath
My blood my heart anything.
I remember your eyes telling me
Just give me your  heart my love.
So i tore it from my body and
Held out my hand
And my heart was in it,
Jude kyrie Aug 2015
Moments

Within the mundane
in between time and space
unexpected and unique.
Hides a moment,
a perfect moment.
One flash of light
that defines a lifetime.
The reason for being
the meaning of life
understood completely.
It happened for me
so very long ago.
The moment I picked
you up for the first time
my son.
Jude kyrie Sep 2016
Moment's
By
Jude Kyrie

Just as the morning light
melted the stars
She left me.

Jude Kyrie
Jude kyrie Sep 2015
I remember the kisses
when the night was blue.
all the small things
shared with you.
how you gave
yourself so free.
I gave you back.
what  was left of me.
sharing
coffeee toast
morning post
reading books
and
tender looks
Cocktail hours
birthday flowers
moonlight shining
from above
sleeping lke spoons
after making love.
Jude kyrie Jul 2016
It was so very long ago.
The world was full of hats.
In the spring the hat maker came.
She pinned her felts and silk
to my mother’s head.
Added feathers and flowers.
My mother would be beautiful
for the Easter parade.

I tried them on when she was out.
Until my head became too big.
One hat in each box
Representing one more Easter.

Then when the chemo took her hair
We sat outside of her bedroom
The hat lady came for the last time.
She left solemn and quiet
Her eyes cast to the floor.

We all went in to see her last creation
On Mom's head a beautiful
hat with flowers
and ostrich feathers.

Her head perfectly covered
Not a sign of her lost hair.
And that was the last time
I ever saw her smile
Jude kyrie Aug 2015
Moody Blue

Resting and tired and sleep just flows
That’s not where Mood Indigo goes
If at night he visits you
Get ready to be drowned in moody blue

When dreams are full and overflow
Almost there Mood Indigo knows
He is in charge for an hour or two
Get ready to be drowned in moody blue

Regrets come visit they will not go
He dumps them on you Mood Indigo
The pain it bores into the heart of you
Just drowning in moody blue

I see her face how did he know?
It was all me that made her go
Now just tears the whole night through
I am drowning alone in moody blue
Jude kyrie Dec 2015
The soft rain
has continued into nightfall.
From my window the candelabra
of moon and stars are the room’s
only illumination.

On such nights as this
sleep eludes me.
I sit by my piano
in the translucent moonlight.
I play the beautiful soulful
moonlight sonata.
It was her favorite piece.

My fingertips touch the keys
as softly as the moonlight
caressed her skin.

I am drenched in her memory.
She has been gone for so long.
Yet her vision is fresh
in my mind as yesterday.
It is locked in old memories.
in a place I always open on
nights such as this.
when old feelings will not sleep.

Outside my window the world
Is covered in pools
of silver moonlight.
All I can do is think and feel
of you
only of you.

You are far from me now
In place where
pain and darkness
do not exist.
Yet I feel you close by me

I know somewhere far above me
in this illuminated land.
Way beyond my mortal reach.
Your fingertips are pressed against
a distant window pane.
And my music is playing
in your heart.
Jude kyrie Oct 2015
At my piano again
sleep unattainable
in this deluge of my memories.
Silence of the early hours
suiting my maudlin mood.
I am lost inside old thoughts of you..
Only of you.
Memories that cannot sleep call me
to share them one more time.

I play piano in the darkened room.
Only illuminated by
the candlelight of a bright moon.
What else can be my companion?
I find Chopin again his beautiful
Nocturne plays sweetly.

My fingertips softly caressing the keys
As they once did your skin.
I think he was in my state of heart
when he wrote this lovely reprise
it is so bittersweet.
How else could it touch my soul so?

As my eyes close
half in the bliss of sleep.
I see us together once again.
Not as the lifetime companions
But back across the faded years.
in the blooming May time of your life.

I feel you next to me
like a half forgotten tune
that is playing in my head.
Years pass that are as countless
as the blowing autumn leaves.

It is springtime.
You are wearing
your lovely blue gown.
So beautiful.
So much what I needed.

And I walk to you shyly.
Noticing your flicker of a smile.
The first words you shared with me.
Do you like Chopin sir?.
I replied
I love Chopin My lady.

Then we danced for a lifetime.
And I know again that somewhere
In a distant place beyond the clouds
far beyond my reach.
Where night and pain do not exist.
Your fingertips are pressed
against a faraway window pane.
And my music is playing
in your heart
Jude kyrie Sep 2015
Moonsong

A poem by

Jude Kyrie

*The perfume of forever
Is sweet in the night air.
This night and I will be
friends before it fades.
We will know each other’s Secrets
before the intrusion of breaking day.
I stand drinking
the heady nectar of heaven
Intoxicated by the soft velvet night.
But sobered by the candled moonlight
And the night jasmine
singing gentle lullaby’s  in its beams.
Tomorrow can bring sleep
For tonight I cling like ivy to the wall
To drain the last sweetness of the night.
Jude kyrie Aug 2015
Moon Talk

*I am so alone this night
I hold a conversation
with my old friend the moon.
I whisper to him.
I feet so incomplete
how can all these years pass by
and leave me such a partial being.

My supportive friend answered me
I an seldom complete
sometimes waxing sometimes waning.
Sometimes hardly a flicker of a smile
Sometimes a ghost of a sad mouth.
Remember my human friend
You don't have to be
complete or full to shine.

He always makes sense
I guess he is wiser than humans
after all how many
millions of years old is he.

Then he gave me
the answer I needed
he mused softly
his voice so magical.
But when you are
feeling full or whole.
That is the time to shine.
To light up the world in the power
of your reflected completeness.
That is when you
will have the power.
The power to effect
every person on earth.
And move the oceans.
Jude kyrie Aug 2016
Moon Talk

I am so alone this night.
I hold a conversation
with my old friend the moon.
I whisper to him.
I feet so incomplete
how can all these years pass by
and leave me such a partial being.

My supportive friend answered me
I an seldom complete
sometimes waxing sometimes waning.
Sometimes hardly a flicker of a smile
Sometimes a ghost of a sad mouth.
Remember my human friend
You don't have to be
complete or full to shine.

He always makes sense
I guess he is wiser than humans
after all how many
millions of years old is he.

Then he gave me
the answer I needed
he mused softly.
His voice so magical.
So philosophical
I love him in this mood.

But when you are
feeling full or whole.
That is the time to shine.
To light up the world in the power
of your reflected completeness.
That is when you
will have the power.
The power to effect
every person on earth.
And Move the oceans
shine your light
Jude
Jude kyrie Aug 2018
I am so lonely and alone this night.
I hold a conversation
with my old friend the moon.
I whisper to him.
I feet so incomplete
how can all these years pass by
and leave me such a partial being.

My supportive wise old friend answered me
I am seldom complete
sometimes waxing sometimes waning.
Sometimes hardly a flicker of a smile
Sometimes a ghost of a sad mouth.
Remember my human friend
You don't have to be
complete or full to shine.

He always makes sense
I guess he is wiser than humans
after all how many
millions of years old is he.?

Then he gave me
the answer I needed
he mused softly.
His voice so magical.
So deep and philosophical
I love him in this mood.

But when you are
feeling full, or whole.
That is the best time to shine.
To light up the world in the power
of your reflected completeness.

That is when you
will have the power inside you.
The power to effect
every person on earth.
And call the oceans to you.
Wise old moon
has seen everthing
Jude
Jude kyrie Jul 2018
Morning Has Broken
By
Jude Kyrie

Stumbling half asleep
I pour my morning coffee.
The boost jolts me awake as always.
Our house is getting worn out.
The scratches on the wooden floor.
The cracked window pane
from the kids.
The paint with crayon drawings
from a baby.

Even my coffee cup that I  have  
used a thousand times
Has a chip in the rim.
Like all of us do now
after all this time
We have familiar chips inside us.

Flaws that we do nothing about.
Wearing our imperfections like
A comfortable old Sunday sweater.
Letting them all survive even if damaged
and imperfect.

Looking outside into the new morning
The rain is falling from dreary clouds.
It is settling in for a gloomy day.
And I find the chair with the ricketty leg  
That wobbles when I move.

Then I take a long deep breath  
It is  the only me time  
I will get this day.
In its tranquility
I find the warmest thought of the day.
It dances like mirror ball lights
Inside my chipped heart.
It smooths all the wrinkles and
chips inside our life.

And funnily enough  
All I can think about is you.
Familiar love
Is sometimes the very best kind
Jude
Jude kyrie Apr 2017
Morning Has Broken
By
Jude Kyrie
Morning has broken

Stumbling half asleep I pour my morning coffee.
The boost jolts me awake as always.
Our house is getting worn out.
The scratches on the wooden floor.
The cracked window pane from the kids.
The paint with crayon drawings from a baby.

Even my coffee cup that I  have  
used a thousand times
Has a chip in the rim.
Like all of us do now after all this time
We have familiar chips inside us.

Flaws that we do nothing about.
Wearing our imperfections like
A comfortable old Sunday sweater.
Letting them all survive even if damaged
and imperfect.

Looking outside into the new morning
The rain is falling from dreary clouds.
It is settling in for a gloomy day.
And I find the chair with the ricketty leg  
That wobbles when I move.

Then I take a long deep breath  
It is  the only me time  
I will get this day.
It is the warmest thought of the day.
It dances like mirror ball lights
Inside my chipped heart.
It smooths all the wrinkles and
chips inside our life.

And funnily enough  
All I can think about is you.
I think it's a love story not totally sure
Jude
Jude kyrie Dec 2015
Morningside"

Morningside
The old man died
And no one cried
They simply turned away

And when he died
He left a table made of nails and pride
And with his hands,
He carved these words inside
'For my children'

Morning light
Morning bright
I spent the night
With dreams that make you weep
Morning time
Wash away the sadness
From these eyes of mine
For I recall the words an old man signed
'For my children'

And the legs were shaped with his hands
And the top made of oaken wood
And the children
That sat around this great table
Touched it with their laughter
Ah, and that was good

Morningside
An old man died
And no one cried
He surely died alone
And truth is sad
For not a child would claim the gift he had
The words he carved became his epitaph
'For my children'
Neil Diamond told UK DJ Ken Evans in 1972: "Morningside is a very sad song. It's a song of dying alone, something that I've been aware of for a long time. I was struck by it when my grandparents passed away - that they did die alone - that they weren't with their children when they died. And a year and a half ago when I was in London for the first time, I passed a shop and saw this beautiful table in the window. It was carved by hand and for some reason the two things came together and the song started then."
Jude kyrie Sep 2015
Your lips fluttering
on my sleeping eyes.
I want to awaken
to the aria
of your whispers.

ti amo....I love you.
lo somo tuo...I am yours.

I awaken to your desire.
Full of wanton needs.
You bathe in my sweet release
kissing my hair
seeking all I am
all I want to be.

I love you

Those words
so wastefully whispered
are meaningless.
for they are
but a simple human
attempt to describe
the undescribable.

The voice of our love
climbs through
the open window
rising on the warmth
of angels breath
To heavens gate
Jude kyrie Oct 2015
Morning light opens my eyes
I feel the dew of you
Covering my skin.
Gossamer sins of lost virtue
Hang from the fading darkness.
The afterglow of an angels kiss
Taste  delicately on my lips.
The pillow where you rested
Is pungent with the aromas
Of passion.
Pulling it to my breast
I inhale the last of your fragrance.
And your whispers of desire
haunt the connection between
space and time.
Causing the clock to crawl
its passing seconds
until you return to my bed.
Jude kyrie Sep 2015
Mothers and Sons


The candlelight on the altar
flickered its firelight onto
the paper white petals of the lilies.

Below she lay also bride white.
Such pureness belying human frailty.
Outside the old country chapel
The snow fell in increasing silent layers
It was as though the whole of her world
Had taken on a state of grace

Even the age lines earned from
A life well lived on the land
Raising her six children
Now smoothed as her beauty resumed.
I lean forward to her face for the last time
Stopping to absorb my last look of her
Deep inside my memory finding
The part that would never forget her.

I am a little boy once more
Remembering her face so beautiful to me
I want  to feel her kiss as she tucks me into bed
Always so safe and loving and warm

The little church is hot the steam clanking
Into its old radiators
But my lips touch hers softly
They are like the snow outside
Cold and lifeless

My fingers touch her loved cheek lightly
And I feel a tear falling into her casket
Taking my sorrow with her in death
As she always did in life
I turn and leave the church
The snow crystals crunching
Under my shoes.
At the door I bow my head
And whisper
Rest well
I love you mom
Jude kyrie Oct 2015
Do you know you will leave me?
I knew it the first time I met you.
For you are a moth
and I am a burning candle.
You will fall in love with another man
with clear bright eyes.
Strong and faithful like you deserve.
They will be fathers and husbands
with no penchant for red wine
or infidelity
their purpose will be strong
Their poetry will be written by someone else
Mine has always fallen from my passions.
you will fall into their arms.
and I will go to bed on Saturday nights
with women who don’t know my name.
Jude kyrie Sep 2015
The house is empty now.
My footsteps echo
like there are two people here.
Someone else will move in.
But they will not be alone.
I look at the holes in the plaster
where your pictures hung.
And I can see you there.
Inside the cracks in the ceiling.
You stay watching.
When I pass this house
and peer into the gaps
in the curtains.
I will see you.
We will be silent ghost
Inside this place forever.
Ghost of what we once were.
Eventually no one
will remember anything.
Except for me
When I think of you.
Jude kyrie Mar 2019
Christmas  has many ghost
Some of them live in the snowflakes
That light up like fairy lights
In the glow of old street lamps.
others hide ubside the broken hearts
Of those left behind.

Too many Christmases
had come and gone
So long without  you my love.

But she had come into my life
I don't know how or why
she got inside me.
But here we are
Sharing dinner
in the old restaurant
.the crackling of Yule logs
glowing in the fireplace

The ice crystals in my heart
cannot live
in the warmth of this season
I feel them melting  like tears
Upon  the face
of old Christmas past.

.The loss of  a Christmas past can
fall like the snowflakes..
Hardly noticeable at first.
Then a dusting falling onto the face
living as  frozen tears
the wounds of losing you
Have turned into scars.
But scars will live forever.

she is here now.
not to replace you my love
or take away what we shared.
but to take to Christmas  future
All what is left of me
and shine it like old silver

in the festive restaurant.
Her smile Is a cure for my sadness.
Her hand a guiding light to tomorrow.
Her heart glowing as warm
as  the yule log in the fireplace

Then from the candlelight,
the cure I have waited  for
The one waited for
In an eternity of sadness.
The ghost of Christmas future.
Was in the candlelight that danced
Inside her beautiful eyes
We are not made to be alone
Especially  at Christmas
Jude
Jude kyrie Oct 2016
1951
Manchester in
The North West Of England

The city was broken after the war.
England had won it was said
But it didn't feel like that we won.
I remember the
old smoke stained bricks
of the inner city school.
I remember it in sepia
It had no colors back then.
Nothing did.

Until she came to teach us.
She was beautiful her silks
flowed from her like clouds.
So many colors reds
and magentas and pink and blues

I looked at her and
I wanted to be with her
She was the brightest thing I had seen
since the war had ended.

She said she was from India.
And her dress was a sari.
She had my heart with the
gentle softness of her voice.
Her windchime bracelets
on her lovely honeyed skin tinkled.
But it was her tranquility
that floored me.

She would ask
what have you learned today?
share it with us.
We spoke in a cacophony.
Hush now children she whispered.
listen and learn from each other.
You will all get a turn.

Then when we were troubled
she would drop an important meeting
with adult teachers.
I have an urgent need to speak
with one of my students
She said.

I remember once
i said to her Mrs. Chowdhury.
Why should we work so hard?
there are no jobs anymore.

She said softly but firmly
I know you all each and every one of you.
Her sari swished even louder
I knew I had said the wrong thing.

There is a teacher,
a doctor,
a nurse,
a poet,
a craftsman,
a soccer player,
just in this clas,
i can see it,
I Know this.

Then she opened
the old classroom  window.
and the cool spring air
filtered into the chalky room.
The lilac perfumes drifted  into the room.
What is that fragrance class?
It is Lilacs,
Mrs. Chowdhury,
we sang in unison.
Yes, it is lilacs children.
Last year they all died
with the winter storms.
But now they are back
as sweet as ever.

The jobs died with the war.
But they will be back.
You must all learn as much
as you can to take them.
children.
She never lost a single chance
to teach us something.

I get back to the UK
every now and then .
I am a doctor.
perhaps the one she saw
in her class so long ago.

I call in to see her
in her tiny retirement flat
in Manchester.

She pours me a cup of green tea.
Into a delicate china cup.
It is grown in the foothills
of the Himalayas
she whispers
it is picked young.
so fresh so nourishing.
Never losing her chance
to teach me something new.
Now tell me
what new things
have you learned in America .?
To the teachers of the Young
Thank You
Jude
Jude kyrie Jul 2018
Mrs Chowdury
1951
Manchester in
The North West Of England

The city was broken after the war.
England had won it was said
But it didn't feel like we won anything.
I remember the
old smoke stained bricks
of the inner city school.
I remember it in sepia
It had no bright colors back then.
Nothing did.

That is, until Mrs Chowdury came to teach us.
She was as beautiful as her silks
That flowed from her like clouds.
So many colors,reds
and magentas and pink and blues

I looked at her and
I wanted to be with her
She was the brightest thing
I had ever seen
since the war had ended.

She said she was from India.
And her dress was a sari.
She took my heart with the
gentle softness of her voice.
Her windchime bracelets
on her lovely honeyed skin tinkled.
But it was her tranquility
that floored me.

She would ask
what have you learned today children?
share it with us.
We spoke in a cacophony.
Hush now children she whispered.
listen and learn from each other.
You will all get a turn.

Then when we were troubled
she would drop an important meeting
with adult teachers.
I have an urgent need to speak
with one of my students
She would say.

I remember once
i said to her, Mrs. Chowdhury.
Why should we work so hard?
there are no jobs anymore.

She said softly but firmly
I know you all each
and every one of you.
Her sari swished even louder
I knew I had said the wrong thing.

There is a teacher,
a doctor,
a nurse,
a poet,
a craftsman,
a soccer player,
just in this class,
i can see it,
I Know this.

Then she opened
the old classroom window.
and the cool spring air
filtered into the chalky room.
The lilac perfumes drifted into the room.
From the ancient lilac tree outside.
What is that fragrance class?
It is Lilacs,
Mrs. Chowdhury,
we sang in unison.

Yes, it is lilacs children.
Last year they all died
with the winter storms.
But now they are back
as sweet as ever.

The jobs died with the war.
But they will be back.
You must all learn as much
as you can to take them.
children.
She never lost a single chance
to teach us something.

I get back to the UK
every now and then.
I am a doctor.
perhaps the one she saw
in her class so long ago.

I call in to see her
in her tiny retirement flat
in Manchester.

She pours me a cup of green tea.
Into a delicate china cup.
It is grown in the foothills
of the Himalayas
she whispers
it is picked young.
so fresh so nourishing.
Never losing her chance
to teach me something new.

Now tell me
what new things
have you learned in America.?
The ingrained love of learning
Still shining brightly
in her beautiful eyes.
To all who teach our young
Thank You
Jude
Jude kyrie Aug 2015
Sometimes in the mellow of darkness
you can hear my heart playing
beautiful music pure and flawless.
Your ears tune into its perfect pitch
you smile in the certainty it is for you.
But when my mind is cloudy
and the days seem long and stressed
the music is flawed with static.
Crackling between the sweetest tones
like a radio station in years gone by
that is fading in and out of tune.
You look at me at such times
and have sorrow in your eyes
like my music for you is fading.
Dont be sad my love.
Your music is always playing
just for you.
Even when lifes interference
distance and storms
stand it its way.
Breaking its purity
of pitch
it is fighting them all.
Just so you can hear it.
Only you my love.
even in its tired
and broken state.
Jude kyrie Oct 2018
In the night hours
the feelings glow.
So brightly, that sleep
is now, so far away.

I play chopin's nocturne
It is beautiful
the piano plays as softly
as your fingers
once touched my skin.

Outside the Silvered moonlight spills in milk toast pools on the pathways.
And the nightbird sings my grief
To the heavens that have taken you.

A loneliness that no company
can break
fills me with old memories.
Of you, my love,
only of you.

I reach for your picture on the night table.
I kiss you through the cold glass.
And hold you
close to my heart
.
And I know in that illuminated world that knows no pain or darkness.
You can feel my heart
still beating for you.
Ah the pain of loss
Jude
Jude kyrie Sep 2015
There's an angel in my heart.
She is beautiful and so loving.
I can hear her weeping sometimes.
She wants to come out of me
And to let everyone see her.
But I keep her imprisoned,
She is my very private angel.

People can see only
the worldly tough me .
the one who doesn't
take wooden nickels.
The one who never cries.
Or give a sucker
an even break.
With a Missouri
show me attitude

But sometimes
When the night is long
and quiet.
And you are
lay beside me so beautiful
and full of softness.

I let her out
Just for you to see her.
She changes the glow
of the gentle light
that outlines your body.
She frames your hair
like a halo.
She softens my voice.
Almost to a whisper,
I say stupid things.
That the  tough old me
would never say.
Like
you are the most
beautiful thing
in my life darling.
And I love you
With all of my heart
so very much honey.
She makes me
gentle and loving.
Not like me at all.
She makes me want to
Hold you and protect you.
It must be some kind
of Angel trick.

But then as the morning
yawns sunlight into
our bedroom window.
I put my angel in prison again
And get ready to face
the garish world.
For just one more day
Jude kyrie May 2016
I look at. the art on the gallery wall
it is a picture of you and I.
This is the picture you created
with your pallet and brushes.
The touch of your brushes
on the canvas
set my moods
my visions
my feelings.
my life is in your artist hand.
you mix the colors and hues
on your pallet and create
my passions and needs
and my salvation.
I love it when you paint me.
always paint me
with your heart.
Paint the fire of my wants.
Paint my submission
to your beauty.
Let your eyes see only me.
Mix the color of our love
on your pallet my love.
A beautiful color
and call it us.
color me in that hue.
color me yours forever.
and sign it
our masterpiece
Jude kyrie Feb 2016
At the summit of the
windswept hill.
She stood facing
the fading sunlight.
beautiful and serene.
the wind blowing
through her lovely hair.
She told me
she was a fallen angel.
That her wings
had been taken
away by heaven.
She said she would get
them back one day.
Then teach me how to fly.
Way above the mountain
high above the moon.
It was a sad
yet beautiful untruth.
She held out her arms
and enfolded me in them
like her lost wings.
The beautiful fallen angel
with the sunlit hair
and eyes as blue
as a summer sky.
the only one
who can make
my lonely heart sing
Jude kyrie Aug 2016
She stood facing
the fading sunlight.
High  on a windswept hill.
Beautiful and serene.

She told me
she was a fallen angel.
And her wings
had been taken away.

She said she would
teach me how to fly one day.
High above the moon and stars.

It was a sad
yet beautiful untruth.
She held out her arms
and enfolded me in them.
Like her lost wings.

The beautiful fallen Angel
with the sunlit hair
and eyes as blue
as a summer sky.

The only one
who can make
my lonely heart sing.
For you my love
Jude.
Jude kyrie Oct 2015
She stood pristine facing
the fading sunlight.
High  on a windswept hill
beautiful and serene.
She told me
she was a fallen angel.
And her wings
had been taken
away from her.
She said she would
teach me how
to fly one day.
It was a sad
yet beautiful untruth.
She held out her arms
and enfolded me in them.
The beautiful fallen angel
with the sunlit hair
and eyes as blue
as a summer sky.
The only one
who can make
my lonely heart sing
Jude kyrie Oct 2016
I find myself
wrestling with a poem again.
I wrote it four years ago
But it keeps coming back
To top of mind.
Work on me it whispers.
Finish me.
Polish my shoes.
It purrs.
Sometimes I change
a single word.
Or add a line.
Or remove a comma.
But it keeps
coming back for more.
It's relentless.
I think of the
great French poet
Paul Valery.
His quote imprisons me
To this groundhog day
Of working on the same
Group of stanza.
This poem is my jailer.
“A poem is never finished
It is only abandoned”

He said wisely.
So here I go again
My quill  raised
one more time.
But I now understand why.
Thank you Paul?
Ambroise-Paul-Toussaint-Jules Valéry (30 October 1871 – 20 July 1945) was a French author and Symbolist poet. His interests were sufficiently broad that he can be classified as a polymath. In addition to his fiction (poetry, drama, and dialogues), he also wrote many essays and aphorisms on art, history, letters, music, and current events
Jude kyrie Jan 2016
Sometimes you cry
Telling me you are not beautiful
enough for me and I may leave you
for another.
My fingertip softly
touches your sweet lips
to hush  them.
I whisper reassurance to you.
Perhaps you cannot see yourself.
Like a butterfly
Who lives its short life.
Never seeing its pretty colors
Or the grace of its wings in flight.
I think perhaps
You are like that.
Jude kyrie Aug 2015
Her lips red as blood.
Sweeter than nectar.
Passing softly against mine.
My enraptured body
turns to her in offering
as it always does.
It is compulsion not love.
If there is any difference
I can’t feel it.

Somewhere in the cosmos
A great being made her.
He made her for my torment.
Now her skin touches mine.
Melting the thin separation
Between our blood
And again we flow as one.

The night birds song
flows into the open window.
His shadow backlit by moonlight
Caresses my passions in music.
I know the music will fade.

She will leave the room silently
In the darkness.
like a thief in the night.
A thief of hearts

Existence will stretch into eons.
I weep my loss from my soul.
Then as all grieving must
It will fade.
The world will be quiet
My passions quelled.

The door will open.
And once more
she will come to me.
In her outstretched hands
my broken heart.

She ****** it into
my chest again to beat
to feel to need.
And her lips
take their domain
As always.
Jude kyrie Jan 2016
She lies beneath the daisies
With whom she shared her name.
She rest now with those daisies
From where her beauty came.
For when the daisies bloom once more
I shall see her smile again.
in memory.
Jude kyrie Oct 2016
(I fell for him right away.
I have no idea why.
He is no George Clooney.
That's for sure.
My mom and best friend
Said are you sure honey
He's a bit funny looking.

And he has rough edged.
I said I will clean him up mom.
She gave me her told you so look
of disapproval.
But he made me laugh nothing ever bugged him.
He used to laugh at problems.
Nobody will give a **** in fifty years
He would say his rough edges sparkling like a diamond.

He would say on Sunday mornings
After he made love to me
I am smiling ear to ear honey..
I just made love with the sexiest woman alive.
He made me feel beautiful.
How the heck did he do that.

When the kids came
He told them they were beautiful and smart  just like your mom.
,they adored him.
Perhaps almost as much as me.

I got very sick
He carried me around nursed me back to health.
Even mom said he's not so bad.
He cried when it looked bad.
Don't you go and die me honey.
I am lost without you.

But he went and died on me.
And I did not know what to do.
He hid his sickness from me.
I am a bit run down
Need a tonic
A bit of vitamin F would good for me.
I laughed and we made love.
Until he couldn't any more
And I knew...I knew.

His last day he held me close and said
You know something honey.
If I had been offered another ten years but without you
I would say no thanks I will wait for her in heaven.

.I have tried dating again
But when I get home
I fall asleep and he's back in my dreams.
Boy oh boy it's good to hold you he says.
And I say
Its always you honey.
Only you.
And the sleep
is peaceful and deep once more.
Beauty is not always like an oil painting
It can be craggy and rough
Like mountains
Jude
Jude kyrie Dec 2015
When I was born
I was such a pretty little girl.
I remember I was covered
From head to toe in tiny lights.
Thousands of them.
So pretty I shone.
Like an illuminated
Christmas tree.
Then as I became older.
I learned how to lie.
Mom I have done my work.
A light went out.
Mom there won’t be any alcohol there.
A group of lights faded.
Mom I did not sleep with him.
A whole branch darkened.
It’s OK Dad I will never do drugs.
The lights all dimmed.
Now I am older.
I walk the rainy city streets
In the night.
I see my jaded reflection
gaunt and sad in the mirrors
of the shop windows.
All my pretty lights
have extinguished.
Except if you look closely just a few
Are Still trying to glimmer
Against all possible odds.
Even after all my self harm.
They are around my heart.
Jude kyrie Aug 2015
She stood facing
the fading sunlight.
High on a hill
beautiful and serene.
She told me
she was a fallen angel.
And her wings
had been taken away.
She said she would
teach me how to fly one day.
It was a sad
yet beautiful untruth.
She held out her arms
and enfolded me in them.
The beautiful fallen angel
with the sunlit hair
and eyes as blue
as a summer sky.
the only one
who can make
my lonely heart sing.
Jude kyrie Sep 2018
She stood facing
the fading sunlight.
High  upon a hill
beautiful and serene.
Her golden windswept hair
Glistened like a halo.

She told me
she was a fallen angel.
And her wings
had been taken away.
She said she would
teach me how to fly one day.

It was a sad
yet beautiful untruth.
She held out her arms
and enfolded me in them.
Like her wings.

The beautiful fallen angel
with the sunlit hair
and eyes as blue
as a summer sky.
the only one
who can make
my lonely heart sing
All love
jude
Jude kyrie Sep 2015
She stood facing
the fading sunlight.
High on a hill
beautiful and serene.
She told me
she was a fallen angel.
And her wings
had been taken away.
She said she would
teach me how to fly one day.
It was a sad
yet beautiful untruth.
She held out her arms
and enfolded me in them.
The beautiful fallen angel
with the sunlit hair
and eyes as blue
as a summer sky.
She is the only one
who can make
my lonely heart sing.
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