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 Mar 2014 Josh Murphy
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You make me believe in the kind of love I thought only existed in the novels on my bookshelf.

You make me want to lasso the stars and pull them down to earth, just to see your smile.

You make me want to thank whatever god there is for bringing you into my heart.

*You make me believe in me.
 Mar 2014 Josh Murphy
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I wouldn't use the word "bisexual" to describe me.

I'm not gay.
I'm not straight.

I don't like girls.
I don't like guys.

I don't even see gender.

I see the person -- everything that they are.
The body doesn't affect the way I see someone...
(though the physical aspect is definitely a bonus).
Personality attracts me.
The person themself is attractive to me.
I could fall in love with anyone.
I've found many guys attractive.
I've found one girl attractive.
End of story.
hope that sheds some light and brings a better understanding
 Mar 2014 Josh Murphy
L
10w
 Mar 2014 Josh Murphy
L
10w
All the love poems in the world wouldn't be enough.
 Mar 2014 Josh Murphy
L
You think of me as a walking libido,
as a person who only wishes to be touched...
A person without a heart.

How could you think that?

The audacity sickens me.

Do you not understand that I have a heart?
That I have the ability
to feel
to cherish
to love?

No, it isn't always on my sleeve...
I know that --
It's constantly shielded by my mind and the logic I so desperately cling to.

But you know me, don't you?

You should.

**By no means am I "heartless".
for whoever said it
 Mar 2014 Josh Murphy
Fel
True Love
 Mar 2014 Josh Murphy
Fel
There comes a point in your life

When you find someone you love

And you realize

They could do anything

Look like anything

Become in any way handicapped

Lose their hair

Get wrinkly

Get fat

And you would still love them

No matter what.
And that's when you realize that you can see yourself growing old with them. I think that's true love.
It was almost as if,
My nightmares,
Had become more,
Than just,
Subconscious thought.

You ran along the uneven,
Cobbled, stone road,
Your mouth stretched open,
Sounding,
A silent scream.

My heart stopped,
As a Large metal object,
Labeled "49",
Propelled into the side,
Of your fragile torso.

Your bones bending,
And breaking,
Mind crushed by the drowsy,
Surprise,
Of a late night bus driver.  

I begged you to be careful,

You promised you would listen.


As the sirens wail,
Caressed the sleeping city,
Fresh tears rolled down my cheeks,
And stained,
My soggy pillow.

*I turned it over,

Then went back to sleep.
Her lips had turned,
A harsh shade of blue,
Her protruding veins,
Deep purple.

"I'm shaking"

She mumbled,
Nervous hand stretched out,
And trembling,
like a wilting flower.

"No wonder"

I thought,
Wrapping my arms,
Loosely around her pale limbs,
Not wanting to catch her chill.
 Mar 2014 Josh Murphy
L
12:20 AM
 Mar 2014 Josh Murphy
L
She asked me why I wanted to go on this field trip...
After all, she knows I dislike math and science.
I told her the partial truth --
"I'm interested in the stars."

I didn't tell her that I meant the stars in your eyes.

I didn't tell her that I wanted to see how happy you could be, surrounded by the two things you love -- me and science.

*I didn't tell her that it was all for you.
**
Leigh
 Mar 2014 Josh Murphy
L
Radiate
 Mar 2014 Josh Murphy
L
Whenever you walk into the room, my eyes have to adjust.
The light you produce is blinding -- a torch in the middle of a dark cave.
What is that light?
Is it the light of happiness? The light of love?
Whatever it may be, don't let it extinguish.
You're the light that illuminates my eyes and my heart.
I would surely be lost without you.
not much, having a bit of writer's block... anywayyy
I love you, Rach <3 Thank you for being my personal sunlight.
 Mar 2014 Josh Murphy
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Done
 Mar 2014 Josh Murphy
L
It's impossible to be happy here.
If this is where standing up for myself gets me, then so be it.
I'm sick of the verbal abuse.
Get
   me
     out
        of
           here.
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