I walk down the street thinking about life" and my road to redemption that i have never finished.

I fall into the ditch seeing broken hearts victims of the classic disease of friend zone."

When will i be cured of friend zone when i clearly see something great along the way of this public enemy.

The diseases carried of these victims are melancholy, depression , heartbreak.

not wanting love is just trying to be alone when in reality that you can"t fight the heart.

Why is friendship get the way sure its a risk but its a risk i am willing to take even if i have to jump through fire.  

The flame is huge every time i am thinking of this topic why friend zone have to exist why?

Well ask me about this topic i tell you that you girls always choose the guys on the field not on the sideline.  

As i leave this ******* forsaken ditch you see what your actions can create.

i walk by in a solumn state of mind.

I realize what i have missed in my lifetime."

The heart can do strange things to a man love can change you."

i know i have had to fight my inner demons not change i have fought it off with scraps and a fist.

Can a man who does not care what people think about him what his actions are.

Considering his love has not been returned will she take in consdieration that he would take a bullet for her.


The fact that he is a great friend just a misunderstood fellow who could fit in a  indy film with a crew of rejects.

As he hits the end of the road he sees her alone realizing walking away from the hearts true feelings."

The man walks back and starts to run into the battle field of war the bullet hits him and his inner demons say any last words.

The man simply replys i won"t let you control me bleeding and all he charges them with his hearts desire and when the dust settled."

he stood in the hearts battlefied full of broken bodys and failures of his past. As he is walking back for her he"s *****  and injured.

Has peace finally come to him it has no more battles,no fighting demons  as he reaches for her the hand into the world he once knew crashed.
His bitter rage he smashes the wall freeing it but the battle that was over had hit them. Egos clashing, , arguing ,backstabbing but people were happy. Not for long though   as people felt the bitterness the man had gone through as he finally finds her she is there for him. His happyness was there the whole time but doesn"t like to reveal to much.  he realizes melancholy seconds later equals to succession.

The times we had.

"The times i turned your frowns upside down.

Ad Times passed i realized that my efforts was something i was proud of.

I quit when there was no chance if you want anything just forget our past and cometh with your reasoning.

and i forgive my inner wrongs you should to.

"Times pass all humans change for the better or the worse .

why must  a lovelorn fellow have to wait for that chance."

why must i walk the path of the hero of every man who failed?

considering i fight this fight forever have been a good friend to her?

or why must i be subjected to silence   what matters  why wait?

when you can risk yourself put your body on the line."

when your on the broken road theres no one but loves victims.

that changes now i am the muse of the world i fight for that cause nice guys finish last i don"t think so.

why am i  fighting this fight? i fight it because knowing whats it like to have your heart smashed into pieces.

why is the lovelorn fellow doing i am the lovelorn fellow i wait that one moment of truth.

Even when i may end up die trying.

how can one hide things from their oldest and treat them like a freaking child".

i am almost seventeen and am not treated right and clearly i am done with it."

well she does not know many things about me either i guess you want to know be honest or burn in the fiery depths of hell."  i dont want hiding i want control of my life  my money i do whatever i want with it.
its america not freaking china"  so theres a legal adult age well if thats a case holding back because i am bad with money". well time to start a revoltioution to end this blasphemy.

whos the one" is she right in front of my face or someone i least expect.

is she perfect is she what i want i not sure the one will come in a while "

but i hope that my waiting working or am i forever alone i know i am not she will come just hope its sooner than later down the line.

how can you move on after your loved ones lives end by the tip of a weapon of mass destruction?

how does one  **** children that have their whole lives to grow i don't understand how some people do acts of evil.

the valiant heros who fought for their students in their school  thats who we should be.

the steel 'the carbon the ' bullet of destruction is that to blame?

people blame Guns in reality there not so violent until someone uses it for satanic purposes

i pity who survived the massacre of souls there healing will be in effect death is natural it all depends on how we die.