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Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
Baby
Your the one
The only one
I can trust
I can't trust anyone else
I've tried
But I can't
Only you my love
I hope you know that
I love you
With all my heart
Jonah Lavigne Nov 2013
No one knows real pain
Real pain is when I'm away from you
Real pain is something I feel every day
Real pain comes when I see you
Real pain comes when I know it will never be us
Real pain comes when you say you love him
Real pain is all I feel now a day
Real pain hurts the worst
Real pain is something no one will understand
Real pain is what I understand
Real pain is all I know
For real pain comes from love that has been thrown away
Real pain is knowing you are with him
Real pain is when you lie and say you are happy with him
Real pain is when you are hurt and I can't help
Real pain is when I love you but you don't love me
Real pain is the worst but its what I feel when I'm with you
But I stay with you because I'm right for you and I love you
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
Baby
I love you
So much
it hurts
But I love the pain
It's what keeps me going
It's what wakes me up
It's what puts me to sleep
And when I tell you I love you
I don't say it to get anything
I don't say it to hear it back
I say it to make sure you know
My love
I love you
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
I love her
Is that enough
I want her
Still not enough
What about
I love her
More than anything
I would **** for her
I would die for her
And all these people
Pulling us apart
*******
I don't need you
All I will ever need
Is her
Jonah Lavigne Jan 2014
Which matters most
Blood or love
She may not be my daughter
But I love her like my own
I'll treat her like my own
When I visit
And she is there
My heart warms to see her
I get a smile on my face
When she smiles
If she needs anything
You call me
She may not be my blood
But I love her like she is
I'll be by her side
through anything
I may not be her daddy
But I wish I was
Jonah Lavigne May 2014
Leave me alone
Stop making me think of you
I remember everything about you
Your smile
Your laugh
Everything
But get out of my head
I don't love you anymore
Or do I
No I don't
I love her
She's the one I love
She's starting to notice
Somethings on my mind
And she can't find out
I've been thinking of you
I love her
I love her more than anything
But why have I been thinking of you?
I can't figure it out
My heads a mess
I can't think
It's all just one big mess
I wish I could clear it
Just please stay out
I think about you
But I don't love you
I'm with her
I love her
Why won't you get out if my head
Jonah Lavigne Jan 2014
All I've done
All the family I said ******* to
My dad
Brother
Sister
Mother
Friends
Family
Lost
I can never go back
I'm stuck in the void
The nothingness
Stuck between death and life
Between heaven and hell
You held me to earth
It was an easy job
Just to be there
But you let go
And now here I am
Hoping death takes hold
An pulls me away
Jonah Lavigne Nov 2013
Take a peek you will see
Open your eyes
Open and see what he does
Open and see who he is
Open and see who helps you
Open and see who loves you
Open your eyes and look at me
I want to be with you
I want to be able to help you
I want to be there for you
For the baby
I am there everyday
He is there when you are mad at him
All he does is hold you back
Open your eyes and you will see
He keeps you held down
Stay down to long
Your baby will be gone
You will forget how to walk
All you will do us crawl
You will be in the dirt all because of him
Open your eyes and you will see
Take my hand and you will be moved forward
Take my hand and you will fly
Stay with me and fly
Fly long enough and you baby will fly with us
You will do more then walk
You will soar
You and your daughter will be in the heavens
All because of me
Open your eyes and you will see
Jonah Lavigne Nov 2013
So cute
So small
Growing bigger
Growing stronger
Learning to walk
Learning to talk
Loves mommy
Loves daddy
Big heart
Small child
Blonde hair
Blue eyes
The perfect child
I knew when I saw you
I wanted raise you
I wanted to be there for you
I love your mom
I love you
That will never change
But looking back now
I see my mistakes
I wish that I could
But I cannot change them
One little chance
Is all I wish
You will not regret
This I can swear
So cute so small
That baby that I saw
Jonah Lavigne Jan 2014
When I see you
I'm light headed
When I hold your hand
I go numb
When I hug you
Everything is perfect
When I kiss you
Everything else disappears
You say I seam dazed after we kiss
That's because I am
Because I'm kissing the perfect woman
And I can't believe it
You changed me
Showed me love does exist
Showed me I can trust someone
And for that
I thank you
Jonah Lavigne Jan 2014
So tonight
When you cry
Whisper the cutters lullaby
Hush a bye baby
Your almost dead
You don't have a pulse
And your pillow is red
Your family hates you
An your friends let you bleed
Sleep tight with a knife
Because that's all you'll need
Rock a bye baby
Broken and scared
You didn't know
That you life would be this hard
Time to end the pain
That hid you so well
And down will come baby
Straight back to hell
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
She's country
She's crazy
She's awesome
She's fun
She's you
You are the girl of my dreams
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
My blood runs hot
Flows easily through my veins
The heat is love
But where there is heat
There is always cold
That cold is hate
My body is made of hate
My blood is made of love
They fight for control
When I talk to her
See her
Love is winning
When I talk to them
See them
Hate is winning
I have no control over them
My heart pumps the love
The world scars the hate
It cuts deep like blade
My hate has endored
so much pain
My love has seeped from my hate
To get to the love
You must cut through the hate
But she reached in the hate
And pulled out the source of the love
My heart
She tends to it
Nurtures it
From her my hate loses
The love is taking controle
But there will always be a fight
But I'm not worried anymore
I have her
That's the secret weapon
*her
Jonah Lavigne Apr 2014
I look alive
I'm dead inside
My heart has holes
And black blood flows
Jonah Lavigne Feb 2014
I just want to scream
It hurts so bad
I just want it to end
I can't think
I can't focus
It's killing me
I haven't eatin in days
I barley sleep
It's going to **** me
But............
No never mind
I'm not going to finish that
Jonah Lavigne Feb 2014
That's all I feel
Pain
And love
That's it
And it hurts
I love you
My love
Jonah Lavigne Jan 2014
My plan
Was to ask you
Next time I saw you
Get on one knee
Open the ring box
And say
Samantha Saxon
Will you
Make me the happiest man alive
And marry me
And pray that you said yes
It was goin to be
The very next time I saw you
But then you left
Riped out my heart
And shattered it
An I don't know what i did wrong
Everyone I talk to
They say the same thing
She will see she messed up
She will see she loves you
She will take you back
She has to
But I don't want you to because you have to
I want you to because you want to
Because you love me
I love you
More than anything
But
Make the right choice
The one that's better for you
Better for destine
The one that makes you happiest
The one you truly love
It was going to be next time I saw you
But now I'm stuck with it
Just sitting there
Reminding me
Of you
Like everything else
Jonah Lavigne Apr 2014
He is sad
He is hurt
He is dying
He is alone
He is lonely
He is a mess
He is judged
He is ignored
He is suicidal
He is stressed
He is confused
He is ****** up
He is depressed
He is misunderstood
He is tired but still living
He is hurt but doesn't show it
He is screaming but silent
He is in pain but still smiling
Jonah Lavigne Nov 2013
i feel my blood
running through my veins
i hear my heart beat
pumping my life away
it hides my anger
my thirst for blood
their blood
they will pay
they took her
they will pay
the only person
i care about
they wont let me see her
they will pay
they will choke
on their blood
feel their life
slip away
death will take them
take them to hell
do i care?
**** no
ill make it all happen
but not now
my love, you keep me from that
but they took you away
they will pay
some how
some way
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
My life is looking up
I don't know why
but I feel happy
I think it's because
I'm talking to the woman I love the most
Just a spark of joy
That will turn in to a flame
Then a big fire
My heart is mending
My body no longer wants to quit
And my soul is not burning anymore
I guess all I'm trying to say is
I'm going to cut down the rope
Put down the blades
And put up the pills
I want to live again
And I want to say
Thank you
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
I'm stuck
In my own thoughts
Should I live
Should I die
I'm trapped
I can't decide
Stuck in my own body
Scarred
from the cuts
From the fights
Stuck in my head
Confused
Twisted
I don't know
What to do anymore
**** it all?
Give up?
Or look past it?
**** this world
No save it
Stuck
Listening to my own heart beat
the blood running through my veins
Then the screams
Stuck
Seeing the blood
The hate
I'm stuck
In my own thoughts
Can't move
Can't walk
Can't talk
But it's probly for the best
Can't hurt anybody anymore
But who cares
Nobody
I'm trapped
Still stuck
**** it
Jonah Lavigne Jan 2014
Walls closing in
Space getting smaller
A tug in my gut
Head about to explode
Let me out
Free me
Fine *******
I hate you all
When I'm out
You will die
Give me freedom
Give me liberty
You want the best for me
Prove it
Let me make mistakes
Let me live a life
I don't need
Your over protective *******
When I get out
And I will
You will regret it
For the rest if your lives
You will feel pain
You will feel hurt
Let me out now
Or I'll find a way out
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
Nobody cares about love
All they care about is ***
*** *** ***
Yeah *** feels great
Yeah *** is a lot of fun
But *** is supposed to be
A way of showing your love
Yeah *** is amazing
But when I fell for her
That was a million times better
My heart was racing
My gut twisted
My stomach was on fire
That's when I knew
She is the one
The one I want
The one I need
The only person
I will love
Ever
My love for her
I can feel it
In my blood
In my bones
All throughout my body
As long as I have her
I'm happy
No matter what's happening
As long  as she is by my side
I'm happy because
My love for her
Runs deeper than anything
Jonah Lavigne Jan 2014
You trust him more
But you love me more
You can't love someone
With out trust
You trust him more
Do you love him more?
Who do you love?
Answer that question
If you love me
the way you say you do
You sure haven't showed it
Then let me ask you this
What if I left you
Told you I love you
But didn't believe you loved me
What would you do
Jonah Lavigne Mar 2014
Run your fingers through my soul.
For once, just once,
Feel exactly what I feel,
Believe what I believe,
Perceive as I perceive,
Look, experience, examine
And just for once,
Just once
Understand.
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
This is my first poem

Your love never sears to amaze me
Your eyes are the purist of blue(brown)
Please listen when I say these things
And hear me when I say this is true.

Your kisses are sweeter then wine
Your hugs are of someone who cares
I hope you know your heart is with mine
And that your love is surly shared……

Your smile is brighter then the sun
Your laugh is warmer then your touch
I assure you, you must believe me baby
And that I love you very much
My baby wrote this she told me to post it she doesn't have a hello poetry
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
This is my second one

Tears of sadness
Tears of laughter
Fear f tribulation
Happiness of jubilation
Things to come
Things to pass
Though all these things are there and true
The most important is I love you
She wrote this one too
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
This is my third. This one is in a guys predictive.

Mother-In-Law
You have given me a precious gift
With whom I share my life
You raised and loved the little girl
That I now call my wife
You are her lovely mother
And I'm the luck man
That she has chosen to always hold her hand
Now I just want to thank you
Mom, for all your loving care
And being the kind of mother
That both of us can share
She also wrote this one
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
Take it out the bag
Pick the seeds out
Put it in the grinder
Gring it up
Sprinkl it on the paper
Roll it up
Lick it
Light it
Puff
Puff
Pass it to the next guy
Body goes numb
Head starts spinning
Giggle
Giggle
Then you eat
And eat
And eat
And eat
Then you pass out
Most fun you can have
Only thing that makes it better
Is ***
But I'm done with all that
I gave it all up
I'm clean
Got to admit
It's fun though
Jonah Lavigne Nov 2013
what am I
am I human
can humans bear pain
the kind I feel
am I a beast
that would explain
my world is pain
no
im an angle
a demon
im hell
and im heaven
that explains everything
all the pain
all the hate
but
when he looks in my eyes
ill be the last thing he sees
he will pay
ill make him pay
but what am I
im human
that's what make me feel this
and that's what makes me survive
Jonah Lavigne Feb 2014
As day turns to night
As dawn turns to dusk
I think what do I deserve
Do I deserve what I have?
All the **** I've done
Hearts I've broken
Virginitys I've taken
Not a second thought about it
Do I deserve what I have?
I've hurt people
I regret it
But I can't change it
I hate my past
But it's a part of me now
And it's not changing
I hope you learn it
And still accept me
Still love me
I haven't told you
Because I'm scared you wil leave
I will tell you
Just know
It's the past
It won't happen again
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
I think about a lot of things
School
Work
Mostly you
And Your baby
I love the both of you
You both are the light in my darkness
I'll take care of both of you
Make sure you are happy
This i can swear
Jonah Lavigne Jan 2014
What if I
Did this to you
What if I
Trusted another girl
More than you
What if I
Said I wouldn't
Talk to her
But did anyway
What if I
Hid things from you
What if I
Hid my past from you
But told this girl about it
What if I
Acted like it was all over
But it still eats me away inside
What if I
Didn't hid anything from her
But I did from you
What if I
Told you I love you
But you had a hard time believing it
Because I do
And it hurts
Jonah Lavigne Mar 2014
That's the question
What is a baby
What is a child
What is it to you
What does it mean to you
A baby is the gift of a god
Trusted to you
It is not a burden
For it is a privilege
To be a parent
I wouldn't know
But I've seen
It seams wonderful
The gift no one deserves
But a few
It is the ultimate sacrifice
But the ultimate gain
Nothing can compare
Nothing is the same
Nothing ever will be
It's hard work
Sleepless nights
Wondering if your good enough
Thinking your not
Thinking how am I to do this
How am I to raise her
But this gift
Is given to those who can
They don't always want to
But they can
I've gotten a taste
A sample
And i fell in love with her
Her beautiful blue eyes
Her shining blonde hair
Everything about her
I want to do everything for her
Protect her
Be there for her
Everything
I want her in my life
I want to be in hers
I've laid awake
Many a nights
Thinking what if I don't do right
What if I'm not good enough
I know there's no turning back
I know there's no giving up
And I'm willing
To take that extra weight
I want to
I'll do anything for her
I'll do anything for you destine
I swear
Your not old enough yet
But when you are
I pray to god I'm still there
Because I'll never leave
I could never
The only way I'd leave
Is if I was forced by one person
And she knows she has that power
I pray she doesn't use it
For I love her
And I love you
When you read this, destine
Remember in your heart
That there is nothing
I will not do for you
I swear
Jonah Lavigne Feb 2014
This isn't a dark poem
This isn't a love poem
This isn't an angry poem
It's just fact
Yes I can feel
Yes I can write
I've proved you wrong before
I'll do it again
I'll prove I can have a happy life
I'll prove we will have a happy life
I'll prove I'm strong
I'll prove I can protect them
I'll prove all of this
And more
Have a problem?
Tell me
I'll listen
I'll help
**** me over
You'll regret it
This poem is random
But I'm just stating facts
So guess what
Read it
Remember it
And never doubt me
Jonah Lavigne Jan 2014
When I ripped it out my chest
And I handed it to you on a gold platter
I gave you power over my entire life
Power to **** me
Power to destroy me
Power to shatter my soul
I did this because I trust you
And I don't trust
Nobody has my trust
But you do
I love you more than enough
To give it to you
I just ask that you keep it safe
Because it's not much
But it's all I have
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
When I look at you
I feel my gut twist
When I look at you
I feel love
I feel heat grow
Deep in my heart
When I look in your eyes
I get lost in them
You say I seem dazed
after we kiss
Tell the truth
I am
Because  
I can't believe
I'm kissing
the love of my life
I love you
With every thing I am
I look in your eyes
And I can't think straight
I feel all fuzzy inside
All I can say is
Your the one
I want to spend my life with
Jonah Lavigne Feb 2014
If I die
Who would miss me
Mom?
No she doesn't trust me
Dad?
Jordan was always the favorite
Tash?
He always hated me
Allie?
She always did to
Jordan?
He probably would
Samantha?
I hope she would
All these people
All my friends
My family
All have
At least one thing
Against me
But who
Would miss me
A piece of southern trash
Good for nothing
Good at nothing
Samantha deserves someone better
So does destine
I'm not good enough
I never was
I never will be
I was a fool to think I was
Nobody would miss me
I'm sorry
To everyone
I've hurt you all
And now I see it
And I'm sickened by myself
I love Samantha and Destine
But I'm not good enough
So if I did die
Who would miss me?
I feel this way sometimes. Not all the time. But sometimes I do.
Jonah Lavigne Jan 2014
Lies
I hate them
So much
I want to ****
When I'm lied to
Them pain
It hurts
It kills me inside
But when you do it
I want to crawl under a rock and die
Say **** the world
If you can't be honest
Then who can
If I can't trust you to be honest
The who can I trust
I don't trust anybody
I never have
But you are different
I trust you
But now
Now I wonder
What else have you lied about
What else
Jonah Lavigne Feb 2014
That pain in my gut
It feels like something's
Eating me away
Wearing me down
And I don't know why
Is it all the loss I've suffered
All the people that are no more
The ones that are no longer my family
The ones that are no longer my friends
Is it because of her
The guy she's talking to
Is it just pain
An endless burn
Sting
Throb
Rot
Decay on the inside
It kills me every day
And I don't know why!
Just end it!
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
It'a not much
It's all I have
But please take it
Well you already did
Without even knowing
You hold a blade to it always
In one motion
You could end me
For you see my love
You stole my heart
You
Jonah Lavigne Nov 2013
You
You are perfect
You are beautiful
You are smart
You are funny
You are wonderful
You are joyful
You are you
You are nobody else
You do not try to be anyone else
You, I love you
You are perfect in every way


                             I love you
Jonah Lavigne Nov 2013
You and me are just alike
You and him are not
You and me get along
You and him do not
You and me are happy
You and him are not
You and me are good for each other
You and him are not
You and me love each other
You and home do not
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
You are many things
All if them good
You are
my angle in hell
My salvation in war
My antidote to poison
You see my love
you keep me going
You save me
Everyday
You are
My water on fire
My ship in the sea
And most of all
My love in all this hate
That ray of sunshine
In this clouded world
I strive to reach
You are
My everything
My only thing
My life in death
My love, you are all
I love you
Jonah Lavigne Nov 2013
You are
The one mommy loves
The one mommy needs
The one mommy cherishes
The one…the only one
She loves you
She needs you
Without you there is no mommy
You are what keeps her together
You are what breaks her down
You are what keeps her going
You are what stops her
You are her happiness
You are her sadness
Without you there is no mommy
You are what you are
And that is what we love about you
to my girlfriends baby girl
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
Some people give the gift
of peace and tranquility
to every life they touch.
They are always who they really are.
They are blessedly reliable,
dependably good,
predictably pleasant,
loved and treasured
by all who know them.
You are one of those people.
The best of them
You are a gift
of peace and tranquility
in my life.
In every life you touch
Happy Birthday, my love
And have many more
Happy birthday baby I love you
Jonah Lavigne Feb 2014
You made up your mind
You chose me
I'm happy
The first time in weeks
And all I can say is
.......................
I'm speechless
Thank you
I know you made the right choise
I promise
I'll treat you and your baby right
Do everything in my power
To make y'all happy
I swear
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
I don't deserve you
Your to good for me
Your a great mom
And a great person
You deserve better than me
I'm not good enough
I never was
But
I still love you
And if you still choose
To stay with me
Then
I'm the luckiest man alive
Because I couldn't ask
For a better person
Jonah Lavigne Apr 2014
You did this to me
Your the only one I ever trusted
Then you cheat on me
I've stood for a lot of ****
Took beatings for you
Stomped *** for you
But I have a line
And you crossed it
I forgive a lot of ****
But I don't know
If I can forgive this one
You went to far this time
I will never forget this
I hope you know
You might loos the best man
You will ever find
I love you
I always will
I love your daughter
I love her like my own
I will never stop doing for her
No matter what happens
I will do and do for her
I love both of you
More than anything
But I don't know
If I can stand for it anymore
My body can't take anymore
I have no heart because of you
It's gone
You ripped it out
Crushed it
And stomped it in the dirt
And I still don't know why
Please tell me why
Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013
I'm about to fight
I think of you
I walk away
I'm about to curse my mom
I think of you
I walk away
You hold me form a lot
I couldn't do anything
To make me not see you
It's hell enough not to
But if I couldn't talk to you
There would be blood
But I'd just think of you
What it would do to you
If I got arrested
Or got killed
And just walk away
I couldn't do anything to hurt you
ever
I swear
never
*ever
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