Jonah Lavigne: Poems

Jan 2014 · 265

Love heart

Jonah Lavigne Jan 2014

Love                   Love
  My heart             looked for
  special love,       easily found
     so very soon  &  now hopefully
   forever eternity it’s with me
  Accepting it and sharing,
  Kiss for you baby
love you so
  Much
X

Jan 2014 · 284

It's hard to explain but this will give you an idea

Jonah Lavigne Jan 2014

It's hard to explain but this will give you an idea

I love
It's to put in words
How much I do
But
Maybe this can
Explain a little
I'd do anything for you
I'd ****
For you
I'd die
For you
I'd sell my soul
To Satan
Just to hear feel your touch
I want to spend
My life with you
I'd walk out if heaven
And in to hell
For you
I'd crawl through
The fire of hell
To get you out
I'd burn the world
To heat you
**** anything
To feed you
Anything you want
I'll get it
I'll walk through the gates of hell
Shake hands with satan
Just to see you smile
I love you
I hope you know how much

Jan 2014 · 407

It's diffrent

Jonah Lavigne Jan 2014

It's diffrent

Before I met you
I never saw myself
Loving another mans child
Like she was my own
Before I met you
I never saw myself
With just one woman
For the rest of my life
But now
I dont see my self
Going one day
With out you
Because I wouldn't trade
One day with you
For a million years
Any other way
I want to spend
My life with you
Give you and her
All u have to offer
To see you smile
To see you be happy
Because I love you
And I mean it

Jan 2014 · 483

Why?

Jonah Lavigne Jan 2014

Why?

Lies
I hate them
So much
I want to ****
When I'm lied to
Them pain
It hurts
It kills me inside
But when you do it
I want to crawl under a rock and die
Say **** the world
If you can't be honest
Then who can
If I can't trust you to be honest
The who can I trust
I don't trust anybody
I never have
But you are different
I trust you
But now
Now I wonder
What else have you lied about
What else

Jan 2014 · 4.2k

Cheaters and liars

Jonah Lavigne Jan 2014

Cheaters and liars

Two things
I hate the most
Cheaters
Liars
You cheat on me
You don't deserve me
You don't deserve to be happy
And I will find out
I always do
You lie to me
You don't deserve my trust
I'll never believe
a word you say ever again
But you do both
You break everything
I ever had for you
I'll never want to see you again
Because the kind of pain
That will come
Will break me
Destroy me
**** me
I'll hate you
Until my heart stops
Which won't be long after.
You cheat on me
We will work through it
You lie to me
We will work through it
But you do both
And I'll **** him

This is my worst fear that you will cheat on me and lie about it if you do tell me when it happens but all my trust will disappear because your the only person I've ever trusted

Jan 2014 · 445

She might not be mine

Jonah Lavigne Jan 2014

She might not be mine

Which matters most
Blood or love
She may not be my daughter
But I love her like my own
I'll treat her like my own
When I visit
And she is there
My heart warms to see her
I get a smile on my face
When she smiles
If she needs anything
You call me
She may not be my blood
But I love her like she is
I'll be by her side
through anything
I may not be her daddy
But I wish I was

Jan 2014 · 739

In this bed

Jonah Lavigne Jan 2014

In this bed

I'm in my bed
All alone
Because your not here
I wish I could hold you
You could fall asleep in my arms
Dream the night away
Or we could stay awake
Pass the time
It's your call
I'm up for both
Or we could do both
Stay up late
Passing the time
Then fall asleep in my arms
I would feel the warmth of your body
Pressing on mine
As we sleep
Dreaming wonderful dreams
And in our slumber
We would know
When we wake up
We will be together
I'd open my eyes to see you there
I'd wake you up
Kiss you
Tell you
good morning beautiful
That would be a perfect night
But only if you were here

Jan 2014 · 308

You will never know

Jonah Lavigne Jan 2014

You will never know

"I love you"
"I miss you"
"I wish I was with you"
We say these things everyday
We say them like it's just a normal thing
But it's not
What I have for you
It's a love so true
You will never find one like it
It runs in my blood
It runs through my bones
It's all my joy
All my happiness
Evey good thing I feel
I feel for you
The heat in my body
The sweat on my skin
The blood in my veins
It's all for you
You will never know
How I feel about you
I can tell you all I want
But you will never know
Your the first thing I think of
When I wake up
The last thing I think of
Before I go to sleep
Your my eveything
But will never know
I've told you a million times
But to under stand it
You have to feel it
And this
What I feel
It's better than heaven
Because love feels better than anything
And I love you

Jan 2014 · 408

Break up poem

Jonah Lavigne Jan 2014

Break up poem

Ha ha
Joking
I'm never leaving you

Jan 2014 · 1.0k

That tingly feeling

Jonah Lavigne Jan 2014

That tingly feeling

When I see you
I'm light headed
When I hold your hand
I go numb
When I hug you
Everything is perfect
When I kiss you
Everything else disappears
You say I seam dazed after we kiss
That's because I am
Because I'm kissing the perfect woman
And I can't believe it
You changed me
Showed me love does exist
Showed me I can trust someone
And for that
I thank you

Jan 2014 · 443

When I handed it to you

Jonah Lavigne Jan 2014

When I handed it to you

When I ripped it out my chest
And I handed it to you on a gold platter
I gave you power over my entire life
Power to **** me
Power to destroy me
Power to shatter my soul
I did this because I trust you
And I don't trust
Nobody has my trust
But you do
I love you more than enough
To give it to you
I just ask that you keep it safe
Because it's not much
But it's all I have

Jan 2014 · 3.7k

No one can take your place

Jonah Lavigne Jan 2014

No one can take your place

You are my world
You are my life
You are my heart
You are my everything
No one can replace you
No one can take your place
I'll never love any one
As much as I love you
You are one of a kind
There will never be another
For you,my love,are everything
In my world
And nobody can replace that

Dec 2013 · 745

It's been so long

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

It's been so long

I haven't seen your face
Heard you voice
Felt your touch
In days
Or was it weeks
It doesn't matter
It feels like forever
I want you with me
I need you with me
I've been with my brother
For the last week
Drinking the sorrow away
Praying I'll get a text
Praying I'll get a call
From you
I feel as it's my fault
That I'm not doing enough
That I'm not doing as I should
I feel it's my fault your not here
It's my fault you haven't talked to me
It's my fault I feel this way
It's my fault I fell in love with you
And it feels so good
But when I don't hear from you
The pain grows and grows
Until I want to scream
Put holes in these walls
Lock myself in and never come out
But I don't do that
For you
Because I love you
More than you will ever know

Dec 2013 · 3.5k

Country boy

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

Country boy

Ripped up jeans
Oil stained shirt
Muddy boots
Been busy
****** camo
Sharp knife
Meat on the table
Had fun
Muddy truck
Passed out in said truck
Beer cans on the floorboard
Had a party
Happy woman
Happy child
Run down man
That's a country boy
That's me

Dec 2013 · 6.6k

Weed

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

****

Take it out the bag
Pick the seeds out
Put it in the grinder
Gring it up
Sprinkl it on the paper
Roll it up
Lick it
Light it
Puff
Puff
Pass it to the next guy
Body goes numb
Head starts spinning
Giggle
Giggle
Then you eat
And eat
And eat
And eat
Then you pass out
Most fun you can have
Only thing that makes it better
Is ***
But I'm done with all that
I gave it all up
I'm clean
Got to admit
It's fun though

Dec 2013 · 631

I miss you already

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

I miss you already

It was just yesterday
I saw you
I held you
I kissed you
But now I'm away
And the pain is back
The knot in my stomach
The burn in my throat
The ach in my back
I miss you
I want you back
In my arms
You are the only one I love
The only one I need
The only one for me
I miss you
I love you
Remember that

Dec 2013 · 1.2k

You are a gift, happy birthday

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

You are a gift, happy birthday

Some people give the gift
of peace and tranquility
to every life they touch.
They are always who they really are.
They are blessedly reliable,
dependably good,
predictably pleasant,
loved and treasured
by all who know them.
You are one of those people.
The best of them
You are a gift
of peace and tranquility
in my life.
In every life you touch
Happy Birthday, my love
And have many more

Happy birthday baby I love you

Dec 2013 · 429

Baby's first birthday

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

Baby's first birthday

It's your very first birthday, destine,
One candle on your cake;
Proud parents stare in wonder
At each new move you make.
We join in celebration,
As this special date arrives,
For baby has brought pleasure
Into all our lives.
We look forward now to seeing
How you progress and grow,
From the cute and tiny infant
You were one year ago.
So dig into your icing;
Enjoy your presents, too.
The reason for this day
Is a special person--you!

This poem is kinda old. I found it going through some I had put up

Dec 2013 · 320

No sleep for me

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

No sleep for me

I used to sleep
But no more
I need you
By my side
Feel your body on mine
Feel your warmth
Hear your voice say olive you
This bed is empty
Lonely
Cold
With out you
It's been so long
Since we have layed together
Since you have feel asleep in my arms
I can't wait untill next time

Dec 2013 · 457

Life and death

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

Life and death

They call me crazy
Because I hate life
Maybe they are the crazy ones
Maybe life is a torture
Maybe death is the freedom
The reward for going through
The pain
The heart break
They fear hell
I can't wait to see it
Let's burn
**** it
I want death
Come get me
I dare you
I want to meet satan
Call him a ***** to his face
Laugh when he punishes me
So life or death?
Heaven or hell?

Dec 2013 · 416

Trapped

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

Trapped

I'm stuck
In my own thoughts
Should I live
Should I die
I'm trapped
I can't decide
Stuck in my own body
Scarred
from the cuts
From the fights
Stuck in my head
Confused
Twisted
I don't know
What to do anymore
**** it all?
Give up?
Or look past it?
**** this world
No save it
Stuck
Listening to my own heart beat
the blood running through my veins
Then the screams
Stuck
Seeing the blood
The hate
I'm stuck
In my own thoughts
Can't move
Can't walk
Can't talk
But it's probly for the best
Can't hurt anybody anymore
But who cares
Nobody
I'm trapped
Still stuck
**** it

Dec 2013 · 362

Burn

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

Burn

It will all end
Fire will end it
It will all burn
And I'm going to cause it all
**** this world
Lets make another
From the ashes
Of this hell
**** all this
I'm done with it all
I'm going to watch it burn
laughing
Lighting it
Burning it all
Watch everyone die
Burn to death
The smoke
Black as night
And when it's all gone
We will rise
And **** you all

Dec 2013 · 565

Fire

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

Fire

I'm sitting here
Starring at these flames
Thinking
Why are we here
What's our propose
It seams like
We are here to suffer
Gods little pawns
His entertainment
It seams we are here
To hurt
Feel pain
Feel heart break
But worst of all
Love
It hurts
Not to see your love
But we don't give up
Fire
It's just like love
Hot
It can hurt
But if you choose
the right person to light
Your fire
It's good
It creates heat
Light
Life
So I'm sitting here
Looking at this fire
Thinking of you
Your warmth
Your heat
Your love
You
I need you
I need you now

Dec 2013 · 415

You hold me from a lot of trouble

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

You hold me from a lot of trouble

I'm about to fight
I think of you
I walk away
I'm about to curse my mom
I think of you
I walk away
You hold me form a lot
I couldn't do anything
To make me not see you
It's hell enough not to
But if I couldn't talk to you
There would be blood
But I'd just think of you
What it would do to you
If I got arrested
Or got killed
And just walk away
I couldn't do anything to hurt you
ever
I swear
never
*ever

Dec 2013 · 516

The heat in my veins, the cold in my body

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

The heat in my veins, the cold in my body

My blood runs hot
Flows easily through my veins
The heat is love
But where there is heat
There is always cold
That cold is hate
My body is made of hate
My blood is made of love
They fight for control
When I talk to her
See her
Love is winning
When I talk to them
See them
Hate is winning
I have no control over them
My heart pumps the love
The world scars the hate
It cuts deep like blade
My hate has endored
so much pain
My love has seeped from my hate
To get to the love
You must cut through the hate
But she reached in the hate
And pulled out the source of the love
My heart
She tends to it
Nurtures it
From her my hate loses
The love is taking controle
But there will always be a fight
But I'm not worried anymore
I have her
That's the secret weapon
*her

Dec 2013 · 332

It's hell

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

It's hell

Being without you
Not seeing you
Not hearing your voice
Feeling your touch
Having you in my arms
My love, it's hell
No it's worse than hell
A pain in my stomach
And aching in my back
It pains me to be without you
I love you
I want you back
Here with me
Forever
To hold you
and never let go
To show you
how much I love you
But when I am with you
It's heaven
No even better than that

Dec 2013 · 430

You, my love

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

You, my love

What every guy dreams of
What every guy wants
What every guy need
You could have anybody
You want
Why you choose me
Ill never know
But what I do know
Is I'm the luckiest person ever
Because I have you
Because I love you
Because you love me
You, my love
Are everything to me
When I'm with you
My heart races
When I'm without you
My heart slows
And if I ever lost you
My heart would beat no more
Because you, my love
Are the one I love
Forever and always

Dec 2013 · 258

My life and world

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

My life and world

You and the baby
That's my world
That's my life
All I care about
Your happiness
Your love
I feel my love
For you
Deep in my blood
Deep in my bones
It wakes me up
Makes me move
It's what I want
It's what I need
And
It's all I can ask for

Dec 2013 · 242

Do I have what it takes?

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

Do I have what it takes?

You know what I'd do
You know what I've done
What I've given up
What I'm going to do
I'd give up more
Do more
For you and her
I love the both of you
I think I have what it takes
But do you
I think I'm ready
But do you
She might not be mine
But I'll treat her like my own
Family is family
Blood or not
I'd give anything for you and her
I love you
I love her
So I ask again
Do you think I'm ready

Dec 2013 · 513

Hey

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

Hey

Hey

Guess what

I love you

Dec 2013 · 418

Nightmares called life

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

Nightmares called life

They're still here
They won't go away
Every night they come
Every night they hurt
The ******* nightmares
I know what they mean
I know what I must do
But I just can't
It would make me happy
But hurt too many people
Ill just suffer
To make them happy
I don't sleep
I don't eat
I put on a fake smile
To hide so much pain
Show a fake joy
To hide so much misery
Nobody would understand
So I keep it to myself
Hide it deep
But I claws its way out
It tears me apart
From the inside out
But I just push it deeper
But that just makes it angryer
But I can't hurt anybody
I can't tell them about it
It's to much
But I'll survive

Hopefully

Dec 2013 · 371

Fell in the trap

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

Fell in the trap

They left it baited
Waiting for their next prey
When I came stumbling along
I saw it and took it
But that's when it all happened
You were the bait
And when I saw you
I triped the wire
I fell in a trap called love
I'm stuck in here
Can't get out
No matter if I did try
But I won't
Because its paradise
Everything I can hope for
Everything I can dream of
It's all here
But what really makes me stay
Is you
Because you are here with me
And that's paradise enough

Dec 2013 · 330

Looking back

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

Looking back

Before now
I never loved anybody
I never trusted anybody
Before now
I couldn't see my self
with one girl my whole life
But now I can't see myself
going one day without you
I'm not proud of my past
But if I could go back
I wouldn't change a thing
Because it made me who I am
And who I'm going to be
It seams like every **** up I made
Everything I did right
Everything I did wrong
Lead me to you
I wouldn't change anything
Because I see myself now
I'm not as good as I'm going to get
I still have a lot to do
But I'm changeing everyday
For you
I make myself a better man
Because I don't to cause any pain
And like I said before
Before now
I couldn't see my self
with one girl my whole life
But now I can't see myself
going one day without you
Because I love you

Dec 2013 · 289

You are

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

You are

You are many things
All if them good
You are
my angle in hell
My salvation in war
My antidote to poison
You see my love
you keep me going
You save me
Everyday
You are
My water on fire
My ship in the sea
And most of all
My love in all this hate
That ray of sunshine
In this clouded world
I strive to reach
You are
My everything
My only thing
My life in death
My love, you are all
I love you

Dec 2013 · 342

I can't wait

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

I can't wait

When your here
But your not
I can't wait
Till your back in my arms
Back with me
Till we can be together forever
I love you
And I can't wait
to hear you say it back
In person
To feel your lips on mine
To feel me holding you
And I'll never let go
I swear baby

Dec 2013 · 320

The girl of my dreams

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

The girl of my dreams

She's country
She's crazy
She's awesome
She's fun
She's you
You are the girl of my dreams

Dec 2013 · 473

I love you baby

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

I love you baby

I love you
I trust you
And I don't trust anybody
I never thought I would
Trust anybody again
But I trust you
More than ever
I love you
More than anything
I miss you
more than anything
Remember this my love

Dec 2013 · 723

Going crazy

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

Going crazy

I can't hear anything
Exept your voice
I can't see anything
exept your face
I can't feel anything
Except your body
I'm going crazy
Lock me in a padded room
Dope me up and lay me down
I miss you too much
I love you too much
My love, you are my world
I've given up so much for you
My life has changed for ever
And I couldn't be happier
But not being with you
Not talking to you
It's making me go crazy
So again
Lock me up
Dope me up
And lay me down
So I can go crazy
With love
My heart is a padded room
Love is my dope
And you are what's making me go crazy
I love you

Dec 2013 · 707

Alcohol and drugs

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

Alcohol and drugs

Whiskey
Beer
Hell ill even drink *****
Anything to take the pain away
Just to numb it even
Anything to make it feel better
I'm tired of all this *******
I hate it
I hate them
Getting drunk it'll make it better
Right?
No maybe not
Maybe ****
Maybe pills
Anything
Just make it go away
Ill find it at the bottom of a bottle
Or at the end of a blunt
Maybe in the pills
I don't know
I just want all the pain to go away

Dec 2013 · 542

I miss you so much

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

I miss you so much

Baby I miss you
I miss you so much
It hurts
When your away
My heart drops
I love you
I miss you
You showed me what love is
And now it's all I feel
I miss you my love
God it hurts
Please
Promise me
you will never leave me

Dec 2013 · 537

Remember baby I love you

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

Remember baby I love you

Baby
I love you
So much
it hurts
But I love the pain
It's what keeps me going
It's what wakes me up
It's what puts me to sleep
And when I tell you I love you
I don't say it to get anything
I don't say it to hear it back
I say it to make sure you know
My love
I love you

Dec 2013 · 379

All the others mean nothing

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

All the others mean nothing

I've been with a lot
Of other girls
I ****** a lot of others
I'm not proud of it
They mean nothing
You mean everything to me
This world would mean nothing
Without you
My life would be meaningless
Remember this
As I tell you
You mean everything to me

Dec 2013 · 479

Only one I can trust

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

Only one I can trust

Baby
Your the one
The only one
I can trust
I can't trust anyone else
I've tried
But I can't
Only you my love
I hope you know that
I love you
With all my heart

Dec 2013 · 562

Love and lust

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

Love and lust

What is love
Love is special
Love is when
Your gut twists
You heart beats fast
Your stomach is on fire
Love and lust
Are often confused
Lust is ****** desire
Driven by urges
Love is when you care
More than anything for them
When you would do anything
Be anything for that person
Most don't know what love is
All they feel is lust
Everybody has felt it
I've felt it
But when you feel love
It's so much different
It's so much better
I know from experience
I've felt them both
But now all I feel is love
And when you find your love
Hold on and never let go
Never
Ever
Trust me

Dec 2013 · 1.9k

Bullshit

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

*******

**** this
**** childish *******
I'm done with it
**** it all
I'm better than that
I don't start ****
So don't start **** about me
**** all of you
If you doubt me
Yeah I'm white
Yeah I'm country
Yeah my girl has a child
But you know what
I'm proud of all of it
I'm happy about all of it
So **** it
I'm done

Dec 2013 · 374

I'm better than most right?

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

I'm better than most right?

I know I'm not perfect
In fact I'm far from it
I know I'm not the best looking
In fact I'm not at all
But I'm better than most right?
I hope I am
I do my best
And then some
I do all I can
And then some
I know my life is ****** up
I know my family is to
But I'm different from them
I really am
I'm not perfect
In any way
I'm defiantly not the best looking
But I do treat you better
And care more
Than most right?

Dec 2013 · 359

Am I insane?

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

Am I insane?

They call me crazy
Because I used to cut
They call me crazy
Because I hate them
They call me crazy
Because of all my anger
They say I've gone insane
That I'm a cyopath
Well I can tell them this
You want to see insane?
You want to see a cyopath?
Sorry I'm not him
You lucked out here
I'm done with the cutting
Yeah I have a lot of anger and hate
But nobody sees it
Because I hide it
So am I insane?
Hell yeah I'm insane
But not how they think

Dec 2013 · 355

I'm sorry baby I did it again

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

I'm sorry baby I did it again

I did because of you
Some one talks about you
I snap
Black out
I hurt people
more than I mean to
They think
Because I don't look it
I can't fight
Well nobody
Will mess with me anymore
I'm sorry for it
I really am
Make me promise
Not to anymore
I can't break a promise
to you
I'm sorry
I love you
that's why I did it
I love you

Dec 2013 · 379

Fair warning "dad"

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

Fair warning "dad"

You step in my life again
I beat you in the dirt
Mess with my life again
I ******* up
Mess with my love
I **** you
So
Best bet
Stay away

Dec 2013 · 781

Anger

Jonah Lavigne Dec 2013

Anger

They wonder what's wrong with me
I always say nothing
But truthfully
I'm ******
At "dad"
At "mom"
They can't control me
My heart
Or my life
**** them
I'm done with them
He has been gone 15 years
Shows up like nothing happened
Wants to control me
Tell me to leave her
Because she has a baby
Sorry I'm not not like him
I will never abandon her
Ever
So "dad"
*******
I hate you
Stay out of my life
"Mom"
Stop with the self pity *******
Nobody gives a ****
Your a ***** to everybody
And you wonder
why your losing you kids
Why they are turning against you
Because you a pill popping *****
A liar
A thief
Yea remember
$400
You stole
From me
I was a kid
You stole money
from a kid
Your kid
Well I'm not your kid
Not anymore
Tina is my mom
Hg is my dad
I have a family
But you and Jason
Took them
You wonder what's wrong
Well here you go
But you'll do like always
Just take some pills
And pass out in your bed
So you know what
******* both
Your not my family
I hate you both
My family is
Hg
Tina
My brothers
My sisters
My love
And her baby
That's my family
So you can
Get the hell out my life
Before I make you