**** this *******
I'm done
I quit
I give up
Your drunk as ****
Don't know your own name
Don't hear me talking to you
And after all this
You never said
"I'm sorry I lied to you"
I told you I'd try to forget it
No matter how much it hurts
To just hold it in
I still do for you
I'm done talking about it
Because all you do is say
I know
I know
I know
Then I find out
You trust him more than me
Yet you say
Your in love with me
Well you don't show it
No apology
No remorse
No regret
Nothing
I'm not leaving
But what if I did?
Any other guy would
Robert would
Trey would
Joey would
Everybody I ask
Say they would end it
Right then and there
Because if I lose you
I'll put a bullet in my head
I love you
But I don't see it from you
I want to marry you
Have kids with you
Spend the rest of my life with you
I love you
More than you will ever know
And I hope you do to

You trust him more
But you love me more
You can't love someone
With out trust
You trust him more
Do you love him more?
Who do you love?
Answer that question
If you love me
the way you say you do
You sure haven't showed it
Then let me ask you this
What if I left you
Told you I love you
But didn't believe you loved me
What would you do

All of this
I did for you
I gave up friends
I gave up family
I gave up my father
My brother
My sister
I almost lost my mom
For you
All this and more
I did for you
I'm there
when you need me
I'm there
when you need something
Anything you need
Anything you want
I'll get it
Half my family
Ive known my whole life
I said **** them
For you
And this is how you repay me
It's ****** up

What if I
Did this to you
What if I
Trusted another girl
More than you
What if I
Said I wouldn't
Talk to her
But did anyway
What if I
Hid things from you
What if I
Hid my past from you
But told this girl about it
What if I
Acted like it was all over
But it still eats me away inside
What if I
Didn't hid anything from her
But I did from you
What if I
Told you I love you
But you had a hard time believing it
Because I do
And it hurts

I've watched it happen
Morning glories blossoming
In the still dead of the night
It's not possible
I've watched us blossom
Into lovers transcending friends
Our love became divine
Worshiped by the bed sheets
It's not possible
Marvin Gaye wrote his songs
With our kind of love in mind
It's not possible
Theirs nothing I'd rather do
Than hold your hand as we talk
Silent glares screaming the passion
We want to erupt
In the cold sands
Of yesterday's arguing and "I'm sorry"
This is how we make up
This is how we tell the world
We're in love
Even death couldn't break that bond
It's not possible
To admit it
But you're the one who could end this
I could never
Not even fathom the possibility
That the day will come when we part ways
No longer the divine lovers
Heaven and Hell wishes to understand
It's not possible
For anybody to grasp this amount of passion
It's not possible
To ever stop loving you

I've drug a blade
Across my wrist
Many times
Felt the blood
Seep out of my body
Felt the flesh tear
And the veins rip apart
As the blade dulled
Felt my body grow cold
As my life leaked away
But when I meet you
I lost the blade
The cuts healed
My body grew warm
Then when we kissed
For the first time
Heat coursed through my veins
My head grew light
Then that special night
When we showed our love
For each other
I knew
Never again
Will I swallow pills
Put a gun in my mouth
Drag a blade on my body
My life will be yours
What's mine will be yours

So tonight
When you cry
Whisper the cutters lullaby
Hush a bye baby
Your almost dead
You don't have a pulse
And your pillow is red
Your family hates you
An your friends let you bleed
Sleep tight with a knife
Because that's all you'll need
Rock a bye baby
Broken and scared
You didn't know
That you life would be this hard
Time to end the pain
That hid you so well
And down will come baby
Straight back to hell