I cheer you up
He does not
I am faithful
He is not
I do not lie
But he does
I am right for you
He is not
I am there for you
He is not
I am better for you
He is not
I love you
But he does not

No one knows what love is
No one feels love
No one cares about love
Love is special
Love is once in a life time
I know what love is
I feel love
Love is how I feel when I see you
Love is what I have for you
Love is love
And I love you

You and me are just alike
You and him are not
You and me get along
You and him do not
You and me are happy
You and him are not
You and me are good for each other
You and him are not
You and me love each other
You and home do not

You are perfect
You are beautiful
You are smart
You are funny
You are wonderful
You are joyful
You are you
You are nobody else
You do not try to be anyone else
You, I love you
You are perfect in every way


                             I love you

No one knows real pain
Real pain is when I'm away from you
Real pain is something I feel every day
Real pain comes when I see you
Real pain comes when I know it will never be us
Real pain comes when you say you love him
Real pain is all I feel now a day
Real pain hurts the worst
Real pain is something no one will understand
Real pain is what I understand
Real pain is all I know
For real pain comes from love that has been thrown away
Real pain is knowing you are with him
Real pain is when you lie and say you are happy with him
Real pain is when you are hurt and I can't help
Real pain is when I love you but you don't love me
Real pain is the worst but its what I feel when I'm with you
But I stay with you because I'm right for you and I love you

just **** me
im ready
for it all to end
i want to die
please
shoot me
stab me
choke me
hang me
cut me
i dont care
just end my life
please
im beging
please
just ******* **** me

looking at these blades
i think of so many failed attempts
ive washed them in my blood
hoping this will be the one
but it never came
this time it will
this time ive sharpened
honed the edge
this time ill feel it
as i drag it across my wrist
feel my veins pop
feel it slice my fleash
feel my blood seep from my body
i think finaly
this is it i can feel it
once, twice, three times
now the other
one, two, three
now im standing here
i feel my life slowly sliping away
i see him in the shadows
come to take me away
i tell him finaly
you show your ******* face
he chuckels says
not yet
and disappers
im standing in a pool of blood
my blood screaming
fine i try again
every night untill
you take me