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 Feb 2013 Johnny Agape
Jane Doe
Crocus-hearted bloom, in careful ways
he cultivating quiet love inside
that snow-filled part of him. Across I stray
the border of his acres, vast and wide.

Through his field I dragged my hungry bones,
but the landscape holds no place for me.
The gentle gardener has tilled his rows
and through the soil he has spent his seeds.

Somewhere a lady wears her mother's dress
shining  ivory, pale as orchid bulbs.
Her heart it bangs and thunders on his chest
like storms, and in their rain I am dissolved.

Woman, hold him through the night when dreams
of me rise like demons from the angry sea.
Let my ferocity, and passion eloquently paint the pictures in my own regrets, tattering the canvas of my own flesh.

Let the foul, and the sweet, mesh together into brilliant concepts caught from the thinning air that only you can breathe.

Let me inhale deeply, savoring every contaminant, every exacerbation, and every nothing that means everything to you.

Let me touch you with every inch, with every intention, and every lust of smiling eyes, that pass over you when you walk by.

Let my fears fill you up with the love intended to be, just let me, be, next to you, in a storm of our foolishness, numbing our chores for the day.

Lets lose ourselves afloat in static temptations powerlessness, as it pulls our eyes closer to the ends.

Lets no longer resist natural instinct, and merely exist in the same place this day, so that we may long for our tomorrow.
Hello life.
Hello again death.
How have you been?
I've had my ups and downs, yourself?
I'm fine.
I see you're still alone.
What did you expect?
A friend maybe?
I have you.
I meant other than just me.
You are all I need.
Well I think you are too lonely.
Then stay with me longer.
You know I can't.
Then I will be content with my loneliness.
I wish you wouldn't.
I'm­ fine with this.
But...
You know I'll be fine.
I know, but it's still sad.
Don't worry.
I can't help, but worry.
Then forget me.
I could never forget you.
It's a shame isn't it?
Never, I'm happy to have you.
You're the only one.
Maybe, but we need you.
A needed hate?
A needed love
I wish that was true.
It is. For, you show us what we truly love.
By taking it away?
By letting us remember.
Then I should take that too.
You really don't want anyone to love do you?
Why should they when I could never have you
That's not fair.
You never are.
....
Well, goodbye life. I'll see you again soon.
Yeah, goodbye...
....
*...my love.

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