Sitting here again,
Im sitting here, daydreaming about us again,
Thinking of how I want you to hold me, and just never let go,
Show me you love me,
Really let me know,

Thinking,
Of all the tender words that would escape your lips,
Thinking of how I love the way you say my name,
Thinking of all the trips we'd take,
To the woods, fingers laced together, holding eachother in the shady haven,
Just knowing that the touch of your lips would make me shiver,
Oh god, I simply can't wait for December,
The icy air, being my excuse for clinging to you,
Although I don't think you'd really care,
Can we fast forward, and be together?
The wait will be worth it, and I know it,
But I still wish time would move a bit faster,
Counting the months until your arrival,
I really can't wait, to see that smile,
In person,

Sitting here, daydreaming about us,
And I think, I really think,
This is the perfect love,
No matter the distance,
No matter the difference,
I love you,

And I'm the luckiest girl in the world, to have you say you love me too.

Late night thinking,
Will be the death of me,
Theres too much to think about,
I can barely breathe,

Thoughts,
They cloud my mind,
Suffocate me,
All the time,

If I could stop thinking,
And just shut off my mind,
I'd do it in a heartbeat,
Just to stop the suffering,

If I could speed up time,
I would,
Just to go to a better time,
Where things weren't so **** hard,

I really have to stop thinking,
Its really beginning to **** me,
Like I said guys,
Thinking will be the death of me,

Why won't my mind shut up?
And let me sleep,
I think I deserve some peace,
Because I'll have to face tommorow with a brave face,
No matter how much I'd rather stay asleep.

Maybe she's overthinking,  
Maybe its just a passing phase,
Maybe she's just crazy,

This may be the reasoning for every one,
Of her violent moodswings,
Going from happy,
To chaotically sad, in passing minutes,  
Maybe she's gone mad,  
Maybe, just maybe, she does belong in a ******* jacket,  
Locked away,
In a prison like enviornment,  
Who knows, and who really cares,
We all live to die anyway,  
May as well live to be crazy,
Maybe she just needs to be put away,

Somebody make her realize this isn't healthy,
She shouldn't be yelling at walls, and hitting things,  
None the less, she really shouldn't be thinking the way she does,
About shiny little metal things,  
That make all the pain go away,
For a minute anyway,
Oh well, either way, shes still ******* crazy

Don't deny her mental state,
Don't act like I can't see past the mask,
I know, I can see it in her eyes,  
Its not hard to miss,
Shes ******* insane.

She's as mad as a hatter,
You can't deny her that,
Because as a matter of fact,
She does need a ******* jacket,
Because,
**Shes just that crazy

After a day of questioning what had went on that night,
Here I stand,
Looking down a long winding road,
The road known as denial,

Remembering the slurred words,
As I threw another shot back,
Remembering the pain as it went down my throat,
Cutting at reality like a dull blade,
Slicing its way into my mind,
Killing what was left of my control,

The night I'm glad I forgot,
But they'll make me remember,
When they know i'm fine with forgeting,
Because somethings, are better left forgotten,
Than to trudge around, in the murky water that was called past,

This is the present and I live for the future,
No looking back on the mistakes I've made,
They do not define me as a person,
So lets forget the night on the beach,
*act as if it never happened

The slightest thought of you,
Makes my head hum,
Like a perfectly tunned,
Six string guitar,

Baby, you and me,
We'll go far,
For you're the one that owns my heart,
You had me from the start.