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Jinx Oct 2013
In sleep all I think is your name.
When awake its all the same.
You make it hard for me to close my eyes and sleep.
But its alright babe don't worry because in the end my heart you'll always keep.

So I'll swallow this pain building up in my heart.
I've always loved you even from the start.
A small gasp escapes from me part nervous the other fear,
Don't mind me its just hard to breathe when your near.
I just long for your kiss of love.
Its everything my dreams are made if.

We'll pretend this is the best but I'm hoping you'll pick me.
Yet you didn't and its something I don't want to see.

Did you just say what you mean?
Why can't you just mean when you said No one can love you like me.

These walls and distance won't steal you from me that's for sure.
I just hope you think of me when your next to her...
Jinx Sep 2013
Light runs through her veins,
Life is what she maintains.
Hair of gold and eyes so blue,
She is the beginning of everyone including you.
Her voice is the sound of children laughing,
And her laugh is the sound of music blasting.

Darkness runs in his blood,
He is Death collecting souls as they come in a flood.
Skin so pale and his eyes are black pits,
He is as deadly as it gets.

Total opposites in every way,
Sitting around Death heard Life say.

Why do they love me yet they hate you?

She looked to him for a answer but he didn't want to.

He chuckled a little amused by her youth.

*Because you are A Beautiful Lie, and I am the Painful Truth
Jinx Sep 2013
Nice to know your life is great as you throw me to the side.
Youve taken down all my pictures like I'm something to hide.
Nothing I ever do is good enough for you.
Now I sit here emotionless unsure what to do.
Bad enough I don't have one parent but now your both gone?
What did I do that was so ******* wrong?

Is it because your new husband doesn't like the way I am?
Is that why all of a sudden you don't give a ****?
Am I no longer good enough to be your kid?
Sorry but being me isn't something you can forbid.

Ill keep to my loud music and my dark clothing taste.
Ill pretend everythings fine while behind my back you whisper to everyone I'm a disgrace.
Disgrace of a human.
Dropped out of school so I'm also a disgrace as a student.

Failure to stay locked up in my room wasting away.
Failure to hold my tongue instead I say what I have to say.
Failure to a trophy mother.
All because I wasn't your perfect trophy daughter

These words keep echoing in my head!
Bouncing around for years making me wish I was dead!
I've taken care of myself my entire life.
19 years of pain, greif, and strife.

19 years all alone.
19 years and I'm still not fully grown.
19 years I've fought to survive.
19 years and I'm just starting to grow tired from how much I strive.

I'm sorry I'm not what you wanted me to be.
I'm sorry I didn't listen and just did me.
I'm not sorry for what I'm about to say.
That I'm cutting you out of my life so just go away.
Never had a mother in the first place so why does it matter?
But I won't be there when your world is about to fall around you and simply shatter.....

So don't bother to lie and say I'm wrong and your right like you always do.
Take this as me pretty much saying I Hate You...
Jinx Aug 2013
Finally your mind breaks through,
Now you understand the things I've been saying to you.
My words of hope, love and joy,
I give you my heart reminding it's not a toy.

Now you accept me and want me the way I do you,
Now you finally tell me I love you.
Jinx Jul 2013
I don't get you like I really don't,
Why don't you get with me because I love you and know she won't.

She drains you dry then tosses you to the side like it's nothing,
Yet you stay with this like it's true love and not a stupid fling.

Like that song says Don't want to reach for me do you?
I Mean nothing to you

I'd give you my heart if you needed it,
I'd give you the world, I'd give you all of that ****.

I'm the one who will always care!
This isn't fair!

I'll be the one to pick you up when you fall,
I'll be the one to give you my all!

I'll be the one to wipe away those tears!
I'll be the one to comfort your fears!

I'm the one who talked to her for you,
I was even nice just like you told me to!

Now the only reason you want me around is so you won't be alone?
Now your blowing up my stupid phone!

This is ******* ******* and you know it!
I don't care I'm throwing a fit!

I have always been there for you!
Just like you wanted me to

Not her it's always been me,
I've given you my hearts key!

We have matching tattoos that say I love you,
But apparently you don't love me the way I want you too.

So take this to heart because I mean it all,
I'll be the one to catch you when you fall.

I'll wipe away those tears,
Comfort your worst fears,
Fight every single day,
Trying to save you as you waste away,
I'll never leave your side,
I'll protect you when you hide,
I'll be your moon in your darkest of night,
When you can't see I'll be your sight,
When you can't breathe I'll be your air,
When she rips you up I'll fix every tear,
When you have no one else I'll always be there,
Always waiting for you to return the emotion and show you care....
Jinx Jul 2013
Let's tell a story as simple as can be,
Of a dim little girl longing to be free.

From the grasp of her dad and chains of the sea,
She meets someone who can help her for a teenie tiny fee.

The price was her voice which she willingly gave,
Now she's off into the sunset giving her daddy a wave.

If only so simple only it's not,
Now it's other girls he eyes so Ursala she sought.

Another tiny fee to chain him to her,
She nods her head not waiting for the price ready and sure.

Stupid little girl should have waited as the water goes cold,
Ursala smiles as Ariel gives up her soul.

Something not even daddy can get even with his power of the sea,
She sits on her throne feeling numb and empty.

No capacity of love she becomes cruel,
Stupid little prince follows like a fool.

Something changes deep in her heart,
An evil seed everyones had from the very start.

Blacking out and hanging the love of her life,
Now she becomes the used-to-be wife.

Arms bound to her chest in her room she stares at the sea,
Giggling away her last shred of sanity.

Lifes not a fairytale with happily ever after,
Just another page in a stupid boring chapter.
Jinx Jul 2013
Asleep with a ***** looking as angelic as can be,
Along comes her prince opening her room with the key.

Just a simple little kiss is all it'll take,
Then she will sit up alert and awake.

Carrying her down the tower and past her dead dragon,
It isn't long before she gives him his son.

Now that he has what he wants she is cast to the side,
Where her room still echos from the nights she cried.

The King now happy with his own rightful Heir,
The Queens anger begins to flare.

So one night while the king is in his peaceful rest,
The Queen takes a knife and stabs him 30 times in the chest.

Thrown into the dungeon for her crime,
She laughs knowing she won this time.

His people will be ruled by her little King,
Sitting there rocking she softly sings.

Hush little one don't make a sound,
I'm always here even if daddy isn't around.

Hust little one don't shed a tear
*Mommy will protect you there's nothing to fear
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