Jinx - Hello Poetry

Jinx Jul 2013

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What do you expect of me?
Just turn tail run off and flee?
Be the one who's never there?
Act like I'll never care?

Well it's ******* and you know this.
Out of all the people your the only one I miss.
The only one I long to see.
The one I wished you'd say you loved me.

As your irritation starts to peek.
I know I can't help you find what you seek.
I just wish I was there to guide you through.
Every single little thing you do.

Maybe then you'd be on your way.
Maybe then you'd actually stay.
Yet I can't force you to do things you don't want to.
Even though I hope one day my words will cut through.

Into that shell you've built around your soul.
All while you take a hit from another bowl.
I watch you exhale what's left of you through the smoke.
I'm ready to save you when you choke...

Jinx Jul 2013

Snow White

Vainity is a terible thing,
It spreads through your body like posin.
Everyone jealous or the rest don't care,
All while from her tower the Queen stares.

Mirror mirror on the wall who is the fairest of them all,
Snow White

A plot of death ended with loves true kiss,
A wave goodbye to the seven men she'll always miss.
A new life with everything she could ever want or need,
Distrust setting in just like a ****.

A kingdom now goes to war,
A new queen who sits back wondering if this will go far.
A king on his deathbed sick with lies,
A Queen who's beauty is where it all ties.

Back to square one the story starts all over again,
As Snow White commits the next evil sin.

Jinx Jul 2013

For you my love.

How do you do this to me?
With a single word you can bring me to my knees.
A simple glance causes my heart to skip a beat.
Just saying my name causes me to jump to my feet.

I miss how we used to share our secrets without a fear.
And how you used to wipe away every single tear.
Then jus like that you up and leave.
So all alone I just grieved.

Now your back like nothing went wrong.
I just want to be in your arms where I belong.
I want to be the one you smile and say I love you.
Then smile and reply I love you too.

I cant wait to jump into your arms and cry.
Then give you a kiss and feel my heart fly.
I hope you know how much you mean to me.
And I give you my heart completely.

Jinx Dec 2012

In My Shoes

I knew you couldn't do it your just like the rest.

Thinking your so great and above the best.

Well guess what little boy.

Your nothing more then a broken toy.

A cruel smile passes over my face.

As I yell and put you in your place.

Don't get up or make a sound.

On the ground is where your found.

Now lets see you finsih that simple task.

walk in my shoes and lets see how long you last :)

Jinx Nov 2012

Liar

You promised you'd stop,
You promised to let the subject drop.

Yet here you are again,
Ready to start up your lifes bane.

You promised now we're back to square one,
I'm serious this time I'm done.

If you can't keep a promise as simple as this,
I'll just go to return to my ******* abyss.

Full of hatred and full of pain,
The thought of you hurt makes me insane.

Why can't you bother to see?
How much you truely mean to me!

I don't know what I'd do if I lost you!
Especially all that we've been through.

So watch as your pant's catch on fire.
Cause sweetie lets face it your nothing but a liar....

I don't know I was really mad when I wrote this

Jinx Nov 2012

Your Moon

I'll be there for you through it all,
I'll be the one to catch you when you fall.

I'll be the one through the tears,
I'll be the one to fight your fears.

I'll be your moon in your darkest hour,
The one you go to when you don't know anymore.

The one to give you peace in this time of pain,
The one to keep you completely sane.

Yet when all is said and done,
Most out there would rather be your sun.

To make your day just a tad bit brighter,
An make the mood so much lighter.

Yet I'll be the one to be your moon,
I'll always appear in the afternoon.

To shine down on you in your darkest of nights,
Always full and always in your sights.

Jinx Nov 2012

How I feel

Here I sit putting my heart togeather again.

Holding it out to you with tears on my chin.

There you stand not making a sound.

Staring at me while I'm on the ground.

I wish you knew how much this hurts.

To hear about how she flirts.

You stare at my heart in my hand and a look crosses your face.

It screams an emotion I can not place.

I just want you to know I love you so.

No matter if I feel so low.

I just want you here by my side.

So when I was scared I had somewhere to hide.

I sometimes picture me replacing her.

The dream goes by to fast and its all a blur.

Just make this all a dream.

Just so I can wake up with a scream.

Let me look to my side where you lay.

Whispering everything's going to be ok.

Let me be the your one and only.

Then I know I'll never be lonely.

Let these tears I'm crying now disappear.

Don't leave me with my own worst fear.

Somehow you always find a way to keep me waiting.

And every second your with her I'm hating.

In the shadows is where I'll wait.

And just pray I'm not to late