I dont know
somehow i find
every other person
except me
happier than myself
they may say
'we've got issues too.'
but i say
i've got severe problems
even minor ones
attack with
a great intensity
I'm going to turn into
a loner
a psychopath
a *****
a neurotic
and nobody will be
able to do anything about it
only will they realize
when its going to be
too late for treatment
and i'll sit and see
and not utter a word
coz each word of mine
is nothing
but malice,
hurtful.
if i myself,am so miserable,
how do you expect me to
tell you happy words.
i might fake a laugh.
i can try and camouflage my insecurities.
but i dont
promise to
eliminate the from the core.
coz now its inscribed
on my skin
in my mind
in my soul.
The flaws arent my problems.
being talked about
by your own
parents
who claim to be your
only true ,family on earth,
ridiucle you
for minute,ill purposes.
mom,and dad,
now
EVEN YOU?
u n f a i r
im so sorry.im so sad these days,plus my folks seem to not let me live a dignified life,a moment of happiness ,they cannot bear.i hate them the most,you cant even imagine,i might look like a freak show,blinded by the love of my parents,but i can beat you with it,any consolation you give,ive a counter answer to it.i'm so flustered right now.