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403 · Aug 2021
harmless
jessica b Aug 2021
the water stings
my heart aches
my soul burns

it almost saved me
but it will never heal me
my head is too far gone

there is no blood yet i bleed
there is no knife yet i bear scars
there is company yet i remain alone

alone in the dark
too deep for the cries to be heard
fading away without a second fate
277 · Oct 2016
limerick#3
jessica b Oct 2016
there was a day when i had a cat
he was as silly as can be until he went splat
the poor old boy
he just wanted his toy
it's a shame he was such a brat.
216 · Apr 2017
My Sun
jessica b Apr 2017
The sun is rising.
But it will soon start setting.
I wish I knew when.
196 · Nov 2017
estoy con fuego
jessica b Nov 2017
Alone, but not in completion.
Starving, but in repletion.
Alive, but in perpetual moribund.
At home, but feeling foreign.

Still, I devise with him
and he with me.
Our hazard seems grim,
but we shall see
when our culmination comes to be.

The evil is he.
Now as I sit
on the precipice of damnation
I take in the examination
of what this counterfeit
looks to be free.

Again, I confine the twinge.
He closes in and I cringe.
Then, the axiom is revealed,
Everything must be concealed.
Despondence, Bliss, Enmity, Albatross.
I must leave it all behind,
or he will be the end of my time.
189 · Oct 2016
limerick#2
jessica b Oct 2016
clouds are starting to surround the moon
i guess that means it's close to noon
my mood is low
with no place to go
i guess i'll try and stay till june.
183 · Oct 2016
limerick#1
jessica b Oct 2016
there's something happening in my brain
it's causing me to stop and drain
my hopes are out
and without a doubt
i must keep pushing through all of the pain
152 · Jun 2016
Flying
jessica b Jun 2016
I've never been able to fly,
but the truth is I never cared to try.
Everyone I know was out soaring,
but I just said my wings were broken.
Sometimes I believe that I'm just boring
and that's why I'm never outspoken.
Hopefully I'll be like the others one day.
Spreading my wings and being the angel I was told to be.
Sadly, the brutal truth is,
I'm too afraid to be dead when I'm not even alive.
143 · Oct 2016
that girl.
jessica b Oct 2016
She was a precious gem amongst rocks. She was beautiful and kind. She had everything, except courage. She lost her courage. She was the cowardly lion surrounded by hyenas. The prey and the predators. One prey, many predators. They all think they know her. They mean nothing to her, but their words mean all of the world and the stars and the galaxies to her. She's right here. She's a million miles away. She just wants people to hear the truth when she's telling lies.
She is the quiet girl that you passed in the hall today. You should talk to her tomorrow.
idk lol
138 · Jun 2016
The Trail
jessica b Jun 2016
I followed the trail.
I know this time I can't fail.
He must be in this town.
I thought he was wearing a black gown,
But he is she and I am her.
It used to be just a big blur.
What have I done?
Am I the one that held the gun?
Now that I can see,
I can remember it all clearly.
But I keep following the trail,
Only to end up following my own tail.
135 · Jul 2016
5 wishes
jessica b Jul 2016
I see a little light as bright as gold
I wish I was there instead of being cold
this winter is being harsh
I think I'd rather live in a marsh
I wish I could tell them how I feel
but I guess it's to late to make a deal
they promised me a better life
I wish i could've been a wife
they told me to listen to them
I wish I wouldn't have taken the gem
I knew I shouldn't have taken the vow
all I wish is that they were here now
97 · Jun 2016
He Loved Me
jessica b Jun 2016
he loves me he loves me not
he cares about me is what i thought
my my when will i learn
don't love the things that burn
you shouldn't have left me when you did
that drove me crazy like a kid
now it's time for you to pay
you should've taken my knife away
maybe one day i'll see you again
maybe one day in heaven my friend
82 · Aug 2021
rapids
jessica b Aug 2021
her coldness keeps you numb
just long enough to null the pain
then she lets go

she floods you with her anger
too much to bear
you can no longer stay afloat

she floods your heart

your heart drowns

she has won
62 · Aug 2021
burden
jessica b Aug 2021
how do i escape
all the mistakes i made
my heart was left agape
i just want the pain to fade

when will it all end
i've already lost this war
why waste my time left to spend
when i can't do anything more?

where would i go?
there is no where left to turn
everything is beginning to slow
i have nothing left to earn

how do i walk away?
how do i let go?
how do i start each day?
how do i pay this debt i owe?

when the day reaches its end
when the sun finally sets
can i still call you a friend?
is this the best it gets?

soon the world will see
just how much you mean to me
but that's a thing of the past
you are free at last.
wrote this one when i was in a bad place but i am much better and okay now :)
54 · Aug 2021
purple
jessica b Aug 2021
what makes some uneasy
makes me feel at ease
the way she moves with mystery
fills my heart with sincerity
54 · Aug 2021
curiosity
jessica b Aug 2021
i wish you would tell me
just how you feel
i want to know what you think
i want to learn all about you
i crave it

it pains me to sit and watch
while you walk a different path
i want you to walk my way
but all you see is the opposite

moving away from me
while i follow
you slip further away
while i dive deeper still
52 · Aug 2021
3 am
jessica b Aug 2021
the fire burns with passion
the moon settles into its home
the stars rise with no doubt
the waves crave to be understood
the heart beats with a bleeding rigor
the wind calls down upon the trees
none will have fear
all will be celebrated

what is
will never end

but will also never be
51 · Mar 2020
how many
jessica b Mar 2020
how many wishes does it take
to get to the center of a frozen lake

how many cries does it take
to get over a heartbreak

how many years does it take
to realize i was never awake
50 · Mar 2020
bees
jessica b Mar 2020
to doubt is to have a high prize
just try to ignore the way a tear dries
but one day they will all see
when the flower fails to please the bee
48 · Mar 2020
my heart
jessica b Mar 2020
heart beats slow.
some will never know.
only time goes to show,
that this heart will never glow.

— The End —