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 Aug 2013 Jessica
Wolfgang Blacke
The saddest thing I have done in a while.

Was shower in silence.
 Aug 2013 Jessica
August
Sip a lonely dosage.
Click the Bick.
Wear a lovely personage.
Ready the pressure.
Throat clenching.
Eyes forever.
Without you,
I'm turpentine.
Wasn't I clever.
Wasn't I?
© Amara Pendergraft 2013
 Aug 2013 Jessica
August
Focus.
  It's how perception alters when the
          overlooked explodes with
                                         prominence.

Stretching this vast expanse of past all along.
Smoking tendrils climbing from my mouth.
I only have one face,
                    Plato was wrong.

And kisses linger, but with time, fade away.
I feel my lungs fill with the entirety of it.
Was I only one,
                     *when sculpted from clay?
© Amara Pendergraft 2013
 Aug 2013 Jessica
August
I cracked my ribcage open.
Finding a pomegranate in the center.
I pulled it out, ever so slowly.
Cut it open right down the middle.
Ate all the little seeds,
Filled with little screams.
My fingers stained red.
And very ******.
Then I realized,
it was the heart of
Persephone.
*And she was me.
I'm back, *******. Haha.

© Amara Pendergraft 2013
When we wave goodbye.
From unknown world.
we came to where our knowledge lies.
I've known you in dealings,
you've known me in sharing,
we've come to be best of friends,
now we wave for a goodbye.

My heart can't take it,
i can't hold myself,
from within i am weakened,
i long to host your presence,
i long to hear your voice.
i long to see you again,
i long to see you again,
when we wave goodbye.

All that sits on my mind,
memories of our togetherness.
Your stares,
your smiles,
the soft tone of your calling,
all causes my broken walls within.
All holds my thoughts in travail,
all unfolds in my flooding tears,
when we wave goodbye.

My heart aches,
my body weakens,
my world jaded,
when we wave goodbye,
when we wave goodbye,
tears roll down my eyes,
when we wave goodbye.
I long to see you again,
i long to see you again
when we wave goodbye.
I feel the pains of my fathers,
i feel the agonies of my mothers,
from deep within it travails,
from deep within i bleed,
i am a saviour they all lay hold on me,
but in my coward decision their holds flee,
i hold no pardon for me,
if i fail to liberate them.
show me the best path to embrace,
teach me the saviour way to learn,
for without you i know not salvation for me,
from deep within the thought travails.
from deep within i bleed.
let not my hold on you fails.
here i lay
here i lay
here i lay
stretching for your lifting. let not my hold on you fails.
I pray thee.
I know it won't last forever.
So i make the best out of it,
i gave my best,
i gave my all,
yes i gave all i had.

Yes i know it won't last forever,
memories shared,
memories lovely,
memories unforgetable,
i know it won't last forever,
so i make the best out of it,
memories dont last forever.
In the arms of present
where past is long forgotten
     there i weep.
Reminisching old memories
the failures known by the past
the gloating glories of the past
     there i weep.
Letting go of thoughtlessness
letting go of childish pleasure
     there i weep.
     I weep
As i let go the things behind me
as i embrace the futures glory
      i weep.
There where eeries note is heard
there where eeries note holds the omens of time
     there i weep.
     there i weep.
I weep for the dead of yesterday,
i weep for the joy of tomorrow untold,
i weep for the glories ahead,
     i weep.
I weep as i lay hold my conviction
as i embrace the pains of today
for the pleasures of tomorrow
     there where eeries note
     holds the omens of time
     There i weep.
     There i weep.
The loner path,
where my footfall is heard,
there it came calling
the urge that i on my own hand fall,
i wouldn't dare atall, i wouldn't dare.
For the glories of tomorrow
i long to behold,
so i wouldn't dare.

When present predicament is forgotten,
in the grave where the remains of yesterday
is laid to rise no more.
Though the urge came calling as of the wind of the west,
yet i wouldn't dare atall,i wouldnt dare.
For the glories of tomorrow i long to behold.
So i wouldn't dare.
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