I cried today,
Wishing I believed you were there looking after me.
I cried today,
Wondering what is wrong in my head.
I cried today,
Waiting for someone to ask if I was okay.
I cried today,
Longing for a new person's words or touch.
I cried today,
Needing to say something to that kind woman.
I cried today,
Debating on whether razors or pills would be the better way.
I cried today,
But the thoughts are just on replay.
Wrote this a few years ago after being depressed for a long time. I edited it tonight after needing to read it due to a bad week for me.