I am the sufferer and you are my God.
I thirst for ******* and defy you not.
I take delight in your daily abuse.
I am the victim and you are my muse.

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Sick of people.
Sick of these self diagnosed depressed teenagers.
Sick of these self proclaimed hipsters.
Sick of these self prescribed med ******.
Sick of life.
/

I'm lying here,
So restless in bed
You're the only thought,
I have in my head.

Thinking of you,
Asleep I can't fall.
Staring at my phone,
Wishing you would call.

My heart still broken,
My mind going insane.
You're the only thing,
Going through my brain.

I miss you babe,
I miss your touch.
Not having you in my life,
It hurts so much.

I miss having you here,
Showing you how much I care.
Sending you roses,
Running my fingers through your hair.

It's hard to accept,
But I try to understand.
At this point right now,
I can't hold your hand.

My poem doesn't change anything,
I just like to write.
You mean the world to me babe,
Have a wonderful night.

I give to you
everything so pure
my heart, an untouched *****
my love, a brand new feeling

And you, your golden hair
your love for blur,
those tender lips
and the kisses we share

The arguments I bare,
the lies I take with salt
until the day you say with a croak,
this love isn't for me, this isn't me.

Call out my name and I will follow.
Grab my hand and let's travel to a world far beyond this world we know.
Make me reach things that seem unattainable.
Make me see things I have never visualized.
I want to do all these things.
I want to do them only with you.
With you I can reach beyond the sky.
Let's make this a journey that will last forever.
Just you and I.
Fly beyond the moon, the sun, and the stars.
Fly me beyond the solar system and into a heaven only made for the two of us.