//://

Well you know I can't hear a word you're sayin to me

Seems like you're only talkin to yourself

/:/

Seems like you are just throwing your life away

Guess you're feelin lonely

Might lonely

""""

Seems like YE like it that way

•       •

•      •

In the middle of the afternoon - playin the fool

Waitin for the night when you'll invite

Your lover in for a little abuse

••
••

It's the same as it always was

As it will always be

Guess you're feelin lonely

Mighty lonely

//

Seems like YE like it that way

///

Ain't gonna bother talkin to you no more

You just like talkin to yourself

And when you get bored

YE just open the door

And invite your lover in

( he knows you can't refuse

A little more abuse )

•

Ain't that the truth

Your only truth

^^
                   <•> <•>
                                    _\
                                       ~<>~

••

The above is my rendition

Of the famous

ANDY WARHOL silk screen
Entitled

MISSING CHILD BERYLDOV LEW'S

FACE ON A CAMPBELL' S SOUP CAN

•        •
•   •

Holiness

The hours turn in our hands

After the heart has been cleansed

••

After the heart has been cleansed

And all false heroes are gone


••

I walk with you where-ever you walk

As long as you are walking Home

••

(. NO ! NO! )

WE CANNOT JUST PRETEND TO LIVE ANYMORE !

••

Holiness

The lost child !

••

Have you seen him !

( you know who I mean ! )

The one who looks like you

The one who answers to your name

0
/ OoO \
/\
•
           •
                        •
                                     there she goes just a walkin down the street!          

••

I may seem naive by saying this

But I've FINALLY realized

That almost all of the SO CALLED

LOVE POEMS

around here are totally made up

And contrived !

( something you all probably knew already )

•

According to the Hello Poetry
Model
Of what a girl is

One could  only conclude that

A GIRL IS A ***** WITH ****

//

I confess that I didn't think

That poets would actually

Do that

( write contrived stories )

But perhaps it is all meant as satire

///

It is quite possible

( I now see )

That there might be some intelligence

Somewhere

•

Where that somewhere IS

I'll try to find out

//
//

Ha ha

Joke ' s on me !

DAY!
Too much!
--
Too much  DOING

----
----
          Thinking
DREAMING!
       Creating
---
-
That's what we need
---
--
--
Come child

LOVE!

It is your hour!

Bend Time into
The Patterns and the
Rhythms
You need
To
Hold your purest thoughts
Unto the World
--

(We have waited for you for so
Long)

----

Bring us the NIGHT
Child

Sweet
..
And it's Peace
-----
--
You are the Seed
We --- the soil
..
Pray oh pray
For the Rain!
---

Humbleness
---

Keep us still
--
And in pure thoughts' embrace
---
-----
Let us free
Our
LOVE!
--

And heal ourselves
Of all pain

..

Let us free
Our
LOVE!

Let us give
The world what it needs

­             
                                                   ­   ( my ... own )

//

Sittin where

The waters run down

                            ( down )

    ( down )

•
•

seein the boy with the flute in his hand

///

Oh yes softly the sound

Drifts on the wind

Till it's source it is found

///

Mother

                      ( Empress               goddess of old )

I'm here again.                                                      

••

Oh yes

//


Holy

Holy

The mountains

That do surround

The source of the power

The love

To which we are       bound

///

Seein the girl as she bathes in the stream ....

......

......

Out in the front yard

In my chair

Sitting smiling

In perfect samadhi

Watching the people pass by

Folks off to work
Kids off to school
Letting  all know that I am here

That god is real

And that they

Need not go to war
Any more

That love is real

And that

Gentleness shall prevail

|||

I feel such grace doing this

For I love everyone

•

I'll keep you all posted on what comes down

And tonight maybe we'll all get together for dinner

(?)
(?)      (?)
::

To
Be

With you is to enter your world

You see

And your love shows

And I know the beauty of life more clearly
With you here

••

Everybody comes more fully alive


AND YOU ARE WITH ME!

(By my side)

••

I grow stronger

The world grows purer

••

Strength

People are made happy because we are there

You so bold !

And I


Seeing their true selves thru your eyes

^*^
O
<>

She walkin

Thru the  shadow - lands

She walkin

••

Lookin for the lovers

Lookin

••

The high hills

Slipping thru the trees

Carrying
The dreams

Gonna find you if your

Standing

••

Lover

•

Gotta be ready

Very ready
Gotta be ready

For what's a comin down

••

War talk

She

Slipping thru high hills

Lover

Are ya ready

To fight for what you mean ?

Impaled

On

The plastic ****

Of a pornograhic society

She slices her wrists with the mundanity

Of her self adoration

And tweets the news to a ******* world

Hungry for the solace that another person's pain

brings to the emotionally deranged

••

She call it

REALITY POETRY!

Her unreal  journey into the land of un-feeling

Non-love

Before a studio audience composed almost entirely

Of tomorrow's slave children

Gathered together at the Internet cemetery

To feel eachother up

And then cry about it

••

AMAZING !

To be here on earth and never to actually

Be alive

••

Yes! Yes!!

Surely you know I see true

(
                   •
                                      )
                                                            





••                        

ain't no ...
                              More

///                  
              
            We done did it in

                                           •

Lonely beach child ahead of it all

••                      

Too much death here
( you know )

••

Remember pregnant afternoons

In the Park

Promises to meet again when the sun went down

Lovers kissing so thankfully in the dark

Remember

••

Someone

<<<>>>

Broken

She is !
      ( really --- she is a broken thing
Laying forlornly in the  emptiness
Of her dreams )

///    

                                 Of a holy world

••.                    

Ain't no ....
                                             More

///

******* !

We done her in !

The broken world !

And see !

The lovely child is gone !
                    
                       |||||

Yes yes

So he is

O                      
              ///|||\\                                      

((
     ))
\/
/\
/    \

INDIAN DREAM

She reflects all love thru her ideals

•

Flowing
The water purifies

All who would be here

••

It is all
As it seems

••

Reality

( Or

Broken hearts

On the prowl )

It it wasn't for everybody running around
Killing eachother
The world would be a beautiful place--
//
I'm tring to think up a second line
But I really can't

no..............i can see
even into the shadows!
in "deep retreat"
there you are!
-------------------------
my lord!
in the end
nothing but a cowardly
display of power tripping
and ugliness
--------------
OH,  MY LORD!
------------
my lord.............what have you done
to yourself and the world?
----------
softly the angels fly
and children play brave games
amid your  highfalutin masquerade!
yearning free!
from pettiness
easily seen
despite your  well rehearsed hyperbole!
-------------
my lord!
----------
well so
it aint you
but still
i
come to the light
hoping to find
someone there
---------
children!
stay!!
and we'll do what's to be done

.

we

Are all here together


)(

each one of us

Is

The LORD

//

?

//

( we await orders  )

;

Oh !

You want one of us to strip

Naked

So you can **** it !

( very strange )

You want the world

To constantly provide you

With some such body to ****

Who admires you

Unconditionally !!

••


••


Sorry


LORD !

::

///       she    ///

////       ////

well

If you know her

You know that

You are
                                                      Known

///

( that ' s why  she is
My
                                                    Love )

••        ••

She is no addiction
She is no obsession

You cannot hide yourself away

Being about her presence

///

She is eternal god song

Protector of the righteous

Out upon the heaving streets

Face to face with demons

Changing them to saints

/////

She !

She is my love !!!

//     //
//                    //
//

She

She is my love

//      //

Well
If she knows you

You know that you know her

You know where you are going

You know what you are doing

You know your destiny with fate

//        (  •  )       //

We will stand together

We will create forever

We will love together

We will love forever

For we are in love

Me and my love

Me and my love

(                                    
•                  
)




                                                               ^^       ^^
••

child
I am bound

For the gentle valley

I will raise for you
Sweet acres

Of golden corn

To bear your hunger
Less painfully ...
...

.....

(                              (
                  (                             •
                                    (                                 )
\/
/\
/    \
                                       ###

We was slinkin along and I was singin

ME AND YOUR *****

WALKIN DOWN THE AVENUE !

//

She gave me a look that was hard to        read

•

So I said

I DON'T   ---  JUST ---  THINK OF YOU AS A ***** !

YA GOT NICE **** TOO !

( I was bein a wise - *** )

//

She turned and said

THAT'S THE NICEST THING ANYONE HAS EVER

SAID TO ME !

••

In truth

( to say the least ! )

I was       stunned !

I thought

I REALLY GOTTA GET AWAY FROM THIS ***** !

•

But then I thought

BUT

JESUS CHRIST !

I KNOW HER MOTHER AND FATHER AND KID SISTER

AND SHE --- IS  ( OR WAS ! ) --

A BUMAN BEING !!

••
••

( I WAS GOIN THRU SOME DEEP **** CHANGES

REALLY !! )

••

We don't **** no more

She don't seem to mind

We hang out a lot

Her and me

alone or with friends

She's actually pretty nice

( once YE get to know her )

I hope she feels the same 'bout me

All the melodrama
That's right

Cheap ******!

-----------

A walk across the cemetery
That's right

There you are

--------

Making love

----------
-----------

In a moment of completion

We start

---------

A tree grows

--

Across the ocean

Ships are moving

This way

----

I knew you

Then you were born

------

We had children

Then we met

----

In the moment of eternity

(                      
•        
)




^^^                          
•

Wanders streets

( she does )

•

Thru ****** pain

///////

There is a reason to be strong

Know it and be free

////

My love

////

You once knew her !

( She )

You once knew her

•

It's over

( the world )

•

She wanders homeless thru empty hearts

You once knew her

You once loved her but she's gone

Cause your love died

And so she's gone

)(              O              )(
/       \
00
/       \

^^^^^^^^
                                                                      confession
^^^^^^^^^^

I didn't "love"
ALL of her   ..... Only
Her *******

When I said I would "love her forever"
I never meant all of her
ONLY her *******

I' M SURE SHE KNEW THAT !

///

She says she didn't know that !
She says I "broke" her !

Melodrama Queen !

//

She said she loved my eyes

Big ****** deal

Every boy got eyes

So do the girls !

//////

It's like

WHO WANTS YOUR LIFE TO BE A GOSSIP TOPIC
FOR SOME ***** BABES !

that we call these GAMES we play LOVE
is a DISGRACE !

•

I love every one

I mate with girls

///

We met in truth for a while

She turned it into a LIE

By implying it was more than it really was

///

( and yet LESS than it was , too )

We could of been really TRUE to each other !

In a very REAL way !

But she wanted it to remain

In some gross romantic vein

••

She's not broken !

She's not hurt !

She'll make of another boy a ****

Just like me

/////
    •
<>
/        \
( • )  (  • )
--

well my love is all the rage

All the boys have ****** her

I'm scheduled for next Saturday !

I can hardly wait !

///

Then I ' ll taste Eternity

And hold FOREVER as a token

Of her pure heart's faithfulness

And know I shan't be BROKEN

///

OH ! My love is number one !

( all the boys have ****** her )

Saturday ! She'll be my own

And FOREVER I shall Trust her !!

alive upon the mountain


                                                      ­                 ( my love )

^^^

I first seem him yesterday

Leading the children from the fire

I dreamt about him all last night

••

I would be a woman

I would ride the stallion into battle

With my love

/////

//////

Oh come now gentle sisters

Time to bare yore true nakedness

( your nurturing Power )

Your untiring Strength

////

Our love is on the mountain

The true brothers are beside him

••

If not one then the other

//////

To lead the children safely

Into Tomorrow

////

We shall ride the stallions into battle

For Survival

humanly tender...so humane

making love!

creating lovers for the world's sake!

soon the sons shall be heard

soon  the daughters shall bare

their souls unto you

the final wisdon has come

for i see that you are here

I LOVE YOU
she said

Silently

With her LIFE

••


A long long sigh

RELIEF

GRATITUDE

////

I see her in the shadows as I walk the broken streets in the Rain
----
----

We have 1000 children

We got work to do

-----

Huddled by the fire

The soup is good

------

In an evil world

-------

I LOVE YOU
she says

silently to everyone

Should she falter
My arms are there

----

We got 1000 children

We got work to do

Lying

..  

Alive or dead
...

She lies on the *****'s bed
..

Posing for
***** POETRY
----
---

Forgetting who she truly is

_

Everybody comes to see

Everyone wants to AWAKEN

whatever SACREDNESS is left
-----
No one is quite sure WHY
-----

Some just walk all over her
And take

Whatever they can

---
Like a stroll thru the high school corridor

Like a stroll
Thru an empty street

A STROLL down
MEMORY LANE
..


(Visions of love

And PURITY)
....

On the *****'s bed

She LIES!

Neither alive nor dead

..

Lost in futile fantacy
..
Rags of infantile rage
....
The winds blow thru our days

..

Our lives are scattered everywhere
---
Gentle lovers appear

Gentle lovers
And their Love

looking for your lover

upturning the corpses

looking for your lover

-------

vain images

images of beauty

hiding the scorn

masking the shame

------

upturning the corpses

looking for your lover

only corpses!

making love to corpses!

only corpses!

-------

to love

you must be free

become free

and love

((((  <<<<   talk is cheap  >>>>  ))))

//

Talk is cheap                  

                                       Death is easy

//                                                        

eternity only lasts for a little while

•        •

I know

JESUS is dead but you're gonna make it
Cause YOU got connections !

//

My love ---- do you love (?) --- my love

••

Little child of the mountains

With all the magic of the hour in your hand

//:://

Help them understand

( I can't )                    

                                       I'm just an Old Man

////

eternity means ---- beyond time itself

//

It means

TOTAL PURITY

:::

:::

We come on the wave of Myth

we come with the bliss of the 1000 saints

we see each other perfectly

•

Me and my love

//||\                                                             ­               



                                              ­                   my baby !
                                               ( my girl ! )

My love for you outshines the world !!!

:/:

Ambrosial dreams of silken flesh

Pulsating hips
And

Swollen lips

No reality exists

But

YOU

my muse and my mistress

••

For YOU

the tangled web of time

Returns to simple well drawn lines

Of breasted ******* in the mist

Where dragons war upon innocence

But YOU are there

( and YOU are mine ! )

••

The pain YOU cause is better than

Any joy felt by other man !

With their babes ! ( so commonplace ! )

While only I rest neath  your gaze !

//

The emerald sea below cerulean sky !

Heroic boatmen sing of YOU

I place Mount Everest at your door

I ride MOBY **** from shore to shore

Just so YOU might be amused

//

God himself has stepped aside

For YOU ( my love )

Are a greater light !

::

YOU

( who has chosen me ! )

Because of my DIVINE modesty

//

So let the world around us die

In their abject misery

YOU alone choose who survives

IN THE NEW GARDEN

THE NEW ADAM AND EVE !

.




She heard of children

Dying


)(

She was broken in spirit

( but not of ...... Heart )


///

She movin


Towards the sounds

Of

Cryin

••

my love

She is

Gone from


Here

~~

it's a regular

War machine

Comin to get you

Comin.

This.          Way !

•

trampling

Everyone in sight



It's easy to do

When

WE THE PEOPLE

Have forgotten

Wrong from right

••
••

My love

She is

Gone from here

::

She heard the sounds

Of children

Dying


//


I kinda miss her ,  so

I guess I'll UP and go follow

To wherever it is we gotta go


And you can come along

( If you want to )

(                                  
                             )
(                  
                )
(
\/
/\
/    \

%%%%%%%%%%%%                    

this is a picture of a tepee with smoke coming out the top
of it

                                                       It is the symbol for something

••
••
••

oh yes

The Brazen World

////                      

We often talk about it

As we describe

Our search for OUR ONE TRUE LOVE

••

Amid our

Suicidal images of despair

////

such hints !

We talk of fragments of truthfulness

left here and there

•

We talk of the lives we've torn to shreds

••

The messages

///

The smoke pours forth

••

Even god don't care no more

With all our bold hypocricy

/:\
\:/
•

And

As the the ONE DAY offers
Itself

•

(ALL of itself)

•

AND --- YOU TOO --- ARE OFFERED

(All of yourself)

•

And the WHOLENESS of the story is revealed

••

Lo!

And the imagination

Is freed

From the chains of false and faulty Obligations

••

And

(Lo!)

Real people appear

From within the flim - flam and the deceit

••

And everything you ever wanted is offered freely

( as you offer yourself freely )

••

For every hand so many ******* appear

For every heart 1000 smiling faces

••

(For every YOU -- a ME)

•

And we are truly united

And the FOE is not feared

••

Do you really accept that EVIL has strength?

That love causes pain?

••

Do you debase yourself so
To
Hold such beliefs

That make you docile and weak?

••

Come !

It's easier to simply live truthfully
Trustingly

Generously

••

••

We are together forever

Our very presence

Does the eternal peace proclaim

.




tonight



_


Starlight .....

Tenement dreaming .....:                      

oh child

We are here tonight

••

Bring your holy god

( you can leave your Book behind )

••

The light is all life

|||||{{••

hear !

( Saints  are praying  )                            


)

Calling for you to come together

••

in the bars children drinking

I wonder if ya know what they're really thinking !

•

out the window

  bridges swaying

We can hardly talk to one another

All we know are eulogies

To the love that we betrayed

//

Hey hey

Goin insane

The big debate

Is

Is it better  than suicide ?

Is it better than suicide ?

Is it better than suicide !




To go & leave your lover        Behind

SHE

!!!

(  
/  )   )   \
/\

                                                    It's        YOU !    ( ain't it ? )

//          //                                    
                                         ••

Old old man

He sees !                                      

                                       The child of the 6 million mornings
appears                                                 !!

( just what is needed here ! )

Pleasant sight for the old old man

••

Dance moonlit girl !

Before the laughing eyes

Of all the beautiful boys

///                                    
THE POLICE ARE TURNING       KILLERS
ON OUR STREETS !!
                             ///

child beware

••

SHE

she has come to take you home

The old old man

Prepares the feast

(  •  )  (  • !

(   )





Her ambrosial aura scents the universe with

The sweetness of saintly Dream

( dreams that drift

Linger and cling

To heaving sweating *******

Rising with every breath

The universe breathes

Placing them firmly against my heart beating chest )

:,

I love her so

:;

Her long lithe legs !  I long to be embraced in them !

( like a smile ! ) they hold me at the entry way

Into the eternity within her saltiness

( like the sea !!! )

As we ( the original ****** incarnate )

Remind the world

Of it's only purpose here

><

My love

SHE

the only reality !

•

**** to ****

We whisper the truth with every

Bump and grind

Releasing pure juices

That taste

Of the infinity

Only we can create

By the simplest act

Of human unity

(            
•
                    )






Yer here

Yer real

Or yer not

And when my husband looked up at me

There were tears in his eyes  !

•

And he showed me the plaque he had just received

Upon which were engraved

TO THE BUSINESSMAN WHOSE

CAMPAIGN CONTRIBUTIONS

AND BRIBES

LED TO THE DEATHS OF

MORE STINKING PEASANTS

THAN THE NEXT THREE

BUSINESSMEN COMBINED !

//

I have never been so proud in my life !

//

////                     (                           ////
        ///           •         ///
                        )

the high bird

Sings

!

she who loves

//               //
unafraid
••

Perpetual child

The 1000 faces of dawn

///

The strength of the nurturing Power

••

HUMANITY

///

The tribal gathering

!!!!!

JOY
••

The days are collapsing !

We have become

Stupid

We have become

Weak

!!!!!!

////         Your name !!!!!        /////

Time to remember and speak

Time to shout it from the mountain

Time to scream it to the sky

(                                      
                         ­                 )
(                
                           )
(
            )
          \/
          /\
          /    \

                                                          ­       simple truths

••

Gentle now

Lovely maidens !                                                  
                             ••

Holy holy holy !!

The holy waters !!

                                          The sacred hills !
••

Look !
                                                         at last !

All the young men are there !

••

Sing  !

The righteous Song is sounding loud !

Sing along

And watch all the Walls fall down

////                                        

Flesh  !

             ­          Touch unto touch          purity

                           We are the strength

Of the universe
                                                                ­In human form

••

We are the story

We write our names

Fully
Completely

In eachother's hearts

/////

We only know each other very well

.

( same as you )



xxxxxxxxxxxxx

We are so very susceptible

To overestimating

Our helplessness

)(

We don't have to worry about going astray

Death knows just exactly where we  are

And won't let us become lost

**

that we are given a script by demons

Telling us to hate each other

And so we do


Is  a very depressing thing to see


::

Pissant charlie

( for sure )



.

(                        
•
                             )




^^^^^                                                      

strange the strangers mimicking    Love

Twisting of dreams into
                             Betrayal &
Mistrust

Lost in the INEVITABILITY

//

The towers rise above the city streets

The people !

Hardly having the chance to        Meet

Children born out of emptiness

//:::://

Strange these lovers who never touch

Amid the tears of the passing saint

Baby love.                                      

                    ­                                                    ( my oh my )


ONLY ONE                                

•••

My oh my

/:/                                          

Who is sayin ?

TALKING LOUD

about who's to live

&

Who's to die ?


::

BABY LOVE

                                 ( my oh my )

••

Where is it ya think you are  ?

What is the MASTER PLAN ?

Are you the one no-one gives a **** about?

Or

Are you the one doesn't give a ****

////

Baby love

Little child

Baby love

Little child

High hill

Boy

-----

There is one story

One song

-----

She

Sees

••
••

The vision that the sky receives

Holds our souls in loving hands

///

end of the cryin ......
                             ( ----- real men are here )

"""                                                  
                                         //

She ? ! ?

she NEVER says what's really goin on !?!

//

( just the same ole

I'M IN LOVE !

**** )

...

Oh yeah

And then the guy turns out to be a ****

And the poor helpless vulnerable purely giving

Innocent unaware girl gets :...: hurt !

Awwww!

wait !!

She gets hurt .....:. AGAIN !!!!!!!!

Awwww!

WHAT A SURPRISE !!!!!!

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My only song

( real men are here )

Yer only cryin cause YE want to

Cause REAL LOVE

makes YE scared

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And believe  me

It's alright to be scared

once i had a girlfriend
she done gone
i got meself another one
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years dey come an den dey go
all my girlfriends i remember

sweet so sweet
all the girlfriends i remember
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once i had a girlfriend
she done gone
i got meself another one
another one another one

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Couldn't find a job and he got nervous
So he went and joined the Service !

Now he is knee deep in mud
Killing babies and drinking blood !

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BUT MAYBE HE'LL GET RICH WRITING

A BOOK ABOUT IT !!

( yee hah ! )

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Well the country is the strongest

Been killing and stealing **** the longest

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We sit here in ***** heaven

Playin with whatever body been sent us

//

We maim and abuse each other

LOVE OR HATE ?

one same as the other !

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The tell us we gotta live in fear

But don't believe a thing you hear

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And maybe if you got the guts

You'll realize LOVE don't mean A ****

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Lovely lovely lovely

Hello hello
It's now the time

To walk together thru the day
To dream together thru the sky

To know and hold
To kiss the eye

To know and hold
God and his light

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Forget the pigs for a little while
The screams of death
The hungry child

The pain of seperation fades
( or so it seems ) for a little while

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Lovely lovely lovely
To
Know and hold for a little while

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( The sign of Creation )


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Living & dying

( In order to survive )


Returning to  its origins whenever it can

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We bring the past and the future together


WISDOM

( To be realized )

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Holy creatures

We behold

Each other

in the HOLINESS

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Within each other we are blessed

And asked to make our story rich and clear


And a sign of the creation which brought us here

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Mysterious light in the sky

The power that has created

The Eye

Which sees the light in the sky



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The gentleness

The child who is

Unharmed but still
Walking in the rain

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We are so tired

We are weak

We are still here

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It's a simple matter of time

Heal or die

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Loving you

I am

With the child

Walking in the rain

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soft come the dawn
                                                                 ( Child Rising )
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Dawn of a new world

Child
                              Arise
•

Arise child

They will **** you in your sleep

••

Best wake up if you would live

Hollow wind

Sound

We

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The desert

The old man rides

The storm

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Ain't none else here

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Images of corpses

And you too girl

••

Absolutely

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Knives flesh  anything you want

Meet and mingle in the neon night

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Gays and straights and saints and a real man too somewhere it is said

••

I believe

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Ain't had a bite to eat in a thousand years

••

A child rises from death and your arms

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Hollow

The sound

Wind

I

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Tell the story you should want to know about

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If you listen I'll be glad