oops !

I just forgot it again

--

Probably just some crap about love

//

                                                      •••

we first made love

In the back of the greyhound bus

                               ••

We were ONE

( all the way to Pittsburgh )

///

Lonely lonely boy in the rain

Stumbles along cobblestone streets

Tenement faces / the pale sickly moan

The broken hearts

Of

The betrayed daughters

The abandoned sons

///
              ///
///                

I saw you dancing at  your guru's feet

Subtle your wise eyes

Your manner sweet

••

We merged together into the light

Pure as saints we were for awhile

:/:

In this hour of our        discontent

We remember what we did forget

If only for a little while

••

••

Something about real innocence

About the moment's true intent

About the giving of the self for free

About what you really mean to me

///

Before the hype and the masquerade

///

The infinite lovers and the infinite love

Before we became OBJECTS and were still HUMAN BEINGS

here

amid the broken

amid those who
never had a chance
to start

here

--------

the poets waste themselves
on self-love

ignoring

self-discovery

--------

broken poets

never starting

amid the loveless world

to feel

what their words might mean

had they any

sincerity

----------

simple love

is the love that doesnt die

if it died

it wasnt love

YOU MUST KNOW THAT

MUSTNT YOU?

------

here

the broken promises made

from indecipherable sentences

using meaningless words

spoken aloud to no-one

by

liars and thieves

----

come

let's leave

Free
----
Within the subtle power
Of moving form

---we--

Are so very grateful
For it all
--
/-/
---

We hold the world so tenderly

--

The days reflecting all our love

•••

I knew this poet

He went to Chicago !

(what a waste)

•

It rained for 40 days and 40 nights!

It didn't **** anybody
Just

Left a ******* mess

(us )

••


The poet stood on the el platform

At the Merchandise Mart

--

Nothin happened

••

It rained .......

--

Nothin happened

••

Nothin happens til we make it happen

What do you want to happen ?

•

Only your indecision is happening

//   ||
      •
<>


(  • )  ( • )

:::

Night

The last of --- the strays

//

The vision of the ultimate

The child who remembers

The mother who knows why the father weeps

~~

The lies of seperation

Are repudiated

We face the unseen

We bare our bodies to the storm

/:/

Power and pure grace

Wed

She rides the subway until dawn

|~~|

Do not die until
You're dead

But when you do

Be glad you did

::

Night

Faces shining  amid angels

Angels wander amid the stars

.... I am truly glad I know her

•

•              •

.



a soft mountain trail


The fragrance of the human body

Is a special gift

For the flowers

And the waters of the stream


GAINING IN COURAGE


)))0(((

The heart chakra opens


Childhood is freed

From the lust and stupidity

"

Go
On


Be
Brave


Love !

Never betrays

!?


She was love incarnate

""""


::::::


Impure love

Is ******* ugly

•

•

Are any of you stupid enough

To still consider yourself AMERICANS !?

//

To accept a label

Or  to
Label others


Is pathetic behavior


(;;((

Useless details

( your love / hate lie of a life )

The world is burning


So )?)


Any way

This poem
Is done



.

^==^
0   0
"
~<>~

Tiny drops a rain

We been thru it before

Sittin starin at the window pane

•

Rememberin the dreams

///

( Long lost years )

IT HAS ALL BEEN GOOD

••

We watched the kids flee thru the woods

Had ta face their fate

I guess we raised them right

Got the Will ta Live

••

Story ain't got no Moral

Story ain't got no End

--

Ain't no need of Family

Just need a few fine friends

••

Tiny drops a light


Mixed in with the Rain

Marking the sweet Vision

The one that just don't change

..


It's the

Only thing       Possible !

;;

what YE.   Want me to do ?

Like yer begging for life

Like a begger begging for food

//

I know you love me girl

that's what girls go

Nothin else is.     Possible !

///


Oh you

See eternity in my eyes

You feel forever in my arms

I am your shelter from the storm

For you to be
Without me

Is impossible !

••

I know you love me girl

I'm kinda glad you do

I like to bed you down

But that don't mean

That

I love you !

( which would be impossible )

so very impossible

and this then?
so be it!
......this then.....
--------
we have  so much power!
such love!.
.
this then?
------------
all the weaklings given power
and praising weakness
.
(that which kills)
__

dance angel beings
unto grace
trace creation
with sublime fingers
fingers upon
the child's face
and all tomorrows constantly
.
(you can)
----------------

/////     /////
/////     /////     /////


DARKNESS. !

-------     wandering     -------

(ain't no cure for Lonliness)

••    ••

in the forest
on city street

••   ••

Something's callin

It feels like in a Dream

••••

CALLING

(   I came   )

•

MORNING

( we )

SITTIN BY THE FIRE
BY THE FIRE AGAIN

Heart chakra
...

We live here

Here alone

This is where we live

---
Heart chakra

-------

Come home

Be YE child or bringing child

Aaa

------

The world as is

It cannot be sustained

You will die if you do nothing

All of you
All of us

ALL!

Aaaaa

Heart chakra
---

We live here

ONLY
....

We LIVE

Only

HERE

-
Heart chakra

X
•

He       --     Come early
He do come

Early only waits for you

•••

Dance and sing ?

He pounds the drum

He always watchin over you

He got the fire in his eye

Got the power in his hand

••

He      ----   Come early
He do come

Comes he early
Waits for you

Waits for you to see if you

Maybe might know he is there

••

You want peace ?

Ya got it !

Same as if ya cry for love

He got everything ya want

••

Early be he always here

Waitin

Waitin

Waitin

Just for you to see him there

((                                                                    


((                                

•

                             ))

                                                    ))


Where are you going ?         Little child

Where are you bound ?

That the forest is cursed is just an illusion

•

Mountains call out your name

Her claim that she loves you ain't nothin to hold you

••

The wars           They rage

Youth is assaulted

The pure and the holy

enemies of the state and their priests

//

The dream in your heart is real

Follow the road

I'll meet you there

Where the waters are singing

The only song

((   ))
            +            
+
+


And

Shall you find me in the cold night still a standing by the door
that leads to Dawn  ?

Will we enter together tomorrow ever again ?

We do this we do that we do mostly nothin at all

••

Somethin callin to the one pure soul of man we know but ::::: ?

--

A plane crashes into the earth

The earth crashes into the universe

•             •

the little kid crashes into his reflection in the mirror

--

The ROAD crumbles

even the saintly maiden in the hills is gone

••

Only the purest form of you and I are here

--

Only this

NOTHING ELSE

This is the only truth left standing

The only truth that still is here

"""
"""

Passing glances

We pause midst the sadness and dare to seek
eachother within all twisted shapes

••

Drowning in a sea of mass illusion
we seek our own personal and private  delusions

Our own gentrified madness

as we begin simply to **** eachother in more
perverse ways

••

Passing glances

We pause midst the search for gladness and dare to seek
eachother within these twisted shapes

-

I ask

WHO
OF ALL THE PEOPLE HERE WILL HAVE
FOUND HAPPINESS 20 YEARS DOWN THE LINE ?

(Few!   --- ALAS!

So precious few ! )

••

The WHOLE WORLD is a person
and your true lover

If you don't love HER first
You can never love another

•

WISDOM is necessary and is not an addiction

••

Praise the DAY
Know it only as YOURS

Lay your soul

Upon my breath

••

A heart will open

••

Each living child is your very flesh

(We all are children!)

••

It's not a place to hide
But
Just to rest

••

Come with me when you are full refreshed

••

Free your vision
Free your song

••

For god's sake child

Know your strength

••

You are not a human being

At least not in the way you think

••

The ***** willow bends
But does not break

At least not in the way you think

Everybody knows

(Everybody)

•

We ****** our children so easily

They ****** themselves for PAIN has become

A friend that always is there to reach

--

GOD AND SATAN

NOW ONE

••

Rubbing raw **** all over themselves

(Their ritual of love!)

••

And yes

We

(Everybody)

We know

••

Sadistic sickos

WE

"Liked this"

Is all we say

i think i am alive still because i don't remember anyone murdering me but i know that this may be an illusion

and that actually as the budhists say IT IS ALL an illusion and that life and death too are illusions and if this makes sense to you then that sense is an illusion and if it confuses you than that confusion is an illusion

but i think that while much of this place is illusionary not all of it is

but i also know that the people that i call real still think of me as an illusion or something actually they don't like thinking about because they would rather call what i think about conspiracy theory or illusion

i call them chicken ****

and so it is

^ ;;;; ^
(•> <•)
{}•{}

Everybody loves me

Across every field
Upon any road

Every feeling you care to show
Has found a heart
Has found a home

••

Gods and goddesses come and go

Eternity don't mean a thing

Beauty rises beauty fades

Honor and honesty remain

••

Little child I see you grow

Man or woman emerging

You may dance
You may sing

You can tell me all you know

••

All you know
( your everything! )

Your every hope
Your every dream

When I feel your simple soul

I can tell you feel the same

••

The world

( the earth and all it really means )

Our love is all we bring

How glad am I that you are here

Glad that you are HERE with me

••

Everybody loves me

In every field
On any road

Oh yes !

Here you are

someone seems to be looking down



And we both have the same face


A face that does look like your own

someone seems to be looking down



And we both have the same face


And it looks just like your own



WHO WILL DARE SPEAK FIRST ?


and what TRUTH then will be known at last ?

^
(     <^>      )
////  •  ||
<>
/  (   (   \

         ) )

(         )

••

Broken images
~~
Ain't seen a real woman in 1000 years !

AND WHAT ARE WE SELLING AS A

REAL MAN ?

///

Broken humanity

••

No heroes

No lovers

Only killers

Only the dead

••

Ain't seen you lately on the street

Don't think I will see you again

//

Some clown said " BOO !" & so we fled

Into the bedroom and locked the door

••

Tales of fake ******* fill the night

Hideously screaming

Songs of pain

••

Ain't seen a real person in 1000 years

Just broken images within an empty dream

(/// • | )
<>
/    (     \
      ))

(          )

###                            
                                  ###

The gallows tree

All the children


The somber recollections of the countless reminders

Good bye !    
          Good bye !


Dear boys and girls !!

////
                          ////

I love you !
( so sweet ! So sweet !)

Giving you the strength to love me !

You love me !

I grow in the grace
To give all this love right back to you !

You !
( dear you ! )
So full of love !

Giving all your love to Me !!!

••

Up on the hill the gallows tree

See the children hanging there  

////

Love love love

What the ****  do you mean

Fascist selfish love

Love that kills and is really hate

O

####

No restraint

///

We can

•

•

We are still somewhat human

( in a scientific sort of way )

••

Some of us still can talk

A few still can think

••

Yes !

////

No restraint

••

It's just we don't know who we are

//

It's just we don't know what to do

and the beauty and the song

amid the beautiful and the singing

we are the only questions
that are also
the answerings

we have all the powers
if we love

and stop crawling for the money the money! the MONEY!!

we have such beautiful answers!
we are so beautifully singing!

but then

we get tired

we turn on tee vee and watch fox news

and stay dead

so peacefully
as they teach us to think

of the money the money! the MONEY!!

)) ((                               )) ((
////  • ||
<>

####

to love to see others in love

Is the door unto the Kingdom

//

True lovers  !

•

To love to see someone

Appreciate true lovers

Is the door to the Kingdom

••

She looked around her

She saw that it was all created out of love

•••

Everyone loved to see her standing there

it's that
"sort of a day"

the alleys are full of
our decaying dreams

and our Broken Trust
and

Empty Faith

--

scorning god as we
scorn the weak

--

as

"i love you" s
fall

(as we fall)

--

we fall from eachother
as we fall
from grace

--

all hearts  are alone

still

they beat as one

in tune to the One Breath
and
its
song

(always true
always strong)

--

we
remain

in the alleys
as

we turn into  Lovely Pictures

and

the World

--

it's that  

"sort of a day"

only doin

what must be done

and as this our song dissolves
into the day........the uncreated day!
the ("presented-to-us day")
..........
the day before the HURRICANE
..........
we have known for years!
.
YES
WE HAVE KNOWN
....
be we never dared to face
our family
our children
with our face but only with THEIR face!
.....
(and now
......the HURRICANE...)
and .......... faces and lives
erased!
---------------------
the "i love you's"
unspoken
the plastic flower "reasons"
for......
LAW
betrayed
HEALING
betrayed
ART
betrayed
(the saints the greatest traitors of all!)
.........

all is known
grace has flown
we remain
.
..
...
..
.
the HURRICANE
we
BLASTED
remain
we
REMAIN
..........
if it is not too late
-----------
"i love you"
IT SHALL REMAIN
i promise you

the soft scented
death

the oil is raining down

lovers in the alleyways

the open dumpster

oh, my god!,

what's in their arms?

She said


::

""  You don't say. ""

I replied

As a leaped upon my Great White Stallion

And headed for the hills

Looking for Tonto

I knew she was a filthy warty old witch

Come to me a ****** beauty

••

(The eyes of envy upon me as

We strutted thru the corridors!)

••

Even as her deseases started crawling

Painfully thru my body

••
••

Now I lie hideous and hidden in black woods

And knowing that I

Shall never die

••

Remembering

Remembering

•  •
/-
<>

::

She said

I LOVE YOU

I said

OKAY

She said

I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU !

I said

THAT'S FINE
BUT RIGHT NOW I'M KINDA BUSY
SO ..... PLEASE  (?)

••

She said

I LOVE YOU
PLEASE DONT
TREAT ME THIS WAY !

I said

YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME BUT YOU
DON'T ACT THAT WAY !
NOW GIVE ME SOME PEACE !

••

Now (sure enough !)
She went out in a huff

••

THANK GOD SHE'S GONE

Was all I could say

// • |
<>
\
                           \                     )
                          /\                /\

•••                                                        
You say

I LOVE YOU

What are you saying ?

You sound just like a ******* braying

You say

FOR YOU MY HEART IS GLOWING

Well that's nice but I must be going

I have a sense of my destiny

Something you don't seem to want to be knowing

You say

I WILL FOLLOW YOU WHERE EVER YOU GO

Well all I can do is give you some advice

Your praise is useless

Go live your own life

You scream

I SAID I LOVE YOU !

A POWER YOU MUST BE OBEYING

you sound just like a ******* braying

I am not a valiant King
In your world of Fantasy
Where you pretend you are a Queen

You say

I LOVE YOU

YOU ARE EVERYTHING TO ME !

I am but a simple man

In your clutches no one is free

And frankly
( my dear )

I don't give a ****

Hold together

Its all pure hoax
All they say

Your love is great

Your love is all you need
---
Walk in the rain
Absorb the "sins of the world!"

FEEL ALL PAIN!

generosity of spirit
YES!
That's your
TRUE NAME
--
Sleep with me
Yin and yang
Life and death
.
Every breath?-----you
Reborn
--
Child of creation
All the "Worth"

Reason for union
And birth

-
Sleep with me
Dearest dream
Clearest reason
And sacredness

You the world
By which the world is blessed

sincerely



//

And I NEVER use the term SINCERELY

unless I am absolutely sincere

//

You can TRUST ME completely on that

//

And I NEVER abuse someone's trust in me

and I will beat the **** out of anyone who says differently

••

So get yer *** over here *****

NOW

because I love you

//                         //
//

(
                    )•      
(
(    )

(((((())))))

( don't go there ! --- child --- beware ! )

///

The land of          ****** power !

( don't go there -- no child -- they only want to **** you with their lie )

//

Gentle simple grace

The sky is holiness and the stars

All you want
All you need

Your eyes are lovely because the light      shines

///

( And you

Freely


SEE )

//

You are the the favorite of the gods

( you ---and everybody ! )

•

See the ***** in the corridors

Feel their brazen misery

•

( don't go there -- child -- beware ! )


You can even read their insane poetry !

You can see them   Die

//

Don't go there child !

Beware !

( don't be trapped into the    Lie )

Walk the mystic beach

Become one with the majesty

Of truth and it's mystery

•

The games of ****** power being played

The ugly death

The suffering

•

See

And let your mercy

Set them free

The first time I saw you naked I thought

THERE IS THE PATHWAY THE GODS HAVE MADE

••

You parted your legs

I thought

THERE IS THE HOME OF THE 1000 CHILDREN THAT SHALL CREATE THE WORLD

••

I looked into your eyes

I thought

THERE IS THE ETERNITY IN WHICH I  TRULY DWELL

••

We come together softly

Slowly

Purely

••

We gather together

All the people of the world

/// ;;;
         •
<>
/
------

Love ere the night ends
And dreams end

And no child seeks no more

For that which has no boundaries

••

I am

Sure

I know

You

Pure soul

I know you

••

Dream so day comes again

To guide the child to your heart

Let us be seen

Hand in hand upon the road

----

You

•

You know this now

•     •

Only you and I are real

//

Our love

You and me

Eternal

God's only fire

You

God's only seed

Me

His earth personified

Together

His true desire

//

Death

Shall be everywhere

We

We shall not care

You !

You and me

His only daughter

His only son

You

Me

The chosen ones

The others dying in the Flood

///

You

You

You

My love

You

Me

God's beloved

The simple
Uncomplicated

Unforced

Accepted

Movement of Spirit

The rising
The falling

Fullness
The gentleness

Of holy life

YOUR BREATH

-------
Imagine a

Lifeguard
(You)

Giving

Artificial respiration

To every human being
-----

Well
In
Truth

It is not imagination !
It is not artificial !
----
Now

Everyone that you inspire is doing the
Same
To you and to everyone!

--ENORMOUS--
The amount of power
The amount of *******
That is truly here

Truly possible

If we knew it
If we would not abuse it!
---

We must have TRUE KNOWLEDGE
TRUE WISDOM

ALL else is merely petty

A else
Is living in darkness

soul down
all lines have been crossed all lies spoken
we
.
are uncivilized!
......
madness crosses the land both ways
elders
children
.
all dead
.........................
(will you vote?
is this a democracy?
WHAT IS IT?
WHAT ARE YOU?)
.........
soul down
all love?
all hope for tomorrow?
...
suicide
....?
what are you
going to become?
.
who decides?
_

yeah yeah yeah
soon soon
whoopi doo, too!
hey hey
sooooooo!
.
uncivilized!
___
are you going to vote?
why?
WHY?
.....
soul down
.
in the country
right here
.

.:///:.
../..
0   0

DON'T LOOK AT ME !

she vented poetically

I' M JUST A USELESS PIECE
OF **** !

//

I looked around

But then said

YEAH

I GUESS YOU'RE RIGHT

/./

YOU ******* ******* !

she started screaming

•

I turned toward her slowly and with
The look of total sincerity

I said

I LUV U !

../..

YOU DO !

she cried out
Her eyes popping out of her head

As she ripped off her clothes and fell to the ground

Spreading wide her legs

And grunting in anticipation

///

Everyone in the lunch court

Looked on amazed

.




tired
A keepin out of sight


I'm a comin

Perhaps this very night

>>

<<


well over yonder

Where the prairie

Meets the edge a town

A tiny hut is there

Where the vagabond hangs out

Come and meet him

And much to your surprise

He' ll be the  one you trust the most

With wise and gentle eyes

//

//

I'm a  tired

A keepin out of sight

//
//

she s a good kid

loves the boy on sight

Such a sweet kid

kind and simple

In the woods at night

She knows the language of creation

She hears all the dreams  of the light

••

Little Britches!

Freckle faced kid

Cap turnked sideways!

Cuter 'n hell!

---

Goin thru the alleys
Lookin for aluminum cans

Gonna have food today
Oh boy!

••
••
••

Gonna give some to his mutter

To his papa

To his baby brutter
--

(Maybe a few crumbs for his girl!)

••

Little Britches!

Happy as can be

Little Britches and the world!

The boy and the Saint

Sat by the River

/////

It was hard to tell them apart

////

(The boy
The Saint
or
The River)

••••

Blending
Merging
....

Light was released
•••

••••

We are the light released

----

We now go where we ought to be

We now are at last Reborn

(                                                      
         ­                                       )
(                       ­         
                             )
(                
)
\/
/\
/    \
                                                      ###

­A deeper imagination of love does not imply a deeper love

Only a deeper imagination

///

An imagination equally disposed to imagine hate

///

I GAVE YOU MY ALL!

( a popular cliche )

What does it mean ?

••                And / if you " gave " it
It is now theirs

And you have no claim on what is done to it

YOUR ALL

Means you spend a lot of time imagining things

••

I FELL FOR YOU .....HARD

This bit of deception really means

I FELL ON TOP OF YOU AND CAPTURED YOU
SO DON'T TRY TO GET AWAY

it usually signifies some form of **** or violence
Shall ensue

A justified vengeance for a made up offence

////      It is used as a form of brain-washing by hateful people
To misinform youth as to what love is

••

I WANT YOU TO BE MINE / ALL MINE

////

The ultimate Lie

Perpetrated or inflicted upon the innocent

In order to rob them of their true humanity

And turn them into mere mental  commodities

And zombie applauders of the celebrity lovers

Wherever they are

////

Dear lovers

Beware the insidious purposeful distortions

Of the meaning of your lives

By these assassins of the soul

Running free thru the pathways of our minds

••

Stay attuned to yourselves

Stay free

Keep free your love

the brutal menagerie of images
(vampires, ghouls, friends, lovers)
that seem to hold us

****!........... this is ****!
this aint reality!

rock stars!, movie stars!, ******* called politicians!

writers! doctors! lawyers!

wantin a piece a my ***!

AND YOU? WHO ARE YOU? WHAT DO YOU WA NT?
will you say?

there is a gentler story but you must appear
(and as you are)

there is a golden summit but you gotta climb that hill
(below whatever is shinning)

there are sounds that we may freely make

beyond the possibility of "false defining"

BUT YOU GOTTA WANTA HEAR!

and declare completely that you are free

and not of the menagerie

OF THIS BRUTAL SICK WORLD

/  ( •  ( •  \

/ \

###


Such a painful loneliness

::::

when she was little

She had an IMAGINARY FRIEND !

( she was       really    such a lovely child )

//

She is still

A lonely girl


With

An IMAGINARY LOVER !

::

She imagines that he imagines

That he loves and adores her !

( she is trying so hard to feel real ! )

••


She writes poems to an IMAGINARY AUDIENCE

about him


About his comings and goings

His soulful truths and also his infidelities

::

Somehow ( of course ! )

She KNOWS he is not real

And so she had inside herself

Prepared the FINAL POEM

in which he leaves her

And leaves her with a

PERMANENTLY broken heart !!!

( her true reality ! )

She is left seeing herself

Not as a lonely person

But as a

SACRED VICTIM AND MARTYR

to love

And it's EXQUISITE PAIN !

Proving to herself

Her worth

And ADORABILITY !

)(

We readers imagine

We are being compassionate and understanding

When we praise such poems

But we know we too

Are just as insecure as she is

And our lives

Just as imaginary

••

Somewhere out there

Real or Imaginary TERRORISTS !

Are approaching !!!


We huddle around out televisions

Switching between

The NEWS

&

Our *******

( there is no difference anymore )

Where we imagine

That our IMAGINARY TRUE GOD


Is working to protect our

Imaginary Goodness

For the world

::

We get older

Death finally comes

And

All chance for freedom

Is gone


.

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Would you go out into the desert

With imaginary water  (?)


//

So

Why do you go forth into your life

With

imaginary love (?)

•   •
?
•   •


the

TEEN HIGH SCHOOL CULTURE

has been developed over decades by

The BIG BROTHER POLICE STATE

we sense all around us

//

It is a culture where REAL FRIENDSHIP

is discouraged

( too threatening for the Rulers )

•

So when you met someone (?)

ITS LOVE !!!!!!

( not ! )

•


So you destroy each other

Call the destruction

A natural part of love

SO YOU BECOME

STUPID

AS WELL AS LONELY !!!

( the perfect slave ! )

•

•

•


We literally **** a girl

Be denouncing her daily poem

A --- plagiarism !

///

Yet

95 " poets "

( who had read this poem  or thousands just

Like it )

WHAT DO  WE CALL THEIR

FRAUDULENT RESPONSES ? ( likes )

•

90% of the poems & responses here are so similar

They could of all been written by the same person

( and

If we look closer -- we might say that they are )

••

OUR LIVES ARE ONE GIGANTIC PLAGIARISM !

They are all being written by the CIA !

••

Yet we proudly claim that

LOVE MAKES US SUICIDAL !!!!

:::

Brain-washed children !!!


•

The worship
Of

MISERY !

""


The lack of

SPIRIT !

of

CREATIVITY !

••


IMAGINARY LOVE !!


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