Where are you?

I need you!
---
(YOU)

Falling in love!
----
----
---
With your
..
Contemplations of suicide!

cathedral dawn
she speaks in silent gestures
and with eyes
awakening
to the light

she wanders the cold hour
she wanders
through the homeless lives
with the unsheltered
she's looking for somebody else!
she waiting for you
to be here

cathedral dawns  have heard her
every prayer

when will

WE

be listening?

(•><•)
||
(<>)

The time is upon us

•

Well

••

The time is heavy with death

--

                      ........            (           upon us          )

----

                              We .......

We simply ...... Die is all

•

The time is heavy with death

••

We make friends with death

And do what it wants

War songs

I sit in
Silence

I hear

YOU

Wanting peace
-----
Come

We shall sing along

Along with  the silence

(..the song that is all
That will ever be here...)

You the
Whole world

Are
Known
--

The only song
Ever here

.


Yeah
yeah

You are my darlin girl

•  •

the bright sun

High in the holy sky

The mountains

Gathering up the pilgrims

For the mystic fight


The light rain falling

Are YE ready to die ?

The light mist settling

Are YE ready for life ?

::

Made us a reservation

In a hostel by the manger


Someone special

Will be born tonight


••

You You

You are  my darlin girl

""

We be here for the duration

Yeah

You my darlin girl

.

(                                             )                      
•                                   (                      
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                       /   \             /\    
                                        ~ ~ ~
               :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

INDIAN SONG

sainted are all children

•

We live this way but none really believe
In anything-at-all being said

So

???????????????????

••

SAINTED HILLS

We shall gather there where none can see us

••

We are children

Sainted
Pure

Yes

We are

All show!

CREATIVITY

That creates nothing but revenue

--

EAT YER POPCORN
boys and girls!
--

HARDLY HUMAN

Jesus Christ!

We're hardly human

---
--

Amid the death dealing. criminality

What mine eyes have seen!

Little broken child
Walks the cemetery unto dawn

Demented visions
She is home!

-----

Out on avenues I would not dream!

Tormented

What do you think I want?

..

I can smile with the best of  them

I won't
-----

Here and there

Anywhere

--

I could start crying
But

I don't

()
(  )
(   )
/---\

                                                       all truth
•

in THIS morning

In THIS world

••

In a world CHILD

in which you really don't

EXIST AT ALL !

( censored !)

••

YOUR love ?

( just a cartoon !)

•

Your whole life is just a lampoon

Of befuddled buffoonery !

//

Still

WE

Go on !

/::/

Time to STAND TOGETHER

and proclaim

Your own RIGHTEOUS dignity

I am YOU

YOU Are ME !!

••

You BREAK YOURSELVES !!!

as you know

//

As your poetry proclaims

we cringe
so pathetic!

we flee
so pathetic!

we hide
so pathetic!

then we praise jesus cause he died

toward the CENTER OF TOWN
we wend our way
thru the fear and the sorrow

from yesterday toward tomorrow
from alone (I)
toward together (WE)

to LOVE is to be free
to be free is to wend
your way

thru the fear and the sorrow
from yesterday toward tomorrow

we
toward the CENTER OF TOWN
we
creating liberty
and a free tomorrow

certainly

hours break
wide open

certainly
----

a revelation at hand
a beach or a cottage in the hills

where shall we go to be free?
---

the slave song lingers
as we know

we can hardly look each other
in the face anymore
--

certainly

the rain

certainly

we shall do

what it is
must be done

Broken hearts

Quite a show
_

Suffering

--

We stare into the mirrored soul vacancies
That fill our lives
_

Faces! Faces!

&!!!! .....

there we are!
--

In the darkest corner

Crying !
----

Empy dreamers

Everyone
--
(Except of ocourse
The
Little boy
Over there)

Within the deep ******* of  our ungentleness
MAN!
In such inhuman form!
--
Describing  ourselves
So intellectually!
--
Our words are the language
Of the Dead
Of the Brainwahed
Of  Fools!
---
STOP!
----
be still
.
be stiller than the heavens in coldest night

....than your heart when true Love appears

....than with
God---face to face!

As still as your soul is meant to be
-----

AND STAY THAT WAY!
---

In basic language :

" get a grip on please!"
--

What to do cant be rehearsed

But we must do it certainly

And we can

Certainly

walking along the quay
(there are benches)
he sits and watches gentle people
strolling alongside
the waters
its calmness
breaking the tensions
and
even entering
our uncertainties

darknesses
these have been creeping creeping
unto the Light of Day

our truths are being tested
our souls are being shattered
only our bodies.......devoid of spirit
remain

sitting still
(there are benches)
the gentle strangers
seem like lovers

as he tries to ease the tensions
and uncertainties

not letting
his soul be shattered
or his spirit die
(of this----he is certain
very certain)

(               **            )    
(  )
(    )
(        )

///////


Throwing the ball against the wall

THROW           CATCH
THROW

CATCH

----

This


this and the  passing of the years

///

( don't ya really want to be        Man ? )

??

How lovely you are !

Dressed in the rags of divinity

• •

( you and the stars ! )

<>

Follow what you know is          LAW

And give yourself  unto us all

<>

We've been waiting a long time

lovers on naked beaches
sea salt breezes
(promises
and
dreams)

who will die the "long way?"
who will live with me?
--

LITTLE MISS BURNIN FIRE?
she's gone!!

goodbye goodbye!!

PURITY OF SOUL ?
she's come!!

hello....
please stay

--

WE ARE THE WORLD GOD D--M!!

we

the world

--

on naked beaches
sea salt breezes
promises
dreams

the light is shinning

we enter

love
(without loving)

truth
(without seeking)

god
(without caring)

--

who is raising the children?

--

the lost soul staggers

the rain alleys
of despair bleed

homeless soldiers
putrid politicians

eating from garbage cans

--

the mountain vision

remains

the pilgrim road

shimmering

the heart

beats the eternity

into living shape

--

who is raising the children?

--

love
truth
god

--

raising the children

In 1000 years
---
THE CHURCH
will be ****** little boys
...

That's the only thing we know for
Sure
Will be the same

Tiny creatures livin as they can
•
It ain't gonna come down this a way!

What is this thing called

----civilization?-----

What is the purpose of ------- man?

••

(Everybody talkin like they know !)

•

If ya --- domt like it----
What do you do?

Or if ya can't  --- stand it----

Where do you go?

••

Gentle tiny lovers

(Heroes as such)

Finding out the truth that is hard to speak

In a moment

LIBERATION !

•

What needs doing is within reach

---  

Little tiny creatures whole & complete

Simple & humble

You & me

So tenderly

(Each touch)

THE WORD

•

Soon.......soon.............soon

SOON WHAT?

-------

We know

•••••
The greatest job gains for women college graduates last year

Was in WAITRESSING!

••

Look!

A vagabond wanders down from the hills

LISTEN!

to whatever it is he has to say!

-------

Oh so tenderly
THE WORD

drifting

(Silent)

Thru the fields

||
((((  ))))

/ O  O \
/\
%%%%%%%%

Hey !

Sure
I see now

It's you !

•

From out the poison lie

Out of the prison of solitude

The streets are on fire and call your name

STRENGTH !

///

You are the MOUNTAIN !

•

See the child CLIMB !

////

Enuf this rank ignoble slavery  !

//

The streets are on fire

Tomorrow is dying !

//

Ain't nobody to blame

//

Only a new world beckoning

.


The leaf fell from the tree

The bomb dropped from the sky

The World Trade Center towers crashed

To the earth


NOT ONE TRUE WORD WAS SPOKEN

the girl looked her lover in the eye

NOT ONE TRUE WORD WAS SPOKEN

)(

We stumble *** the earth
With

False images of ourselves

//

Pretending to be human beings

Looking for love !?!?!

•


Thru the rubble of pure speculation and deceit

:;:

we grow ! ( we say )

Moving thru debased high school corridors

Looking for someone we can claim

To be a source    ( in some reality or other )

Of love

?

Perhaps even

A real lover

•

Amid the tragic poems

Of something else

..

Rejoice

We are here

On the sacred earth

We have seen

The mighty saints

And we know what road to follow

If we would be whole again




.

):::::O::::(
//   • ||
    <>        

////////

Oh    YES
                                          (wild one )

Down the Long Road
To the Sun

Gotta get there before the DAWN

///
///

              Wait awhile           PLEASE

It can't come down this way

///

He sees the Dancing Daughters of the night

Feels the power

Of all Future Children of the Light

The wild son would become a man

Worthy of the name

///

                       Oh                YES

( just like you )

True Love

Is his name

He looks for you among

The Dancing Daughters of the night

Now

I swear to ya
This is a TRUE STORY!

(At least as I heard it)

••••

There was this girl and man was she in love!

BUT

Then one day her LOVER says to her

LOOK
I KNOW YA LOVE ME BUT I GOTTA  TELL YA

IM NOT AS I SEEM

I SEEM  TO YOU AS A MAN
IM NOT!

DEEP DOWN INSIDE I KNOW  MYSELF AS A WOMAN

AND IM GONNA HAVE A *** CHANGE OPERATION
TO MAKE MYSELF AS I REALLY AM

••

Well
She was appalled
(To say the least!)

••

She thought

ALL THIS TIME I'VE BEEN MAKING LOVE  TO ANOTHER WOMAN!

AND IT DID NOT BOTHER ME!

I MUST BE A LESBIAN!

This thought didn't bother her

It was the fear of being exposed as one

Of coming out of the closet
That frightened her

She thought

WAIT!
I GOT IT!

I TOO WILL HAVE A *** CHANGE OPERATION!

THEN MY MAN BODY CAN MAKE LOVE TO A WOMAN
AND NO ONE WILL FIND IT STRANGE !

and this she did

Some time later she met this woman who she was very much attracted to

After some time
She found herself together with this other at her apartment

And after some groping around they were standing there naked

And it turned out the the other was a actually a man in drag
A
Cross dresser I believe they are called

Again
She was appalled

She accused this person of deceiving her

This person said

NAY NOT SO!

I KNEW YOU WERE A WOMAN IN A MALE BODY
(JUST LIKE ME!)

FOR I AM A WOMAN

STUCK IN THIS BODY TIL I HAVE A *** CHANGE OPERATION!

SO

WE CAN HAVE A TRUE LESBIAN RELATIONSHIP

EVEN THOUGH IT IS THROUGH MALE BODIES
THAT THIS TAKES PLACE

THE BODIES ARE JUST BODIES BUT IT SHALL BE OUR TRUE SOULS WHICH MATE

Now

She
(The original she)
Was mighty confused

For there was many an implication
Dangling there

And she didn't know if she should be believing what was said to her

••
Now of course

Some a you out there might be sayin the same thing

--

But it's the truth

It's a true story

Just like I said

I mean

It's truly the story that I heard

(                                            
                   ­           )
(                          
                 )
(            
        )
(
\/
/\
/    \
##                              ##

                       ­                      naked dream
••

We know what we really want

//                        

Maiden of high hills

Eternal vision of dawn

                                   //

Baby on the breast

Young boy carries water
From the stream

|~|

We know that peace is what we need

•

True ( only )
Is

Love
.
•

Eagle in the sky

//

Deer in the meadow up ahead

••

The scent of healing is in the air !

//                    

Noble thoughts !

                         //

We sing the praises of goddesses and gods !

|~~|

And of each other

Every one

^ ^ ^
<  (                                             )  >
                                       O                                      
  <                                   (   )                                    >
(      )

  ###
Lo !
###

Lo -- look !

Tell me what you see

•

Is it a brightness so far away ?

Is it a light shinin inside of me ?

//

I am dying almost gone

It feels like a time of rejoicing

It feels like something real has begun

••

The Dragons are flying in Sky !

Perhaps the Unicorn's about to arrive !

Get YE ready little One

Time for you to take that long long ride

••

The brightness in the sky

The light in your heart and EYE

these are one and the same

Never born never to die

••

The Unicorn  has arrived

Be purified

And climb aboard

And take that journey thru the vastness of your mind

.




Mary kinda loves Charlie too

But likes Charlotte

So is feeling fine


;;;


Thank god !


:::::


else we mighta had another

Of them ******* jealousy

Pseudo poems

That
Have already  killed

Hundreds of people so far

And put thousands permanently

In mental institutions

Where they ......(?)

Oh god !

You don't wanna know !!

•

So


////


She sat on the hill and watched

As they went by

•


Wiith a smile

She enters their dream

And sees tomorrow


And the power of love striving to unleash

The power of peace

For their unborn child's sake

)(

She is a true warrior

True sister

True friend

( true human being )


We are gathering together

The great multitudes of men


:::

Her eyes !

Tears and fierce pride combine

And a seed comes forth

To enter the land

And it is good

LIFE

and the breeze hits her *******

And the eagle sees

And all the young girls and boys rejoice

For true love is here

And pure waters


And we

Live in love

Again


.

(•>    <•)

And ...
       and.....
                          and .... (   ??  )

--

And nothing

NOTHING

-•-

Rain

The fallen

The passionate seeking

• •

I read the poems

I wonder who killed you

--

I used to care
But I see

It's all an ugly game

••

i guv me luv a cherry ****
she said to me
"how sweet ya art'
i said "ye know
i love ya so"

SUCH A STORY!
FIT FOR REALITY ..TEE VEE!

i say ........
but then a camera man
stuck is **** into the parth
of a sense of...sincerity

COME....WE'LL ****
RAG-HEADED
MOSQUE-ITITES

and keep all da poets
happy!

happy !!
sappy!!!!!!!!!

happy!
---

an den real luv

( oh shut it up!
real luv dont sell
janet jackson's boobererinies!!!!)

an if n you was a real man

ye'll be dead by
sunday!!!
------
-----

i guv me luv a cherry ****
she said to me
"how sweet ya art'
i said "ye know
i love ya so"

.




The morning

                               Has come


•  =  •


the violence !


~~||~~


You are

A gentle son


:/:

Creation


                              ( It's full glory )


///


It's up to you

To declare


::


Your very own

Story !



••



Violence


How it mars

The


Morning


:/


But still


You have come




.

Naked raw vulnerability

Child

Remain in pure poverty
And become

The World
------

The winds tear the flesh
..
Remain
..
Naked in pure poverty

And become

The World

__
( • )
(       )
(            )
/-----------\

Love Song
•
  

We rise up as the earth arises

--

We are the HUMAN

Our Love is real

••

Heart beat

Breathing

( nothing else )
•
  
Our lives

Totally surrendered to purest Will

--

( do you remember ? )

•

LOVE itself ?

•

Passion

The full embrace

••

Walking along the river together

In the mountains baring treason

In the stronghold
Of dispossession

Fully facing what is here

••

DARE YOU KNOW ME ?

••

Winds along the twisted street

Children crying hungry in alleys

***** poetry watching writing

The whole travesty down !

•

( WHILE I AM HERE ! )

••

gentleness

( purest self )

The earth is saying that

YOU

are worthy !

Calling on you to know your true NAME

counting on your understanding

Of your sacred independence

Of the meaning of your life

Of the promises you made

••

Love song

YOU ARE HERE !

all together

Let us sing !

Yin

Yang

Love

••

(Love is where tomorrow calls you by a newer name
A purer name)

•

Resting easily

Change happens on its own

-----

Loveliness

Every simple part of you

--
Revelation!

When we choose

To reveal the soul's pure grace

*******
*******!

the child pure seen
as a

corporate commodity

*******
*******!

all the decent
all the normal
all the true
and natural

feelings and emotions

blamed
and
shamed

*******
*******!

the powerful
"stickin it"
to
the weak

the name of the game
in

amerikka

/  \
0
(  )
(     )
/---\

                                                  only one light

•        •

In the shadows

The illusions

////                

In the fires demons create

Human beings as ENEMIES

••                            

Gentle lovers sent on their way

( what are we doing to each other ? )

//

The one love eternally remains

//

The one love surely remains

ain't that hard to do it right


(                      
•
                   )



No ain't that hard at all

                                                   //

we are the stuff Tomorrows are built on

upon our courage children       live

••

A quiet evening

It drifts in

carrying simple dreams

•

She walks the streets


All true lovers come

To be walking next to her

               //                            

There you are !

(                                
(              
(
\/
/\
/    \
                  ~~~~~~

Cold

( the       RAIN )                                      

--
          
       the        Long Day

it is over

                             ////

in this the               ONLY  ONE  !!                    

•

lasting
                           TALES

of Treason                              

                               ////

The cold rains hammers us Down

We see you calling out

We long to be            ARISEN

••

we are            TOO HUMAN !

~~

(  so very human )

•

I give you my

I LOVE YOU

( what of that ? )

•

The cold Rain

Falling down

all the "new people!"

CHILD HEART

the "old world" was never known to them!
they are FREE
they can STAY free

if WE would only promise protection!

if WE would only "die and be re-born!"

CHILD HEART

it is a simple proposition

let us overcome
"our HABITS"

and be
"new people"

for............"them"

CHILD HEART

child in the park
(park in the subtle shower
that starts fallung)

child......i  am
here!

no need for fear!

he says

"war is coming
can't you see?"

"yes" i say

to the child
as the rain starts falling

as i walk him home

come to the lord child as a child
come in innocence trusting
trust in yourself child trust
in the innocence of children

the lord he is as a child, child
he comes to love you purely
trust in the lord child trust
in yourself as a child, child

.





Well we wander



If ya wanna

You can

Liberate your    Feelings

And

Come along


///


Love

Is lovely


If you

Want love

You can


Liberate your feelings

)(

she

Was a child

She wanted a lover

And not love


//

Well we wander

Looking for love



You can come along


)(


The sacred tribe

Liberated feelings


Overflowing


We wander

On & on



.

.

///<~<\\
||
--------
•
She................
(The one still sane)
•
Walks the high school
Corridors

Marveling at the suffering taking place

•

Open heartedly embracing each and every one

•      •      •

That she can
That she can
!    !    !
Alas!

-

All that's left are subtle reminders
That
Someone once was there

••

She ......................
Un-noticed (even scorned)

Wends her silent way

Thru the ghostly

High school corridors

(         x          )
|
0        0
\/
-----

/      \

|   |

#######

The last of the lost sons

Has joined the military and has gone to war

•                        

                                 ­       Little child  in rags            she wanders

      ( but it's only            a Back girl )

•

We spin the greatest fantacies

///       ///

In the jaws of the        Great White Shark

///

We say          I LOVE YOU !

and wait to be *****

•

Death is everywhere

//        

So we pretend we are looking for each other

In the dark recesses of Oblivion

••

The swift wind comes and rips away the facade

//////

The slow pain lingers

The gentle healers remain

.




                        Of the very first morning




///


///


                                                ( Love )

••            

                                 the lost days mounting  

The dying & the mourning

||

The vast pretense of " country "

""

( but there's still      Love )

""

Walking in the garden

Creatures newly forming

                              ( all is love )

)(

)(

Love

///

Last chance to speak your peace

Say it loud and clearly

( love )

Love

LOVE

.



Oh how I

See you there


In the darkness

Of our  days


)(


Pale the dream


---


The sky is refusing to be

Our

Perverted

Hiding place

••

There is

No reason for you

To fade into

The misery

:::

( it's easy to do)

But

If you really want

You can escape

••

Oh I see

The light behind

Your eyes

Of sorrow


And I

Am always

Right beside      You

•

child

we

(we?)

child

are lost and gone
where we never wanted to go

(dont follow
no
dont)

child

you must find god anew
ours died so very
long ago

we are buried in debt to debt
we are bought by the money
we thought we owned

we are quite stupid in a way
a very deep true way

child

i will die easily

i DID try
(i did)

we believed too much
and were betrayed

----

child
we

might be sorry
but we are too proud

we
are as the dead

treat us that way

(                                                              
•                                          
)                  




                                                               ^^      ^^       ^^

• •

Softly now

Child of the seasons

They playin the Game

( you know the One )

//

So much pain

So much cryin

Oh please

Child

Let your true self Remain

//

It's very easy

To just turn away

Oh yes it's so very

Easy

:::::

Softly child stay

Pure within your reasoning

One with the soil

One with the seed

:/:

Open your Eye

Let your breathin

Merge with the universal energy

Oh child

Please

the last song lingers forever

we are the beach walkers
we are the mountain climbers
the beach the mountain

the last love never cringes in fear
no fear

the lost lovers find eachother

on beaches
on mountains

and become fragile
and become strong

we are the future

we shall carry all children with us

come!

take a child by the hand

understand his heart
understand her heart

the last song

lingers

forever is your true nature

mountains beaches children

we are fragile
we are strong

fragile strong

we hold all children
in
our hearts

)    O   (
^^^^^^
    ///    • //
<>

Young young young
Young     Young      Young

...

Love is a mountain

///

Follow me    Follow me

Sacred waters

Flowin

From

                       The High                   Fountain

//

Love

On the

Only wind that ever was

Love love love

We are          Young
We

Are                True

///

We are

The mountain

•         •

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