morning
(                    
•        
    )
                                                first morning

are you here ?


^^^                                      

gathering together in the storm

||||||
||||||

                                                        rain
|||

Tellin so many stories to each other
But
Who bothers listening  ?

Over and over we hurt each other

And say the same sad things !

/•/

In the first morning

This

The first morning

We

•

We open our eyes // ( our Heart appears ! )

and we        SEE

//

We see each other

We go free

A new morning

The first morning

We see each other finally

From

HERE TO THERE

(me to you)

••

Waters from heavens
Thru mountains
•

The small unobtrusive maiden
in the field

The country girl

(the peasant

Serf
Slave?)

••

She

She??

••

We wander roads unknown
But we make them seem

Like we have been here before

We hide our indecisions
With
Masks of sterility

••

Time passes

Old men come

Write poems

Of lying

Write poems

Of the death

That happened long ago
Like
A dream

••

As we pretend to understand

But we don't understand a thing

••

STILL I LOVE YOU

Is spoken

STILL I LOVE YOU

••

This

I try so hard

To believe

•         ||

               <>

( • )


Puddle on the sidewalk
The young boy

Is in love

••

Across the mystic
Mountain - the wind says

"Hey hey hey "

••

Lips ! -- they kiss
That which wants to

Be remembered

••

She  !  - and a bright pebble
Oh gentle river

Prepare thyself !

••

The poet - boy
In silent skies

Only here

black harlem hid me when i was
afraid to be free

buried in the lovely ladies
till my eyes were opened

when all i wanted was
death or poverty

or to see a child
completely

black harlem had only
reality for me

taught me it was okay
to be with "whitey"

black harlem taugh me
just to see

each and every person
as longing to be free

taught me it was okay
to be a "honkie"

cause everybody just wants
to be free

cause everybody just wants
to be free

my  how the late day fades

see how  the loveless
see how the  lonely

join in the masquerade


we are so afraid!
we are so ungrateful
for this sense of opportunity
to take
full responsibility!

seems like freedom
what
of that?

seems like people only want
all the power they  can get

what I must remember
is what it is I must forget
as
the oil............spills
and, we hear

"............have the money...
**** & GO ON"


truth or lies?

KNOW THE DIFFERENCE
or children die
KNOW THE DIFFERENCE
and know why

BLACK THE STALLION!
we
we ride the red night
we
......
FIRES!.....BURNING!!!!!
..
please
don't take me away
...
BLACK THE STALLION!
.
please
i must be here
or die in shame!!
..........
i
i
a man
i
i
a man!
MAN
MAN!!!!!!
...
BLACK THE STALLION!
we
we ride the red night
RIDE WITH US
RIDE WITH ME!
unto the fires burning
.
unto man

(_)
0|0
v
||

•

Wisdom

--
Amid

The sad sighing
The sense of death

--

( The boy was at the End of the Rainbow

Calling your Name )

•••

The Day is over

••

Wisdom

---

She does not wait

•

The tiny child with her razor blade
( everyone told her it was okay

On a fine poetic evening

Drunk and alone )

••

Writing poem of imaginary love
To imaginary lovers

Poems blowing down cold alleyways

•

Waiting for our own
Drone Airplane
to **** us
And take us ----- home

////

Walks the streets alone

Wisdom

Wandering why you don't appear

•

Wondering

Oh so
Many things

(            
•
              )






                                                               ^^^
•

lost in the pretense that you are not dying

////                                      

Well

what do you call it  ?  //   LIFE !!!!
( give me a
                                  ******* break ! )

No one is alive !

Who believes your vastly over - rated feelings  !

Your
                                         FALLING IN LOVE !

••

as if this is even remotely possible

in the Hell called TODAY !!

••            

Well /: /

Are you gonna say something real ?

NO ! Of COURSE NOT !!

///

It would be too hard !

We are too       Frail !

We are too afraid

///////

I don't care anymore

•

Still

I love you all

///

It would be okay if you 'd actually try to communicate
In a human way

:/:

Yeah

You could do that if you want

You know

If you're not too busy doing other things

X   X
O
-

Graveyard

•

She loves her Misery !

••

She worships her pain
And her grief

( she loves the Power
of Revenge )

••

We

Who were to be tomorrow's
Pure Rebellion

against False Authority

We found a New Game
and we play it well

( it's a lot safer --- this way )

--

Ignore The CHILD who we betray

••

In the Wild Explosions

soon to come

We shall know

The Cost of our lovelessness

Yes indeed!

••

Raw truth exposed

Pure horror seen

There he goes

He thinks of himself a saint in disguise

Here he comes
Here he is

•••

Sweet sister
Why

Do you seemed surprised?

••

In midst the ***** raids

The I LOVE YOUs

And the other lies

••

There he goes

Amid your mockery

••

He didn't hurt you
No
He didn't hurt you

So
What good is he?

••
••

I see you there

With blood on your arms

And torn underwear

It's your eternal Halloween
Your eternal Masquerade

A  Perfectly Authentic Freak

Fitting in with all the rest

••

There he goes

A true saint

You hide behind your tear stained face

You hide wherever you can hide

You hide hide hide

Until you die

You die die die

And then you're dead

and the bleak terrain
we try too hard to be inconsequential

...we succeed too well....

the dark ***** children
(the consequences)

are not to be
trivialized

the imagery is of busted bodies
and of dogs
wandering about in cowardice

as we we proceed
inconsequentially

day by day

(yes we do)

(                            )
(                                               )
O    
(.                                (       )                                    )
   (              ).    
   / ------ \    

Call on your gods !


(    You may you know do anything you want !  )

OR DO
YOU ?

•

You can become
You know
Anything you want

WHAT DO YOU WANT ?

///

come

Little one

Little child of this the morning

//

It's a POLICE STATE

••

So be it

///

We can become

Anything we want you know

This is the only truth right here

We see eachother. We know what we gotta do

We don't

Why not?

--

Death sits here

Children cry

Are we human ?

Or just part of the scenery?

:.
Do we still  know the difference?
--

It's hard to tell

(000)
<<           ////  • ||          >>
<>

###

holiness

( blood )

The girl becomes a woman

cherished
Whole

A boy becomes a man

•••••

( bread )

The breast

Holiness

Life giver

Nurturer

The child is the Gift

As is the Mother

•••••

( roses )

She is

One with all the beauty

Of the world

All wisdom

All strength

The man becomes a Father

...////...

We are one Family

•••

•••

Blood
Bread
Roses

////

when we read of girls here who are......cutters

We must realize that they are

Attacking their sense of their

REPRODUCIVE ORGANS !

their sexuality

Which has been damaged in some way

That they refuse to discuss

••

There is obviously much shame and unfortunately
Guilt involved here

Along with the general self hate and loathing

Of all things ******

And all things calling upon them to be nurturing

••

It's easy to encourage such self destruction

Which makes the healing **** near impossible

so

See to it that you don't have their
BLOOD
on your
HANDS

we left amerikkka
when?

and
we might also ask
why?

but we are gone

and now it shall be
a bloodbath

and nothin more
than
a bloodbath

little child

COME WITH ME

little child

THEY HATE

purity
innocence
and
love

COME WITH ME
-------------

NOW
_

PLEASE
__

we left

one step

ahead of the police

but
the phoney patriots

had already
gone

seeking

GOLD

we left because

we knew

IT WOULD BE A BLOODBATH
A BLOODBATH
BLOODBATH

------

we left amerikkka
we left

we stayed in america

all alone

.



TERRORIST

/--\

_


the old lady hobbles with her cane

Down the street

/:/

The old country

Hobbles down the years

With a nuclear bomb

TERROR

•

The little girl

Looking for love

Eyes  her ******

In the mirror

//

She is about ready to make a poor decision

)(

!(

If we pretend we don't see the poverty

We can hide our intensions

For a little while

//

TERRORIZED

::

We try too hard to pretend

That we are not

::

The blood

Dripping across our face

TERRORIST

seems the only thing to be

In homage to the SHEEPLE

//
///////////
//
//
//

•

So

If cutting yourself is an act is symbolic love

( in fake imitation of Christ )

We must conclude that going into

A school and shooting it up

Would be to create an image of

UNIVERSAL LOVE !

( all the souls !

With their lights going out ! )

//

BUT

LIKE THE ******* LOVE OF THE ******* POETS

it is only glorified helplessness merging into

The safety of sterilized stupidity

••

••

HELLO POETRY !

brought to shame

By

Demonic cowards and their minions !

tell me now true words
show me now true form

be the poet write your life

in blood

on these ****** streets

tell me soft love bodies
ride the endless wave

can the silly maudlin
sentimentalities

we are dyin
dyin

on these ****** streets

tell me now true bodies
show me now images of

the poet who writes with love

write

your life in blood  

on these ****** streets

before we die

on these ****** streets

Root

Tree

Humanity

•

Illusion's stories blow around

••

Simple lovers who truly love

Water

Earth

Sky

Rain

Shall

(As we know)

Remain

••

I see you standing over there

(                              
(                
              (
(                                                     (        
           •                                            \/  
                   )                                  /\
                                                      /   \
                                                       ####

^^^^^^                                        

Only the people
////                   \\
All of the people
||||

We sing a song of righteousness

We sing it loud

We sing it clear

•

(    We love to sing   )
////              \\

Streets are filled with dying

Darkness rules the world

•

•

I

Walk the silence but you know

I'm callin you out by     Name

•

Only the people
////           \\
All of the people
||||

I'm callin you by your real  name

all the one dream remains as "day"
come, let us awaken from the death-like state
THE  STATE calls
"the amerikkkan dream"

---

have you felt any love here?

-------

we are free

if freedom means

working for the king's money
with your mouth shut

and fear your constant companion

-------

blue sky
blue
sea blue

blood red dawn

poverty shall

soon be

your constant companion

---------

all the one dream remains as "day"
come, let us awaken from the death-like state
THE  STATE calls
"the amerikkkan dream"

---------

of course

you could speak up

and go to jail

with julian

Boo hoo

I got a ****** up life

(Boo hoo)

•

I'm sorry god

This wouldn't be happening
(I know)
Unless
I
Offended you somehow!

•

I never should have thought up
The
TOWER OF BABEL
business!

That's it
Isn't it!

••

I AM SO SORRY

(Boo hoo!)

••

And now I sit here babbling !

HOW IRONIC!

••

Well

I know that I shall never find Love

But

PLEASE!

Send around one of them crazy high school babes

So I can at least get laid!

••

Thanks OLD FELLA

I'd sure appreciate it

bodes well..so well

in shadows we are crawling
in secret we make vows
in total silence we learn of all things

bodes well...so well

wars shall end the earth soon
wars of madmen's greed

wars allowed by our lazy carelessness
our cowardliness
our own greed

bodes well.so well

knowing what matters

again

knowing eachother
and bidding

to do eachother

well

again

(   )
)        (
(    )
(             )
------
-------

It was once a River

WE ONCE WERE MEN

//

Every TRUE QUESTION has no answer

•

The greatest love ?

//

She wanders where NO-ONE can see her

••

She speaks the SACRED LANGUAGE never spoken

••

I knew her once and that's enough

/\
/<>\
/          \
------------

Little hot foxy babe

Rules the school with tiger eyes

Anyone can get inside her

They all know the price they'll pay

••

Tears oh ! Watch them flow !

Watch them flow -- just step aside !

The price is paid

One more soul ---  under mind control

One more  body glorified

••

All the little girl watch and see

All they'll ever want  to be

The foxy hot babe hoppin on the stage

Though this of course!
They will deny

•

Ruling the corridors with tiger eyes

Practicing just practicing

For the fantasy  of a destroyed life

•

Illuminati slave

Well oiled & well paid

Til (alas!)

They're found O.D.

Lying on the bathroom floor

(?....refugees....?)

::

( naked girl ...... On fire ! )

Racing down the street

•

YOU ARE GONE ! ---- she screams

//

days roll on by like anti - depressant pills

Across the table

••

Frozen moments

( nothing changes )

)(

Refugees

//

Naked and ******

Unloving

••

We flee from each other

But go nowhere

///  • ||
|| <>   ||


(. •. ).  ( • ).    

Goddesses DO appear

///

She

///

She decided to be real

// /

And so she was

/////////

She carries silent corpses
But
She does not weep

(She cannot feel -- she cannot care
Any more )

She says

BETTER OFF DEAD

•

She looks each empty eye
Thru to You

And starts to speak
But she is too weak

And just falls down

.


Words

                         ( Drifting )

//


where poems once were forming


Honor and honesty

::

We

Shame the Name

//

:::

~

Bones

Graveyard of saints

Words

Formed with dignity


Poets

( Facing death )

We

Shame the name

:/:

We lie  !

We **** the human race

)(

Words

( drifting )

Meaningless stories

Of mindless fornicating

We call it love

//

We shame the name

//

We cover the world

With death

::

Drifting




.

while the lovers

BOO HOO

(in synchopated style!)

while they cry

they and their lover

are being murdered

but

"its alright

and it would be alright

if only you were here"

--

YOUR LOVER IS ALREADY A CORPSE!

--

your love

is

NECROPHILIA!

--

what da hell

is wrong with everybody?

OjjjjjO
•|•
0

No dreams no more

Empty tales (well told !)
Of blissful *******

All that is here

••

The sadness of your betrayal is carried

By every child moving

Toward inevitable doom

••

Yes!

Talk of winds of radiance mingled with
The sweetness of the feelings
Of your *******

Bringing nature itself unto disgrace

••

SO HUMAN BEINGS **** !

Ah such wisdom !

Ah such Poetry !

The world is dying

WE --- **** AWAY !!

••

( and then
OF COURSE !
The razor blades !! )

••

///.....///

The way you talk about your love

Is like

Beating a dead horse to death

---

:::::
(              )
                                          ­                        & so ... ?

BUT ALSO

Death is boring

& so ... ?                                                            
//

/////  • ||
<>

#####

We are bored / we are dying
We are dying / how boring

####

( & so ... ? )

####

Out to the open field

The oft proclaimed Wilderness

( of free choice and understanding )

•

We can numb ourselves
Call lust love

Hurt each other
Hurt ourselves

Get mad
Take revenge

Forgive
Say *******

Get depressed
Take our meds

Rip ourselves to shreds

pretend our dreams
Have more than a
Snowball's chance in hell
Of coming true

Since we really have no dreams anyway

YOU KNOW

JUST KEEP DOING WHAT WE ARE DOING

until we actually commit an ugly suicide

Or just plain die ugly

--------

OR NOT

-----------

But we can't just do nothing
Cause that would be boring
And boredom is death
As we know

/////

??         Now         ??

WHAT REALLY MUST WE DO TO BE SANE

AND HAPPY IN TODAY'S  WORLD ?

would be an interesting topic for these

Poetry exercises people get into

••

Wouldn't  it ?

••

But

We

ARE MASTERING  THE

PAIN GENRE !

We

ARE

POETS OF THE


GREAT BROKEN !

we have become

MASTER POETS OF

REVENGE  RANTING

////

to build a new world
A LIVING WORLD

we would have to

START ALL OVER !

CREATE REAL MEANING

GIVE UP ON OUR

SUPER STARDOM AND OUR SUPERSTARS

///
/:::/

& so ... ?

What is it that we must do ?

••

Well

NO USE THINKING ABOUT IT

HAVE FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS ABOUT IT

INVEST OUR LIVES IN IT

IF WE ARE NOT REALLY GOING

TO DO IT

IS THERE ?

///

( & it IS fairly obvious

What it is


Isn't it ? )

//////

Well

I 'll talk some more about this later

And just hold every one in my heart

And assess how best to go from here

In a manner that is easy to enter into

And useful and kindly

// • |
<>  
/      (     \
      ) )

(       )
                                                     **

The first shock

Upon realizing how      Meaningless

our lives are

Brings forth SUICIDAL IMPULSES

these give way to thoughts of ANGER

even ******

/////                      

Eventually we realize we are still capable of love

                                           ••

Fill our soul with god

And become whole

And stop pandering to each other's useless tales of pain

O __O
" •"   "•"
||
~<>~


Free

The ONLY ONE left

••

The drums of War

(  playin the time -worn games )

--

Little children in rags

( the moral visions of ---   Yesterday )

••

The littered streets

( ideas torn from once -passionate hearts  )

The broken promises we gather up

Our weapons !

To strike our " lovers "

Cross the cheek !

••

FREE

ONLY  ONE

••

Days of Darkness

(Our deepest sense
Of
Cherished Familiarity )

••

We have

"OUR PEACE !"

We

Trudge the Long  Death Street

but

(At least ! )

We're in the lead !

Make peace with yourself!

All else is really *******
As we know
--
No use in tryin
To
"Pretty things up"

REALITY

It don't do nothin

It just sits there and "is"

It is good

(  (                                        
( (                
•
                           ) )
                                                     )   )





we the fragile                                                    

• •

THERE ARE NO
                                                              ­      GREAT MEN

ANYMORE

~~

we wander

We call it       Our
               Given   Destiny !

••

We carry our         Suit cases
Of emotions !

( our Sensitive feelings ! )

From

Old hotel to old hotel

///

We treat each other as

Mere Possession

To

BUY AND TO SELL

Tattered baggage

Strewn across the deserted trail

•
•

When it's over      .....  (?)

Well ..... (!)

The story falters as we fall down

And like LOOTERS

or LOVERS

We pick up the broken pieces

From off the ground

(                                                       
                                                  )
(                                   
                           )
(
\/
/\
/    \
                                   #####
                                                           ­    ( nobility )
•

The lone warrior

••

                                                 The real

••
••

Just a few

A very few

A precious few

                                                              Warriors are here

(          
           )
(      
         )
\/
/\
/    \
((((((      )))))))

•

We weave pure holiness
Into

The sacred tapestry

•

We simple breathe

All the truths are -- here

••

Gentle golden strands of child memories

Death and birth

/:::/

Why do we feel so weak ?

Why heed the lies false spoken  ?

Why seek
That

Which we know is not here  ?

/::/

All we think we know !

All we claim to understand

In a language that churches slaves !

That bid us bow to the Master Race  !!

••

Free

Weave your picture as you please

Walk your Chosen Way

call it anything  that's real

Just so we know just what you mean

// ;;;
             • \
<>


If only ma could see me now !

***** for a rich and famous man !

•

Gonna be his mistress some day !

Taking classes every night !!

•
•
•  

At the sacrifices I'm the one who lights

The holy fire where we **** the babes

••

AND MOMMA THOUGHT I'D NEVER

AMOUNT TO ANYTHING !

••

And here I am !!

Gettin PAID for gettin LAID !!

.



He wanders THE dream

::

                                     ( he listens to everything )

//

He carries the vision

Over all seas


Every soul

Knows him by name

•

Simple  love

SEE

HOLD

KNOW

/::/

Footsteps thru sands

Footsteps thru snow


."

Going to get you

Wherever you are

come
the fight is on

come the fight
come

we are as weak as possible
rejoice!

we have been miserably silenced!
lie down!

we shall fight forever
we have forever's strength

we are not the phoney ******* that you worship
or
vote for!
who
abuse you
so pitiably!!

the fight is on

come fight

the fight is on
fight or not

be a man or a slave

its up to you

a man
or
a phoney
*******
its up to you

()
(    )
(.     )
\/         \/
0             0

Softly one wind blows all around

The fires are burning in streets

The terrified

And
The police

Gently the pure song plays

••

Naked the young ******* her rounds

••

If she got money we call her a Christian

If she don't we call her --  raw meat

•

The one full power is here

TELL ME ABOUT  IT TOMORROW
you say

••

The utter horror so tragically
Is accepted as a gift from god

As the one  wind blows all around

And the drone airplanes fly

And YE babble like yer lookin for love

But all yer doin is preparing to die

          *
                *
+  +


Let us Walk together



( Do not be afraid )

Death is always here

••

I know you really want to fall in love

But perhaps we must put some things

Aside for awhile

•

The skies are streaked with ****** images

And all the children are weeping

•

All the Parents are hiding

In the sanctity

Of the most infantile of sound bytes

Abandoning

Even the basic premise of responsibility

••

Come

We must walk and talk about the death that is here

We must not allow our humanity to wither

We Must not divide

Nation from nation

Brother from sister

We cannot allow ourselves to fall to fear or pride

•

To **** so that we do  not DIE

••

Come

It is THE time!

Come

Best to put somethings aside for awhile
.

bougainvillea!
oh bougainvillea!

what a bougainvillea day!

as we wander the countryside in search of eachother!

-------------

amid the vitriol and the petrol and the pain

------------

amid the words and the imagry

the politicians and the total a--holes

the wasted love and the wasting lovers

the human bodies in full decay!

--------

(and you and I perhaps

amid dreary dreams seeking the one sky's "opening"

seeking the one god's grace

------------

but then

we sing!!!!!

"bougainvillea!
bougainvillea!!!

what an immensely boring bougainvillea day!"

---------

we could of said

"i love you"

but we were too afraid



-----

The hour

Heavy upon us

---

This one!

And the child over there

---

We die so quietly  

So quaintly
...
In subtle rhythms

----

We do not dare challenge ourselves to challenge the system

__
  
We do what they ask of us!

We play OUR GAMES

---


Death stinks!

Yes

It is we ourselves!

We ourselves

Stinking up the place!

|||
~~
|||

All the little kids had their begging bowls

They wandered listlessly  thru the streets

They heard their was a Lady of the Hills

She was stirring a Big *** of Soup

& would feed them if they came

••

They wandered toward the River

Where was the Bridge that led to the hills

••

The Elders warned them

They would find NO Lady of the Hills
No Soup

Only Danger

••

Still
They went

The walked down to the River

How could they cross it?

•

The next morning they were Gone

They were never seen again

Were the lured unto  Villains?

Did they die seeking ?

Did they find her and were safe?

••

No one ever knew

(             ^^^           )
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                                               One small boy

///                                                

Yes indeed

                                         ••

is he gonna be your boyfriend by and by ?

God forbid !

( This one destined to be a man )

••                          

In these the days of only - WAR

                               ••

gentleness

//        

The strength of eternity

Walks the road

You might walk awhile by his side

.






the bay

Dawn has come

Ships enter the harbor

                                                    ( War)

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The truth has been invaded

//.      .//

Only I am here

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song

::

Drifting

Gathering

Who might come

To the rescue of humanity

)(

                                         ( boy )

Little Mary is watching you

Little lovely  Mary !

Yes she is

••

We shall die soon

Either way
We shall die soon

""

Be brave

"""""

Bay

The ships enter the harbor

"""

Here they are and here we are

"""

Yes indeed
Yes indeed

.



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                                                            ( come on ! )

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far away from the cryin babes

& their " broken " hearts

~~~

into the world

••

We are to become the Men

|~~|

The Song is lovely

Full & Complete

;;

Lovely maidens dancing

On the rise

""

See the gentle children in  their eyes

••

You are here so that they may survive

((

Walk the true road

//

Strong people are gathering

//

It is THAT time


;;


Put your life now

On the line

//

Don't ya worry

You're doin  fine