...  ... Oh so very tired

of tryin to be men --

••

Looking for some meaning

In a lover's eye

//

But all the girls are cryin

( crying )

Tryin to be

A FOREVER child

••

••

A FOREVER child

///

Ain't no fun anymore

//

Playing  " house "

Going bedroom to bedroom

Going door to door

••

Playin the BROKEN game

Till nobody cares anymore

••

So tired

All alone within the ******* serenade

||||

while the future is here

Just like a boot in the face

//

Get drunk / **** / & go to sleep

Just don't make it anymore

••

Acting like clowns

Playin house

Until the house burns down

(                                                                ­      
(                                  

•

                  ­                       )          
                                                               )



^^^^^^                 ^^^^^^               ^^^^^^

Monumental moment

You appear

In all your personal Colors

In your most sacred Sounds

:::

Lovely girl

Lovely boy

Transcend this world

You are strong if you are honestly

Here

•

The day !

Creation yields

Everything

To those who are worthy

And you are worthy

If you know you are

All the fires have been lit
The sacred songs are being sung again
Calling the young boys off to the hills
To join the revolutionary militias!!!
---
All the fires
-----
And a soft and lovely child
Sees  the young boys off to the hills
----
Listen to the sacred songs!
MAYBE THEY AREN'T AS SACRED AS THEY SEEMED
and THE FIRES  look
too well planned!
--

And a soft and lovely child

Looks at the fires in the hills
And up above them

The stars
----
I don't know just what you want
I'm trying to understand
Who you are
--
Here I sit amid -----fire
The sacred song is in my ear
.
I and the lovely child
We

Singing softly
Below the stars

of all the girls I ever did love

////  • ||
<>


###

There is one thing I can say about all of them

//                            

That I loved them because of

The immensity of love they showed for

Everyone / Anyone

Around them

Allowing me to see all people

More compassionately and clearly

//

And that everyone of them

Acutely and thoroughly

Knew this

And appreciated it

With their whole being

For it helped them complete

What was their life 's

Purpose and Journey

••

And though we came and went

( so to speak )

We NEVER parted

And where ever they are

I remember every moment

With

Joy

&

Gratitude

&

Supreme Humility

& I know for certain

That that is how they remember me

all the gods but one are here

doing so very little

but hide our fear
hide our shame

destroy our spirit
rot our soul

but
who cares?

we see we are dying anyway

any eternity will help
to pass the time

til we become

what everyone becomes

.


& you with heart & mind

For sale

<>

a little show of Power

& here you are !

:::

I little show of Truth

& there you go !

#

We know how love can save a soul

We look at each other thinking

OH *******

••

who should we elect for president ?

Mickey Mouse or Mousey Mike

Or the guy over there with his head up his *** ?

••

We as a nation

Are a total ******* ****** up farce

Wearing animal faces

And having no heart

><

only I

                                     (  & maybe you  ?  )

trying to live true

•

•

I wonder if Barbie Doll is running ?

//

Me ?

I like the *******

Hangs out on 5th Ave

she's honest at least

( Ya give her yer $5

& ye gets yer ******* ! )

••

The rest are simply hell on earth

If it was as complicated as they claim

Then it would all be impossible!!!
--
So
Don't listen!
--
It's simple enough for
You to be here!

You are here
I am here
We are here
--
So lets sit down and talk awhile
.
I  KNOW
there's something
You are DYING
To say!
--
-
we gather in the hills
we watch the pilgrims
Down  below
walking upon the
Pilgrim Road
.

simply seen!

..
As are we
As are we

Slow

The ENCHANTMENT!

••

Out across the Plains

SEE

All the high school

Maidens

In a row!

••

ZOMBIES!

In the prison of their bodies

NO ESCAPE!

••

Walking the corpse lined road

••

99%

Are slaves

To the wealthy kids over there!

••

Slow enchantment

Taken its toll

••
••
••

Nothing will stop the Show

Except rising up
And saying

"NO!"

••

( no
Matter
What

YO MAMA

Says)

A little longer now!

COME ON!

--

No use dyin for nothin
--
--
--

Violence
--

Gather all the love you need

IT IS HERE !

--
Do NOT succumb to sadness

NOR
Mad grief

--

You are not condemned to

HIGH SCHOOL FOREVER!

--

Be free

A free human being

it is
the hidden terrain

it is
mystic

we are
lost

we are
lonely

we shall not falter
we shall not die

out here in the middle
of nowhere

shall we?  

NO

let them come wilth all their arms
let them
come
let them

we are ready

we are with eachother

ARENT WE?

we have all the power
the only power is love

we have all our love intact

hence we have the power

all the power
all the power

and so softly they came
( and so thoroughly )

and they are here

and our children are enslaved
all in the single moment of
a simple baseball game

we were watching

we became stupid

didn't we"

so we write our stories down!

go to the movies!....(and dead dreams)

One more War!

Whatever!

Right?
-------

In the street--- body parts

Children running

Horror
-----

Coming this way
------
Little people
we run

Within the shadows of churches
Court houses
And the police
-----

Movie theaters
And
Billboards

&

All the rest

//


Oh yeah

All the sad girls

//                                                

there they are

Out takes

From a ***** video


Little naked girls

( such sad girls )

Bits of Picture there on the floor

Couldn't play the part
Of the ***** with the good heart


//

Oh

All the sad girls

The  going mad girls

With some lover        ( you ? )

In the back pocket

Of their jeans

In the darkened studio of manufactured dreams

.Edited out for eternity

""

Sad sad girls !

( yeah )

Cut from the scene

All the sad girls

And their  mad poetry

.


Love

******* ******* LOVE

//

the claim to be in love !

The claim that ones existance has some significance

Be YE a tea bag patriot

Claiming to love AMERICA

Or a HP babe claiming to love a boy

!!


Trying to show others your life is real


!

YOU ARE MY ONLY ONE FOREVER !!

Jesse ******* ******* CHRIST


""

She says

I LOVE YOU

He says

*******

//

The tea bagger comes to SAVE AMERICA !

AMERICA says

Really ?

Jesus ******* Christ !


""

So

Why don't we accept the pain that is here

And really live and really love

Instead of filling up the world


With STERILE words of stupid love !

Do you know why you do it !


You know you fool no one

Public dying !!

******* that's all there is


.

addressed to YOU

sound like an addict's ode

To his crack pipe

0
/\
/\

                                                              ­ ( here's one )

( <> )

If

*******

Was actually an act of love

Then

******* !

wouldn't be an expression of hatred

come

the loveless

come

--

you are the love

---

in darkest corners

a candle

in most fearful situations

courage

in me

you

in you

me

-----

the sea rages

the sea  calms

we rage

we become calm

we finally

understand

----

come

all the way

we call to eachother

with pure bodies

(
                                  (
                                                           (
                                                             \/
                                                             /\
                                                             /    \
•

sweet
                                                               Possibly this time
Real                

////                              
                                
It's truly not better to die you know

••

The opening

The true way

Thru the madness

( some have gone )

••                                

In the diner
Eating our donuts
                                   Drinking our coffee

Watching the policemen ****

/////

The black sky

The burning day

••

We fall in love

With no-body

We then so proudly

                                      Tell the world !

////                                          
         In the alley

The saintly bag lady sings

burning

will we have a tomorrow?

i dont think so

soon..."this"
will all be gone

----------

oh such ****** love songs we pretend to sing!

love!!!!!!!

mere possessiveness ensplendored by our
adoration of pain!

perverting the innocence

of children

---------------

on the subway

from

brooklyn to hell

i saw the prostiture

of my dreams

------------

the president of the united states!

what is "the president of the united states?"

you have to go to college not to know

-------------

you might not believe this

but

ONCE THERE WERE PEOPLE ON THE EARTH!

some even in the usa!

and all of us together

yes, i guess

we are all together
or.....no!

are we together?

who shall i ask?

HOW CAN I FIND YOU?

HOW?

little words of poetry

DRIBBLE OUT

little tiny people

we have lost our way

we are isolated

babbling words

we can't hear each other anymore

we are lost souls

all alone

it is not how it was meant to be

we could rebel if we'd
come alive

will we "come alive"

YOU TELL ME

indescribable joy

the gentlest child

the sacred mother
and her man

the community

MAN IN THE ENTIRETY
the holy purpose in your eyes
---------

we brought forth  heaven
for a while

we stood before the demons and spoke
we  were heard in all our subtlety

we stood before death and cried
cried out to the children
to follow
their own heart unto eternity
----

indescribable joy
that i know you and that that you
certainly
shall
remember me
through all the days

///

Now I'll lay me down to weep

I pray OH LORD .....

---- (?) ----

streets
carnival tune
dancing laughing
we

--

we

can do what we must

-----

it is simply love

-----

love

then  love
comes easy

love

---

streets
carnival tune
dancing laughing
we

---

and so then we say
"who is here?"

violently intriguing

yet we see with such
passive eyes

the monumentality of the slaughter
that shall soon take place

amid the loveliness

creatures
so pure and saint-like

enjoying

all sense of purposeful sharing
and the child's modesty

and as oftimes we hear eachother say:

"are we really even here-at-all?"

and the monumentality
of even thinking to speak

and yet we dare go on

unto the only door worth entering

and we go in
and take a seat

(                
*
                    )




                                                              ^^^

Free
                                                    Stay free

Alright ?              

••

Ain't the time to falter

//

                You are needed now

//                                
Amid all the peoples of the world

                                   •

Here we are !

Find the source of love itself

Deep within you

Here we are again !

Purest waters

From high mountains

Flowin down

-----
x   x
&
0

Anything --- is god !

Every god -- creates the whole world !

Every world -- is the WHOLE world !

All the every worlds exist within each and every other world

Each of US -- (WE )
Are

That which was before god

We enter god and it is good

Together we create BREATH

Another name for BREATH is BIRTH - AND - DEATH

When the height of the inhaled breath
Becomes one with the depths of the exhaled breath

the universe becomes fulfilled

Let it happen

And be fulfilled

DYING ON THE CROSS
.
Has a real meaning
Not the ******* Christian thing
------
The
IT
In
IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION
"is"
an illusion
-
All else
(If there is anything else)
Is not an illusion
--
It's up to you
You know?
__

Whatever GAME
Whatever ROLE you play

PLAY IT WELL!
My friend
--
You may not know now
But
WE'LL ALL BE TOGETHER
AT THE "END"

.




Softly guide

All children  unto me

)    (
(             )
)  (

;;;;

What would happen to you

If you'd guide all children unto me  ?

:;

how would you do it ?

( guide all children unto  me )

•

I would be grateful

If
You would guide

All the children unto me

.


As we paint the picture

That we call

MY LIFE

is that the OTHERS  in it


Stay within their drawn lines

And don't go straying where they would !

And don't start loving for themselves !


What a mess that would be !

Freedom !

So unreal

Like something

Madmen

Might hallucinate !



.

Ancient rain

We

One with Dawn's

Colors

Of pure Emerging

----

ALIVE!
(still)

REVOLUTION is folly

BEAUTIFUL FOLLY!
---

We enter the world
..

All we see is

POLICE STATE

all who would live may do so freely

)(                                                )(
^
<^>
////  • ||
<>  
                       )
           ####
          /\     /\



                                        all the others ?

May you die in peace

••

and god looked down and saw

The ******* lovers and their ******* love

And was amazed !

//

He thought of doing the FLOOD thing again

But then .....(?)

WHY BOTHER ?

THEY ' LL ALL BE DEAD SOON ANYWAY

//
//


and a soft song

Ringing thru the meadows

And a true boy

Comin from the hills

//

There was a fresh breeze

A power sweetly growin

There was a free breath

Yielding a free will

••

Your light shines !

So good to have you near me

Your arms hold

Every single One

//

We are now here

With heart and soul united

and from the tyranny

We are returning HOME

/::/

a free song

Heed it if ya wanna

If not ?

Just go your way alone

My poems are so tiresome!

Aren't you "sick of it?"
---
---

LIFE

(                             )
/ ) \                     / ( \
/ \                       / \

Lovers coming face to face

///:///
///:///

to not be broken you must simply stay whole

that is

Your relationship with your beloved should be

No different

Than your relationship with any other person

////

This is

STRENGTH

•

A true lover guides you into the

Heart of ALL

of EVERYONE

//

the dance !

//

Love unfolds and life becomes

Crystalline and bright

And we rejoice thru out the holy days
that are here

//

Pure unto Pure

//

Each moment ?
FOREVER



The Song of Songs

( The play of plays )

Yeah

We                                          )
                 •
(              are

                                    almost gone

:: ::


strangers still

We talk about the mountains

But we never climb the Hill

//

We dyin

We know it

But we haven't got the will to change

//

We almost gone

•         •

Almost gone

••

Lady talks a love

With her razor in her hand

You know you'll never find her later

In the Promised Land

///

She lookin for a Lover

But ends up with just a Naked Man

She's gone

So            Gone

|||

|||

Ain't no surprises

We know what's up ahead

We want a world were we can say

WE MIGHT AS WELL BE DEAD

( IT 'S SAFER THAT WAY )

//

Cartoon characatures

Lost in our masquerade

GONE

ALMOST GONE

SO VERY GONE

( though I really thought you'd come to say )

:::                                                        
:::                                                      
                         A mighty long time

We seen the bitterness grow

Stronger                

Day by day.        

//

Can anybody still

Even remember

What peace is ?

__
|      She   |


Wanders


|  The long road  |
-----------------------

She stays free

•        •

Lovers lie on beds of fire

For awhile

Then go their own way

//

She never started playin

Those games

//

Alone

Gathering strength

Finding real friends

Seeking the mythical TRUE COMMUNITY

••     ••

I

Follow

The sense of eternity

The purity

The love that creates the world

//

Perhaps we shall meet

//

It's a mighty long time

Perhaps we shall meet

It's a might long road

But we got plenty a time

.




free song

          (     Lonely
                                            Lonely     )

Loneliness                                                              
                                               means you are dying

••

Dying hard

( so meaningless )                                    ......

(  • )

||

NOW IS THE MOMENT

WHEN ENLIGHTENMENT

MAY SAVE THE WORLD

//

or we may simply die from the pain

( I don't know --- really )

::

TRYING TO GET STRONG

BUT IT IS ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE

///


( adios --- )

--maybe --

•

Oh god !

What good is enlightment with no real power ?!?!?!

::::

//

Soon

all will be known

                                             ( From either side

                            Of the grave )

""

....... Longing to be seen

                                                                              goes there

••

By the dark River

••

longing to be seen

she

                                                                  comes here

••

I sit on the banks of the Dark River

all alone sits I

On the banks of the dark river

( she appears )

This you today is cute but in a million years
This you today will still be cute but not then but then again
It won't be you today
But it will still be you
So don't worry just love everybody you see
Because what's true for you is true for them
----
After an infinite number of
"The END of days"
Something is still somewhere doing something
But what?---
I don't know
----
Is god eternal?  How would I know
And who cares?  And why should I care about what I'm
Told I should?
---
SOMETMES I wanna just get laid and sometimes I wanna fall in love
You gotta problem with that?
Who cares?
---
All the
So-called righteous people are just scared so I try to help them live

^^^



escape                                          *

                       the boogie - man is everywhere

••

//                //

( we are so demented
& perverse ... !

we write poems to ex-lovers

Telling them we hate them ! )

SICK !

••


••

It's a long walk sort of a day down here

)(

Where to go ?

Who to see ?

HOW TO SAVE THE  WORLD !

••


looking for You

##                                           ##
we are ALL ex- lovers
aren't we ?
##                                           ##

To save the world means simply

TO LOVE AGAIN

•    •

( &

HERE

we are ! )

¥•¥

.

amid the violence


///

Freedom

( freedom )

:::

HOW FREE IS YOUR LOVE ?

//


One boat leaves the harbor

( refugees )

All of them

••

One love

One god speaks

"""

•

"""

In the boat or on the shore

)(

One love

One god speaks

)(

The child

Amid the violence

the vow
.
"i do"
.
we marry the world

are you here?
..
the child is already born!
.
lost and homeless
...
what shall we do?
---
the vow
.
"i do"
.
we marry the world

are you here?
..
the child is already born!
already born

/// ;;
// •  • ||
<>
                                                     0
                                                     /\
                                                       ::::

WE
-

Come to me

When I see the Light--  of None

SO BE IT !

( let it be done )

•

Seasoned
It shall Spring Forward

Or                                        
We shall
Wither & Burn

Begging
the Light to return

Asking
The Light to become .....

To become
what IT IS !

To become
what IT WANTS !

( come child
Walk the lonesome night for awhile )

As we too
Try

To become what we want

••
••

&
Look !

See !

She
From the tenemented  fire escape

Sees all the children
Sees them take to the barren streets

Within the chilly evening

Looking for love

••
••

HE

He sees her looking to him

The Inside Detective

Deceptively Protective

( for by the essence of his presence --

He tries to inspire them
To come Home)

Protector of Truth !

Invader of Lies !

Bringer of faith to those who survive

Out on the streets
& the Darker Side

To rescue the Truth
&
Bring Hope in what's Right

--

A part of the people

But
One inside
••

She looks back to her room from the fire escape

Feels the courage
Shares his grace

Walks she proudly
Into
The night

Stands in the darkness
Under street light

Faces the loneliness

But it's alright

Knowing he is always
By her side

••

now
in the "simple"
now
.
we rage against the rage
we see the loveless marauders
camp on our shores
NO! NO! NO!
..
. we ride the wild horses unto the hills
we call out the 1000 names of god
and you come there
...
ALWAYS
__
INTO THE SIMPLE
.
always
.
you are there

always movin
movin on

always  "here"
always
--------------

come...........

our problem is not that we are ......misunderstood

but that we lack......understanding!


"being in love".....does not mean..."being greedy"

there are too many poems about ....."being hurt"

there are too few poems about....."doing the hurting"
-------

in the middle of a life we find
everybody still...."here!"

wanting us to be......................"what?"

come
dare to try tell me!
-------

we seem too  "busy" to try fulfill someone elses ......need!

AND SO?

we are all then quite needy

-----

always movin
movin one
always "here"
always

Broken
.
(The promise)
--
The vision from the broken window

Lonely
The strangers in the misted dream that once was clear
--
You DID say that you would
Certainly appear?

(It's how I remember)
--------
there were poets then!
Lovely ladies!
Children born to
Gentleness
---
--

Returning
Thru the pages
Of fairy tales and fantasies
Of remembered embraces
Of solemn vows
And trust

Winds that bore us into poverty
But still
I never thought you would become afraid
--
--
We were young
(I think we are still now!)

We were weak
( we thought it didn't matter!)

And I know
We don't think no different
Somehow
.....

Broken

Shattered the mirror!

I can't see myself
In midst Fate

Broken traces of hopefulness

Yet sill
There were moments of
The most exquisite certainty!

Existing forever
(Not just in memory)
-
Your face!

Your true generosity !

Ragged and broken

But ..........?
---
We loved and do now

and no matter we
come thru
we are ......."the favorites"

the blood red day
exploding
in our faces
we see

eachother
wherever we are

we love eachother
fully forever completely

we feel
heart beat strong
all and everyone
and everything

we
pulse to pulse
breath to breath
as young lovers

loving

holding on

amazingly graceful

we

wasting away
lo! behold!
the killing of a nation
the ****
of every single  child
the end of human
sensibility
----------
the wind blows calm and free
carrying its load of deadly radiation
.
as we walk by
waiting to die
--------
wanting to die!
(maybe)
...
they have stolen everything
..
"what else can we do?"
we say

the burnt symbols

the burnt flesh of anger

the country............sold

all that is left is the incoherent babbling

of over-age boys

playing cops and robbers

on the tenemented hearts and minds

of tea bagged-out frightened

once-angels

that only tee vee commentators

can hold in place

america
you are gone
the earth has spit you up
all your children are insane
YOU CANNOT BE HELPED
YOU CANNOT BE "SAVED"
.......
america
disgraced
inane
.
america
home of insufferable fear
home to insatiable greed
--------------
YOU CANNOT BE HELPED
YOU CANNOT BE "SAVED"
........
PEOPLE !
there is no life remaining
here
___
PEOPLE!
COME
BE FREE
.......

come

BECOME THE WORLD

What?
Wisdom?
Here?

you shittin' me!

dumb babes
Up and down the street
Dumb  babes

Lovin' everything about the person
Everything BUT the person!
LOVE?

*you shittin'me*
------
Singin a song bout brainless zombies
It's called
"AMERICA!  AMERICA!"


We live here!
..
*I hope you shittin' me