ah....see!

little dorcas from the orphanage!

so sweet!
so sweet little dorcas
she who loves me cause i love her
and pick her up and hold her when she is afraid

little little dorcas!

she was ***** when she was eight years old
it took me 2 years to gain her trust
so that she would even accept a  touch

now she lets me pick her up

sweet sweet little dorcas!

joey and mary are her friends
they protect her and defend her from
the fears she does not need

(or does she?)

sweet little dorcas from the orphanage
with her sometimes frozen stare
sweet little dorcas from the orphanage
who sometimes doesn't even know i'm there

(but i am)

years and years and years and years

and me and little dorcas

below the stars

*** (  )))        
    /(     )\
    /\  

                                                        ( bent outta shape )

••

REAL QUESTION
--
would having *** with a SHEEPLE
make you guilty
of the sin of

******* ?

/: /

If so

Since most of us don't stand up
against  
TYRANNICAL , CHILD KILLING AMERIKKKA

We are SHEEPLE !

and if having *** with

SHEEPLE
Is

*******

is it any wonder that our

Dalliances
Aren't blessed by god ?

Tentatively speaking
In half truths and riddles
The tiny guru
Invades the garden
.
The garden's been invaded
By half truths and riddles
.
The tiny guru's in the garden
------
__
(My daughter's gone!
My magic spell's been broken
Weeds weeds
Oh my garden!)
----

we are the stuff our myths are made of

FAITH  OH FAITH
DO NOT ABANDON ME NOW

THE CHILDREN CRY OUT
AGAINST THE HORROR

I AM HERE DRESSED  ONLY
IN
MY SACRED VOW

.....
.....
......
Tentatively speaking
....
The guru's in the garden
Such a tiny guru
Such a big garden
:::::
::::;
:::::

who is she?

(embodied fearlessness)

if you can stay with me!

----

into the  darkness
or into the death
of the spirit
the death of truth

----------

if you cant love everyone
can you love anyone?

--------

such a lie
this whole culture
and its phony wars

------

and my love?

yes it is you

embodied fearlessness

fearless
of truth

             (                   
     *                        
*   *   *
------

And I ....

We walk together DEATH has invaded
The sacred streets

•

You sing the Good Song out loud

••

We are waiting

•

Armies gather

••

We walk the DEATH sentence
Word for word

We sit in the shadows with those crying

We sit in the shadows with You

•

The clock tower is wailing

We sing the Good Song

To the living and the dying

•

We cross the Bridge at Dawn

••

We bathe in Sacred Waters and try to rest

Oh my god !

Oh -- the dreams !

since it is natures's way

that we love the one we are

doing the hanky panky* with

.......
.......

perhaps we should be more
careful about

who we are doing the

hanky-panky with!

.....
.....

DUH!

.......
.......

perhaps we should love everyone

and then do the hanky-panky* with

the one we know we should be doing

the hanky-panky* with!!

....
....

DUH!!

---------------

*
i used originally a 3 letter word for"hanky-panky"
but it seems to have been censored

the tired weary whatever
that we call "man"

say it sonnetly
say it pentameterly reallistic

or surreal

or in fashion ee
cummings

please!
forget

ts eliot
or ezra pound!

at last!
be found!

walking NAKED BEACH!
looking for your lady
or man

do not elkdoeyt
or
slieinr
or sdo8si

we await

solemn reflection

concerning

and
.....the driftin.....
----
this world?
THIS?
.
we have left
.
left completely
..........
this we have done
.
done completely
_
driftin
.
winds blow
the one breath spirit
goes where it goes
.....

we follow
__

driftin
.
we are the seed forming
ONLY
a new world
.......
the old one is dead
..
we have left it
completely
......

i ONLY see you
as one
driftin freely
seed
of

a better world
....

only see you

as you are

///
///

Fortress YOUTH has fallen!
Fallen!

FALLEN !

••

Innocence !

Bleeding on the ROBBER BARON STREETS

••
••

Everybody got a reason to be here
Everybody has a need
To be KNOWN

Everybody sick to death
Of all the

DEATH

& the fear

Everybody want something
That just don't exist

••

Everybody scared to actually love

Making the *** thing so much more than it is

Everybody avoiding the touch
Of

Soul unto soul

( speaking of which)

We gotta feel
It

THE MINGLING OF BREATH

••

••

Fortress YOUTH !

( holy Temple )

Me and you

SEED OF TOMORROW

•

Come let us walk together

HAND IN HAND

(   <  0  >  )
/ \
  (          ~~            )
---

He come down !
He is here !

WHO  ?

my sugar daddy !

HOORAY       !!!!

///
\\
///
\\

Ain't no integrity round here no more


---

Just people

With
Slop lives

Slop poetry

///
\\

Silly
Inhuman

Fake

first you feel

"TERRIFIED"

then you say

'THIS IS TERROR"

then you think
then you say

"THERE IS TERRORISM"

------------------

then you look at the world

------------------

everybody knows the child

everybody knows her fate

everybody knows their  part in it

everybody knows how to steal power

everybody knows

everybody knows what they should do

everyybody knows

------------

face the ***** boldly

naked to naked

-------------

face the ***** nakedly

know you know



know you know

what to do

Drift

••

Sun

••

My  eye

••

Ain't gonna fight no more

TAKE YOUR DEATH AND DIE

••

Drift boy

To the edges of life

To the places where we live

••

War paint

--

Aura bright

••

She made a promise to herself

--

Hey babe

Take all my strength

Every child

Every one

•••

I saw a child in the shadows

Looking out

She had no eyes

••

Death comes easy

On the cheap

••

Drift

--

Sun

••

My eye

••

Stop your ******* if you can

from out  the SCREAM
the children
putting their clothes back on
from out of the BRAINWASHING
MACHINE
putting their sexuality
back into proper place

from out of AMERIKKKA
WE
come
from out of the SCREAM
WE
LOVE

the fight is
BEYOND THE BARRICADES

the fight
is

HEART TO HEART
RELEASE

come out of the SCREAM
with your clothes back on
out of ther BRAIN WASHING
MACHINE
with your sexuality in place

so i can see you

MY LOVE

aint no "nobody"

aint no one hidden
aint no hiddin place
any more

aint no "nobody"
aint no hidin places any more

shall you open your heart or will you wait
open your heart
or have it broken
open your heart
aint no "nobody"
aint no one hidden
aint no hidin places anymore
anymore

i know you love me
come on
how can you not love me?
how can i not love you?

aint no "nobody"
no hidin places anymore

////  • ||
<>

##  ##

//

If yer daddy ain't rich -- yer dead

( if he's rich yer still dead

But YE got a nicer coffin )

••

We are all VAMPIRE WANNABES

//

It's kinda ugly but we're okay with that

TOTAL FANTASY HAS ******* REALITY !

( **** ! Might as well make TRUMP president ! )

//
//

the Ferris wheel   ( of Fate ! )

We walk together weirdly

We don't HOLD HANDS no more

::

We touch only on the periphery

Of our morbid pornographic

Ideas ..... Of LOVE !

//

The Ferris wheel spins madly

And comes crashing to the ground

Shadow

The soul fades into the rain

•

The long street

•           •

She

She lives on this block

•

She

Immaculate

•

The rain is falling faint

•

The light are out

••

In the shadows souls appear

• •
              _\
-- ""

|
/     (•) ( •)      \
/
/\
/   \

This is my rendition of PABLO PICASSO'S
Famous painting

BALD GIRL WITH A MOUSTACHE CONTEMPLATING
WRITING A POEM ON HELLO POETRY

////

And the Masses of flesh piling up
Cluttering even their own alleyways

So much talk !
( so little food to eat )

They love to ****
But they don't really -- breed

So many  needs !
They spend their lives on broken knees !

••

Dying every minute of the day !

Pretty ugly
Wouldn't you say ?

The Masses in their alleyways !

( lol ! )

••••
Wait !  Wait !!

this just in !

xxxxxxcc

The X-men are coming to save them !!!

HA ! HA ! HA !

***** charley
was the name of our high
school mascot
back in the early 1930's

we was a bunch of german kids

we loved  adolph ******

--

after the war
i became a used-car dealer

in peoria

--

my wife died

my kids went to college

--

the grand children are

"out there"


----somewhere

X



Unknown

THE GOD
(he
comes)
.

Soon he'll be here


Real soon
---

X

----------
Long
As

Time is

A song is

And a bird and a sky is
---
&
I am and you too

Are here
And
Do you

Wait for him

(The unknown  god )

He who has come?
__

X

--

It is

A sacrificial order
You know

Even
You-know-who
Knows!

SHE!

She knows who
I mean

Don't you?
------

X

----

It is over

MY GOD!  It is over!

He has come

He is unknown

But!

He has come

tower of babel days
king david sings for a rock n roll band

an the ****** mary is a movie star
an she does  no worse than a touch of
soft ****

her mansion costin so much
these days

an the little angel boy
done made a mistake
gave himself over to a
catholic priest

now he's a lawyer for
BP

but he aint yet come down
with
AIDS

PRAISE THE LORD

tower of babel
babel of disgrace

painted faces
cute an viral

sweet hope sacred
is lost in the darkness

an the farce that somewhere
a democracy

is lookin out for the people?

god aint dead
he just done walked away

tower of babel shame

king david got kicked
outa the band

the world is outa money

an the corpses lookin so funny

i guess we shoulda been warned

when the ****** mary
started doin soft ****

da da dada yada
da da yada yada

hey hey frankie boy
they give ya praise as got no joy
hey hey frankie you

aint no slave now....are you!!

da da dada yada
da da yada you

ye are as man upon de earth
no matter
no matter

or maybe it matter!

ya da da da da yadda true
da hell wit all des flatterers

oh yeah
yea are soul true

so a guess a death thinkin.....

we gotta

jus to overwhelm da lies

with unceasing

true


truth............

I just figured out why

Kids

Go to high school!

•

BAD KARMA !!

••••

I dreamed that I was in the gulag
Not remembering

If I was the prisoner being tortured

Or

The guard doing the torturing!

But then I woke up and I was just in high school

••

I read that

Dante's INFERNO

Was just about one day in high school

••

If a kid sits down and meditates

He need not go to high school any more

stumble-bumming thru "history"

the HONEST MAN

embraces the poverty offered him
by bloated kings
and their  minions

who shape all the lies into a

"DEMOCRACY" sort of a thing!

the HONEST MAN

avoiding the  "stain of culture"

sings his own songs
(FOR FREE!)

and accepts the villification
from the slaves

as just an expression of their own shame

the HONEST MAN

seeking  authenticity

finally finds you

WILL YOU LET HIM  "IN"...?

//


It must be a GOOD DAY today

//

Half the poems I've read so far
Are about people wanting
To commit

SUICIDE

:::

Yes yes

SUCH A BEAUTIFUL DAY

+::+
::        ::
(       ::        •       )
<>

              (•)          (•).            

V

We

we are all alright !

( we really GOT to be )

•

Who are we fooling with our loves ?
Who are we kidding with our pain ?

••

We are not like your worn out tennis shoes
In the back of the closet !

•

The master poets !
The master artists !

-?-

We

-?-

In this barren womb we have made of ourselves !

Only shame

!!

Love me and be free

I am the only one you have ever truly written to

••

Come awake

Tomorrow you may find yourself
Where you do not want to be

forceful entry
the **** of all decency

who is ****** all decency?
what if their are no decent people left?

how ugly can it get?
any more ugly than "this?"

sitting so camatose
bathed in indifference
denying that any "bad" is here
trusting leaders
who **** **** and steal

-------------------

forceful entry?

ME?

telling  stories

YOU  WON'T HEAR

The stage is set
--

VULNERABLE

( the name of the play)

_

We are all completely deluded

There is no reality here

We are an invaded humanity

Yet you cry for love

WHY?

Are you in such a hurry to get married and have children?
--

I don't think so

So why this crazed concern about *** and love

Actually

This is a question you might do well
To try answer
--

VULNERABLE

Yes
A razor to your wrist makes you feel vulnerable

Drunk
Naked
******

(vulnerable)

BUT

To say:

**** this ****  I'm outta here till

The

TRUTH is completely revealed

And to call your classmates to join you?

This you do not do!

TOO VULNERABLE ?

You tell me

---

Its nearly sunset
Then comes night
And the dawn

What will you call upon?

What challenge will you fulfill?


PUT DOWN YOUR ******* RAZOR BLADE

THERE'S ENOUGH BLOOD ALREADY HERE

And not enough of your true self

in the burning bed
writhing in tears
begging

"love me....love me"

--

the story is too old
too weak

--

the fleeting afternoon
the stroll in the park

kids play

and we...?

--

writhin in burning beds
of jealousy
and possessiveness
turning into hate

--

there is a meaning
and
a meaninlessness

--

the song is true

strength is here

dance!
sing!

Let me tell ya what I seen

Let me tell ya what I know

---

Oh
Why bother!

(You got Eyes!)

••

Human beings!

KISSIN the fat cat's ***!

Lookin for a GOOD job

(*******!)

••

DEATH ON THE HIGH SEAS
DEATH IN THE LOW ALLEYWAYS

WHEREVER?

DEATH

••

Pretend it ain't so if you wanna

(How well I know that ya wanna)

••

Homeland security!

For the wannabe house ******!

••

In the WILD COUNTRY WITH NO NAME

Waiting for whatever we are waiting for

The GAME is about to begin!

(THEY say the stadium will be blown up
In the 3D QUARTER
in a government FALSE FLAG operation
In order to paralyze us with TERROR

--

(We are already paralyzed with terror!)

••

I'm lucky (or wise!)

I don't have a tee vee set

••

See the children moping around

Looking for role models!

••

MR DEATH!

••

Read the story of King Arthur

Tell me your myth of SACRED POWER

••

Come and let us CLIMB THE MOUNTAIN

••

I'll be THE ONE if you're afraid

••

THEY say that THEY have already terrorized you
And that the world is theirs

••

BARAK Obama is a zero

Are you a zero or just un-caring?

••

If THEY blow up the stadium will THE GAME continue?

(Probably)

••

WHAT GAME ?

Ole billy goat
Wanders by the the ole fence
Over looks the empty houses
Falling down

Thru the garbage and tin cans and corpses

The ole billy goat
He wanders
-----
Lying naked in her dreams she
With her legs spread open to the sun
Receives an invitation and she does release
Her spirit
Which she perceives
Rising upward
Expanding
Unto the skies
-----
Ole billy goat
Wanders
Thru the tin cans and corpses
.
The little boy wonders
And

Weeps

And from beyond every Hill-----
----a new world
------
--

I been even to New York City
.
It weren't good
But it weren't so bad
------
All in all

It don't seem like we are so very
Civilized
Round here
--

(Or none too happy neither)
---

Behind every tree

A naked girl
...

Love

Create a brand new world
---

I shall climb that hill and go into the trees

Amid

REAL NEED

the desire

"to fall in love"

Is just a sign of being  brainwashed

••

TO LOVE

Is the human response to

REAL NEED

••

narcissistic blubber

fills the airways and is pure dementia

••

••

Only sadistic  dumb *****

Read a poem about self mutilation and respond

LIKED THIS

•

•

yeh  im here
spoutin the same ole same ole

yeh its me
changeless monstrosity

----

spoutin the same ole same ole

-----------

ye dont like it!!!!!....???????

CHANGE!

--------

the world dont need
stupid jerrk0ffs

jerkin

------

someone said you was once
human

WHAT TO BELIEVE!!!!

------

---------------

so beautiful was beauty
an yer eyes!

so beautiful yer words!!!!

yer grace!

your smile!!!!!

do you realize?

do you?

that i

remember?

------

spoutin the same ole same ole

yeh



me

Young
Fragile

Like Wind is fragile
Like She ,too,
Emerging

Softly Slowly

Like Water
Is fragile
Moving

From hills
Thru valleys
Toward the sea

Is fragile

Evaporating
Returning
Emerging

Rain
We
Move
Up and down streets
---
What are we to do?
What are we to do
'Til we know what to do?

Simple creatures
Moving
Reigning
Evaporating

Fragiley

Chicago

Detroit

Los Angeles

GONE!

••

(America)

••

We huddle in the ruins

••

We huddle in Memories

Of children

---

We Reminisce

We make up stories of lovers

----

We try to seem Human is all

••

We fail

---

We fling ourselves against the WALL

••

••

Simple Human Love

••

Simple love made to seem the act of the criminal!

••

(so be it)

••

The frozen rigidity

Doesn't need us

Lets get out of here

Out
Of the

CHICAGO

Out of the

DETROIT

The

LOS ANGELES

AMERICA!

Dead!

•••

We live

In the uncharted wilderness

Seeking

TOMORROW

••

We seek TOMORROW

That is where

We will find EACH OTHER

AND LIVE

Heart chakra
...

We live here

Here alone

This is where we live

---
Heart chakra

-------

Come home

Be YE child or bringing child

Aaa

------

The world as is

It cannot be sustained

You will die if you do nothing

All of you
All of us

ALL!

Aaaaa

Heart chakra
---

We live here

ONLY
....

We LIVE

Only

HERE

-
Heart chakra

Weariness

The city street

Weariness

The emptiness

••

We know just who we are

Stardust fallen

We carry the purest seed

••

Weary time

Broken civility

But we go on

On and on

On and on

••

We call eachother

Only by TRUE NAME

On and on

On and on

••

Let the Liars lie

-

The Unholy Guardians?

Walk away

The Power that does not

Fade
Or
Change

Tells the story

That Righteousness brings

••

Weariness

We are strong

We've made Promises

We shall keep

We go simply

On and on

Ancient tales
Of perfect honeymoon!

Woven by lost children
On rainy streets

Can you  imagine the pain that is theirs?
...

Longing for a total escape
From the Hunger
And despair
----
--
Can you imagine the pain that is theirs?
-----
----
Billboards flashing!
..
Glossy the lies!
-
What is the true feeling?

The love of Life
--
The rain shall last thru
An endless night
--
Can you imagine the the pain that survives?
--
--
--
Ancient the tales
The perfect escape

The one truly there?

Hidden by fantacy
And honeymoon dreams

Of little lost children on
Rainy streets
--

Who think they see happiness
When it's us passing by
--
Pretending we're bound in honeymoon dreams
--
Oh my god

The pain that that is there!

If you meet a real soul warrior
On the road

Talk to him
---

All the talk about WW3

When it's over---what?

WW3!
----

When you read from the poets here
About high school ---
                What's next?

WW3!
----

When you talk to the real soul warrior
On the road-------
      Listen up !

we come we see we feel
and know

we touch we dream we create
the world where gentle children
grow

we join together
fearlessly

we finally
understand

the power of love

------

the shadows part
and we

face to face

return the earth
to sanity

Sad oh sad this sad day is

-----

Hard to see you but I know you are

More Eternal than the Stars

------------

Covered by your ragged Aura

Cornered by your lack of Faith

••
••

(& I?

Once the proud boy

From the Poet Hill

Wander by and talk for a while )

••

Sad oh sad your sad face is

Tear streaked blubber blubbering

About some fanciful pretend lover

Who left you or found you

Oh whatever!


Either way is bout the same

••

Fear of showing lack of Courage

Leaves you oh so vulnerable

Your childhood is stolen

As you are placed

In the limelight with no light

•

Sad oh sad to see you compromise

With the terror within your mind

And the sad things that you do

To numb yourself  to the awesome pain

Is the devil himself come again

••

Sad oh sad the sad day is

As I simply wander by

Place my gentle gaze upon you

And the torn and ragged Aura

Of your solitary life

Along the quiet street
Within an evening calm with the  intimations of a natural love that is here
Or could be here
Or
Once was here
--
A surface--- beautiful
Calm and tranquil with intimations
--
Imitations of solace love and care
----
He
(Does he walk with a dog?)
,
Does he walk with a girl in a dream in his head?
Does he walk with a vision of war and its fear?
Of a nation at war with a world in a war
With each and every person?
--
His mind
Like a bull whip rips thru the scene
As he tries to see things thru to the core
To the most meaningful reality
--
he is a man
A human being
---
Gentle angelic
The wind

He
,
Soothes away the ragged edges of his feelings

Smiles at the dog and the girl
........
the 1000 movies dance in his head
..
All the same as the one he is in
-
With his knife in his pocket
And the armed drone airplane overhead

Wondering
"Am I alive or already dead?"

But of Final Victory fully assured
..
Fully at peace

He knows what shall endure
The love forever his and ours
The love forever his and ours

and as the simple
becomes too complex to bear

and as our ability to love
is erased

clinging to the scenario
painted by a devestated culture

seeking ONE OTHER
as a representative
of the world!

celebrities in our own mind!
we are

and she
showing cleavage!
for her new lord's pleasure

all sense of nurturing
gone!

dances onward in the  blissful suffering
her celebrity status requires!

skirt high
up to her crotch
13 year old ******
for her new lord's pleasure

walks the devestaed streets
american poverty
in the land of zillionaires

selling herself

and as the simple becomes
too complex to bear

selling herself
for the new lord's pleasure
and a bite to eat

MY LOVE FOR YOU!

1
--

I want to be in a condo

In a gulag in Siberia

With YOU

2
-------

Cut off my arms!
Cut off my legs!

I want only to be dragged around
By the hair

By YOU!

3

------

I will get a frontal lobotomy
So I don't offend you
With my thoughts

Just so I might stay

With YOU!

4
-------

I let myself be gang *****

By some crazed and deranged **** heads

To practice my surrender

To YOU!

5
--------

I cut out my tongue
So I don't offend

With silly idle chatter

Dear YOU!

-----
---
6
---
Oh BABY!

..

All I know of love

I learned on

HELLO POETRY

Reading
Enlightened high school girls
Crying to their boy friends

if I left something out
And I offended

Feel free to
Beat me up

But PLEASE
NEVER
LEAVE ME!!

this I humbly

Beg

(Just like a dog)

of YOU!

YOU!

YOU!
---------

BOW WOW!
BOW WOW!

I'll be a mangy dog

JUST FOR YOU!

.


Amid the gangster thugs
Who rule the world

Lost in idealistic ideology

We look for love amid our
Fellow slaves

All so very indifferently


)(


Just for a moment of escape  

~~~~~~~

Just for a sense of transient peace


We die in midst each other's arms


Amid the gangster thugs who rule the world


The elections and the football games

.

Serenity
Death comes and the child

On th beach
Lovers
Dream of holiness

Undress
The world of all its lies
---
Naked on the sands
Eternity rejoices in their embrace

Under the moon they face
Eachother and the tides

That would erase all meaning
From their humanness

and you too are here
--
And I too appear

And the child too appears
The holy holy child
--
The winds blow fierce
But there is no fear

For we are all together
At last

Undresed
Like the world
Of all lies

Lingers.... (The rain)

The drifting of the Lost Men

(the homeless and the hungry)

Lingers

(they do)

•••

Parochial patriotism

The flags of War

Tbe naked children

The gun fire

The plague

The helpless mothers

Their dying babes

••

Lingers

__

The big mouthed politicians talk

Eagerly we listen

••

Lingers

---

Our acceptance

••

Lingers

--

(Our acceptance)

••

Lingers....:(in the rain)

The light silent drizzle

The meaningless sighs

The beauty of god

The life so betrayed

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••

Gentleness

( the tender surrender of humility )

•

She told me her name !

( Me )

••


We smile at eachother across the day

It is good

••
••
•

I don't remember her name

---

I will never forget the humble grace

In her eyes
When she told me


( me )

•

Gentleness

The stars !

How they shine

How they shine on everyone