The rock
Guarding the passageway

The desert
The hot sun

We

Ran  from the tyrant hiding
Down that road

I
Who know your papa
As a gentle soul

I
Who love you
As my own

Please
Please understand

To ****
May keep you alive somehow
But
It's not what makes you a msn
But really
Who can say

Tiny creatures everyone
Centuries

Over and over and over

Lovers
Mothers and fathers

In the sun

The rock
Grafiitti covered
For the football game

Guards the passageway
To the cafeteria

We have come a very long way

Going nowhere.
Lost and afraid

I remember your papa
He was a gentle man

I've always loved you
As my own

and every one
and everything done in the heat of the moment's need
to
be treated honorably

and you!.?
do you need to be
so treated?????
--
--

i know you are not sure
you are too busy
to be sure
of anything
to be SURE
to be assured
of love

love is game we win or lose
win or lose
by which we are abused or abuse
love is such a game
we play

and here we are
soon we are dead
or old
or
whatever
old or dead
or

whatever.....
--
--
we soon are over
love
and its games

soon we are old dead or whatever

in the heat of the moment's need

to be treated honorably

we are very busy
so bust
so very  very busy

making sure
we art  not loved
or loving

love is such a game we play

aaaah    aaaah        aaaah

( tiny little one )

(                                                      
•                                
)                
                                              ­                   ( you've come ! )

WILL YOU MARRY ME

IN THE PLAYGROUND TONIGHT ?

                                         ::::

we 'll pretend we are in Love

•           •

( before we know what can be lost

we must find out what 's to be won )

UNDER THE STARS !

||

la la la       la la la de dah

||

under the stars

All our friends shall come

•

We are preciousness incarnate

//

Ooooh  Ooooh   Ooooh

YES WE ARE

//

Tiny little ones

On the path from god to dawn

Sittin by the side a the road
The young lovers!

Drunk with scorn
***** by

Giggling and laughing
So stupidly
----

God!

Don't let them ****!
I pray they don't breed!

The human race!
It's already a mess!
----
Cuttin themselves
Hurt without cease

Down--on life
High---on death
----
God
Won't you please
Heal if you can
But don't let them ****
Don't let them breed

That they say they're in love
Is a **** disgrace
---

I don't mean to judge
I'm just trying to face

The death of a world
And the whole Human Race
----
Whatever I do just don't seem enough
I cannot really tell just what they want

--
---
---
--
Sittin by the side a the road
The young lovers !

Drunk with scorn
***** by

Giggling and laughing
So stupidly

Small is beautifully dead
In the eyes of our Great Leaders
--
The powerless are invisible
Unknown
Unfelt
---

Nothing at all
•

We accept the ******
By calling it War
---

We are the Walking Dead
•
We live in shame and fear
•

We might cleanse ourselves
By
A renewal of true spirit
-

We might rise in our humanity
If we so desired

We could do so many things
•

Small
Hungry
Weak

Still

We can do so many things

If we dared to understand it all

Walkin in the rain

Sure

You can do what ever you want

••

Cut yourself
Starve yourself

It's  okay

You'll be useless whatever you do

••

And who wants to be the only one sane?

It's so
Lonesome already

You know what I mean?

••

So pretend you had a lover who broke your heart

Everybody does it why not you!

Pretend you were
loyal
faithful

True

Pretend you are a human being

--
•
--

Forget that death is knocking at your door

Or invite him in for somethin to eat

Or spread your legs open and give him a treat

Whatever you do it's okay by me

••

Just do what you wanna as long as you can

And when you can't ?

Well sure

It's another thing


--

And when you can't?

Sure

It's another ballgame

••

Walkin in the rain

Sure

You can do what ever feels fine

Except to stop walkin

And to come inside

.


   we either truly know each other

Or

We don't


||


You say :

I LOVE TO LOOK INTO  YOUR EYES  !

::::

& I think :

YOU ACTUALLY THINK I GIVE A ****

ABOUT YOU LOVE TO LOOK INTO MY EYES ???

••

Jesus Christ !

I am so ******* tired of this **** !

This meaningless ******* love



you don't KNOW ME !

You can't describe me except

Some superficial **** about my eyes !

//

You love    THIS ! .... ABOUT me

You love    THAT !  .... ABOUT me

BUT ME MYSELF ??

A complete stranger !

•

I just can't do this anymore !!!

///

Watching you.... !

Playing around !!!

••


Off to the hermit hills

Looking for

the REAL !

~~

God !

I really hope they still are there

all the sacred words and concepts.............pure conceit!
all the promises to angels and gods!

we are only ...."one thing"
we know what

dissolving images!
a single breath remains
a simple heart beat!

soon to be forgotten.......every song!
-----

in this the purely momentous moment
of solemn declaration
of intent

we have nothing to say
we have no words or concepts to even
touch reality
(or eachother)
with

every "institution"...........mere lie
all thought
twisting in the winds of destruction
----------

in the silence
a stirring!

in the darkness
a light!
-------------

rebirth

life

silent figure in the garden

Lovely human form

tomorrow ( ?)      Cruxifiction.  !

//

The cruxifiction !

& a picnic basket

Filled with sweet meats

••

She always gets laid at a crucifiction

Love        ***.         Pain

Sacred surrender to her lord

;;

The road leads to the mountains

Blue sky white clouds

A wild indian somewhere

////  • ||
<>

::::   ::::

                                                           ­               ( yeah )

:::   :::

She here by me
Like she always is

She's a spunky kid

Just a spunky kid

//://

She walks the line
She cuts it close

What's on your mind

She's come to know

( she's funny that way )

She's a spunky kid

••

Been around
A mighty long time

A spunky kid

••

If you see her you better believe
In the truth of your own destiny

She ain't the kind who watches you die
In the tears of vain self pity

/::/
/:::/

She's here with me
She always is

She's a spunky kid

She's a spunky kid

just one more
and we know who this one is for

he was so lovely
kind
and free

once
i thought it was you

now
i think it was me

--
--

on the subway train
my god!

home

--
--

we pretend to be stupid long enough
well
ya know

ya get used to it

--
--

ya watch television long enough
see enough movies
hear enough music

ya fall in love
with anyone
anything

and are doomed!

---
---

falling in love

is not the same as a

tag-team wrestling match!

arent you glad you know that now?

--
--

open your heart!
open your eyes!

home

--
--

and so
just one more

and we know who this one is for

he was so lovely
kind
and
free

once
i thought it was you

now
i think it is me

.




all on a saturday morning

••

••


••


On the .... Long River

we  

In a tiny boat

On the river

•

We go      Down

We go further.           In

Into mysterious forces

Into other visions

Of reality

•

The Long  Boat

On the Swift  River

Thru dreams appearing

With love

///

All the man made gods who rule us

All the vast madnesses
Of

Hypocrisy

The naked daughters

Paedophilically playing

With the ***** of the MAN !

•
•

Creating the businessman is god

Mentality

Of the slave

•

We have forgotten

That

The Great RIVER

Flows toward an infinite Sea

//

Little puerile patriots

Painting by the numbers !

Visions of a dying society

•

•

I am still here !

//

I'm really not so hard to find

as we see
it aint no good
as we know

as we feel
the nothin-at-all

the suffering
we know eachother
we know the bosses
the rulers
we know the day

it aint no good
forget lovers
remember love
forget the pain
that is possible
to inflict in our anger
of hurt emotions

THIS IS WAR

come
the rain dance
come
the final
expression
of all we know
all we are

come
the rain dance
the indian freedom
the warrior mentality

THIS IS WAR

we pretend

To
Love
Each other !

////// see
                                                      The young boy or girl !

•

Oh lord !

//         //

What are we now  ?

•
•
•

I remember once in New York City

On an afternoon

The ghost of e e Cummings

Come and sat besides me for awhile

///

In the magic of real days                                                  

////                                  

Oh my child you are

And all of you too are

And all the useless laughter

Hiding your pain

And I too laugh

I laugh at the useless pain

••

The pain that you so lovingly embrace

                                   //

all in all

As if we cared

The strangers mingle in the park

And leave in the shadows in the dark

And in single file

Head out for the bars

To drown themselves in loneliness

••

   Does it matter

That it doesn't really matter ?

To whom does it matter to

Or not matter to ?

//

What does it mean

TO MATTER ?

//

//

ARE WE DYING OR ARE WE DEAD ?

the only thought left in our heads

someone spoke softly somewhere
true words
come let us join him
or flee

Little pangs of " property"

( Images of slavery )

Left- over from "another world"

••

We seek lovers (slave "labor")

And lead them "in chains "
Thru the  --- corridors

••

( property )

•

Over our heads the cool winds play

While we

Trapped in our bodies

Rootlessly "rooting"

Pigs on the prowl

and the weary
and the weak man

(us all)

for we have "seen" without "looking"
and have given our hearts away

and now

awaiting the beginning of the
end game of death and utter
desolation

we

write soft poems on our grave stones

.


Ever child

                              (& the song >

::

Now or never

                                       ( who are we >

)(

We love each other

We love the world


Together


                                           ( we are the harmony >

:;:;

Ain't no way to just be selfish no more


Shed the real tears of the broken man

Who shelters all children

The best he can


And holds all
Mothers


By the hand

And guides the child toward

The apron strings


||

Ah yes !


Me and my love !

We see each other

Eye to Eye

;;

And the world we hold within the light

For everybody 's sake


.

here we are!

sing of hell anyway you want

sing of hell anyway you can

here we are!

we dare the fates

or simply die

--

freedom!

we stand in hell

we do not yield

we know the fear

but we do not yield

here we are!

--

we sing of hell
because
we dare

to change our fate

because we dare

all of our  leaders are liars!

therefor--------

all of

our

STORIES
are
false and fake

ALL THE OIL...GONE FROM THE GULF
(i heard it from rush)

i see
your twisted face
blushing in shame

YOUR CHILDREN'S LIVES
ARE BEING ERASED!!!!

and still

you don't speak
or
do anything!

BORN TO BE STRONG!

how could you really have got it so wrong!

and sure
and the hills rise

the Lady of the Gentle Mystique
keeps the fires burning

--

the fires

beckoning

calling to the Free Men
"come"

--

Death is seeping

into all hearts

---

what does

"Love"
mean
without the courage

to appear

at the very

"Dawn-of Day"?

--
----
--

mystic hands
are
always
reaching out

(corrupt or pure)

GENTLY NOW

--

one of two ways

that's the "deal"

---

i can love you if you are here

false love kills

walking corpses are everywhere

above the hills

see

the Golden Sun

---

choose

one of two ways

the fires are burning

She

is here

(                        
      •
                                )
                  (                              
           •
                                )


~~~~~          ^^^          ~~~~~

Softly

                          ( True you are )
                              
                      •

Some talk of love

Some love

••                      

Death rules the fabric of these days and we've grown      Weak

                            ••

See the child dying   !

NO ?

well
That's the         Thing !

••

She said

I NEED YOU SO I CAN --- SAVE --- YOU !!

he smiled
                                  and walked away

******* !
she said                        

•

Oh such love as this these days !!

                          ••

Me and my love

We walk the streets together

We bring everybody to the Door

That if YE enter

You need not suffer anymore

O
/\
  •  
/\
            
  Written down in such small letters !

Your name !

Your trivial encounters !

( love as pain )

••

_

WHY OH WHY ?

••

So meaninglessly solitary !

•

So meaninglessly solitary when you could be free

••

In small letters

Such trivialities

( love as pain )

•

When the whole world is yours !

)                         O                      (
<                                                 >
////  • ||
<>
\
               ___)
              /\   /\

•••

Freight train sound

Vagabonded dawn

Come

Why stay here any more ?

Why die here amid the beasts ?

The estranged ?

The forlorn ?

::::::

(                 _              
                                   )    

Freedom

•

Yeah

•

Why not ?

•

Freedom

....... for love


///

Beware

                                                         ( child ! child ! child ! )

Proffessional
                                                         LOVERS !

they only want to

Turn

                                 LOVE into HATE ( ?!)

//

ya hurt me ! I'm gonna get ya back !
Ya hurt me ! I'm gonna get ya back !
Ya hurt me ! I'm gonna get ya back !

//

You can spend your day here

Reading their filthy poetry

//

You can climb the mountain

( into the light )

You can walk the night

Of righteous dream

And BE FREE

//

Simple song

A song of strength

Amid the pots of human flesh

Slowly cooking over the fire

Of our perverse destiny

////

calling

Calling

Reaching out

For love

amid the vampires

Always lurking

With their stink of hate

And ****** teeth

Joey and the reb

Fleet foot and the sheik

Underground but not too deep

In the gun sights of the policemen
--

A long time a bein' dead

Takes a toll
Eventually
--
Fools at play
Yet we?

In a second we be gone
Into the last escape

the center still holds
only the center
still holds
....

the human race
is it dying
or
is it dead and gone?
-------
stay with ME
...
(you may)
___
some talk of love
love for
"something"
LOVE
is
for "everyone and everything"
........
ONLY THE CENTER HOLDS
...
we dance and sing
we go to WAR
...

become
ALIVE
we are the SEED
.....
(only "seed")
------
only the center
the center
holds
-----
become free

And as robber barons sweep us away
And dreams crash against bitter frozen skies

And ***** memories in breezes sway
And children say that love is but a lie
•
We belong to eachother you know --- we
Who are only fragile amid forces

Unleashed against full - human destiny
Designed to steal from us all world resources
••
Let us vow to remain.  Come!  Be YE strong
Hold on.  Don't let them **** ya! It's all ours

In true union we together belong
Within the Garden--the one real Power
••
In the Wild Moment that can't be named
The Men of Righteousness that can't be tamed

dance...... pure girl!.........
is there a man out there!
-
who knows!
---------------------
only the one true holy "wave"
of soul POWER matters
COME!
DANCE GIRL DANCE!!!
------
-------
only you you you
contain
the source of all that is alive
and you know it
......
come pure child
you are a goddess
------------------
in the past they spoke of the future
and here you are at last
with full colors
alive and flyin
in the wind
unto the great sky
and our eyes
that still see
why it is
we have come
.....
the music is playing
dance pure girl
with me

.


Old newspapers

Old men

Swirl about

The torn naked prayer

That once was living dream

And healthy flesh

Fit for love

//

( what war was here ! )

;;

Decay

Seeps into the child' s mind

But he is trusting somehow

And calls it reality !

()?)()

She bares her breast to the breeze

She suddenly knows where to go

//

We heal

One death at a time

//

We arise

We tell such strange stories

Of the SABAT night

In the moonlight

)(

You wouldn't  believe who was there'

Come watch now

All the young girls fornicating

•

Just an excuse

                                ( Suffering )

Suffering to hide  their sadness


  )(
<  (  • ) >
  )  (

she was a lovely child
                              ( oh how she remembers )

""

Now she brags  of her  ugliness

;:;

Sings the glory of.     her  dying

::

The subliminal perfection found in DEATH

)(

We are a demented nation

•

Oh so easily intimidated

:::

Come and see

All the perverts watching

All the young girls fornicating

••

Joyously

Watching the suffering

::

In this cesspool

Of subliminal destruction
Of humanity

;;

So tenderly

(Each touch)

THE WORD

•

Soon.......soon.............soon

SOON WHAT?

-------

We know

•••••
The greatest job gains for women college graduates last year

Was in WAITRESSING!

••

Look!

A vagabond wanders down from the hills

LISTEN!

to whatever it is he has to say!

-------

Oh so tenderly
THE WORD

drifting

(Silent)

Thru the fields

.

The pure light shining

//



A solitary figure



//

Hope appears again l

It sweeps across the earth


I too

Overcome fear and come forth


) (

On Logan mountain

There is a man


A man that you would like to know


.

0O0
••
=

Nothin that ya want

The old dragon rises

Nothin here ta see

No no

••

Nothin

Nothin at all

••

The frieght train leaves at dawn

All the lovers are demented

The old dragon rises

The children are cryin

The lovers are demented

Everybody sees

""

Nothin at all

Nothin here at all

No no

No no

Everybody sees

in the solemn
.
(...silence...)
--
hush now child
sweet babe
we
can race thru the dreams unto the heavens!
......................
cant we?
____
the song lingers
the truth in full power remains forever
as we remain
forever
within
each other
...
be there!
.......
with me
.....
___
hush
in silence
the dreams
speak

and if we ourselves were the sun...?

and if we
carried
the spark of life
fearlessly
where-ever we must go....?

this is just so much crap here
isnt it?

do you really think you can
"fall in love" here?
with what?

another half crazed monsterosity?
REALLY?

what if we are the sun...?
what if grace is real?

what if we are the fullness incarnate?

well.....LET US SEE!

and let happen

what just gotta happen

i climbed mount olympus

i said

"hi dad!"

----------------------

they say

what they do

what the truth?

(only you
--------might possibly

know

--

right and wrong

dance

right and wrong

you and me

the cops?

and ....?

who else?

--

too many people got

nothin to say

why?

--

they say they they say

everybody sayin they is sayin somethin

who knows

what they say?

­                                 


(                                                      (
     ­               •                                                 ­    •
                                             )                                                       )

                                          ( such a lovely girl )

////

Oh yes she is she is
Oh oh
yes she is

She is  a lovely girl

( such a lovely girl )
( such a lovely girl yeah )
( such a lovely girl )

Oh yes yes she is

A lovely girl

•

I see her on the street
I see her in the hills

I see her in the fields

Such a lovely girl

//

I see her over there
I see her everywhere

She is ( oh yes she is )

She is a lovely girl

•

( oh oh yes she is she is )

Such a lovely girl

.



Oh the day is cryin cryin

Oh oh oh   The day

/::/

Mother!!!!!!!

the child is

DYIN

> dyin dyin dyin <

Yeah
Yeah

Yeah

....

Nobody gonna say a thing !

|||

Ancient alchemy

Sacred source of sorcery

We come from the fields

Where the lovers have been hiding

••

Yeah

Oh oh oh


Yeah

Don't die on me now

Brother

Yeah

Yeah

Ain't gonna be no other

Oh oh oh

the rivers are dryin out

yeah

Oh my brother

summer
and the
FLOODS
of WAR

blood red skies

overhead

and i?

?

re-reading

the football scores

-----------

in the mouth of the alley
hearing the screams

seeing

bodies

dropping
from
"on high"

smelling the dumpsters
filled
with the corpses of children

my own
probably

in "there"

----------

WE MOVE ?

well

it is so very hard

so very little
"traction"

so few honest questions

NO
HONEST ANSWERS!

only human manure
masquerading

as imbeciles

-------------

i read the "paper"
THIS MORNING

i am still quite ill

i dont have a television

THANK THE LORD!

-----------

dead men walking

HOW DO THEY DO THAT?

is there a scientist in the house?

i saw a body breathing

on some forgotten

yesterday

---------------

i guess i'm going to have to be jesus
again

or a saint
or

SOMETHING!

it didn't work out
last time

well

TRY TRY AGAIN!

(/)
•
<->

Comes the wild one
In the bold star light

••

What were you expecting ?

•

IF ..... ( ? )

•

When all else has failed

You must not

•    •

Comes the wild thought

In the bold star light

••

Only FREEDOM  !

•

Well ....... (?)

••

I lay with her on beds of daffodils

•

All the children came there !

•

Singing love songs never heard before

••

Wild with daffodils

•

Hey flower - child !

The whole world !

Wild daffodils in your hair

)(            /\              )(
/\
</\>
////  • ||
<>  
||
         
•   •                                    

Softly

the Lingering                                                      
||

We DO know

                                        what should appear

( Children dreaming of love )                                                        

//

Now
          
Demons masquerading as men

Tragic  women

Dressed in ragged scorn

Give birth to those


Who wish that they

Were never born

./.

Strangest stars  !

Pale limp light          

The twisting of fate

/::/                  


We do not really see each other any more

/:/

God knows why we write our poetry !

As if to strangers !

As if to fellow slaves !

•  •

We don't live here

We only linger

Perversely

Sullenly

wishing that we

We're never born

///  • ||
<>
/    (       \
   )
(
(        )

#####

*****          *****
All a dem ***** girls

YEAH *****  YEAH *****
all a dem ***** girls

***** ***** ***** *****
All a dem ***** girls

/////../////

Seem em in da school yard        
Seen em at da bar        

Heard one talkin !!!

What a ***** girl YEAH !
what a ***** girl

*****           *****
All dem ***** girls

YEAH. YEAH
YEAH YEAH

See all a dem ***** girls

////

Dey say de lookin FER love
But dey never see me

Dey say dey got somethin ta give
               But all they do is               Take

•

All dey want is for someone
To take away all der pain

Dey *****     *****

Dey jes ***** girls

*****      *****
Crazy little ***** girls

Fill yer Mind up with God
Fill yer God up with Everybody
-
Fill everybody up with god
••
Let the Love flow free

••

Everybody is like you
Fillin their Mind up with God
--
Fillin their god up with you and me
•
Lettin the Love flow Free

••

We are the image of god
All together We and He
---

We are the whole world as One

••

The love flows freely -----come on!
No need for Forgiveness if there ain't no Sin
••
Just you and god and me
•
With your Eye of Light
All is known

from the top of the hill
a burning cross
see

come
the waste
of civilization
is obvious

protect your LOVE
it is what you are

protect your SANITY
it is all you have left

WE HAVE WAITED TOO LONG
do not wait any longer

come to the top of the hill

there is no moses this time
no aaron

only black helicopters
cluster bombs
and government terror

SO WHAT?

let them eat their own s--t

WE ARE FREE

we can die in so many ways

we can live

only one way

let's do it

sacred sacred sacred
..
we are simply born
.
sacred sacred sacred
........
will i know you?
will i ever
ever know you?
.........
in a world of sorrow
sorrow caused by greed
in a world of greed
greed caused by fear
in a world of fear
fear caused by loneliness
....
will i ever know you?
.
we are
sacred sacred sacred
.
will i ever know you
know you know you?

indescribable joy

the gentlest child

the sacred mother
and her man

the community

MAN IN THE ENTIRETY
the holy purpose in your eyes
---------

we brought forth  heaven
for a while

we stood before the demons and spoke
we  were heard in all our subtlety

we stood before death and cried
cried out to the children
to follow
their own heart unto eternity
----

indescribable joy
that i know you and that that you
certainly
shall
remember me
through all the days

Ain't gonna cry no more
Or listen to ya moan

Ain't gonna carry no gun
(Maybe a big knife )

****!
Ya all so crazy!

(N stupid too
N so **** lazy)
----
-----
& the night rolls in
----
----
SIT BACK NOW &  JUST ""FEEL"

Feel the NIGHT
feel it just a Rollin  in)
/////
Okay!!!
It's Rollin in!!
--
Now we gettin somewhere!!
////
A feelin of a deep spiritual peace stirring

A feelin of a deeper love & purpose

An anger maybe
Directed at the ******* pigs who rule the world which they have stolen by their crooked financial shenanigans
Ya know
-:-/-:-/-:-

&
So
We

Ain't gonna cry no more
Or listen to eachother moan!
--
--
_
In the center a the deep spiritual peace
We come together
  &
Stop bein crazy
&
Stop bein dumb
.
&
Start bein human
&
Start
Livin with love

we move
slow it is
we move

we "see"
we come to know
the important
from the fake

hunger
death
scorn

this too
we know
----------

will you walk with me
alone?

talk dont mean a thing no more

will you really stay?

will you choose

"nobility?"
---------

talk dont mean a thing no more

it never means a thing at all

WAS NO ONE LEFT!
ya gone
NOT A ONE!

i loved ya good
ya said it was good enough
i loved ya true
ya said it was true enough

ya talked of tomorrow like it would be enough
buyt then ya thought about money

WAS NO ONE LEFT!
its gone
EVERY PENNY!

we get the water with the oil in it
the daughter with the hatred in her
the leaders with the lies within em
the world that is already dead

i loved ya good
ya said it was good enough
i loved ya true
ya said it was true enough

but then ya checked out the odds
an placed yer bets on da money!