& told me how much she adored me

How much she loved me !

::

A cow farted

( or a car back - fired )

I mean

We were in the middle of the school yard

//

" I love you too "

I said

She did too good a job in the wrist slicing department and died
-------

I said to her parents:

You don't know how miserable she was.
She felt she had no choice------& she had none-----
None tha she knew of

-----

They said:

But there were choices!

--

I said again:

None that she knew of
------

But you know the other choice
The other way!
-----
Yes I do:

I said
----

THEN WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL HER?
WHY DIDNY YOU PROTECT HER!!!!!
--------

I was quite dumbfounded

Finally I said:

I tried

But I couldn't convince her to dare try it

She was too afraid to live

Too addicted to death

In a sad way
She was sort of enjoying herself

It was all she had

Suffering was her friend

-------

I was stunned to hear
myself utter these words

They did ring true however
So I stick to them
------

I say :

I'm sorry

When I stop

By her grave

the sacred word..."sacred"
.........
the ****** liars use it
so freely
amongst the devil's minions
( the sold)
-
you know them well!
they are so...."free!"
.....
so...glibly free
---
prison songs escape
the crusted lips
walking the gilded
graveyards
they have created
.........
see them!
worship them!
follow them!
really you cant
cause they just aint there!
...........
claiming to do
claiming to serve
sacredly
whatever it is they do
........
who knows what they do?
-------
come ....................
truth is waiting
you may find it
but you must dare
to show pure courage
constantly

)(                  )(
^
<.                                 >
( )
(   )
(       )
/---\

####

I love you

I love you

( you are the world )

////

Only one           World

:::

I see the the stars a burnin in your eyes

Fierce with the purest understanding

////

soft as the child in everybody ' s mind

::::

The waters ( nectar of the gods )

Creating

:;:;:

I love you

I love you

( you who are the world )

.





(                  
(        
(
\/
/\
/    \


####




gentleness


Tender your

Pure heart


"""""


The long Rifle day

That has invaded

The soul of Man

||

We meet in the alley behind the school yard

•

Where the dyin is ugly

And the heart is hard

But we wait till all hate dissipates


And start to love anew

••

It's easy

So very easy to love


It's easy

So very easy

It's so very easy to love

•••

to believe that all dreams come true


//


Gentleness

Oh how tender.

Is your loving heart





.

rappin the cool words down
upon the streets the jake
fakin the love we make
rapin the mind with lies
..........
dyin aint pretty
but its mine
what's mine?
...dyin...
why am i dyin?
.
i got my pride
__
seein the human form
in bodies hardly alive
fakin the love we make
a hell on earth
outta heaven
.
but at least we cool
and its easier than tryin
to set the story right

.




& even the ***** little high school kid

Finally falls asleep

•  ==  •

remember me ?

When my ***** disappeared

Inside your ***** hair

••


Just like it used to

In our hairless younger days

Before the playful eyes of the

Police man

::

playing the game of

TEASE

how we laughed cause

No one got hurt
  
//

Cause it was love

•

Before our brazen arrogant nights

Slipped into the dying days

!!

I remember the first hint of your breast

Your eyes !

Laughing in wonder

( somehow YOU were ALWAYS there )

That is what I really remember

You !!

With me

Thru it all

:::

Love

;:;:

One world

In midst the human race we were

We were one in midst the human race

••

And now the children come !

Thru the opening we Made

Unto the god

//

A touch on your *******  

And the job was done !

••

& now the wars & the ugliness !

;;

Now

When there is no smile

I still look into your eyes

(Yes ! Yes !

You s are here ! )

And there is hope

And our love is strong

Tiny fires

In the cracks and crevices

Of the world

,:;

Only the true

Sons and daughters are here

Here

At the end of the world


Here where the entropy

Reaches Point Omega

and the ALPHA

Is reborn

••

In the holy sanctity

Of eternal wholeness

::

The tiny child forming


Is the child

That you were

Is the child

That you are

Is the child

You shall become

)(

Rejoice !

Such a good reality


.

////////////

Vision

(& a song )
WE

(soil and seed)

••

Wandering


Thru all days and thru all births

••

( I wonder if you KNOW me)

Hey friend

Do you REMEMBER what it means?

••

Hey JUICE!

Ain't no one but me and you
N
Anyone who'd live for truth

••

Vision

(And a song)
WE

( All together )

Are known

••

The 3 Musketeers

The father son and holy ghost

add a little Poem to the score
a touch of jaunty rhythm
so as the scene

can look more righteous and kind

a bit more meaningful

(or sublime)

add a little
touch of light

something real

(if you would)

something beautifully
full
of life

a little tiny child

in your eye

somewhere
a

LITTLE GIRL OR BOY

The Clock Tower
Crumbles

The Village Green

WE ARE SO
"OBSCURE"
----
even TIME is now erased
:::
Strangers
.'
We see only
Vaguely
Faces in
Dark corners
Groping for Life
Begging for Light
--
SOMEONE IS WHISPERING
"here i am"
BUT WHERE IS HE?
//
Minutes are escaping
Seconds desert all continuity
.
The Clock Tower crumbling

The  Village Green
:::::
You and I?

WE ARE HERE

we are here
Alone
Alone
We are here

WE ARE HERE ALONE AT LAST

powerless

the song dies

we have given up unto ghosts

-----

and all the beauty right here

__

tryin to make it all up
we
forget to take what is given

--------

all the beauty in your eye
every night

-------

powerless love is repulsive

it kills the spirit

scares the children

and makes us sick

-------

come home

Watching  
-
I see
All the poets
Glancing about
-
Touching very little
Of what is real

We.::::?

/////////
////////

Rain falls

Dying

Tweet tweet tweet
--

Words
So useless
All around

now
in the "simple"
now
.
we rage against the rage
we see the loveless marauders
camp on our shores
NO! NO! NO!
..
. we ride the wild horses unto the hills
we call out the 1000 names of god
and you come there
...
ALWAYS
__
INTO THE SIMPLE
.
always
.
you are there

and so softly they came
( and so thoroughly )

and they are here

and our children are enslaved
all in the single moment of
a simple baseball game

we were watching

we became stupid

didn't we"

so we write our stories down!

go to the movies!....(and dead dreams)

and such is the law

the little child needs some one

money or love?

the little child
-------

in the longing
in the belief
in the solitude
in the god-head

in the moment of relief
release
or something
none dare name
-----

i remember
i surely remember
simple promises
made to eachother

do you remember
will you repeat!

such is the law

to remember
and to repeat

ancient parameters
eternal paradigm

appearances of patterns

an eye

--

"suffering" for love
is just an addiction

induced by
false culture

we may indulge in

(if  we want)

--
every "love" let go of

never leaves

every "love held on to

------------flees

--

)(


The typical

HP girl

Can only make love to

A *****

because anything else

Is rejected by her body

As a

Foreign Object

Be free


                    )
•
(                




                                    dream of me

/:/

Dream dream dream

Flowing nectar

Coming down

From the sacred hill

Dream dream dream

That you're still

MAN

And that your very Soul

can still be seen

••

( Dream that the light

Is still shining )

""

Sacred music plays

Upon the Kundalini

Healing the body

Healing the World

••

Dream of the Real War

Dream of the Real Peace

Dream of being free

Dream dream of me

/::::/

It is over

Now it starts

In your hand ?  
The SEED

of Tomorrow

•

Dream dream dream

The song is raw power

The people of the world

Are truly insane

Dream of the healing heart

Cast all else away

Come and be whole

Dream the peace right into place

//

Be the nectar from the hill

Be the dream

Be here with me

Let our light be the new dawn

hilary clinton is a.....liberal!!.....?????

MY, OH MY!
SO THEN
WHO AM I?

rush limbaugh .......he speaks for "us!!"....?????

MY, OH MY!
SO THEN
WHO AM I?

the tea bag party.....it stands up for the weak!!.....????


MY, OH MY!
SO THEN
WHO AM I?

we have all "been erased!!"

come
let us
Paint eachother in
(and boldly!!!)

truthfully and clearly
in our Hearts and Minds
..............

(then
we may know ourselves
and

LIVE)

.





Oh YE. ... YE tiny girl

... Tip toein thru the world

Yeah yeah

A tiny girl

< lookin a bit

Just like you >

Kinda a cute girl


I wouldn't mind traveling with her for a while

Just a see what she understood

::       ::


Oh she

Just a lovely growin girl

I knew her when

She was just a tiny girl

Comin into the world


.

we are being sacrificed to gods unknown
we are dying slowly but
it is inevitable
that soon we shall be
DEAD

(our innocence not-with-standing)

we claim......" pure religion
is ours"
we say......."we are the strong"

yet, look and see
the obvious

if you dont
you will simply DIE
sooner

(our innocence not-with-standing)

WHAT SHALL WE DO?
we cannot stand alone
WE CANNOT UNITE
OUTSIDE THE SIGHT
OF THE POLICE
we cannot stand alone

AND SO?

come warriors
come heroes
come my fellow man
come
from off the sacrificial pyre
be swift
sure
and
NOW
IT MUST  BE NOW

surely we know
surely we do

(all our lovesongs not-with-standing_

(     ^^^
                                       )    
(                          ^^^          
                                                                ­      )                
^^^                                 O                                       ^^^
                      ^^^
       O                                 
                                                       ­                 
••

Don't be afraid

Love ?

So / you don't know what it means ?

WHO DOES ?

• •

You do know this whole

BOY FRIEND / GIRL FRIEND

thing is horseshit , right ?

/:/

I mean  Jesus Christ ! / how stupid
Can it get !

•

So many souls come down to the river

And bathe in pure puberty

Nakedly

With one another

Under the stars !

••

Let's face it

Even going to school at all is weird enough !

What WERE they thinking of ?

Gettin everyone's mind messed up !

Well I guess !

••

So here we are

••

Dribbling like lunatics on self inflicted scars !!!

And then going back and doing the same **** again !

//

So many people come down to the river

To bathe in pure puberty

Together

Naked in life's waters

Sustaining

And nourishing

The whole world

•

We all sorta got our own minds

And can think

Of a truer way to be raised

//

So

Let us

Down to the river and jump on in

Just to see what sanity might feel like

For awhile

||                          ||

The abandoned tricycle on the sidewalk

Speaking louder than the passing police car

•

The only thing noticed

Is the absence of            the Real

•

a drop of love in an ocean of indifference

Is really something not even there

•

To think that immature high school children

Zonked out on ***** and anti - depressant medication

Are actually            Falling in love

Is impossible

•

Statistically speaking

Everyone is happy happy ! happy !!!

•

Do we love each other

Or do we only love to say we love each other ?

•

Death is here

•

If the people who call themselves       Loving People

were loving people

There would certainly be love somewhere

•

The police cars are screaming

The tricycle has been picked up by the trash collectors

The child is lost

Morbid
Deseased
Mad!
-

Who?
--
---
---
Nature
-

*****!
--

By whom?
----
---
_
You!

Where are you?

YOU
...

Here?
--

****

No-one knows

Who you are!

the open sore runneth long
the pain is very great
we
pretend it aint
.........
we are as the dead
__
tiny little footsteps
dance on burning streets
we sing
........
in the
momentary
.
resting up for tomorrow's ******
...
gettin ******
gettin laid
......
all the "celebrity"
seems like happiness
we pretend to be
...human...
we aint
___
im here within
the light that is love that is the power
im here with your soul
awaiting your body
to join in the celebration
..........
.............
how long will you pretend?
how long will you suffer?
.
how long ....how long
will the open sore runneth?
how long ...how long
will you pretend you aint?

And the light
(little tiny drops!)
.
Drops of light
-
Atoms!
_
Each drop of light
Each atomic ---drop
.
Becoming -- expanding
LO!
--
A face!
A human face!
Expanding
LO!
A
Human body!
--
And the atoms
EXPANDING
-
Worlds!
.
Galaxies!

Intermingling with the faces
The human bodies!
-
LIFE!

(we
We become
HERE!)

Drops of pure light

Interchangeable
With each atom
Each
Life

THE whole world!
--
There are no problems
Here

Only
FORGETFULNESS

Of the majesty

That we are

The table cloth

Wine stained

•

Out the window ?

The Puerto Rican girls

••

Pleasure and Pain

The Eternal Price of Freedom

( &
Of course

Loneliness )
•

Razor's edge

The path of integrity

Of the
Surrendered Will

•

Pleasure and Pain

--

But in the end

The task gets done

you

!

YE got

One foot in the grave

""""

                         ( don't get lazy now )

----

don't get lazy boy !

Gotta  rise up now

Don't falter , girl

Remember !!!!

•

We are who we are

Mighty Warriors  !

//

Gather

Gather

Gather

The 1000 friends

And vow

To stand

Forever

( • ) <> ( • )

/\

+

^

I come

From the holy womb

From the first heart beat & breath .... )

••

( you do too .... Would be my guess ! )

;;

Being in true love is really quite easy

If you walk the 1000 miles unto consciousness

)(

We are a nation without roots

We worship an imagined past

We seek solace
in images of greatness

And great men


~||~

A veil of darkness covers

Our heart   & mind

••

The god we know is gone

Went and got himself a job

In Washington

//

Gonna run for president next time

)(

We sold our birthright for a bowl of

MONTSANO GMO porridge

)(

Our only truth is on Fox News !


::

COME !

AWAY from the half - assed lies !!


Unto the mystic flame

Unto nature's pure nurturing

Unto each other's eye

Into the center of creation !

The first heart beat and breath of life


.

.



(                                        
                                               )
(                        
                                 )
(
\/
/\
/    \

##

she is

Somewhere

                                            ( she is )

;;

we wait we wait

/:/

We search and see

::

We watch and learn

//

I met her there somewhere

Where SHE wanted to be


••


The song !

The loving song !

//

Yesterday tomorrow and certainly

You and I and the Today that is the world

,


Do we really want to live ?

•

Do we really know how to die ?

//

She'd love to see us love

//

She waits

::

She is

Somewhere

                                                      ( she is )

::

In the shadows or in the light

we are still strong?

we are still the god light
and song?

the power the grace the purity?

--------

i walk the last beach
talkin to ya

it IS you
isn't it?

----

you still stand between
all childten
and all pain?

-----
you're that one

arent ya?

-------

arent ya?

-----

we may be shattered
again and again

but you shall rise
as always

you

the courage

you

the epitome

---

arent ya?

Tiny letters!
MIGHTY WORDS!
--
The poet walks
Talks
And sings!
----
--
Tiny body

And he got no money!

--

(WHEN YOU SEE A PICTURE
OF THE RICH BANKER

WHAT------DO-------YOU SEE?)

-----------tiny interlude!---
-----------------------this question , here
----
--
--
Tiny the blip of numbers
On the computer screen!

--

Tiny people

Overwhelmed

By

Invisible
Entities !
--

Tiny letters!

MIGHTY WORDS!

Come
DEAR POET

I think it's time for you to speak !

Sits and seeds

With light

Everyone

••

She walks naked thru the school

Sayin

"Come feel me up if YE got THE *****"

••

(Some do but later say

They're sorry)

••

In n out
In n out

The

In n out
Game!

(Oops!

Caint get out no mo')

••

I THINK YA ALWAYS KNEW THAT

I say

•••

••

Come

Sit and seed the world with light

We have lost THE WAY

If we don't find it soon WE DEAD

( say boy

What so you think?)

•••

Into the wilderness

Find the trail

Leads forever

To the top a the Hill

••

••

(Better start movin they's closin in)

Tomorrow surely will come

( the One ya seen in your dream )

Everybody dyin on the Street

Oh oh yes ---- ( that's the One ! )

////

Mad the Lady --- on the Prowl

****** Fangs --- can ya see her now ?

//

She had married the Man

( I am sure you
Know which one I mean )

///

Look into the mirror

And I'm sure you will see

///

The long long tomorrow soon will start

The one who promised to be here

Born from the *******

Of your greed and fear

A day so
Grievous

It will break your heart

she said SHUT UP
so i did

the brown rice
i went to the garden

BROCOLLI!

days stumble-*** down hobo roads
the freight train dream dies hard

the working man!
hah!

we are so liberally conservative
in our ignorance

so dead to all sense
of necessity

we do what we do
we do it so poorly

we say
"we doin
the best we can"
over and over

in total insincerity

-------

we make no mistakes
we do not love

we make no mistakes

we run to the king
and bow down

-----

And amidst all the beauty here

--

VILE DISREGARD!

••

Soft the "invitations"
Everywhere

To enter

To plant   "the seed"

---

UTTER IS THE DISBELIEF!

--

They call it " human nature"

But that's impossible!

••

Gentle bodies

(Humble

Meek)

this is what we are

••

Amid the Liars and their Blasphemies

••

Be a Child

FOREVER

if in your life you

"Aim to please"

••

Be a Child

FOREVER

Amidst all the beauty here

Me and the bag lady

---

We wander freely filthy alleys

Under dying stars that
Know us by name

---

****
----------------

The rules of the game are naked

The vicious love

The enduring hatreds are nourished and praised

--

Me and the bag lady

----

Love

----

We wander filthy AMERICAN cities

Where teeny- bop poetry  is the raging of loveless
Hearts thru hopeless mental landscapes
Of children raised on scorn

---

Purity

-----

Me and the bag lady

(Or her sister or mother or daughter)
I don't care if I know anymore

----

Amid robotic violence and robotic pretence of love
---

WILL YOU BE THERE?

---

The stink of the night is pure truth's

Remaining image

Amid the telling and re-telling of the the

Sheltering lie

---

Me and the bag lady

We walk  freely  filthy alleys

Hoping to finally

See you here

the clock tower trembles
and falls down

the town square!
to the center of town!
the town square!

the solitary man
free
unites with all others
----

come!

time is dead!

the clock tower!

it has trembled
and fallen down!
----------

we come to the town square
the center of town

we are here!

we will fight

and take the world back  

and take the children home

Throbbing

///:::///

She wanders gentle nights but are you there?

**
///   ///   ///

(We use our pain to escape true misery but only die in the end)

•

She

How she KNOWS you are not out here!

(Still she wanders just in case)

/// she ///
(throbbing)

••

We don't need nothing --- deep

To know exactly what's comin down

••

Tiny child

YOU

----

Throbbing

---

Pain DONT **** true misery

••

Gentle now

/// she ///

She and I are always here

^   ^
/// • ||
<>

She sees
•

Little Jackie Paper
Sings for his supper

( he ain't got no home )

//

Little Mary ' s just a kid
Sleeping underneath the bridge

( she ain't got no home )

//

In the shadows of the lie
Will they live or will they die ?

( it's real -- not just a poem )

It's real not just a poem

//

I & thou

We can see

We are Not one family

( no - one has a home )

//

Little Jackie Paper
sings for his supper

( he ain't got no home )

//
Little Mary 's just a kid
Sleeping underneath the bridge

( she ain't got no home )

She ain't got no home
SHE AINT GOT NO HOME

hey!

the hour's uprisin
and them'd be MAN
......
hey!

no time for heroes
.....

you gotta be there!
---------
college degrees is for
wipin yer ***!
.
so as "tomorrow"
might mean something
-------

lovely SHE
lovely HE
...
WE
.
we shall walk
to the end of the road
-----
where children go who want to live

////  • |
<>
/     (      \
      )

   (          )

###

                  SHE
                        ­                            wants
                                                                ­     -------- ..........YOU !!

( she does ? )

Oh

•                    •
                      
alive on windy rooftops at dawn

Waiting                               /              
                                /  Oh
                                                  ( you mean for          Me ?)

•

There used to be slaves here you know

Them we now call ---- ******

You know
The ones just gettin gunned down by the Police /
/
/   Yeah yeah
I heard a sumpthin like that

••

••

She
On windy rooftops

Midnight til dawn  
                                                        wa­iting
for you to come alive

Again                        

Calling your names out loud

                          One by one

While waiting on windy rooftops

Midnight til dawn

Calling out

Into the winds

Names in purity

Names of holiness

(
                                               •                       /// ||
                                                         )                  ///   •  ||
                                                                          <>

                                                                             ( • ) ( • )
)                          
(                                            
\/                              
/\                              
/   \                            
•

Tired

The best is gone but the worst is still okay

We have infinite love

I will hold you forever

You have no need to be afraid

For I am here forever

And I am unafraid

drawing pretty pictures
BUT NONE LIVE!
telling simple stories
BE THEY LIES!

i am a lover
CALL ME NARCISSUS!
i'll make sure you'll leave me
I DO IT EVERYTIME!

oh.......yeah
LOVE!
easy to betray
IT'S SO MUCH SAFER AND SANER THAT WAY!

truth is too hard to face
SO I'LL SAY I LOVE YOU AS I CHASE YOU AWAY!

still, you all will feel sorry for me
TWISTIN IT ALL UP WITH
MY POETRY!

reality means responsibility
AND THAT AINT MY CUP OF TEA

The simple expression

--

The clarity

••

Looking deeply

I am here with you

On the twinkling beach beneath the waves

Of true grandeur and humility

••

(The power of True Form)

••

The day!

Don't let it disappear

Hold on to the living
With all your might

What you think
"LOVE"

Means

is the great illusion

That kills all hope

And violates your dreams

••

THERE IS A POWER NEEDS BE UNLOOSED!

••

Well well well

Together at last

Oh please

Let us stay this way

-- early in the morning

oh oh                                                                              
oh oh                                                                  
//

she is in the park

At the break of dawn

..

                                                              ( watching )

//                                                            

the universe watches her

                                        Wondering what she sees

••

Is she looking for you ?
Is she looking for me ?

::

oh oh oh

::

Ain't it time  ?

Is it too late ?

We gotta set the story down

                            Straight as         the Way

simple presence is the key

From time in chains unto Eternity

••

oh

Do you know her ?

( the one sitting there ? )

     •
<>

Born of the 1000 decisions made

To heal and hold the whole world

//

oh my holy mother

Oh my sacred father

And all children

( all the people of earth itself )

reasonably

we go "forward" and "toward"

we master our curiosity
and become "real"

we love or hate obama
as we should

--------

counting pennies

(it all adds up)

reasonableness

an honorable quality

forward and toward

the goal  ahead

-------------

soon we shall all be dead

and won't have to feel no more

Tribal tones
--

Maidens bathe freely in the stream
-

Shyly

SEE!

The young boys gather in the woods!

--

Watch and wait

( the years shall come)

----
---

Gentle maturation

And pure nurturing
--

Visions of cornicopeia

And fertile seed

---

Every child shall be known

--

All shall grow in peace

I see YOU there

I always knew

That I would
--

I think you always knew

I was here