she stood on the porch as he come by

"watcha doin here?,"  she said

he said, "tryin to survive"

she laughed

(            
)
(            
)
\/
/\
/    \
////////

A world of abundance where everyone is killing each other in order to live
because

A few have stolen governments and all commodities

////

And you're  okay with that ?

||

Oh

Sing your songs
Dream love's dreams

Wait to die

Be anything but a human being

//

It's alright

The fight

Would last too long

And You have things to do
Tonight

///

Try you're best

It won't just fade away

Oh no

It won't just fade away

||

And you're okay with that ?

///

The hour
Is alive with viciousness

The ****** bodies in stinking streets

We talk of love

It don't mean a thing

Your lover just cut her wrist and is dying

///

The air it ain't fit to breath

The water it ain't fit to drink

///

Our love ?

The *****'s breath

--

Our lives ?

Slavery

///

You
Say

IT IS THE ONLY LIFE I'VE HAD

AND
YEAH

I'M OKAY WITH THAT

YEAH I AM

OKAY WITH THAT

the last song

the simple friend has gone

it is all very confusing now

dont be confused

-------

any ***** star can hurt

any politician can become a friggin LAWYER!

any a--hole can be a senator

no-one can touch you

---------

dont become confused

------------

dont be brain-washed

--------

the last song

sing it loud

LOUD!

LOUDER still

the simple friend is gone

but you are here

/////
/////

The masquerade.
The subtle way  that we
Lose ourselves

Nothing TOLD US can be believed
( NOTHING AT ALL!)

••

Easy pickings !!

Trusting the perpetrators

Of
The Greatest Atrocities

----------

Child BEWARE!

•

Even the FINEST are filled with fear

Doing ANYTHING to just SAVE FACE

••

Simple fearlessness

A sense of human love

Gentleness

••

Like tattered flags in the wind

Like broken children on the street

••

What remains?

A bit of you
A piece of me

Somewhere midst destruction

Coming together now

soft !
some love must be left
..
somewhere
_

somewhere
somewhere
must be!

some love

--
we been here we been there
we ride the white stallion
we go on!
on!
....
....
and on
___
we make love
we love
we
.
soft!
some love!
some love!
and then
some more
---------
you have a power!
(you)
use it
.
please do!
--------------
death!
rampages everywhere!
so do i
....so do you....
WE!
.........................
we come we go
we take it easy
we take it slow
....
somethings there is
we dont take at all
....
soft !
some love must be left
..
somewhere


somewhere
somewhere
must be!
_
some love
----
ride the white stallion
the white stallion

all the little lovers
(boys and girls!)

out on the unfriendly
day

all the little lovers
(toys and frills!)

playing games

(that should not be played)

KICK ME HARDER
TILL I TREAT
MYSELF BADLY

(AS RAW MEAT!)

you know im cool!
you know im neat!

one of the little boys and girls

we play our games

that we know should not be played

Little Mary's just a kid

Sleeping underneath the bridge

••

••

The moon is high

Wolves on the prowl

••

Let us be silent about these things

•

This one singular dying

•

•

We have important things to think about

••

(Sing for your supper

Little man)


••

Rattle dem chains !

Everybody knows

(Everybody)

•

We ****** our children so easily

They ****** themselves for PAIN has become

A friend that always is there to reach

--

GOD AND SATAN

NOW ONE

••

Rubbing raw **** all over themselves

(Their ritual of love!)

••

And yes

We

(Everybody)

We know

••

Sadistic sickos

WE

"Liked this"

Is all we say

.



But I don't mind


Why (?)


Because I love her

•  •

She told me she liked to **** boys off

Two at a time


That's the kind of girl for me

••
~

Lost in a loveless time

Making stuff up as we move on

•

Put it all into a poem

For the crazy people out there

)(

)(           o         )(
////  •  ||
<>  

/     (   (      \

                 ) )

(           )

••

The solitary dead streets

The frozen faces

Death mask strong

Inhuman

•

We are stupid

We are beasts

//

Stupid beasts

•

( look what happened on Tuesday !!!! )

Stupid beasts

••

We say

WHY DON' T YOU LOVE ME?

when we mean

WHY DON'T YOU LIKE ME ?

Why ?

Because we are stupid

//

Kids are stupid

Teens are stupid

I am stupid

You are stupid

All adults are stupid

( look what happened on Tuesday ! )

WHAT HAPPENED ON TUESDAY ?

we don't know cause we're stupid

STUPID PEOPLE CANNOT LOVE NOR LIKE ANYONE

we are stupid and we are too stupid to stop being stupid

•

Is this a stupid poem ?

/////

What difference does it make ?

And if it isn't stupid

What would it mean anyway ?

//
//

The solitary dead streets

Death mask strong

The quiet twilight

Midst the wars

Inhuman

and she doll lover
loves
with immortal hopes of infinity

i see the broken life and the street
where dreams are surely born to die

and  she doll lover
loves
with infinite pain and is hidding
in some sweaty bedroom
upstairs

above the deli in one room
a bed
no sheets

and she doll lover remembers
youth but has forgotten
youth is only eternal
and forever

and she has
grown old

for she has lived broken doll dreams

--
-
--

well
so much for yesterday

brave today

know tomorrow


well
so much for yesterday

brave today

know tomorrow

and probably
we'll meet

<>                                                              ­          



                      
(                      
•
                     )


^^^

ain't so pretty

"""""

( but ---         I know

How hard it is to      Dare to live

How hard it is to          be alone )

•

Such simple gifts

( gentle soul )

•

Lost in the middle of AMERIKKKA

But too   "Good" to be         Critical

••

All your     "Friends"     with broken wings !

||||

Strange !

( seein how YE never tried to fly )

••

... watchin YE fall ..... seein YE die ....

Sorta funny

( don't YE think? )

and so very tired of you all
all the vain pretensions of Knowledge and Wisdom

while hiding the commonplace knowledge of what has been said and done
all the violence all our own
--

it is we who are
the killers and the oppressors
of the poor

but we have done so while
keeping an "inner peace"

an "inner peace"
(or so we say)
---

blind ambition rules
who are we trying to fool?

can any body speak
for themselves

all i know is that
no one does
-----

so very tired of corpse-like images

and, of course

the death that is here

sadnesss is fine if it shows

you may appear as a great actor,  actress
something special!

showing sadness!
never feeling
the **** thing

only lovers suffer
so
show love
but
never feel
the **** thing!

because
(who knows)
who knows
whart "love" means?

not the actor or actor
maybe a poet does
somewhere

X             X
O
X

( & as a human race ?)

WELL

PRETTY *******  PATHETIC !

••

cowardly
**** head slaves

******* with everybody !

••

WELL ?

AREN' T WE ?

••

Well

//     //

Yes I know !

Many of you are SENSITIVE !
( even poets ! )

falling in LUV all da time !

And getting      BROKEN !!!!!

AW !

( alright ------ one more little boo - hoo
For da ******* ! )

••

••

The cold dark loveless sleeplessness invades

And we walk the streets in hatred and haste but we do not even
Know how

To look at one another

///

We slip forth from nightmare but there is no
Sheltering dream to hold and heal us

Because we have forgotten
To really CARE for eachother

///

The heavy stare of the police man

The ***** and the drug dealer

••

We are the HUMAN RACE !

****** ABUSED AND ABUSING CREATURES !

///

But within the poison neon glare

Something ELSE is there

Cause I TOO AM here

And you too can take off the rags you wear

And stand truly NAKED for awhile

Until you are CLEAN

///

WE ARE THE HUMAN RACE !

without dignity

Wallowing in shame

••

The next move is up to you

In motley attire
Tattooed attitudes mingling with
The graffiti of false desires

••

We try crossing the raging waters
Leaping from idea to idea

Hoping for solidity
(None is there)

•

Look!

a Bridge!

(NAH! --- too simple!
too --- *****!)

••

Red with the Blood of Sacred Birth
&
Sacred Dying

SHE

••

Pure love

••

••

WE

In motley attire
Tattoed attitudes mingling with
The graffiti of false desires

Yield!
Give up everything!
--

The omens shriek!

DEATH itself
Personified
Struts majestic
Thru twisted streets
Perverting all dreams
--
Yield!
Yield!
.
Surrender your ego!

The dam's about to break!

And we truly shall perish here!
--

The past is gone
None
Of the ancient stories matter now
The values we cherish are meaningless

DEATH struts upon our streets

We must
Give up our egos now

It is so written in all the omens
Ablaze with ****** heat
Where we once dwelled

no..............i can see
even into the shadows!
in "deep retreat"
there you are!
-------------------------
my lord!
in the end
nothing but a cowardly
display of power tripping
and ugliness
--------------
OH,  MY LORD!
------------
my lord.............what have you done
to yourself and the world?
----------
softly the angels fly
and children play brave games
amid your  highfalutin masquerade!
yearning free!
from pettiness
easily seen
despite your  well rehearsed hyperbole!
-------------
my lord!
----------
well so
it aint you
but still
i
come to the light
hoping to find
someone there
---------
children!
stay!!
and we'll do what's to be done

(
       (
                   (
                     \/
                     /\
                      /   \
                   •
          •  
•  

/////

death is come

( you too --- little poet child )                                  


First ------ raw pain

( have you felt it   ? )
  

And a sense of lovelessness unexplained

( I'm sure you know  that  one ! )


A feeling of uselessness / depression / no energy

( fading away )

////////

Dying

We are all ( simply ) dying !!

•

So

Despite all our rantings and numb loving

and self abusing

The fact remains

•

We are dying

•

We are being slowly and systematically poisoned

///

We are of the population set to be reduced

So that others may be sustained

••

MURDERED

( if you will )

()
/\
/ \
,,,,,,,,,,

We should say goodbye to one another

Or

Truly
Surely

Sincerely

Finally meet and say HELLO

0
00
O
0  0
0  0

Vast possibilities

The sun is shining

••

What do we want ?

-----  ///   ///   ---

We have All been betrayed

••

We never say a thing !

••

Vast possibilities

Let us walk in the sun

••

The sun !

---   ///   ---   ///

A new day come

Ain't no more

Running away

••

We have ALL BEEN BETRAYED

( but a new day is here

And the old world gone )

(                                                                
)            
(                                                        
)                          
(                                                
\/                                                
/\                                                  
/    \                                                  
####

•

The wisdom of ages          Lingers

We walk Ancient Hills

••

Gentle maidens
                                       Children 's spirits

//   //                      
Pure Warriors
                         //  //

LOVE

•     •

The winds !

Her sacred breath reflecting

Perfect Reasons                                                  
•

Free people !

( memories    !  )

///

In the MATRIX  and ILLUMINATI chains

We are

But we are raring to escape !

//    ::   //

Gently

Wisdom yields

Be a Lover !

( reveal your Face )

From out the Prison walls

Unto the Holy Sanctuary

Unto the Pure lit company

Of those who love with no constraint

We are all that  
Was

Ain't nothin left
----

The sun is hardly seen no more

..

The waters and sky
No longer
Pure
-----
No longer fit
..
For a sacred world
Like this one
Supposed to be
----
And for the child
YOU
by name

---

That it was created to support
*


None can  be found

Outside the prisons
Or drunken alleyways

Too much pain
Drives a man insane

Too heavy the dying scent
The brutal ******
Of the innocent
--
--

Ain't I seen
Enough already
Of this ugliness?

Ain't it known
Just exactly
What must get done?

*
We are all that was

Ain't even MEMORY
left
.....

Just frightened men

Wondering
What's goin on

--

Slavery

--

Is what it is

Revolution
Is but a vanquished dream
---

Nothin remains

No memory

Just you and I
Will we dare try
To find eachother

So we can die in peace?

Come
I'll look for you
Please
Look for me

Just for the sake of
DIGNITY

Just for a moment

Just for the sake

Of the child
Who might want to know

All the saints have gone to sleep
Good night
Good bye
---
Poets are tired a thinking --deep
And oh how
Deep
Their minds!
---
Children runnin scared
Tryin  to stay alive
----
And you babe
Where are you tonight ?
---
And.....hey
Just where
Am
I?
---  

It's over
All over
We know it is
----
Still as dead dreams are
And the loveless child

And yet we
Never complain

Or say what's on our minds
---
Tired ole
saint !
Lazy poet boy

--
It's over
All over
-----

Love of the masquerade
.,
The places we hide
---

Where are you tonight gal?
And
Where am I ?
---
One more walk
Neath the Moon
.
Okay

"Why not" and  "why"
Are still the same
to a soul in need

Try again to fly
Over the dark fear again

Seeking the light

Yeah
It's the same

"Why not" and "why"
--
Fly or die with me
It's all the same

Same ole hello
same ole good bye

Same ole saint
Same ole poet boy

Been reading these
Incredibly morbid
Love/hate "poems"

Written as if to ones

Corpse/lovers

And wondering why said poets think
Anyone would be interested

In listening into the
Meaningless ******-babble

Of this inane worship

Of mere form-without-substance
---
---

The in-your-face

Declaration

Of ones right to be miserable
Stupid
And
Unenlighted and uninformed
------

(Although
To be fair

Sometimes the rhyme schemes are okay)
---

I DONT FEEL GUILTY!

--

It's your life!

Degrade and besmirch it all you want!

---

If you'd rather be real

That
Too
Is possible

winding down into the silence of
pure bull-shittin decay

the world's words!
our community!

baby talk!
the bill maher show!
fox news!

(you and me?)

Gently

The bride removes the veil

••

( The face of the Dream)

////

There is so
Much to do

It's

The
End of Days

••

(Sweet the Lover
Sweet the Love)

••

He

Tries to regain his Faith

The Stremgth of the Ages

His one Ally

////

Children
-//-

They

Grow unto

"NECESSITY"

••


(Live in truth

My friend)

••

Wedding song

The bride removed the veil

///

Naked dreams within her eyes

Tonight they'll walk the open road

Soldiers

We are disgraced

Our ****-greed god!

******* ***!

-----
----

Little missy was a babe

(Whatever THAT means!)

--

The one thing that we

Gotta know
------

Respect your neighbor

And the stranger

The alien

In his UFO

----

The president of the USA...?

---
(Ya mean----EVERYONE!)

---
Yeah

Even him

------

Soldiers

Not HEROS

Soldiers!
(SLAVES!)

We say we "care"

But we don't mean it

.




                                    ( me and the boys in the band )

//                                    
  

On  The street.          

( every street )


me and the girls


& they

Becoming women

( it was  something to see )

Tender & lovely and         Loving

(She ) ( She ) ( She )

The Every Song

)(

hey Joey !

Hey Joey !


Hey Joey !


We all come to sing


With

  Joey and the boys in the band





.

///    ;;;
))))))))   \\      •    ((((      
<>

/  *   *   \
/\
/    \
:/:/:/:/:

Wild
(Free)

••

Will you dare ?

••

Love ?

••

See
All the children are crying

All the children
( every single one )

••

The warriors wander

Confused

••

The people are so
Listless

Sedated

Bemused

•••
••

It is all so

-------- out of shape ! ---------

•

Wild
( free )

Child

ESCAPE !

•

The warriors are willing

But you've got to awake !

You've got to show yourself

As unafraid

And ready to do

What's got to be done

:::               :::
    ///              ///
•
Ain't HERE no more
Only the wind
Only my face

Ain't HERE NO MORE
•

Gettin gone though the gettin's no good
Goin to do what I know that I should

Someone  called me out & I couldn't refuse

••

If you stick around you'll soon be at their WAR
•
DON'T STAY HERE NO MORE

••

days of lightning
days of disgrace

Pretending to be ---- understanding
Talking seriously
About really nothin at all
•
Nobody got no respect for the LAW

••

Don't be
HERE NO
MORE

don't be
HERE NO
MORE

••

Gettin gone though the gettin's no good
Goin to do what I know that I should
•
Gonna get it done however I can
Oh yes I certainly am

AINT HERE NO MORE
JUST
AINT HERE NO MORE
NO
I AINT
HERE NO MORE

an the
subtle

(the little child
grows)

we are so flagrant
in our
arrogance

(we "****"
too
easily)

and the gentle rain falls
and the mist
covers us
we are gone from here
so very long ago

we were men
we were
and now
we are what ever
they tell us we are

soft light streams
we are angry
we know

we cant afford
rehab,
so....?

thank you c.i.a

for employment
possiblities
and YOU!
(homeland security)

thank you
thank you!
thank you!!

for wars unceasing

the subtle child
the alleyway
the dumpster
and the
old old lady

the sincere child
the alleyway
the police man
and
you and me

and all the phoney wisdom

my god!

the gurus and the politicians
are one

unholy pack of liars,
as we

cringe before the mirror
which only contains

ourselves

(and everyone!)

--------

in awhile

(maybe!)

in a while

but i doubt it

------

truth and love are free

and what we are looking for

is something to sell

unfortunately

Once I had a *****

Now he's hangin'  from a tree

Tortured, castrated
Broken *****,  bleeding

-------

Once I had a *****
Now he's hangin' from a tree
Silhouetted by the moon
:::::::::::
::::::::::::::::::::
Once I had a *****
(An American *****)

Now he is gone

I seen him walkin'  down the Road

Goin' East

It's almost Dawn

i think i am alive still because i don't remember anyone murdering me but i know that this may be an illusion

and that actually as the budhists say IT IS ALL an illusion and that life and death too are illusions and if this makes sense to you then that sense is an illusion and if it confuses you than that confusion is an illusion

but i think that while much of this place is illusionary not all of it is

but i also know that the people that i call real still think of me as an illusion or something actually they don't like thinking about because they would rather call what i think about conspiracy theory or illusion

i call them chicken ****

and so it is

the day is slowly winding down......
......

(we did what we did)

revealed ourselves more fully
or kept ourselves quite hid

(OKAY!)

no...big deal!
............

tonight is a ****** in

dreams amid the slaughter
dreams of the thousand lovers
dreams of the ****** children
and of our immaculate behaviour

that we will surely
(as promised)
deliver

as best we can
when we can

.....  soon soon

the day will be over

dreams of a thousand lovers
overcome the new world order

and restore

all human decency

all the details
trying....hard
trying............so hard!
trying................too hard(?)

to please
----

the vapors that surround an uncouth dawn
are
here

prentenders to the Crown
crowd around
the Market Place
where tender children
come
hoping to understand
and showing their Faith
in a Real Tomorrow

and that they remain
amid the crying
and the dying sounds

such detail!

we try to please
vampires

and the Police

within the uncouth and vaporous dawn

........to **** is a quality
we learn in America
every day

--------------------------------------

all the day long
playing with ourselves and each other

such brutal games of gangland war
---

we are the reflection
of the
****** mastermind
we follow and worship

tell me please

who is yours?
-------

subtle the intimations
of the traits we
in imitation emulate
------

still, i love you

i only wish that you were here

on the lost subway
from new york city to brooklyn

the last hours before dawn

from new york city to brooklyn
goin home

from new york city to brooklyn
me and the freaks
--
the last hours before dawn

..................

nothin has changed
no it don't
no it can't
we won't let it

all are there
on the lost subway

it is always
the last hours before dawn

and who.......?
and who am i....?
----
i
......
the ancient seagull flies
.
the sky is on fire
the whole earth is bleeding
--
i
.......
i am quite lonely
where have my friends gone?
.....home.....
home to the castle that has replaced the cabin
in the hills
---------
war has come
wars
come and go
the one that wont end
is here
-------------
i
.....
the one that wont leave
---
the ancient song
the warriors
the strength that only dies
when the soul dies
the soul doesn't die
...
be glad
.......
---and arise---

I'm just bein here with you

••

What's wrong?

Sure

The world is on fire with induced hate

The power of love has been manipulated

Into gentle children in so much pain

Hurtin themselves with Every touch

••

I'm just bein here with you

••

Gathering
Eachother up

Letting the real feelings matter

••

Say what YE really gotta say

Takin upon yourself the healing of the world

••

I'm just bein here with you

••

Child

You are mine

••

It's your life don't throw it away

and what's left?
after all this death?

magical talking toys
................channeling

spiritual images of tom hanks

while so strangely on the news
bought  politicians are
saving the world!

tra la
tra la .......la la
-------------

an if'n in a little while
new images of free men
come into view

will i be able to
see you thru

the mass injustice

called
....................the world?

clinging to our
clanging chains

and our fake and indolent
sense of security

mommy and daddy and
apple pie-in-the-sky

and oil now pure water
and arabs as devils

and you as a "pile"
on the street

watching barak obama

being "lynched "
all over again

simply  distracting you
and you, so entertained

and so again
becoming enslaved
-----------

soft lover...
....be still

the
*tra la la la la's *
......................................fade

(eventually)

.....­......................IF YOU SO WILL

come....i am come!!
and you can come and come and come!
....can come HOME!
and can LOVE!
and ***
breeding NEW CHILDREN
who can live

(if here

....................they come

Read more: http://hellopoetry.com/poem/the-poetess-13/#ixzz0v0Xumh3y

love

(a broken beggar)
...

a broken beggar
in love

with the bag lady

---------

the rain falls

------

picnic at the beach

watchin jesus

walk on water

FINE SHOW. J C!

--------

america in the death throes

we watch the whole world die

----------

beggar and bag lady

(me and you)
........

the rain

(red)

-----------

we write our love poems

drugged out of our senses

what else can we do?

----------

the truth?



watching jesus walk on water

FINE SHOW, J C!

//   •||
<>

The bright Sunshine
Some say a god has come

Some say it's only me

~~

I saw the first babe in the woods
I rode the magic back to Seed

Lo and behold ! THERE you are

~~

Some say that the Earth is dead
That hope is gone the devil rules

Some say so many things

~~

In this Eternal moment - ONE THING
Do you love Me?

Ah yes I see you on the mountain top

~~

Life or death ?

Meaningless

Only one truth all around

on the holy barge

Goes a floating down the sacred river

unto the infinite sea .......

!                                                   !
guns a shooting!             ( holy barge )              guns a shooting !

The holy barge floats toward
The infinite Sea

•••••••

and the ***** little ******

( the fake ****** ! )

The ***** little fake ****** !

The ungrateful ***** little fake ******

Goes to prison

To be murdered

In the  american way

(      (                                                         ­   
(   (                                          
(  (                            
((            
(
\/
/\
/    \

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simple dream


////

Oh and the long death walk in the rainy streets

Where once were simple  human beings

•



We are such stuff that

Weird *** sci fi books

Are made of

••

We have chosen

We have become pure

And un-adulterated

Creatures of madness

and spiritual decay

••

We are happy

////                  

     We feel so          Safe !

                       ////

•

Looking for lovers

Because we know

We are so

Incapable of love

////

Simple dream


////

The long death streets

Hold us so firmly

In its   Arms

can't really say it
all a these feelings
come and go
my sensibilities reeling

footsteps steppin out
inta the snow
going nowhere
(where else is there to go?)

going to find ya
before i'm blind
well ya know
ya can't put truth behind ya

some say you're a person
some say a goddess
i say you are the mirror
you say that i'm not modest

i wish there was a god
one that really got us
we are on our own
only on our own

still i know
i'll find my way home

still i know

i'll find my way home

(                           )
(                              0                              )
(     )
(            )
/---- \
War
//:

Truth

The only way

///

Strength

We All know true love from that of --- the games

///

War
So useless we are

///

She walks the rainy years with grace

///

I
SEE HER !

///

Is there a god who is here ?

I am here

And so are you

And so is she

Follow the drinking gourd
--
Follow
..
unto lovers:
.
(For awhile)
----
We are here!
----
We are always

The gentle the good
The mighty the strong
---
Follow your heart
--
I
I INVOKE
I INVOKE YOUR NAME!

I CONGER UP YOUR IMAGE--FROM HELL

I AWAIT YOU HERE IN HEAVEN
--
don't be late

....
when love songs were about
lovers
lovin one another

when people ACTUALLY
loved one another

when love didnt mean
base and mean possessiveness

when you were here

i remember when you were
a lover who loved
who could sleep
beyond NIGHTMARE
when the word JUSTICE
was real

and we saw eachother's
tomorrows

and painted with soft pastels
our neighbors live
into green

and you were here

....
when being a criminal
was not something to be
proud of

when having what you didnt deserve
illicited scorn, not envy

when ****** for profit
was considered
wrong

when people being made to seem stupid
was seen as gross and ugly


....
when love songs were about
lovers
lovin one another

when people ACTUALLY
loved one another

i do really remember
such a world

and you were here

what?

who?

the free?

--------

in a moment the missles shall fly
(as we know)

---------

wantin a piece of ***
("love" we say!)

---------

building?

NOTHING!

creating?

NOTHING!

why do we call ourselves
"MAN"..?

---------


the masses shall be murdered?

who are they?

-------------------

be free

NOW