Of the last 268 poems I have read here

62%

are from people who want to die

20%

Are from people who want to DIE

------BUT------
Might consider LIVING if someone would become their
emotional slave

12%

Are from people who would like to find out what it
means to be alive

5%

Are from people who think they are alive

------BUT------

Aren't sure that they are or that they want to be

&

1%

are from people who are alive

••

There seems to be a correlation between being ALIVE

and LOVING

but this correlation seems to be a taboo subject

A gentle breeze blows ALWAYS across the World

••

Perhaps the best we can do is to DIE nobly

•

•

We are the immune system of the world

••

Gentleness

Gentle breath

Fierce with a gentility born from love

••

The playground song lasts forever

••

The gentle breeze

Carries all images to everyone

••

(We are the immune system of the world)

We absorb all diseases in order to learn the way to heal

••

We mate and marry along the way

••

We are the immune system of the world

••

We breath

A gentle breeze that ALWAYS flows across the world

She is so beautiful

She lie naked on the bed

Her hair!
Curling about her head!

A lovely creature

A DOLL!

That's when I leaned over to plant a kiss on her lips

But
(At the VERY last moment)

I sunk my teeth into her neck!

••

(same thing -------really)

••

NOW TOGETHER
FOREVER!

••

FOREVER

(---the place of NO ESCAPE!)

•••

FOREVER!

?

(Entwined in time)

?

The GREAT MISTAKE!

••
••


Entwined

In

Eternal

LOVELESS DEATH

::::///:::
:::\\:::
::::///:::
:::\\:::

VAMPIRE LOVE

••
••

Her gaze upon me like a WEIGHT

(Her exposed ******* so inviting!!

--

She said

"I love you
I want you to
Be mine forever"

I said

" but you don't know what my FOREVER is

and  I don't know what your FOREVER IS

----

Her eyes grew dark and her incisors seemed to lengthen and
Show red stains

---

In a flash ---I--- GONE!

~~~~|||~~~~
~~~~|||~~~~

TRUE LOVE

We sat together in the Sun

We merged into the shared forever of the world

LOVE----in immortal light

Gentle visions from sacred hills floated by

••

Her boyfriend came and sat besides us for awhile

Then my girlfriend joined us as did on-coming night

••

Now we walk together the down town streets

It feels so good
(The ONE HEART BEAT)

Into the ghetto pain our souls reach

Within the loveliness
We all meet

••

LOVE

ETERNAL AND COMPLETE

THERE FOR THE TAKING

ASKING THAT WE ------RECIEVE

The

••

(The------what?)

•
•

See the ****-stained girl in the shadows!

•

YES!

WHAT IS SHE DOING?

•

(falling in love)

••

WITH WHAT?

•

with the fantacy of falling in love

••

••

BUT WHAT TO HER----IS----LOVE?

••

A fantacy

•
••
•

But if you DO love her---

SHE'S GONE!

Hope I don't have to read no love letter/poems today

•

It's too easy to be dead

••

Angels and saints-----everywhere

•

Angels and saints

••

Don't write no "deep" love letters!  NO!

••

Beyond ego is the world

•

It's too easy to be dead

•

Live

Angels all

•

(All the beautiful ladies)

••

Young boys!

Behold!

••

The whole world!

(Do you dare?)

••

There are no women here

••

Only angels

If you "see"

Death

•

Enter HELL
(The place of HEALING)

••

It is a  GOOD PLACE
(The BEST)

••

A place of REST
of Wisdom
&
Understanding

••

This is the ONE TRUTH

TYRANTS must suppress

(Otherwise we'd all go FREE)

•

So come with we

To the RIVER OF LOVE

(NOT ---blood!

In which we wallow
Whining!)

••

EAT!

Eat your own flesh passionately

••

Eat with the power of eternal LIGHT

(Always in your heart full shining)

••

This is the ONLY WAR

(against your Fear)

••

When the Truth is clear

Who dare stand before you

And still be lying?

Lies so flimsy

Let us enter

Flimsy lies

(So safe)

••

Within the flimsy lies

They will see us

And know we are frightened and leave us alone

••

Like a high school girl

Wallowing

On the floor

Wallowing in our **** and blood

Wallowing in our flimsy lies

Crying safely on the floor

Being for them what they want

Wallowing in our **** and blood

They see us wallow and so they

Leave us alone

And we are safe

Yeah but den if  der  ain't no god.......?

•

Yeah but den if der IS.........?

••
••

Movin

Makin it GOOD!

••

All de pageantry

(All dis ****!)

••

Movin

•

Call yer shot boy

•
•••••
•
•

God?


Maybe yes
Maybe no

Either way

Here you are

What's wrong boy?

••

(She gone)

•

Streets

•

Mothers and the Child

--

Gone

••

Wind

--

Blowin Rain

••

Ain't mean nothin at all

••

Truth/illusion?

Who invented this game?

I ain't playin no more

••

(Maybe)

••

Where the train goin?

The end a de line?

••

Nobody sayin

••

It's time

To go my own way

•

Come on

••
••

What's wrong boy!

--
-----

I know

SHE GONE

Take it easy  

Lets go find her

Ain't nobody dead DONT wanna be

(Really)

•

\\
////

Softly child /--//--song!

---

Beyond the speaking symbolically

YOU

are here

•

Watcha gonna do now tell me

••

What you really think is goin on

•

(Can't hide no more)

••

If you wanna be dead

You are

•

If not?

Got some work to do

For sure

Dear Brothers & Sisters ............

••

••

(Even you
                                  ****!)
•

Even he

--

Even she

(****)

••

THE REVOLUTION WILL NOT BE TELEVISED
--(Gil Scott Heron)

The revolution is not just words

//

If there is NOT revolution

WHAT will there be?

••

••

[.....(dear brothers and sisters)....]

••

Do I love you?  WELL I GUESS!!

•

Ere this night is over

•

Under the one sky moon and stars

•

Holding the one babe in your arms

•

Up into the HEART CHAKRA let us proceed

••

Where YIN meets YANG

&

Man and god meet

••

[-----(We are gathered here.........)-----]

••

WE!

(remember)

••

WE

•

We are the Human

                               (****!)

Dear Brothers & Sisters

(That means US!)

(And any other day)

•

She looked out the window

She saw

••

She came

••
••

Blood the red song sing or be gone !

Ain't no use to it

Ain't no purpose

Ain't no reason to live or die

Ain't nothin here but death

And your will to survive

••

Arising

Coming out of the mist

••

SHE

•

She decided to stop hurtin herself

••

She came forth to stop all pain

••

Once more

•••

Once more the ****** cries in wonder

At the misuse of sacred powers

Cries against the reason for

The glorification of senselessness

(& war)

••••

And war

•••

And war

•••

Once more

••

Once more the young girl cuts her wrist

What can one say to such a narcissist?

Sees no suffering but her own

Walks by the corpses on war torn streets

To her these don't mean a thing

••

The ****** cries out for all who've been born

In the purity
All are hers

As so surely
They are yours

••

Once more

••

Face to  face with humanity

Once more

From out the shadows

MAN emerges

••

(Who shall appear?)

•

Tiny urchin in rags

Crawling thru shadows

----

Thru the ILLUMINATI  nightmare

•
•

Unto the WAR

••

In the high school brain washed dream

•

Man emerges
What appears

••

I remember all LOVERS

All I've known

••

••

They murdered JFK

But they also murdered OSWALD

And then RUBY

(& others too)

And these were great crimes and great tragedies in their own right

••

••

No one seems to mind

---

I saw a girl she was so scared her ******* refused to grow

•


From the shadows

YOU can see ME

Thru the mountain
Toward the other side

The woods are shelter
Too much shelter and you die

We are ready
We know its time to fight

Our love and our life
We put on the line

••
••

(And will you come with me?)

••

•

We have walked the only beach together hand in hand
We see what's goin on and we do understand

Everything

Everything

••

Eye to eye

&

The dream

••

We put our love and our life

Forth quite freely

Just for you

Only the sea

Only the lovers walk the sand

Hand in hand and also death

The cold chill wind -- (ah yes!)

••

I see you 1000 years ahead

A child and the whole human race

••

We are -----SEED

••

The bright light?

(The moon?

OR GOD!)

••

Oh my eyes!
What we have seen!

•

It's just you and me

(All in all --

And everyone)

[the slave auction is over
                                    on the other side of town]

•

And woe unto us this dark drear day

Woe unto us

For the games we have our children play

••

••

[somewhere-----(it is said).                              
A good man lives].                                      

        •

How can I know you?

What do you want?

•

Love is beautiful
Love is kind

Life

Life is a wonder

These are terrible times

Have no fear

Love is strength

••

There is an anger
Know it well

And
                       ........
                                          (After all)

••

After all of the screen has been torn away

And we see love

                                (After that ....?)

AFTER THAT MY GOD WHAT THEN!!--?

••

(After all Fear is slain)

••

And we start rising from the dead

And we put an end

To the destroying of our world

••

And the children are freed

Frm the chains being forged for them

••

Come
Let us speak plain

The simpleness

The gentle human power

That we are

••
••

Let us mean

(& do)

Everything that we say

Calling

(Calling)

Calling out for .........you

••

(I)

••
••
••

Ah

Satan

Yea

Satan

Takin you away

••

Satan

Satan

(You
Are
Satan's

Slave)

•••

I see you !!!
I see you !!!

You grovel at His  Feet

••

You get your Power!

(You call it LOVE!!)

From Satan

••

From Satan

••

God is your Enemy!!

•••

We know we know we know
We know we know we know

We know
We know

Yeah

WE KNOW

••
••
••

Calling

(Calling)

Calling out for .....you

••

(I)

••

Why do you want to ****?

Why do you want to die?

For Satan?

Satan

Satan

All on that ride we dreamed....?

(Nothing completed itself)

•

We know what it was was happening

Couldn't get it together

Now

We are dyin

••

Dyin

Approaching death

Dyin

(Really

Already dead)

///
\\
///

In a wild moment magic still

Exists

----

Look up!

Unicorns and dragons in the real sky

RIDE!

--

(Lovely child)

••

You can if you want

•

In a wild moment

You

Exist

••

Yes you do

Lovely child

~~~and~~~~and~~~and~~~

--

We talk of love

--

~~~and~~~and~~~and~~~

--

(We talk)

••

We talk a lot

(We even ****)

••

Creating

***** flic memories

•••

Youth is gone

Wasted

We threw it away

••

~~~and?~~~

--

And when all was said and done

--

We were just lonely with nothin to say

Phantom lover
He

Rides the GREAT HORSE

Into
The living room and gets drunk

••

(again)

••

The great hero

Stands up to the GREAT MAN
and says:

WELL I GUESS NOW IS WHEN YOU GET TO **** ME
UP THE ***?

••

He sits at his computer to write his
Poetical complaint

About

His TRUE LOVE

Having no respect for him

••

(the *****!)

••

He wonders why

Though he worships DEATH
he is still ALIVE

••

(He really isn't)

•

Even though he don't know nothin yet

He tells everyone about himself so he don't forget

She wrote a poem to her old boyfriend

So that she would have a reminder of the BRUTALITY

••

The SWEETNESS of the pain!

•••

She wrote in honor of HER MASTERS

----

She wrote to tell them:

NO!---SHE WOULD NEVER TRY TO ESCAPE!

••

She cut herself so that she would look and feel ugly

And thus UNLOVABLE

••

This is how she knows they want her to be

••

(she does not dare try find out why)

••

She has *** with other girls to tell herself that life and *** are meaningless

••

All she knows is that she is supposed to suffer til dead

SHE GLADLY COMPLIES

••

She is a good little girl

•

She doesn't  mind

Woman in a black dress

(Who died?)

•

•

Who indeed!

•••

Tell me

WHO IS NOT DYING

RIGHT NOW?

••

Read the poetry!

------

The name of every one is

DEATH

••

Licking their scars.....?

ALL THE LITTLE BOYS AND GIRLS

••

Slaves on the Plantation
Called

THE WORLD

••

(woman in a black dress)

•••••

We......?

NOBODY SEES A THING ANY MORE

••

Woman in a black dress?

*****!

••

See the little boys and girls

Having *** with their Masters!

ENSLAVED DEPRAVED AFRAID

TO BE FREE!

•

We wear the black dress proudly

WHY?

I DONT KNOW

You

Say it's all alright

It's okay

•••

Beauty!

I too can see but I don't feel

I know

Dyin is here

••

You are true to the god you know

Alright okay

••

The nights cracks open

Falls and fades

We .,,,,

Do
The best we can do

••

My love!

Really

Dyin ain't beautiful. Can't you feel

What's here to know?

••

What can we talk about today?

••

Love is gone

••

Where are the children

(Dyin or dead?)

••

Every breath

My strength

Take it or leave

Walkin with you

Talkin to heaven
(That's what I do )

~~•~~

This time as the story begins
To turn around corners didn't used to be here

Shadowy figures perverts and kings

Just out walkin with you
Just out walkin with you
My friend

Thru cities of fear
Didn't used to be
Here

••

Walkin with you

Talkin with heaven
(Now!)

Talkin about
What we should do

About

Shadowy figures perverts and kings

••
••

Turnin corners didn't used to be here

••

Never thought to see all this fear

Never thought there could be all this pain

Talkin to heaven gettin *******

Gettin *******

Just out walkin with you

Amid shadowy figures perverts and kings

Perverts and kings

(One and same)

••

Walkin with you

Thru the silences listening

To whatever you are tryin to say

To me about heaven and what's there to do

About perverts and kings

||~~~~~~~||

And such a one as you too have come

Such a one

••

Sweet as the taste of anything at all after all is said and done

And life itself is here and we see the reasons for our fear and overcome

••

The child with her razor blade realizes

Demons do invade any holy sanctuary left open

And they know

What they must know

To live

••

Sweet the silence voices

Sing of holy

Sing of real

Sing of us

••

She walks naked solitary

Fields where magic is the only answer

And my face is the only beauty

••

The only reason

••

Walks naked high school corridors laughing  at the folly

••

The pumpin pimpin brutal ways the tryin to get their jollies

Before dyin
Without even tryin

To live

••

No reason to ask me to forgive

I am invincible

As you are

As always

~~~
~~~
>
~~~
~~~

Well how I wonder just
What it that you are thinking

On a wintry morning in the headlights as they invade
Your dreamin

What were you dreamin?

Of a love to come or an invasion by the Demons?

••

It is all of us or none of us are real we often say

But we

Are much to frightened to be believin

Too afraid to say what we want

Or that anything is needed

Midst self inflicted bleedin

••

In the shangri-la

Or heaven

Call yourself whatever to you seems pleasin

But we are here

We are real

We are breathin

Breathin

••

••

Oh sweet sister child brother mother saint good friend or heathen

You are what I know

As the one

The one

The one and only true reason

Anything has meanin

Any meanin

Any purpose

For pure feelings

••

And I am here

I am here

Rambling on

On and on
On and on

Slowly
Tenderly

The night falls into place and we too

We are placed down

Down onto the haunted streets

The streets where murderd men seem to be here

And their children too seem

Seem to be here but we know that they are gone

As we too know well that we too are gone from these streets already dead

••

Slowly
Tender  as our self inflicted pain

Which seems to be ours but is really of these murdered men on murdered streets

Which weave in the wind

Weave strained and fragile images

Of we who once were here but are gone

••

Haunted

The world is haunted by DEATH

Death that seems
Tender

Death that slowly permeates the streets

And covers everything and we do not even notice

That we are not here

Everybody knows

(Everybody)

•

We ****** our children so easily

They ****** themselves for PAIN has become

A friend that always is there to reach

--

GOD AND SATAN

NOW ONE

••

Rubbing raw **** all over themselves

(Their ritual of love!)

••

And yes

We

(Everybody)

We know

••

Sadistic sickos

WE

"Liked this"

Is all we say

Ah the brain-washed little girls mid the phoney mo-fukkars

called MEN!

••

The brain-washed dead little girls

••

Once their BODIES are SOLD

&

Their SOULS are SOLD

••

Stupid little brain washed little slave children

Crawling

••

Death worshipping

Little girls amongst the SATANIC mo-fukkars

We are too afraid to call

SATANIC MO-FUKKARS PRETENDING TO BE MEN

Gentle child

-•-

(Listen!)

-----Madness is all that is here today-------

••

know

YOUR GOD

(Yours alone)

•

••

Gentle child

I don't really want to say

But

So many people are frightened beyond belief

And use pain to hide their pain

So you must fear their pleas for "love"

••

Gentleness

Is a sign of weakness to those afraid

••

Gentle child

••

Staring into the eyes of death

Is the same as into any human being

••

Don't let them hurt you

BE STRONG

••

Know your

OWN GOD

very well

Amid

REAL NEED

the desire

"to fall in love"

Is just a sign of being  brainwashed

••

TO LOVE

Is the human response to

REAL NEED

••

narcissistic blubber

fills the airways and is pure dementia

••

••

Only sadistic  dumb *****

Read a poem about self mutilation and respond

LIKED THIS

•

•

Alone on the sands

--

(There is no MESSAGE here)

••

Alone

---

The ocean breeze

•

(There is no MESSAGE here)

••••

You cannot look into her eyes

••

Images of ancient fisherman crowd the shore

Of master painters from the Centuries

••

New York City boys!

Gallant in poverty!

••

(She)

There is no meaning here

••

Archaeological bones

Mitochondrial DNA

••

••

You try to listen for her but she leaves no message

(There is no MEANING here)

••

You think to love her but you are standing alone

Amongst the fisherman and the sacred painters

Who see who is here

••

She is not seen

••

••

To lose the lost is a terrible thing

•

That is the only MEASAGE here

for the gallant New York City boys

Nothing is more absurd that a person who actually lives here

Thinking it is real......;

••

......... who doesn't realize that he is IN THE MATRIX

IN A HOLOGRAM!

••

••

Imagine!

Participating

in what is TOTAL ILLUSION!

••

Imagine not knowing WHO and WHAT you are

••

I stand at the Gate

as Demons surround

••

FEAR NOT

MY LITTLE ***** WUSSIES

I AM HERE!

••

I of the Golden *****

I with the Kiss of Nectar

••

Dragon Slayer!

••

(All the details in my bio ---

Soon coming out)

••

So

Come my little ***** wussies

To

My golden *****

My kiss of nectar

•

Come

The demons are being slain

All is now reality

••

We have prevailed

And I am yours!

I knew she was a filthy warty old witch

Come to me a ****** beauty

••

(The eyes of envy upon me as

We strutted thru the corridors!)

••

Even as her deseases started crawling

Painfully thru my body

••
••

Now I lie hideous and hidden in black woods

And knowing that I

Shall never die

••

Remembering

Remembering

Rides the pale horse

----

(We all ride)

••

Dark the mother's eye

Dark with loathing

••

After the first **** there is...........
....................

Boredom

••

Lost humanity

(We don't mind)

••

We do not seem to mind at all

••

••

(Boring)

So bored we don't even bother to die

Drift

••

Sun

••

My  eye

••

Ain't gonna fight no more

TAKE YOUR DEATH AND DIE

••

Drift boy

To the edges of life

To the places where we live

••

War paint

--

Aura bright

••

She made a promise to herself

--

Hey babe

Take all my strength

Every child

Every one

•••

I saw a child in the shadows

Looking out

She had no eyes

••

Death comes easy

On the cheap

••

Drift

--

Sun

••

My eye

••

Stop your ******* if you can

It's true

----

WE BREAK

••

(Bring on the Clowns!)

---

Freight train blues

•
••

Was a babe I knew

We lived together in New Orleans

••

Was a babe.....................

•

Cheap hotel

••

A small town

I guess it was

••

The ole moon

---

Look up

--

The

Moon

••

We break

••

Happened (it did)

So long ago

THEN THE CLOWNS

••
••


Little kids and razor blades

(Very sensitive little kids)

The last time I heard someone who wasn't lying I was talking to myself

••

But I wasn't listening

••

••

The truth of the world is very obvious

•

There isn't any

••

If you are a human being you define the world completely

•

Then they will surely come to **** you

••

Torturing people must be fun

•

Everybody is doing it

Mostly
People torturing themselves

••

The fact of the violence should tell us something

•

If we cared to know

••

I would say

WAKE UP

But you are sleeping and wouldn't hear me

••


If we was a horse they'd shoot us

•

We ain't a horse and they are shooting us

••

should I say

DUCK?

•

I would but you'd think I was lying

They say something important happened once

I'm not  sure I wasn't there

You know?

••

They say whatever it was it is still happening

---

WOW!

••

Crazy ****!

••

Once was people here but they gone

•

Once everything was clear but now it ain't

••

Well

It's clear to me

•••

You don't have to be stupid to act that way

•

Oh oh!

(Somethin wrong!)

••

ALL TRUE LOVERS ON THE RUN

•

How can we survive when everybody dead?

•

Lynched man hangin from the tree

--

Naked as the young child clothed in fear

All the day long

Passionately

••

Oh momma can you see me now?

•

He took the world in his hand

Crushed it like a beer can

And threw it away

••

The sea

Flutters like crumbled paper in the wind

••

The young boy is gone and his dream

••

Naked

••

Naked death and the football game

••

The poetry

•

A tiny child calls your name

Hurt

••

(Possibly)

•

We scan our inner mind

We wonder about wondering

We wonder at the brazen impunity

Of the evil done

••

Hurt?

••

Dead child here
Dead child there

dead ***** in our underwear

••

I LOVE YOU ANGELINA JOLIE!

••

Obama mama!
Obama mama!

Obama mama!

Obama-.(he)-care

••

AND OTHER FANTACIES

••

In free moments I see you everywhere!

Creating visions born from love and gentle prosperity

As if it all was real

And we were real

And really here

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Names written in sand or flayed and mutilated flesh

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I LOVE YOU

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Hurt

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In  a moment free we live

Stories

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(Images of poor people torn and frayed)

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We used to scratch our initials onto our school desks but now we scratch it on our skin

Because the desk is property and has value but our bodies do not

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Have you ever met anyone as real as lady gaga?

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He reached for his child but she wasn't there

(Neither was he)

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Neither are you neither am I

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Face death

(For real this time)

***** streets

We know ugly as the world
We create

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Stick men

Images of imaginary fellow citizens

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Did you ever write a poem strange

Strange as you are

Real as the stranger walks the street?

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The ***** emerging at dawn

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Computer simulation already a slave

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My country tis of thee sweet child burning death has come

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KNOCK KNOCK

whose there?

NOBODY

then who's talking?

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Who indeed!

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The image of man

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Blowin lightly in pure pregnancy

Winds

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Somewhere

A man stands

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(a man is standing is it you I see
From the shadows

Emerging?)

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Wind

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Images

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They say a child shall appear to save the world

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A child has appeared to save the world but he lies dying in a foreign land

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Lies dying on the street

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The murderd child

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Days and days and are we even here at all?

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Mutilated bodies

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Mutilated

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Wind

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Everybody talks of love

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Everybody sells their soul

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Simulations of people roam the cloud like structure of our barren-ness

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In hushed tones

We talk of talking someday

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Do you love me!
Am I even here?

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Wind

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Breathe

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Maybe

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Or not

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She sits on her bed and cuts herself

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Alive?

Already dead?

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The light is shining

Shining

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(That's one possibility)

Walks the country road at dawn

Thru the fields toward yonder mountain

Every body knows something

Everybody does

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Been to school

A teacher he

Watered youth with wisdom's power

Now he wanders alone

Seeking peace

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Solitude

Yet the mountain has a majesty

A magic a mythology

A monastery amidst time

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Last night he slept by yonder stream

He dreamed he'd rescue all tomorrows

He dreamed he free all nature's  strength

Make it our own

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He walks the country road

He's going home at last he knows

He knows the dawn and he is here