Last night I dreamt you died
But you were still mine and I was still yours
You would visit me everyday
And we'd laugh, and talk, and you'd give me the same stare you've always have. But one day you didn't show up at the foot of my bed, as well as the next , and so on. God it hurt like hell

Tonight I might write something like: You are glued to me and the thought of you never leaves my head! I find myself constantly thinking about you! And sometimes its murderous! I dream of you so much I wanna tear every tooth out of my head! My friends say your no good for me but I'd have to disagree!

"Well on the minds of other men I knew she was"

I'm the t shirt you stuff into your bottom drawer & wear on wash day
I'm the book next to the book protected in dust
The one you haven't read since you last dreamt of him
I'm the dark bubbles in your black coffee
I'm the goosebumps you get when you watch blue moons
I'm the active chemical in your LSD
I'm the feeling your leg gets when you've been sitting on it for too long
I'm that bitter flavor that you no longer taste on your 4th glass
I'm the burn on your tongue when you take your first drag
Im the little plastic on your shoe lace
I'm the tag that's on your favorite shirt
I am the hidden ***** fork at the bottom of your dish rack
I'm one of the littlest stones in the 7th step on your stairs
I am the peek hole on your apartment door
I'm the the gum stuck to the pavement on your way to school
I'm the ***** scent on the bus on your way home
I'm one single ridge on the quarter you give to a homeless man you see on 8th street
I'm the fibers in the paper of your journal
I'm the oil that keeps the ink in place in your pen
I am the empty spaces on your paper
I am the spine of your favorite book
I am the flavor in your favorite food
I am the bulgdes in your best pair of socks
I am the pitch of your voice
I am the waves that hit your veins every other week or so

I dream of you every night now, starting to remind me of some pop song. These dreams are what I look forward to every morning I wake, I can't seem to wait to lay my head down and slip away without holding on. Those soft kisses in some dark alley way, and the way your hands are shaped into mine as I press them over your head against the wall, your skin, god your skin! The way it lusters in the moon light as my fingers caress you from head to toe. God your skin! My hands on your waist and your hands on my hands, god! And when I wake from these dreams at 3:46 A.M. it truly pains me that you aren't beside me....

I think it takes you getting ******* and disregarding me for a few hours to bind us a little more
I think it takes me getting upset at something that won't matter in a few
hours to make me love you more

Someday I no longer will be able to phone you and ask how the day is treating you
Someday I will no longer be able to look into your big brown eyes
Someday I will no longer be able to kiss your chest and rest my head on your shoulder
Someday I will no longer grab you by the waste and swing you left to right
I will no longer drum on your stomach with my point fingers
Someday when all is said and done,  your the one I love, now just like then

Can I grab your hand tonight, under the light bulb
Can I feel your top lip tonight, over the cell phone
I waited outside your window but you took too long
I walked you home last year that's the last I saw you
Make time for me cause I've waited longer than they have