Stop looking for a sign to do big things. Just go for it and have faith in your own success.

What I want and what I need are two different things
For instance I want you
But that doesn't mean I need you
But wanting somebody can lead to needing their presence
Cause only you know deep inside they're the cure to your misery
One look at their face will make you feel warm and comfortable
But as soon as you lose it
You sure as hell won't get it back
Life is unpredictable cause you can't always have what you need

I'm afraid to step back into reality
I like it here in my fantasies

Where the grass is greener
And all you can hear are children's Uncontrollable Laughter

Smiles with no frown
Where the world is no longer upside down

A world full of dreams and goals
When Santa gives you coals

You turn into something useful
And where everybody is calm and not stressful

Imagine a world with no invasion
Where everybody genuinely respects each other's religion

No guns, no air crafts basically no wars
The only painful thing you had to do was your chores

Cancer was just a horoscope and not a disease that takes over your life
Where you cut not your skin but your food with a knife

Where education is more valued then what you wear

Imagine life, With full of amazing things.
Where everybody is treated like kings

I call it wonderland
Cause you constantly wonder of your perfect land

It maybe not the same as mine
In my mind is perfectly fine.

They taunt you
They keep you up at night
You toss and turn
Put your pillow close to your face
You squeeze it till you no longer can
As you grab the blanket and bury yourself in
You overthink of words that keeps taunting you at night
You cry of frustration of words that freely flows your mind
Those words of hatred and discourage that you hear so very often
That no matter how much you try to forget it
It won't go away.