Just let me rub yo feet while you listen,
Fresh out the shower, body glistening
Chocolate skin melted, drippen

Got high off your aroma when.. I smelt ya
I tell ya,

At night I travel in the dark... with no light.
Fighting to see the path to.. make it right.

Until you come and  Shine...
Like the... moon you are to me.
Auset my goddess, and lets be honest
That's......who you are to me

A set makes two, I accept that boo.
Just let me know what I should do.

The steps to.... move in to yo heart,
If its room.
I just don't know where I should start.

I got this love, ....but I can't place it.
Still looking, but there's no empty spaces
A jigsaw piece ...that's lost its shape
No angles adjacent.

Just trying to find my place.
Even if I have to... die at the stake.
Be your Christ, thats a savior.

Don't make no mistakes,
Do me this one favor
Think twice.... bout my behavior.

That's... good advice, and it might just be. ...
Bad for me...for you to see ....who I really am.
The things that I could be
.
May act strange,
I be trippen,
tryimg to make it out this system
I know wrong from right
So I just write my wrongs
And try to make em rhyme
But,
.
We can... argue, fuss, and fight.
As long as I can ....
Spend the night, and **** your right,
Make you cuss, see hues in rays of light

Been,

Trapped in this prison ...its like a prism
Now girl you've illuminated me.
Turned.. Dark to Light.
Its not black or white

Escaping black holes to be with you Girl
I'm trying to see it through.
And sleep with you.


Lets be transparent,
How we gone repair it
Can't be.. shy or embarrassed
We got the best of each other.
So lets not be jealous,

No need to.. stress one another.
Just connect, and speak.
I admire your ...zeal, and feel.
You can do
What others only... dream to think.

I know your at the brink of breaking.
Though we're almost at the peak.
Sweetheart we can make it.

Shhh.... I hear what yo body saying.
Your eyes locked in mine.
Stopping time, lets rewind.
Just be mine,

Cuhs girl I got yearning
I see your fire burning.
A rain of hurt,
You heart scorching.
That steam keeps you angry.
Make you seem crazy.

I'm just trying to keep you cool
Baby can you blame me.

I'm a Lion of Judah
No one can't shame me
Chakras aligned like Buddha
You know a gazelle can't tame me

Truth will prevail, and this love is the truth
Can"t you tell?
The time is now, and we've been here before
Can't you tell?

Smoke Mary and listen to Teena
Our skin caress one anothers
Aura mesh as I penetrate your fortress
Even when your eyes rolled back,
I think your gorgeous

Let's explore this feeling
Rushing through us like a whirlwind
You said you getting wet
Just let it pour then.
You want some more
Imma give you more then

I swear we in.. another world.
Girl lets take a trip, can you drive stick

This Yoni feel so good.
Baby your the earth,
Let me plant my wood.
Put my seed in your dirt.

Got me thinking like.....
I really would, I know I could,
I just don't know If I should.

The room spinning with us in iit
Baby it's so good
I may just have to bust in it

Let's elevate, let me vibrate in you
To raise your waves.

I'm speaking frequencies
I'm lost at sea
Poke your spirit
Make it talk to me
Rock my boat  
As I traverse your waters please

I gaze out my window,
And see poverty at its greatest.
Minorities co-existing, mingling,
Scraping up change to make pennies.
My stomach groans at witnessing this.

It sets a fire in my soul,
Momentum starts to burn.

How I yearn for the end of this struggle
Yet its all I know,
Leaving me with no place to go.
Striving to live since birth
This pain is my way.

This pain is my way
It sets a fire in my soul
Leaving me with no place to go.
Scraping up change to make pennies.
Momentum starts to burn.
Scramble my words.

I gaze out my window,
And see poverty at its greatest.
Minorities co-existing, mingling,
Scraping up change to make pennies.
My stomach groans at witnessing this.

It sets a fire in my soul,
Momentum starts to burn.

How I yearn for the end of this struggle
Yet its all I know,
Leaving me with no place to go.
Striving to live since birth
This pain is my way.

This pain is my way
It sets a fire in my soul
Leaving me with no place to go.
Scraping up change to make pennies.
Momentum starts to burn.
Scramble my words.

These nights are cold
Summer Days no longer keep me warm
The beauty of The Sun
Has long left me torn
The Wind whispers through my window pane
No one knows its name
Tho, we all know the game.
Yes you and I have experienced its pain.
Scented candles are lit
They burn with a blue flame
Smoke fills the room
Our Minds Spins
While our love begins to rotate
Trapped In this trance
We're stuck in this state
Thoughts revolve around the phase
Will this last
Or is it just a phase
Our present problems present a problem
I hope it's not to late
Give me the date
The time where the truth lies
Black and white
No greys
No lines

A pictures worth a thousand words
Tho, Looking at this picture
I'm lost for words
This feeling inside me
Makes me twitch and turn
Emotions catch fire and,
Burns at my soul
Trying to devour
The strength
I so despreately,
Hold on to
My eyes bring rain
Attempting to let go
Of the pain
You left me with,
Let me return to you
All that you left me with
These pieces of the puzzle
I thought it was love
Tho, the anger wont fit.
How I hate this picture
How I hate these things
Now you know
I hate everything
That you left me with

When all noise has ceased
And the air is clear.
My mind keeps working
Incessantly spinning gears.

So let me speak
These words I hear
Let me hope
You may comprehend.
Heed my speech
Give me your ear.

This life I live
This life I love
I serve my heart
I serve my love
Take pride in fault
Proud of mistakes
Fear only God
This life he can take.

Inspired by the gleam in her eyes
This love starts to grow,
But this will sure be my demise.
For the love has grown
From a cub to a lion
It has matured,
But has not grown old
Nor reached the golden years.
This love is young
This love is innocent
Not yet convicted,
For crimes it hasn't committed.
This loves is not,
A fugacious attempt for happiness
It is a lion waiting to roar
As cautious as a serpent,
And innocent as a dove
This love is mines,
And I am yours

Locked within the prison that is my mind
My cerebral connects to my spine
And nerves endings tell my body lies
So that I may believe that everything is fine
Love lies connected between these lines
Although this heart does echo the most silent of cries
holding fast to any dreams deferred by time
and letting go of any ill feelings ive come to deny
This is a chance to confront any fears,
to cure this confusion,
this pain... these tears
to reveal the deepest secret that i've always known
that with patience good things will always unfold
that my reason of existance is still untold
that true love is eternal and never grows old
Love lies connected between these lines
Lines that merge my heart with thoughts inside
Inside of me is the truth
Truth Never seen only spoken
Spoken words never heard but inspire hope
Hope that is the accelerant to the fire of my life
Life may be filled with stress, but I try my best.
Best, better, good, bad, worse, worst
Worst case scenarios seem to chase my dreams
Dreams of happiness and stability, maybe even civility
Civility I've never seen maybe once or twice in a dream
Dream just dreams I hope one day I know what it all means

At the end of the day all there is, is time.

Time wasted and time i no longer have.

Memories of times i once i had.

Reminiscing on old time.

Thinking about the good times.

But the time is now.

And this time your gone for good.

We're done for good there is no next time.

I miss the times of you and me together,

and loved the times we shared together.

Last time i thought it was forever.

This time i know to do it never.

Never again will I love full hearted,

Because half of my heart has departed.

The times we had were worth forever,

I should have known they wouldn't last forever.

Back to the thing called "love."
Again with the mystery
That confuses me and leaves
Dynamite placed within my mind.

It is funny how people say they
Want to "find" the love that's
Constantly talked about.
How can they "find" love
When who know's what it truly is.

Love is a ticking time bomb
Just not set with the time on it.
It jumps from 3 to 10 back down to 1
You never know when it will blow.

Oh the joy loves brings, but also
Love brings pain and suffering.

I am suffering in complete agony.
How long will I love but not be with
The one that I love in flesh.
For I am forever with her in spirit.

When will the waiting end,
Nights of loneliness cease to exist.
When will the joy begin again,
Or the anguish concludes its trip.
When will my heart stop bruising
My ribs, this bomb lay dormant again.
When will she return to me,
And these I hold stop leaving me.
O how I wish this bomb to explode.

If you think your is pain great,
And your anguish is too strong.
If you think you don't have
What you need to go on.

If you think the dark
Is way past your knees,
Or you don't have the strength
To do what need.
If you think the fire in your heart
Is slowly diminishing.

Let me tell you what I know
With hopes to soothe your soul.

I know that you can do it.
I know you can go on.
I know that in the end
You'll still be standing strong.

I know the pain is bad,
But I know that you are great.
I know you won't give in
Too a little heartache.
I know that out the dark
You'll soon see the light.
You just have to stay strong
And make it through the night.

I can see
The jealousy in there eyes,
And hear the envy
Of there tone.
I can only grieve,
and hope that they learn.

They need to know
that life comes with pain,
and the way we live
Isn't always great.

Don't tell them the ups
Tell them the downs.
They need to think.
Before they drown.
Teach them a lesson
Don't bail them out
Love them tough
Hate the crowd.

I love to be misunderstood
Tho, my words stand for me
If only they understood.

I speak what I feel
All that is real to me
Love, Life, and Knowledge.
I only utter what is real
And what I view as Truth.

Truth is Knowledge.
If you know what is wrong
Reality, will crush you in the end
Your heart, is in collusion with
What you know

Truth is left to conspire
With Reality against your thoughts.
Leaving me to exercise my right,
And inhale it all keeping my at ease.

I love to be misunderstood
Tho, my words stand for me
If only they understood.

I speak what I feel
All that is real to me
Love, Life, and Knowledge.
I only utter what is real
And what I view as Truth.

Truth is Knowledge.
If you know what is wrong
Reality, will crush you in the end
Your heart, is in collusion with
What you know

Truth is left to conspire
With Reality against your thoughts.
Leaving me to exercise my right,
And inhale it all keeping my at ease.

POETRY COLAB WITH
SKILLED POET & JAY POETRY

"UNBREAKABLE"

(SKILLZ) :
HONESTLY, I'M NOT USED 2
SITTING & WAITING
BY THE PHONE ,
IT'S 3 O'CLOCK IN THE MORNING
& BABY I'M JUST NOT
USED 2 BEING ALONE .

(JAY POETRY) :
LATE NIGHTS ON THE JOB
MAKE MY HEART SOB
& THIS CLOCK SEEMS 2 STOP
WHEN I THINK OF YOU
BEAUTY IS UR PRESENCE
U MUST BE SENT FROM HEAVEN
BUT IT'S HELL SPENDING
TIME AWAY FROM U .

(SKILLZ) :
SO WE WON'T ,COME CLOSER
RESIST ME ...DON'T
I'D NEVER REFUSE UR TOUCH,
UR SCENT IS CAPTIVATING
BABY I'VE TRIED 2 QUIT
THIS HABIT BUT
I NEED U SO MUCH .

(JAY POETRY) :
HOW I WISH U WOULDN'T
MISS ME SO MUCH
HOW I CRAVE UR SCENT
UR TOUCH
2 FEEL UR BREATH
ON MY NECK
UR HEAD ON MY CHEST
BUT THIS 10 TO 6
WEIGHS ME DOWN ,
NO WAY 2 JUST WORK AROUND
THIS JOB
BABY MY CAREER IS YOU ....

(SKILLZ) :
& 4 U I'M THAT FOOL
I LIVE 4 UR SMILE ,
& I WAS HOPING SOMEDAY
U MIGHT JUST ALLOW ME
2 KEEP U
IF ONLY 4 A LITTLE WHILE .

(JAY POETRY) :
HOPE HOW I HOPE 2 KEEP
THIS FEELING & 2 KEEP UR LOVE
KEEP SEEING UR FACE
IN THIS PLACE THAT HAS
NO MEANING 2 ME WITHOUT U
I PROMISE 2 STAY
DEVOTED 2 U
IF ONLY U MAKE IT
THRU THE NIGHT I'M PRAYING
4 MORNING....

(SKILLZ) :
I WILL MAKE IT
THRU THE NIGHT
UR HEART IS MY STRENGTH
WITH UR LOVE
I'M NEVER WEAK ,
I'M LISTENING BABY
2 EVERY WORD
EVERY WORD U SPEAK ...

(JAY POETRY) :
I'M LISTENING 4 UR HEARTBEAT
LOOKING INTO UR EYES
FEELING UR BODY MOVE
AS U DREAM UP A NEW LIFE
A LIFE WITH NO BILLS
NO HEADACHES
CLEAN SLATE ,

(SKILLZ) :
I UNDERSTAND MY LOVE
CUZ AT THIS POINT
WE HAVE BECOME ONE,
UR FACE IS ALL I SEE
BRING FORTH MORNING SUN .
I AM WITH U 2 DAY BABY
I AM WITH U 2 MORROW,
NO DRAMA
NO TEARS
NO DISAPPOINTMENTS
NO SORROW !
(I PROMISE )

WRITTEN BY :
SKILLED POET & JAY POETRY

I remember waking up a few years ago to my life ending.
Screeching still in my ear, and it's bone chilling.
A fatality to my soul like God was trying to finish a villain.
While my cousin getting High in the bathroom.
Mind you my momma dying in the next room.  
Sister had to wake

With every utterance that leaves my lips
Exist a thousand more my tongue have missed
Frustration causes problems compiling my statements
I try to recapitulate my day, but failure hides in my shadow
My mind leads me and I follow
Complex formulas and conundrums are riddle across my brain
Monday through Sunday overthinking regulates my plane
I soar through the sky in thought,
Though in reality I haven’t left yet
Though I consciously monitor my next step
Because I’m on plan E and I think F’s next
Entrapped by the scent of,
The woman that lies beside me
My soul watches her as she sleep
I lay awake thinking of the rising sun
The things to come with the next day
I’ve learned a lot mainly that patience pays
That vexation puts me in my place, kicks sand in my face
Obscures my way, to humble my spirit
Arrogance ravages my actions
But frustration deflates my ego
With every utterance that leaves my lips
Exist a thousand more my tongue have missed

I strive to be that nice guy she needs.
Waiting for her to spend those summer days
And all those cold winter nights with me.
Hoping that the guys that drive her crazy
Drive her right to me
Man she's right for me  
Hopefully my wife to be
If only I knew the time, place, or the date
That she planned on giving her life to me.

What if I never met you and we didn't share our love with each other? Would you rather throw it away or keep the pain that I embedded in your heart. How would things be if we were still together. Would our love have already dissolved or would it be as strong as the day you said "I love you." Would you say you hate me or you want to have my children. Would you cry yourself to sleep at the very thought me, or would you fall asleep in my arms. Would my face inspire a smile and bring you to your life, or dig deeper into the dark abyss that you your heart use to be.

I've seen some sad **** before,
Tears in my eyes,
Stomach pains can’t even **** before.
I've seen some sad **** before,
Children with problems of grown men
Fathers missing, Mothers dismissing
The struggle, the hustle, they won’t admit it.
I've seen some sad **** before,
If you don’t misplace my statements
You’ll find a thought in my mind  
That reminds of you that time…
Well never mind you displaced it.
I've seen some sad **** before
Leaders on the path of the destruction
Followers to brainwashed to disrupt them
The word of God, flipped, and used by frauds
False prophets with greed in mind
Money talks, but they lie.
I've seen some sad **** before.
Like my reflection in the mirror
I couldn't picture it though
My green eyes diluted,
I thought I wasn't suited to strive
Suited to survive without the hands
That wiped my eyes.
I've seen some sad **** before.
But I've realized the world doesn't cry
It covers its pain with lies
Well, I've tried, to live the dream
But reality is mean
So I take the good, the bad, and the ugly
For what it means
We see distant galaxies as they dream
I've seen some sad **** before.
But now I know it gets worse
That my reality is a dream
To the ones who've seen
The horrible things
My green eyes lie,
So my tears hide
The worse cry dries red eyes
When you realize
You haven’t seen **** before

Whenever, Wherever, Whatever she wants.
She can have her way like that fast food chain.
She's chained to her lover, and wouldn't pick to be chained to another,
Because they have one another.
Prisoners of love hoping for a life sentence.
Sentence me to a life time with her and I want try for an appeal.
Her lips are appealing to my mind,
They're telling me yes so why not bump and grind.

Now when I think of myself
She pops into my mind
Because without her there is no me.
So believe me when I say
That I long for the day
When her skin kisses mine
And the light within me finally shines.
Or the moment when
I look into her eyes
And she looks in minds.
Then, suddenly, tranquillity takes me.
She grabs the bull by its horn.
Making it show its true form
Just a masquerade from fear of shame.
You see this bull is a calf.
Needing affection and guidance.
Just time spent with him
Until he has learned to walk.
She nurtures my love
So when things tough
I'll be able to run.
Yes, she puts me on a pedestal
Raising me to the pinnacle
Of my emotional and spiritual well being.
But I fall off this cloud
When I hear the sound of me
Asking myself for her name.
A trick question bcuz I've yet to meet her

Now when I think of myself
She pops into my mind
Because without her there is no me.
So believe me when I say
That I long for the day
When her skin kisses mine
And the light within me finally shines.
Or the moment when
I look into her eyes
And she looks in minds.
Then, suddenly, tranquillity takes me.
She grabs the bull by its horn.
Making it show its true form
Just a masquerade from fear of shame.
You see this bull is a calf.
Needing affection and guidance.
Just time spent with him
Until he has learned to walk.
She nurtures my love
So when things tough
I'll be able to run.
Yes, she puts me on a pedestal
Raising me to the pinnacle
Of my emotional and spiritual well being.
But I fall off this cloud
When I hear the sound of me
Asking myself for her name.
A trick question bcuz I've yet to meet her

If you think your is pain great,

And your anguish is too strong.

If you think you don't have

What you need to go on.

If you think the dark

Is way past you knees,

Or you don't have the strength

To do what need.

If you think the fire in your heart

Is slowly diminishing.

Let me tell you what I know

With hopes to soothe your soul.

I know that you can do it.

I know you can go on.

I know that in the end

You'll still be standing strong.

I know the pain is bad,

But I know that you are great.

I know you won't give in

Too a little heartache.

I know that out the dark

You'll soon see the light.

You just have to stay strong

And make it through the night.

Words slowly flow from my mind.
Uniquely filling pages with thoughts,
That I myself have created.
They are hard to comprehend,
So people are slow to understand.
Confused and bewildered people are
Looking at the meaning of my words
Maybe to die does not mean death
But a broken heart instead.
Thinking outside the box
Is an escape for some
An escape from a cruel reality.
The reality of life cruel and long.

I cannot say where you are,
Only how you make me feel.
Your slightest touch arouses me,
And voice evokes strong emotions
Your heart beating next to mines
Is an owl to a mockingbird.
When you smile my day begins,
Comparing your love only to the sun
A warm sensation felt within my body.
So beautiful it is to my eyes,
And so powerful that it warms me,
Even in the night when I can not see it.

My Young Love
To Young to make Love
To Me
But old enough
To be in Love with me
My heart Loves her
But Rules and regulations
Hate Us
This word Us
We Are more then they think
Us is more then they think
Lovers
Friends
We Never end
She is there at The end of Me
She's more then a friend
To me
My Young Love
Because she's younger than me

When you think of me do you think of what you feel or what you see? Do you just see the tattoos on my skin or can you feel what they mean to me. I am not a statistic or a numeral. I can not be put into any category for there is only one of me. Yet, two parts of me (Ying&Yan;;) My flesh that deceives you with a smile and a cheerful expression, and my soul which cannot tell a lie but can only cry and fantasize about not knowing the truth. "The truth shall set you free." if only these words were true to me.

Sit and watch slowly
As this rose blooms firmly
A color that is glowing
And petals that will show me.
The way to alleviate your pain,
And love all that remains.

Let me hand you this rose
And love you long.
Brighten your day
So I can see you display
Affection and kindness
Your love I will never miss
Because it will never leave me.

So turn to me Miss
And give me a kiss
Give me your hand
So you can understand
What I'd like to do to you.

Let us start on the bed
As I remove your pants
Then spread your legs
So I can put it in.
You scream You moan
I change the song
I turn you around
Our worlds spin now
So wet So sweet
How I love to eat
Your head goes down
You taste your treat.
We fight for the top
And roll on the floor
I hold you down
You scream for more
I dig in deep
You grind your teeth
Your toes start to curl
I touch your rose
Its wet and fertile

So let us grow, and let us go
To the ends of the earth,
But let us first
Find Love.

Sit and watch slowly
As this rose blooms firmly
A color that is glowing
And petals that will show me.
The way to alleviate your pain,
And love all that remains.

Let me hand you this rose
And love you long.
Brighten your day
So I can see you display
Affection and kindness
Your love I will never miss
Because it will never leave me.

So turn to me Miss
And give me a kiss
Give me your hand
So you can understand
What I'd like to do to you.

Let us start on the bed
As I remove your pants
Then spread your legs
So I can put it in.
You scream You moan
I change the song
I turn you around
Our worlds spin now
So wet So sweet
How I love to eat
Your head goes down
You taste your treat.
We fight for the top
And roll on the floor
I hold you down
You scream for more
I dig in deep
You grind your teeth
Your toes start to curl
I touch your rose
Its wet and fertile

So let us grow, and let us go
To the ends of the earth,
But let us first
Find Love.

My words come fast so I stutter
Not out of hesitation, but pure elation.
The joy in my heart wishes to latch on to the masses
To replenish the spirit in those locked in the caskets.
To give birth to the Phoenix out of the ashes.
Life is a lesson, but there are no classes;
Only the beginning and the end.
Though, once we evolve we can begin again
Free of sin……, yes free of time….., true peace of mind.
Listen closely these words have more meaning than rhyme.
We started with nothing and God gave us hope
So we began to dream and continued to hope to please him
Built faith from our hope, because we know we need him.
Somewhere down the line in the process of time
Our hope and faith combined and embedded love into our minds.
Mathematically speaking this equation deepens
When broken down into the language God speaks in.
From Nothing (0) Hope (1) arisen, and we Hoped (1)
Until Faith (2) was given from Hope (1) and Faith (2)
We received Love (3) I've seen the equation above it was meant to be,
Because it was God given, God written, the spiral in a rose
Composes the same sentence, like 0,1,1,2,3
Don’t take these numbers loosely
They are a ratio of the first kind,
Do research with Fibonacci in mind.
Keep God, Hope, Faith, and Love in mind.
These build our foundation no possible way to replace them.
Even time stops but God does not,
So with utter destruction he can still construct them.
Sometimes I stutter,
Because my words are like spontaneous combustion
From nothing to something with no known reduction
By themselves you won’t trust them
But once they’re together there’s no question.
This is not a message from God,
It’s more like directions,
Love each other and put faith in him
I hope my words don’t flutter
Like my lights gone dim,
My life is somewhat Grimm
Though through love I rejoice
Happiness is a choice that only you can choose
Some situations can appear to be a lose lose,
But since the choice is yours you can choose to win too.
We may be tied down in sin, tied down by time,
Though with the ties found were love lies,
We can break the binds that bind us to time.
Love is in us no need to look, it can’t be explained so it’s not in a book.
However, if you consistently look for love
You’ll wonder where the time went
Time is only spent not earned
So why not concern your time
With the one who gives it in mind?
Sixty seconds in the past minute,
Sixty minutes in the past hour.
If you look at time as a tower
How many of your floors would be built upon dishonor?