Jay Bryant

Jay Bryant Dec 2012

My Pain

The very thought of this world brings me to my knees.
For I am tormented by all the wrong I've done and the grief I've caused.
I am afflicted with the agony of others.
I am able to discern the darkness in the hearts of mankind this is my affliction.
It brings great knots in my stomach as if my very inside were being crushed with great force.
Tears appear in the wells of my eyes as my throat swells from my attempts to refrain from screaming.
To observe the insolence and ignorance of the my loved is to feel my very bones burning under a fire until they begin to crack.
My people bring devastation to my heart.
Yet I endure these pains all the while remaining wise and fearing anger for with anger comes stupidity.

Jay Bryant Dec 2012

Comprehend

My words are not understood by most,
like twister to one who is color blind. Unable to Comprehend
But sooner will my heart split in half
then I stop conveying my emotions on
this page. For the sounds of screaming
and the thought of grieving runs through my lungs and kidneys.
It is my very blood it gives me life
The desire to understand this
Is the desire of most men today
How is it that screaming gives birth
To the laughter that spews out of me

Jay Bryant Dec 2012

Comprehend

My words are not understood by most,
like twister to one who is color blind. Unable to Comprehend
But sooner will my heart split in half
then I stop conveying my emotions on
this page. For the sounds of screaming
and the thought of grieving runs through my lungs and kidneys.
It is my very blood it gives me life
The desire to understand this
Is the desire of most men today
How is it that screaming gives birth
To the laughter that spews out of me

Jay Bryant Dec 2012

You

I cannot say where you are,
Only how you make me feel.
Your slightest touch arouses me,
And voice evokes strong emotions
Your heart beating next to mines
Is an owl to a mockingbird.
When you smile my day begins,
Comparing your love only to the sun
A warm sensation felt within my body.
So beautiful it is to my eyes,
And so powerful that it warms me,
Even in the night when I can not see it.

Jay Bryant Dec 2012

Words Of The Wise

Words slowly flow from my mind.
Uniquely filling pages with thoughts,
That I myself have created.
They are hard to comprehend,
So people are slow to understand.
Confused and bewildered people are
Looking at the meaning of my words
Maybe to die does not mean death
But a broken heart instead.
Thinking outside the box
Is an escape for some
An escape from a cruel reality.
The reality of life cruel and long.

Jay Bryant Dec 2012

Have You Ever

Have you ever had *** on a cloud?
Have you ever felt constant pleasure?
Have you ever stayed up thinking about being pleasured or giving pleasure?
Have you ever wanted to scream?
Have you ever bit your lip holding it in?
Can we find pleasure in pain?
Is pain pleasurable?
A cloud is elevated in the atmosphere, *** brings pleasure.
To have *** on a cloud is to be pleasured in an elevated environment.
Can you elevate my mind?

Jay Bryant Dec 2012

Reflect

Reflecting on the past,
Helps build a better future.
But why dwell in the past
When its only the future
That can be changed
If we focus on the present,
And make a positive effort.
We will have a positive future.