I was wrong.
I was so wrong.
So selfish
And young.
I am so sorry.
5 years later.
It's meaningless
I know.
But you should know.
It still hurts.
To see how I hurt you.
A sharp pain.
Where my heart is.
Where my heart,
Should have been.
You deserved better.
I hope you have better.
But I'm still selfish
Because I want you back.
I want it all over again.
I want to love you again.
The right way.
Just one night.
Can I hold you
Can I kiss you
Can I love you?
Just one more time
And make it last forever
I would never let go
Dreams don't come true
But I'll keep dreaming
So I can have you
I'll always be sorry
I'll always love you
And I'll always want yu back.
You're perfect.
And I will admit...
I was wrong
I was so wrong

You don't know me & its not your fault.
'Cause I console me and that **** aint hot.
I really love you but the **** I did negated that.
I never have regrets but I know I would take it back.
I didn't mean it; it was words; it didn't mean a thing.
I can't express of all the feelings and the joy you bring.
Stupid decisions lost my luxury and I'm aware.
Things you witnessed formed a vision that I just don't care.

Lemme let you know why I got twinkles in my eyes.
Its not because of my own feelings; I put those aside.
I swore I'd never hurt you. and I said my word is bond.
I know I did & now I'm numb; & don't think I'll move on.
I'd do anything to make you understand what's true.
I just want it to be love between just me & you.
I know the things I did would contradict my every word.
But if you read it over, everything just sounds absurd.

You the only one I love and care about right now.
Trying to explain the stupid **** but don't know how.
I really dreaded that this day right here was soon to come.
It was all a front; but I know where you're coming from.
You said that I'm a sneaky liar & that **** aint true.
I didn't lie when I said I'd do anything for you.
It hurts to know that I just lost something that was so good.
I'd go back in time and change what I did if I could.

I hate to think about you; just being real.
It hurts so ******* bad how all this **** has made me feel.

The way your porcelain skin touches light
Your waterfall curls provocatively grace the wind
Those brown eyes take away my virginity
That scent you carry with such promiscuity
You want my intellect
You want my drive
You want me to want you
Don't you...?
I am yours.
The way your jeans caress your curves
Your voice sings to my every being
And the sky delights at the sight of your smile
The celestial sway of each step you take
Each gaze my way, an attribution to my euphoria
My mind wipes clean and thinks solely of you
How I yearn to be get so deep into your imagination
I'll find you beautiful girl
And I'll take your darling breath away.

The shy eye contact
And rapid heart beat
Before every new first kiss.
The same clammy hands
Same choked up notions
Wannabe fluid motions
Tryna keep your cool.
Knowing the essence
Of her presence
And willing to seize it.
Playing with her curls
Gently hold her neck
And lean her closer...
To your soul.
Open every piece of you
And share it.
With a new first kiss.
Dazed eyes and timid smiles
It's all worth while
For that new first kiss

I work hard for me.
I don't think you see,
That just because it's mine
Doesn't mean it's free,
For you to just use.
Because I feel abused
I buy things for me.
And not for your muse.
You could atleast ask
It's not a hard task
You have no respect
And I can't wear a mask,
To hide how I feel.
Because you should know the deal
I work hard for me
Not for you to steal,
Every nice thing I've got
Because I work a lot
And you don't do ****
Not to blow up your spot,
But I work for my check
So don't come at my neck
When I blow up at you
All I want is respect

Im so in love.
I wanna tell the world
But I must not boast.
For that is a sin.
And I thank the man in hell
For leading me into temptation
Because now, I'm deeper in love
Love has to stand the test of time
And my love is steadfast
For you and only you.
Im so in love,
I want to enjoy natures touch
With you by my side
Frolic is flowerbeds
Catch butterflies and get high
Under the trees breezes.
Im so in love!
And I won't ever let go again
I love you like rain reaching desert land
And... I don't know what I'd do without you
So when you're feeling down,
I'll look in the mirror and remind you
Just how amazing you really are.
I love you, me.

Women like you make me realize
I should open my eyes
What's right in front of me
Is all I'll ever need
My one girl
In our one world
Females like you are the reason
I should cherish mine
Fine dining and wine
Everything top of the line
Feed her grapes off the vine
Make the *** chill her spine.
It just won't get any better
I got a trend setter
And my bed couldn't get wetter
Girls like you are the reason
Im gonna change my life
Make her my wife
And end all the trife
Things that I do
I have queen
Who knows she means
This whole world to me
For *eternity