You make me sick
Depend on her for your ****
Cuz I'm doneee with it.

you make me wanna...
punch your ******* face in
pop six packs out the case and
drink til im chasing
myself around this house...
you dumb *****
who the **** do you think this is.
**** me all day, then you got a night cap *****?
**** i look like?
some ***** you just kickin it wit
couldn't even put my **** in it
before you switched
just know, you aint slick.
hoes won't learn
til they ******* burn
I hate to be so blunt,
babygirl... it's your turn
so don't come to me on no i love you ****
save it all for the hick licking on your ****.
i don't have time for the games,
shorty you lame,
you wanna bump me down...
***** watch me do the same.
motha fuckah.

She...
Seems to have captured me
Locked me here with her essence
To yearn for her presence
Though im not her preference.
Is this a joke
That you poke?
Do you laugh
While I sulk...
In your honor?
I can't bother!
I hate to sound so trill
But "do you think about me, still"
Are there feelings you'd spill?
If you had the will...
To change what we had
Cuz it wasn't all bad
Would you take the chance?
I need a handbook, a demonstration
Rules for our relations
Because you're losing participation
And I feel like im waiting, impatient.
And...
I know another girl holds you, ***** you.
Takes you into ecstasy
Pleasures your every being.
But...
Is this just a test for me?
To see how long, I can hold on.
It's slipping cuz , im not too strong.
Or do I have it all wrong
And you just want me to move on?
I'm wasting my time,
But I'm stuck on you
With no clue
What I should do
And just so you know,
I'll probably never stop loving you...

I am not a poet
For poets seize to leave blank pages
Telling stories til their ripe old ages
Filling souls with inspiration
Spilling joys of all relations
But I don't have ****...
Blank pages waiting to by graced by my pen
But my mind feels as empty as the sheets I'm drowning in
How I yearn to be a poet
To let loose my tensions,
My fears
The love so deep inside me
I need a release,
But I just can't word it
Can't phrase it
Because I am not a poet

You can't pause me
Pause life
Pause we
My heart waits for nothing
and no one
Time is of the essence
I can't be put on hold
Because I can't hold on

Life can be lived happily
To take a chance
To roll the dice
To figure out what's right
But who wants to gamble
When all the great things
End for the worse
Joy with pain
Love with rain
Infatuation with "I'm over you"
Seeing sides of things you never knew
Never wanted to
Life can be lived happily
To take a chance
To roll the dice
To never know if things will turn out right
Is it worth the risk?
Could we resist?

If I could take it all back I would,
But regret is never the answer
Nor can I be the hypocrite
Telling you to quit
Nor can I be the one you want
Or need, for that matter
I plan to leave you be...
Eventually
Because you'll do better without me
We're not strong enough to stand this
And I hate that you compare
For I feel that im worth more
But maybe I'll just go
So you can be happy too
Gotta learn life without you
Im sure you'll be fine.
The star is losing her shine.
To glow in another night sky besides mine