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 Sep 2013 Jay
sweetie pie
Ok.. so i kinda think i found him
He's cute and is a positive person..
I like him.
Yea i think i do ..
but im not sure, ya know?
Cause boys "like" u but end up like ghost.
But he's different.. i like his vibe
He's different.. so imma give him a try
 Sep 2013 Jay
Daisies And Stories
I loved a boy before
Who had angry slashes on his wrist
And drank way too much
Way too often

Sometimes he would go
To all these buildings
And he would step on the ledges
With his arms wide open
And a manic gleam in his eyes

My best friend said
That I should run away
Get away from him
Because he is far too damaged
And far too scarred
She said he was broken

I said I loved him
She said she didn't get it

But the thing is
She didn't see him
Smiling gently at the fireworks
During the 4th of July

And she didn't see him
Tracing the words
On his favorite books
With a reverent kind of awe

And she didn't see him
Laugh when it started
To rain

I think what I'm trying to say here is
She didn't see the parts
Which made him so easy
So very easy to love

He didn't either
I loved him so much and I don't know why that wasn't enough
 Sep 2013 Jay
LJ Chaplin
I say a prayer for the broken ones,
Whose tongues conspire against their minds,
Fixing their shattered heartbreaks,
Arranging the pieces because life was unkind,
I have not seen the last of you,
So don't tell me you won't make it through,
I'm not prepared for us to go down together,
Because tomorrow is the start of our forever

Remind me of when we swam through the stars,
Before words were sharp enough to leave scars,
Of how the world was not wrong to be right,
And our minds weren't darker than night.

I say a prayer for the chosen ones,
Who live in an infinite prosper,
Making a mess of themselves,
When they let their greed become the imposter,
I have seen the last of you,
Your ambitions of superiority have fallen through,
The ship will take us down together,
To drown out our thoughts of things getting better.

Remind me of when our skin was like stone,
Before words could break through to our bones,
Of how the world seems too right to be wrong,
And our minds were controlled to just play along.
 Sep 2013 Jay
sweetie pie
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 Sep 2013 Jay
sweetie pie
Im just supposed to like you ?
Naah im good.
Not to put u down or mess with your man hood.
not to sound conceited or stuck up.
But if you hear lies your whole life you would do the same stuff.
That sweet talking **** is nothing.
The hi beautiful , what are you doing ?
The i love you but i don't really know you.
The im not like other guys let me show you.
You all are using the same lines. The same foolish ****. The same pointless lies.
But .. guess what ? I've finally learned the game
You know the one where u "like" us but we end up getting played? The one where you play with are minds until we catch feelings.. about a week after that we'll need some healing. You'll take the feelings throw them away say you never liked us & throw it in are face that you just wanted one thing didn't give it so you got erased. Ya'll act like having hoes is godly & that yall should all be praised **** BOYS.. im done
Playing this game.
 Sep 2013 Jay
sweetie pie
Miss me
 Sep 2013 Jay
sweetie pie
I really want you to miss me.
Not "imu" but "i miss you lene"
I want you to notice that I'm gone.
Because you frustrate me but your never@home
But see when i am.. its nunu shutup ****!
Is get out my face do the ****** dishes.
It's not my fault you're hungry.
Well it's not my fault you don't have money.
If you didn't want a kid why did u have me?
I woulda been happier to be in a basked..
Awaiting for a stranger to see me on his doorstep.
Because you see that silence hurts when i tell you something important.
You see they say I'm loud at school but at home she's unwanted..
 Sep 2013 Jay
sweetie pie
i guess
 Sep 2013 Jay
sweetie pie
You don't know me but let's act like you do.
When you say you love me I'll say I'll love you to.
Lets fake it until we make it, i guess.
 Sep 2013 Jay
AJ
I'm Stuck
 Sep 2013 Jay
AJ
I feel genuinely not okay
On a daily basis.
It is a sincere struggle to pry myself out of bed,
Or take a shower,
Or go outside.
So I am baffled at the thought
Of having to do work
And look presentable all the time.
I can barely breath right now.
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