Your eyes are empty love, so impossibly vacant.
Devoid of any emotion, dead of dreams.

Because your tears flow away, ripping the feelings, the pain.
As I reach out but our ways are separated, as misery seeps through
the space between us.

You walk on broken glass and still smile.
I walk on flower beds but still scream.

Because we are one and you cannot see.
I feel your pain and with every fake smile you **** me.

I am trying love just close your eyes.
I will take you away far far away from this agony.

I won't say I will tear the moon for you.
Or clench the sun within my hands.

But love if their shine hurt your eyes.
Because you are too deep in dark.

I promise I'll shield you and heal your dark wounds.
And gashes of loneliness and scars of memories.

And I'll hold your shattered pieces, until storm inside you ceases.
I'll put them together and fix you.

I'll steal your breaths away from death fill you again with hope. And I will show you what's light.

You are scared my love and I know. But just hold my hand and don't let go.
I know you are afraid to loose the ground love, but if you stand once I won't let you falter.

I'll hold you until you can walk on your own
To your destination of dreams all alone.

I'll let you go then and you won't fall ever again.
You will break through all those metal chains.

And through those thunder clouds you'll rise.
Like piano notes and wind chimes.

Love, my life was always yours. I'll give it away if I have to.
But till then I am here, watching.
As your smile flows towards realm of reality.

And your dreams strengthen with hope and my light I gave you.
It's ok love, I can stand darkness. I am just wishing to see your face once.

But don't turn around love, for you've left the past behind.
And I am amongst your past now.

It's okay love, I'll live with your scars.
And your memories and your dreams.
Those dreams that you left with me.

I still have them love, your dreams have become mine now.
Only to protect and cherish and love and remember.

Until the last breath leaves me empty.
LIKE YOU EYES IN THE START OF THIS JOURNEY.

#9

I am fed up of pretending that how
strong I am.
YES..!!!
I am weak and sluggish.
My soul is drained.
My heart is hollow.
Even my tears refuse to mourn for me.
YES..!!!
I hate myself.
I hate the the fact that I am incapable of
loving and being loved.

#8

If I stab myself for every time
you have hurted me,
My body would be full of voids.

#7

I would never know the warmth of a father's hug.
I have never known the feeling of being protected by my father.
I have never seen my parents smiling together.
I have never felt the joy of being a daughter.

I have heard people saying that father is the only person
in a girl's life who will never hurt his daughter.

BUT

My father has hurted me the most.
My father's hands have never blessed me.
They have always been up to beat my mother.
I have never listened a word of love from him.
His lips has always opened to abuse and curse my mother.
I have never seen love & affection in his eyes.
They are always full of terror and hatred.


It's been a long time, I am away from him.
He has never missed me.
He has never seen in my eyes that how much I need him.

SOMEWHERE
In the parallel universe, I have a happy family.
My parents love me a lot.
We are living happily ever after.

#6

I can feel a millions of dreams shattering.
I wish I had the courage to live a little more.
THERE WERE DAYS
When I wanted to live till my last breath.
I had dreams, energy, visions for my best future.
Love was all around me.
I used to spread smiles & laughters.
I studied,worked, ate,slept & enjoyed.
BUT
As I grew up, everything changed.
NOW
I no longer laugh or smile.
I don't dare to dream.
I can't even bear myself breathing.
TODAY
I am about to get rid of all this endless pain and trauma.
I can see never ending peace waiting for me on the other side.
Somewhere in the parallel universe, I am as happy as I wanted to be.

#5

Millions of hearts,but each having different kinda feelings...
Some full of love n some just with nerves n blood....
Millions of brains,each having its own kinda thought process....
Smart brains rule the world while duffer ones ruled by others...
Millions of hands,but doers of different deeds.....
Some are helping hands while others are just fr snatching....
Millions of feet,each pair moving with its own pace...
Some towards heaven while other towards hell....
Life life life......
Such a complex as well as simple concept...and on. the other hand...
WE...the great creation of god known as humans...never live in present always think about past n tooooo worried about future....
Millions of tensions,sorrows,worries have ruined our brain to such a extent that we have forgot to live life....

#4