"All  i Want"
I never had this thing for a long time
attention is all i seek but i'm scared
to be judged, to be laughed at and to fail
how i want but couldn't leave this trail

Failing is what I'm good at, don't know why
the world just wants me to, i just wanna fly
to the lovely sky and the the spotlight
the only place where there is no fright

Might and power is what i want to have
but i always love of wonderful love
an unknown behemoth has entered my mine
and i lost my soul, kindness, and life

I wan't to take back my place to the light
so please help me god with all your might

"Rose"
by:JJA

Maybe im just hallucinating
maybe im just imagining
but what is this feeling
to what am i seeing

When i saw your smile
it feels like im gonna be happy if i die
your eyes attracted me
your smile captured me
but i don't know if your heart could accept me

i have fallen for you
now im inlove with you
please catch me darling
or i would be broken again

your a rose in a field
you outstand everything i see
I might be hurt with your thorns
but don't worry i won't frown
for i love a rose by its thorns

"Fear"
by:jja

Fear is an unusual emotion
caused by our wide imagination
but there is a conclusion
that fear is beyond all explanation

Fear is normal they say
but fear of losing you is what my heart say
loving you made me conquer the fear of being hurt
i hope its everlasting, i hope its not short

I'm already happy with you
but I'm afraid you're one of them too
them that hurt me and made me cry
another fear that prevents me to fly

Lest that these fears conquer me
so i may ever live life happily

"Just a Friend"
by:jja

I thought you could accept love from me
i thought you too could love me
i thought there was more
i thought we could be more

We were so close, really close
but i fell in love with you, a lovely rose
i confessed to you and said i love you
but all you said was i was just a friend for you

Since then we never talk
the closer i am, the farther you walk
since then i regretted everything
everything that happened since i said these things

What i should have said was i love you as a friend
but deep in my heart you will never be just a friend

"Why Would I Be Afraid"
by:jja

Why would i be afraid to fall in love
I don't care if i get called fool
I am as simple as a white dove
If i'd be a lover id be thankful
If i get broken down from the love i have
I would be lonely and disrespectful
But i won't be afraid to fall in love
Even if i have to be uncool
Love might have hurt me again and again
In love there are many lies
But i don't care if cupid hits me again
Cause i would just smile over the bright skies
For this love will give me the very light
So i can lose all of my hidden fright

"crush"
by:jja

The day seems lonely as it seems to be
I opened facebook like they normally see
nobody's chatting me, seems normal to me
i didn't realize i was lonely

so i chatted with a random stranger
i didn't know she was the one who ease my fear
of rejection, hatred, and despair
i was happy fair and square

I've fallen for you
now I'm in love with you
please catch me darling
or i would be broken again

Just a crush as it seems to be
but love is what i feel and see

"Candle light"
by:JJA

On a surreptitious and freezing night
A lit candlestick is our only light
it'll be soon before it dies and becomes dim
and we'll be back to the night's dark rim

The monsters only exist in our minds
It was a huge part of your finds
but everything you said was a lie
without the candlestick's light you'd cry

Then an eerie murmurous voice came from nowhere
said that in this labyrinth there's one answer
and to find it one must have no fear
to the demon that morphs into your worst fear

There's one way to extinguish the demon's might
is to let him see the bright candle light
to morph him back from the demon he become
to the prince he was originally was from

I found a lot of demons trapped in this imbroglio
and now i have lived in a seraglio