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121 · Sep 2022
The Retriever
Was it the bell on his collar?
Or maybe his marbled pattern fur?
But really, it was his comfort
That I look back fond on how things were
He was as docile as ferocious
Each obstacle achieved
I’d send a stick one thousand feet
Just to be retrieved
121 · Aug 2022
Deep Art
He was catharsis with his paintings
He creatively reached release
Then he’d infuse it with the paints he used
And he painted what he pleased
Whether landscapes or a portrait
Or an abstract just the same
All express emotions
Like the love, the joy, the pain
121 · Aug 2022
The Devils Blues
A simmering groove
A highly flammable beat
A smoldering dance
To rejoice with your feet
They played and they fiddled
It was an honor; a treat
They sang and you felt it
That band had some heat!
They had made a deal with the devil
And now wouldn’t you know
The devil was present, and in the first row!
They played and they played
Until their fingers bled
The sweat on their brow
Had them seeing red
But they played for the audience
They sang to the crowd
Then they looked at the devil
And they said proud and loud
“We can play fine without you
We don’t need you around”
The devil grew angry
And he opened the ground
Then pointed to hell
And said “that’s where you’re bound”
But the band kept on playing
And did not show fear
The devil was beaten
And at once, disappeared
121 · Jan 2023
The Moment
It was only for a moment
Less than a second of our lives
That our two paths crossed
In a place where love thrives
But the moment never lasts
As time does take it’s toll
When you grabbed me by the heart
Without ever letting go
121 · Feb 2023
Daydreams
I daydream in my daydreams
About the bright light up ahead
That’s even bright when my eyes are shut
Or just lying in my bed
I daydream on a colossal scale
Great goals to reach and more
But the light always shines its brightest when one is on the coastal shore
121 · Jul 2024
Burning Love
Singeing and burning
It bleeds through my chest
Just a heartbeat away
As only love would suggest
The wanting and yearning
Building burning empires
No escaping the flames
Like moths to the fire
Whether hellbound or godly
Your love still inspires
Wicked and lusting
My every desire
121 · Oct 2022
Lies
She stared into his eyes
Filled to the brim with lies
It was liars she despised
And swindlers who connived
It was as if she’d won a prize
When he admitted he had lied
She admired his new candor
To which she had been previously deprived
They lived happily ever after
In a world they both contrived
Filled with butterflies and laughter
Where nothing ever dies
121 · Apr 2018
Stronger Than Stone
Flowers wilting, peddles fall
The sun behind the clouds
Heavy thunder trembling
Lightning all around

Electric bolts sent by Zeus himself
Disregards the poor, the wealth
Waiting by the windowsill
A gray day and its stubborn will

Light the flame within your soul
The bright and vibrant inner glow
The need to fight
The need to know

The sunshine reaches out to grow
It’s strength it’s force stronger than stone
Contemplating the unknown
Where trees now stand, fully grown
121 · Apr 2018
Slight of Hand
Slight of hand
Twist of fate
A hundred grand
Perpetuate

Millionaire
Only fate
Washed away
Disintegrate

A moments time
Way too late
Well defined
Retaliate

Easy come, easy go
Focus, concentrate
Roll along the ebb and flow
Lend a hand, participate

Join a club, join a team
Go to school, graduate
Have a voice, make a scene
Say it loud, emancipate
121 · Dec 2019
Toska
"Toska - noun /ˈtō-skə/ - Russian word roughly translated as sadness, melancholia, lugubriousness.

"No single word in English renders all the shades of toska. At its deepest and most painful, it is a sensation of great spiritual anguish, often without any specific cause. At less morbid levels it is a dull ache of the soul, a longing with nothing to long for, a sick pining, a vague restlessness, mental throes, yearning. In particular cases it may be the desire for somebody of something specific, nostalgia, love-sickness. At the lowest level it grades into ennui, boredom."
— Vladimir Nabokov
I share this with you because the word “Toska”reminds me largely of the feeling of depression. In fact, it is the embodiment of the feeling I have often felt myself. The way it is described here supersedes anything I could come up with. Therefore I simply copied and pasted the definition. The definition itself is, in a way, poetry. So I saw it fit to share here, on this site.
120 · Nov 2021
The Unexplained
He was quiet as a mouse
Trying not to wake his spouse
His lovely wife, Mary Lou Lorain
He tiptoed down the hall
Avoiding every wall
Trying to investigate the strange and unexplained
He was swallowed by the light
On that fateful night
And poor Mary Lou will never be the same
He was taken very far
By something that was not a car
It must’ve been
A spaceship or a plane
He was ******* and restrained
He felt awful and in pain
And he couldn’t even remember his own name
He did remember his spouse
That he left inside the house
But that’s about as much as he retained
Where he was, it wasn’t clear
But he knew that he felt fear
So he made a wish, shed a tear, and prayed
120 · Nov 2021
Sanctity
It’s a treasure and a find
The sanctity of mind
A scarcity of complexity
Looked on by jealous eyes
It’s a glimmer of true hope
To whom do we all cry?
It’s addition by subtraction
That’s separate from divide
It’s a choice that we’ve been given
To heal the bitterness inside
It’s the attitude of gratitude
And the reason not to hide
120 · Jun 2019
Counting Down The Days
Are we drifting away?
Is there something that we’re headed towards?
Will it always be the same?
Or are you just manipulating my life force?

All we have is today
We’re probably headed on a collision course
Unless we show some restraint
And find a way back to the original source

There’s got to be a way
Because I know it’s my will
There’s so little left to say,
And still....

The facts still remain
They’re hard to explain
But if you look closer
The truth can be attained

I’m not going to lie
My heads in the sky
I’m counting down the days
I finally open up my eyes

I’m fighting off the deep pain I feel down inside
Want somewhere to run to
Want somewhere to hide
I’m counting down the days

I’m set in my own ways
Nothing to amount to
Even harder to explain
With only me to blame

I’ve built up my walls
Where every brick is suspect
Hoping something falls
So I can finally have some respect

I cleaned the bathroom stalls
I’ve danced in great big halls
I’ve washed off every dish
I swung hard and missed

Where’s the next step taking us?
120 · Jan 2021
Fluttering Butterfly
Fluttering new butterfly
Multicolored wings
Guzzling up the nectar
Out of flowers in the Spring

Fluttering new butterfly
Who had caterpillar dreams
Of what it’d be like to fly up high
With it’s multicolored wings
119 · Nov 2022
Particles
‪Erosion fades away‬
‪Like ripples in the lake‬
‪Smoothing out the surface‬
‪For as long as it must take‬
‪Until it fades out of existence‬
‪In a million years or more‬
‪Until the world’s a grain of sand‬
‪On Gods golden shore‬
‪A particle of a particle‬
‪At mercy to the wind‬
‪Realizing the ending‬
‪Before it can begin‬
119 · Oct 2023
Night Owl
I’m a night owl, one that rarely hoots
A repeated self destructor
With no signs of resolute
I never followed a dream
Because of battles behind scenes
Raised by single parents
Since the ripe age of two
Only child, without a care or a clue
I grew to like all team sports
And I practiced; got good
But my emotions compounded
And I felt misunderstood
I was labeled disabled
From a very young age
And I used some poor judgment
At many a stage
I was always an odd ball
Never fitting quite in
I’d use humor as armor
To deflect and defend
I’m true to myself
I admit I’m no saint
But it’s been a really long time
Since I’ve heard a complaint
Or committed a crime
Now I’m giving and kind
I have a big heart
My compass wasn’t broken
But I still misread the charts
I use expression through writing and art
This is my pride and my passion
And a good place to start
I’ve procrastinated long enough
I’ve grown hungry over time
I’ve stood in my way long enough
For my glow not to shine
I’ll pick up my paintbrush
On my canvases; new
And I’ll pour out my emotions
So that I can share them with you
119 · Dec 2021
Untamed
In the fierceness of the waves
That which hungers hard and craves
Springs up from down deep
In overpowering displays
There’s no secrets to withhold
About the oceans rage
Just an ungodly mean demeanor
That can’t be kept tame in a cage
118 · Feb 2023
It’s Time
‪A clock reminds us that time never stops ‬
‪Never forgoes it’s hold‬
‪So take time to read ‬
‪It may plant a seed‬
‪Of ideas that continue to grow ‬
‪There’s no time like the present ‬
‪Or a particular segment ‬
‪Of time to relinquish control ‬
‪So squeeze every minute ‬
‪While you’re still in it ‬
‪And you have some semblance of soul‬
118 · Dec 2019
Trojan Horse
A glance was all it took
Fresh bait dangling from a hook
I had to take a second look
My heart beat pounding; obviously shook

And you read me like a book
Caught red handed like a crook
Hands in air; begging, pleading, overtook

How could something so innocent be pure?
The answer oozing out of every pore
I’ll have to even up the score
I need to know what’s behind that door

I don’t even know what for
But the red lights flashing were too hard to ignore
I had to make my move before;
Before the moment
passed for sure

You, a gazelle hearing my lions roar
Act! Now is no time to be unsure
Frozen like a dinosaur
While your radiance rocked my inner core

Charging at me like a boar
But what importance is worth more?
I thought I joined up to the Peace Corps
But instead you started a third World War

The war inside my head
Missiles flying overhead
Left in shock, nearly dead
But just then you smiled at me instead

And I was overwhelmed
with joy
Hard for me to act coy
Or was it a trick like the horse that entered the city of Troy
Fake; a ploy

I finally conjured up the nerve
To talk to you and your gorgeous curves
But just then you swerved
I guess I got what I deserved
Written on a whim. Impromptu
118 · Nov 2022
Whispers Only Secrets
Your silence whispers only secrets
Should I ignore it?
Should I explore it?
Should I wake and greet the day?
Or should I unlock a window
Open it, and pray?
While I listen to all your secrets
As means of an escape
118 · Apr 2018
Men Are From Mars
There’s something that’s come over me
There’s something on my mind
You will not get the best of me
I’m not your average guy

It sickens me to say this
I’m not some crazy sadist
I’ve gotten over this masquerade
In so many different places

You summoned me, called out my name
Now things will never be the same
In your bed I tossed and turned
Waiting for the earth to burn

I made a wish to the stars
That’s how I ended up on Mars
Barely out of my range of sight
I never asked, but I still might

The view from here is quite nice
You’ve got me thinking this might suffice
In other words, I’ll settle down
Please find out what’s the asking price
118 · Jan 2021
The Delphinium
She whispered in the Delphinium
A prayer she wished would come
A cure to save the masses
From what life had now become
She took refuge in the garden
She prayed on hands and knees
She engaged with all the flowers
She had raised up from a seed
She wallowed in the pasture
Among the fallen leaves
And listened for the echoes
Of soft spoken trees
The chaos that protruded
That made it hard to breathe
Was lost now in the slumber
Of cautionary dreams
118 · Jan 2023
Totally Exposed
My fear was evanescent
But it happened all the same
Shouting out my own inadequacies  
Wondering who’s to blame
Instead of being whimsical
While dancing in the rain
If just not to face reality
And return from whence I came
Back to meet my maker
The collector of my soul
I’d leave today if it were up to me
But I have yet to meet my goal
To overcome my obstacles
And forgive my biggest foes
And to strip myself of armor
And be totally exposed
117 · Aug 2022
Wild Gales
The night sky is overwhelming
If you consider the details
An infinity of stars
And constellation tales
Sailing on the ocean
No wind to push our sails
To march with rudening madness
On the tails of wild gales
117 · Feb 2023
Tales And Sails
The words fly off the pages
The pages fly out of the book
Becoming doves towards heaven
At first glance or look
The sunlights on the water
The sailboat sets its sail
On to great adventures
That’ll someday turn to tales
About the fierce encounter
With the granddaddy of whales
🐳
Or the serpents in the water
The shark fins in plain sight
Then there’s the squid 🦑 with its long tentacles
That put up the biggest fight
These are tales that will be read
In books with written word
Then all will know first hand accounts
From the sailers that returned
117 · Mar 2020
Loverboy
Many days I wake up
And look over to my side
Expecting to see my lovely bride
It’s an odd thing
Like as if I lost a limb but still felt it was attached to my body which is, sort of grim
I’m saddened when I realize there’s no one lying next to me
That I remain single
But then I remember that I’m single
And that opportunity still awaits
Just as long as I don’t seek it out
Discovering my destiny
Without doubt
And with the love I have to share
117 · Mar 2023
Containing Stars
I’m approaching a doorway
With the doors now ajar
That’s been protecting the contents
Of a once fallen star
They tried to contain it
But the bright light shone through
They were told not to enter  
But their curiosity grew  
A sacrifice, a martyr
With caution, subdued
They burnt into ashes
As if right on cue
117 · Jul 2024
Weighty Words
When I speak, I’m hardly heard
There’s lack of power in my words
It’s like my words don’t carry weight
Until I write them on a page
Because the silence in my rage
Ignites when everything’s contained
And I say things out of spite
Despite how ugly and deranged
My sentiment might be
It’s a complete catastrophe
But, when said, I feel relief
From both my friends and enemies
That’s why it’s important just to say
Communicate; portray
The many shades of grey
And ideas put on display
That could turn to violence
If some things aren’t changed
117 · Aug 2022
Red Riding Hood
Red leaves in the forest
Through the thickets comes
A hefty steed and a rider
In a red hood and red gloves
She was headed to her grandmas
To see if she was well
She didn’t live nearby
So it was hard for her to tell
She made it to her grandma
And everything was swell
But something wasn’t right
Grandma was much more hairier and smelled
And with a certain look
She saw grandma’s big teeth
And then she saw an arm
By the bed underneath
She looked up once again
And stared into its eyes
And said the hungry wolf
On such a big surprise
“The better to eat you with my dear”
And he leapt up and devoured
That poor girl; little red
So the story now is over
Because everyone is dead
117 · Oct 2021
Dead Of Night
In the deep dark dead of night
There’s charcoal colored skies
That suffocates the light, the stars, and fireflies
The atmosphere is crude
In an egocentric mood
An agitator, mischief maker
With something more to prove
Such as a smile lit up in the sky
Or a fluorescent crescent moon
To see and sit back and behold
This panoramic view
Because after all, there’s not much more
You can or cannot do
116 · Jan 2022
She Devil
I met the devil once
Under velvet blue moonlight
She was dressed in red
From toe to head
And she said I was her type
She was looking for a soul to steal
Mine, might be the one
So I took off, to parts unknown
Until the hunt was done
116 · Mar 2021
Greenhorn
He was just a greenhorn
A rookie of his trade
He was berated by his coworkers
For the mistakes that he made
He eventually got better
And earned a higher wage
And before you know it
He was locked in and engaged
116 · Dec 2019
Life‘s A Beach
Seeking out my inner peace
By practicing what I preach
Hand in hand
Along the beach
Feet in sand
Just within a seagulls reach

A perfect day
For sweet ice cream
Puffy clouds
And day dreams

Large blue waves
Crash and breech
With skies of blue
As far as the eye can see

Sun overhead and in full swing
Rays beating down like laser beams
To the max, to the extreme
Mother Nature reigns supreme
115 · Jun 2019
The Burden
I love the things you say
When you’re lying next to me
You help me to explore my dreams
And the places we’ll see

Your smile is all inviting
The creases in your cheeks
Your eyes are so enticing
The whole package; everything

Your beauty is boundless
Your essence unique
Your presence is essential
To make me complete

No hell or high water
Could make me retreat
To a life that’s without you
It would mean my defeat

We could never be equals
You’re as strong as I’m weak
Brace yourself for a windfall
If it’s chaos you seek

I’m the seeker of angels
Not a lost son of thieves
You kneeled down beside me
In my greatest need

I’ll always be grateful
Words we needn’t speak
Our love is what binds us
And that is what’s key

They cannot divide us
Despite the havoc we wreak
It’s what’s inside us
It’s our way, our technique

When you combine us
It’s strength at its peak
It’s the burden we bear
And yet, I seek no relief
I long for the person I’m writing this to.
115 · Apr 2022
The Last Reindeer
The last reindeer went missing
From out in front on Santa’s sleigh
So he had nothing to guide him
Through the snow on Christmas Day
The presents were not delivered
And so the children cried and teared
That’s how Christmas got ruined
When the last reindeer disappeared
115 · Feb 2023
On The Pages
The pages lift our conscious mind
Through stories that stand the test of time
Truth and tales can both be found
On pages that are leather bound
Imagination is in full effect
And is often how our time is spent
A holiday, or some time alone
Can inform with more knowledge known
114 · Jan 2023
Psycho Eyes
They tell me you have ****** eyes
That I should look away
That you’re a victim and a killer too
That I should hope and pray
My instincts are to vacate
To dissipate and flee
Not sure where it all may lead
But I’m curious to see
114 · Dec 2020
What’s For Lunch
Warped and numb
I sink into my bed
Feeling like if I continue on the track I’m on
I’ll soon be dead
Neurologic sensory overload
Brain is fried
It’s been turned to mush
Paralyzed, I think I’m what’s for lunch
Never felt so completely out of touch
114 · Aug 2021
Your Beauty
Ignited by your beauty
Your undeniable finesse
I could not look away from
you
In your gold embroidered dress
You sparkled like a diamond
You shined like summers day
My retinas fried from staring
But I could not look away
114 · Nov 2022
Music To My Ears
I listened to their every song
I memorized their words
Their words were certainly eclectic
While some versus were absurd
It was magically hypnotic
As far as I could tell
Their music sent me to the moon
And rescued me from hell
113 · Oct 2021
The Witch
‪Moonlit night without a switch‬
‪To dim the light that stirs the witch ‬
‪With her broom and cat in tow‬
‪She flies away to parts unknown ‬
‪And with wicked laughter ‬
‪She leaves her wake‬
‪As she races on till daybreak ‬
‪Then disappears behind the moon‬
‪Not a second gone too soon‬
113 · Dec 2021
Off The Charts
She sees her own reflection
She spins to slip away
Enjoying every moment
Until her dying day
An alternate dimension
Two worlds far apart
But both look up to the stars
Somewhere off the charts
113 · Mar 2021
Behind A Kiss
I feel the warmth behind your smile
Your love behind a kiss
I feel your undying devotion
With the quiver of your lips
When your body shakes
The whole world quakes
Just by the movement of your hips
And when we lay to rest at night
I must come to grips
113 · Oct 2020
Harvest Moon
The harvest moon
Fills the room
With moonlights brightened glow
The nighttime brings a peaceful state of mind
Where shadows
Come and go
Among the stars
On heavens porch
A true sight to behold
Smiling down
On mother earth
Where we all call home
113 · Apr 2019
Meaningful Pursuit
I’m happy, I’m healthy
There’s those that are not
I can tell by your demeanor
You’ve conjured up a plot
To cure all the sickness
The pain you’ve endured
The anguish and frustration
From the rich to the poor
Facing starvation
In medical lure
All being done by a heart that is pure
Wandering about, the need to explore
I love you to pieces
You’re the one I adore
Time is well spent
You have such an allure
When you speak I’m transfixed
Impossible to ignore
You’ve got my attention
My whole inner core
It feels really great
I want more and more
It isn’t addictive
It’ll settle the score
Between you and I
You’re what I live for.
113 · Jan 2021
Evening The Cure
Your words flutter
Into my supple ears
Piercing the ring of fire
Like tiny jagged spears
Echo reverberation
Of the essence; pure
Sheer determination
Evening the cure
Absorbing the temptation
Building up contempt
For surrounding retching
Disposing what’s been kept
112 · Nov 2021
Incessant Lies
Powerful pictures
Can be seen with the eyes
Theres universal displeasure
For the incessant lies
They tease us with tall tales
Promises and bribes
But all that they’re producing  
Is the country’s own demise
They wear masks with smiles
Then sell us the dream
But the evil’s always lurking
And they are not who they seem
So take notice of photos
They may be all that we have left
For the path that we have chosen
Breeds contempt and neglect
112 · Jun 2024
The Pain I Cannot See
I’m in a battle with my own body
With a pain I cannot see
It covers me from head to toe
I’m in silent agony
It’s in my joints and muscles
And I can’t seem to find relief
I think it’s fibromyalgia
But I don’t have a degree
It’s just what I’ve learned through research
It hurts so much I cannot sleep
I’m ultra tender to the touch
I can find no sense of peace
I’ve been begging God for answers
Although I have no real belief
And I fear my prayers will fall on deaf ears
As I kneel on bended knees
I’m determined not to give up
And feel my health’s within my reach
But it’s the unknown that I’m scared of
As each day plays on repeat
112 · Jan 2022
No Known Cure
There is no known cure for my love
The source of my infatuation
It’s been manifesting in my heart
It’s my very own creation
She simply takes my breath away
She has my adoration
A model template on epic scale
Through sheer determination
112 · May 2021
Fashion Police
Her taste was cheap and ******
The evidence was clear
With glittering red polkadots
Draped in imitation sheer
Her fragile disposition
Delicate and kind
Means little when to look at you
Could cause you to go blind
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