Doors opening
Doors closing
Doors opening
Doors closing
Better get there in time cuz you will miss your train
Confusing your brain
Making you insane
Time is the key to success
Making you blessed
Obsess tryna make it to my destination
Fabrication of reality
Doors opening
Doors closing
To my train that will take me where I wanna be
I sit as I ride
Tryna abide by the rules
Can't feel like I'm ridin on a mule
Put on the air
I wanna be able to enjoy my ride
Don't have people bothering me
This train has a collection of diversity
Controversy all the time
So I jus sit like a mime
Silent
As I listen to
Doors opening
Doors closing
Doors opening
Doors closing

See this is where I clear my mental
Cuz it's essential
Clean all the junk out of your knowledgeable box
Like fresh clean socks bleach with Clorox
I need to be clean
So I sit and look at Gods creation
As I fathom that it could save a nation
All hail thee Christ Jesus
Many people say they love him to pieces but never sit and marvel and His creation
Conquering king to civilization
Causing many allegations
No persuasion to the right side
So I'll abide in my many complex as I marvel at Gods creation
Tribe altercation to seek multiplication
So I try to change in the right clothes
Not naked to the fact He can still see me
Soul complete me
All I want is to bask in Gods creation

Man Gucci said ****** are only worried about dark tints
Dark kush
Dark drinks
Man I'm worried about skin color
Or at least I think other ppl are
Shoot when I walk into a room I sometimes get the ***** looks
Walk into an interview...shoot I get the oh she darker look
Even walking around downtown naptown I get the oh she darker frown
But you know I gotta remember that just 50 years ago we were seen as the low of the low
See our darker shows so we gotta watch out
Man Gucci said ****** are only worried about darker tints
Dark kush
Dark drinks
What would our ancestors think cuz that was their struggle of the day
Looking in the mirror saying hey I look darker
It seem to get farther and farther from our minds
So we need to remember we are darker

Daddy, take my hand so I can be safe from hurt, harm, or danger
Shield me from the world
Lock in with my hands
Never let go
But baby one day I will have to take a key and unlock our hands and I’ll have to let you go
Live in the world alone
See things for yourself
But daddy it’s a cold world full of things that may consume me for the worse
Change me, Rearrange me
Don’t say Bye-bye to your daughter
Keep this lock on our hands
We have a great connection
We’re inseparable, Daddy
I need you to stay locked to me
But baby one day I will have to take a key and unlock our hands
Stop Dad!...I know this
I just don’t want to let go of our father, daughter connection we have
I smile, you smile
I cry, you cry
Baby you don’t have to say bye-bye
I’ll still be here for you
So take this life key I give you and unlock our hands
Flourish in the world
Make me proud that I’m your Dad

I hide because sometimes my thoughts are too powerful

I cover up because maybe I’m just too outlandishly humble

I abide in quiet sanctity maybe cause I just don’t want to deal with the *******

I convene in my small space because I just want to be

I sing and dance in my happy place because that’s my way to be free

I don’t hide…cover…abide…convene…or sing and dance because I lack any social ability

But sometimes you just want to be…

Be with yourself and your own thoughts floating on a cloud of everflowing confidence leading to an over abundance of assurance and resolution

If I don’t love myself who else will

So if I come off that I’m not here

If I come off distant or complacent

Or if I even come off like a *****

It’s because I’m hiding…covering…abiding…convening…singing and dancing with myself

And that’s the person whom I love to be with

Sometimes I feel like I'm always giving
Ladi J I'm blue today
Ladi J my dog died
Ladi J lemme tell you what this bleep bleep bleep did
Oh the list goes on
Records playing and playing in my mind
Sometimes I jus want some peace
Where God and I can meet for some restorability
Man I'm not even totally In my field yet
I'm jus treading the massive waters
But it plagues my mind where will my hero be
Who will I be able to cry to
I know God's ear bleed sometimes
But everyone else mess continues to plague my mind
I will continue to use this art of poetry as my stress reliever
Making the audience a believer in my smilies and metaphors
But I still wonder who will be my hero??
Let the story continue...

Some dayz I just wanna be lazy
Sometimes a lil mazy going trough every lil twist and turn from start to finish
Maybe I'll get a prize for making it to end end
Maybe I'll win
Man some dayz I just wanna be lazy seeing things pretty hazy
It's crazy how I feel this way
Maybe I'll see the other side
Meeting to be alive
Honey comb on a bee hive
Feeling alive
Giving out good vibes
But nah some dayz I feel lazy
Giving it out real blazing
Saying I'm honored is amazing
So maybe I'll get a stand ovation
Comparing to a tribe nation
How I'm great like the queen of seba
Speaking like gooey amoebas
But nah some dayz I just feel lazy