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Jang Waga Jul 2019
To tell you
honestly
I am not sad
anymore
truly
completely
genuinely

To the people who
hurt me,
abused me and brought
me down
face first
to the ground
Screaming
Asking for help
at an age
when I should have
been dancing
in the rain

How could I be
so sad in this world
full of possibilities
and creation
and
genuine people

How could I be
when I am only in
a small city
Thinking of the many
places I could be
A  brighter city skyline
A bigger opportunity
A greater freedom
New places on the
other side of the world
New people
I’ll cherish and hold

Who are you
A mere human
made of flesh and greed
could take away the
blazing rays of the sun
shining upon me

Who are you
A mere human
could ever hush
the roaring thunder

Selfish and deceitful
making me feel
like hell was making
a home out of me


Who are you
A mere human
Hungry for issues
spitting unwanted
opinions
Face gleaming at
the look of someone
hurting inside
Could possibly
take the place
of a mountain carrying
its own weight

How could a
human like you
destroy my will
to live
When the heavens
have given me
this planet for free

How could a human
As vile as you
could make me feel
inferior
telling me
to loose a couple
of pounds
That I have a
face of someone
unlikely to be in
a magazine
That my body is no
more than your
playground

I could write
my name on
the stars

And
Even as I whistle
the wind blows
in my
direction
bowing to
my command

You have no
right
to
tell me
I dont belong here

How could I be
so sad
when
the only
time you could
shatter
me
is
If I let you
Jang Waga Jul 2019
“Don’t you dare let go.” She pleaded

“I promise I’ll make this work.” He replied, as his fingers unclasped from her touch and then gripped another woman’s hand


You see
sometimes
people are
mean for no
reason
Giving you the
satisfaction of
half-meant apologies
Genuine lies
coaxing your sincere heart

Give them your flesh and bones
and they become
flesh-eating parasites
thawing their way in and out
of you
leaving nothing
but crumbs of insecurity
for you to feast on
at night

Skinning you by
the words flowing
from their unapologetic
mouths
Digging holes into
the softest spot
of your being

His ego feeding on
the scarcity of your
sanity
A notice of bankruptcy
for your love bank’s almost
empty
A debt loaned by someone
else
And now you are running
errands for it

Chain of promises
frozen into
unexecuted
actions
choking you
as you
fall deeper
into their whims

As a
woman
birthed by
a woman
Your mother
didn’t suffer for
months
for you to become
someone else’s
defense mechanism

Your queen of a mother
didn’t birthed a warrior
only to become
a pawn
in another man’s
game

as a woman
you should know
when to stand your
ground and
when to escape
the crumbling
ground
beneath you

You will never
leave unscathed
but you will
ever
be free

You are born
with a heart of a lion
Recognize it
Embrace it
Because when a lion
preys
It never looses sight
and once it bites
It never lets go
Razor sharp teeth sinking so deep
they would wish so hard
to have never met you
in the first place
Jang Waga Jul 2019
“How do you know you have truly healed?” He asked


“When you have mastered the art of being alone and not feel lonely.” She replied
Jang Waga May 2019
I think the most
painful apology
spoken there is
Is an apology
left unsaid
by someone
you thought who
was
sorry enough to
own up to their mistakes
Oblivious that they
did you wrong
in the first place
And you owe it
to yourself
to forgive
not to forget but to
mend whatever’s
broken in you
Jang Waga Sep 2018
The last person i thought who would carry a gun
was the first person who harshly pulled the trigger
I told myself not to give you up
As I watch you
shot bullets
right through my chest

Now the sirens have stopped echoing
And I remembered who I was
How could I forget
You thought you were the storm
But boy
I am the eye of the hurricane
Jang Waga Sep 2018
Come swim with me
In the deepest depths of my waters
Or stand still with your bare feet on the shore
And watch me become one
with the waves.
Jang Waga Aug 2018
I have witnessed too many hurricanes
But by far you were the
most destructive of all
You did not only left me in
ruins
You’ve even made me
forget I was ever whole
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