Here I am. Standing on the edges of death. I can't feel anything no more The hurt and pain is just immense I held on for too long. I can't do it anymore. I just can't. Day by day Wave by wave of pain hits me Just one slight push. And I guess everything will be over But. You. You are what I live for. You are the one that's still keeping me alive. I just hope that you don't go away. Cause one slight push can take all of me away.
Wake up. The moons reflection beckons for me to tilt my head upwards. She smiles glancing at me. I search the sky for Taurus. A zodiac amidst twelve across a celestial sphere. The Enlightened children seek solace below her. I am her daughter. A spec of dust wishing to infiltrate this Earthly realm. I am a child of the moon & she is Earth Mother.
You used to be my best friend. You used to be the person I trusted. Now. We are back to just how we were. Strangers. You told my secrets. You rip my life apart You rain destruction on what I protect the most. Is this what you wanted all these while I sacrificed so much for you. Endured all the pain Stood by your side when everyone deserted you. I'm shattered. I'm giving up. Because I only exist when you need me.
Do you want to know why I use a knife? Guns are too quick. You can’t savor all the… little emotions. In… you see, in their last moments, people show you who they really are. So in a way, I know your friends better than you ever did. Would you like to know which of them were cowards?