Through the narrow black hole to my soul,
there lies the truth behind these eyes.
A perspective that is unique from all the rest,
secure within my sacred chambers.

In each delicate heart of a soul,
the pain and joys are stored away.
Feelings that exist though not spoken of,
remain personal between one's self.

A secret of your own; one nobody knows,
can lead to agony and misery if untold.
Souls that cannot be as they are,
suffer from the torture they endure.

Each soul carries a sacred chamber,
of which they know the absolute truth.
Only the souls who cannot breathe,
hold a heart full of secrets.

My soul is tortured, for my heart is full,
no resolution has appeared to me.
Though I am granted the knowledge,
my life with you could not be.

Attempts have occurred more than once,
and still we have not succeeded.
The pain of this is stored inside,
buried as those are the facts of life.

As the realization slowly seeps into the mind,
my heart will ache in mourning.
The loss of your soul, pairing with mine,
is the pain I will carry with me to my grave.

My love for you will always exist,
though I may not be permitted, to love you as I did .
I will cherish your memories to live on in my heart,
safely kept so they won't perish, in my sacred chambers.

Wandering aimlessly among the unknown
Imprisoned within my mind,
Motions carried upon shores full of stone
A place to which my soul is confined,
Darkness lingers high above in the sky
Crisp silence fills the air,
Isolation brings a tear to my eye,
There is no pain that can compare.

The wind begins to blow through the trees,
As mother nature covers the land,
Through the air travels a sweet breeze,
While water covers the shores of sand.
Large rocks remain unmoved,
Soon I will follow to do the same,
My mental condition has not improved,
Still, I carry on without shame.

Near the other side of this place,
I have discovered a form of human life,
People carry about with a noticeable grace,
While others carry about in strife.
A pleasant sight this area has become,
Creating a peace like no other,
To these strong vibes I succumb,
But a dream, this could be another.

Seven months time has passed,
Since I last laid eyes on you,
you're embedded in my thoughts,
as a man that I once knew.

I often drift into wonder,
regarding the many paths in life,
never to evade, but evoke,
the memories of our shared night.

Despite the walls built for protection,
you managed to slide through,
you left me torn between regret,
as I tend to genuinely miss you.

I never thought we would be summed,
from an equation in our lives,
I never comprehended the possibility,
of you staring into my eyes.

Though unexpected, it was pleasant,
catching a glimpse inside of you,
for an understanding was gained,
you live through a heart that's true.

The realization does not exist,
of your importance to my heart,
nor will you ever understand,
for our lives changed apart.

Though your words are sung,
And my words are spoken,
It can still be heard in our voices,
That our hearts were once broken.

Through all of this pain,
We seem to search for one thing,
Someone who can understand,
How much we are suffering.

Like the moon shining on the water,
We reflect our pain inside,
Though it is hard to face,
It is not something we try to hide.

As we embrace our experiences,
Of our hurt, pain and sorrow,
Through your words emotionally sung,
We look forward to tomorrow.

The simplicity of relating,
Amazes my mind to no end,
A therapeutic release,
Of not having to pretend.

Thus, I give my thanks to you,
not only for being true,
but for your beauty and grace,
along with the smile on your face.