Each time I lose myself,
You always seem to find me,
When I'm locked into depression,
You always seem to have the key.

Though some take you for granted,
I see the value of you,
I know that I am lucky,
To have a friend who is true.

When I feel lower than dirt,
You're there to pick me up,
When I see things half empty,
It's the opposite for your cup.

When I need to hear the truth,
No one tells me like you do,
I love knowing I have a friend,
to depend on and get me through.

Upon first sight, I did not foresee this,
A chance to gain knowledge about you,
Never imagining we share similar histories,
A statement which could not be more true.

Enlightened through our few conversations,
Your reactions result in surprise,
The understanding that we truly are alike,
One I have recently come to realize.

Thoughts remain, pertaining to your call,
Spoken words imprinted on my mind,
Admittance surfaced of two individuals,
Which choose to live life so confined.

You possess many admirable qualities,
Rarely found within other males,
Your impression keeps growing stronger,
For your persistence never fails.

Intrigued by discovery, curiousity exists,
Guessing at what more there could be,
Pondering over other possibilities,
Of other ways you could be like me.

Pleasure lingers, caused by your delight,
As time has lapsed between connections,
Grateful to be that person, also to life itself,
As it carries us through new directions.

Possessed by the rage of truth,
Complicated by the depth of my love,
Suffocated by the weight of impact,
Deserted by the one placed above.

Gathering an insight of wisdom,
Reluctantly taken subsequent to pain,
Producing strength derived from weakness,
Your dismissal occurs once again.

Flustered by reflective thoughts,
Deceived by spoken treasures,
Preparing for lives to part,
Eliminating incomparable pleasure.

Each new, passes knowledge,
Surviving mistakes and faults,
Influenced by self-created wisdom,
Memories are buried inside my vault.

Promises spoken through soft words,
Of fantasies full of divine pleasures,
Your Grace, he says like a Queen,
I bring you these precious treasures.

I await my time alone with him,
Accepting of these offerings he brings,
Running wild with imagination.
I eagerly await these things.

Helpless to his powerful influence,
Surprised at my unusual behaviour,
Hoping to break this extended curse,
Praying you could be my saviour.

These feelings involve more than lust,
As you seem to have a heart of gold,
Comfort comes to my thoughts,
Through the strength of your hold.

This passion,
mindless, careless, and free,
absorbs my heart, ever so strongly.

In it's grasp of fearlessness,
I am caught in a high,
rebelling, against a nature of shy.

Carried swiftly,
amongst this gentle breeze,
I am complacent to this ease.

A dash of curiosity,
develops a lethal combination,
rising above, to a new elevation.

Discoveries erupt,
inducing a state of wonder,
followed by outbursts of blunder.

Treasures,
subsequently arise,
although in careful disguise.

Traveled roads,
though may seem tainted,
only await, to be freshly painted.

Defined,
by colours and hues,
of a love, acknowledging the ques.

Endless,
our devotion will be,
knowing no depths, like the roots of a tree.

Together,*
we have found bliss,
upon this day, we will forever reminisce.

One day I sat amongst a chair,
bored in my training class,
I decided to drink some coffee,
to wake up my ***.

I began to doze off,
dreaming of the beautiful stars,
do you see that I asked,
way up above so far?

My eyes played tricks on me,
cause they weren't so far,
in fact my face was dipped in it,
now isn't that bizarre?

There must've been floaters,
taking shape in the cup,
cause my face was dipped in,
when I woke up.