I miss the way things used to be
I miss when my Dad believed me
I miss when I felt like someone cared
now all i feel is scared
one thing changed it all
now i'm lucky if you call
it hurts but you taught me
to be brave and don't let fear show
i guess you was right
now I keep my feelings wrapped up tight
no one knows what I really think
I guess that's how it will always be
bottled up inside are the things I could never say
just gotta take it all day by day

I can’t help but cling to you like

Lint on your favorite sweater

I’m stuck.

Pick me off one by one

It’s never enough

I’d hide in every fiber just to see your smile.

If I had one wish,
It'd be to fly away
To a world I can live in,
To a land of decay.
Happiness, fulfillment
Are only illusions.
I want what is real!
Not lies and allusions.

Autumn has opened the doors
To touch us with her chilled breath
Scattering bloodstained leaves
In a crimson path ahead of us
I climb from your lap
To follow the trail
While you convoy closely behind
Our skin, warmed from the
Summer's sun
Shivers slightly under
Autumn's sigh
And under the somehow darker sky,
Shadows are profound
You take my hand with care,
As comfort to us both
And we walk in unison
Among the shedding trees
Traveling a path of red, to nowhere
Getting lost, in the changing
Of the season.

my head is heavy
my heart is tired
it's time to close these running eyes
and let all the difficult things
come easy