As I listened
to the lapping
of the gentle waves
against the shore with
the falling sky
above my head
my mind keeps wandering
back to you,
thinking how it would be like
if it was just
me and you

Its so hard
to be depressed
and strong
all at the same time

should have known better
should have listened to them
then i wouldnt have to feel
all this pain
but blame me
for being so naive and gullible
downing the lies you told me like nectar
now i know what you really are
now i see all the lies laid out in front of me
now i regret not listening to them

but i still cant seem to let you go
ohwell
guess i fell too deep
because now i cant get out

and i am so *******

"you have to learn to love every part of you"
but that's hard when you have people
constantly judging you
and lowering your self-esteem
until there's nothing left at all
it isn't as easy as it looks
and one day there'll be nothing left to love
in a desperate attempt to hide from the cuts and scars
we all need a place for us to escape*,
or even just feel safe from the harsh reality
or we'd all be *hollow and souless,
struggling to get through each day.

I'm
such
a
*******
*coward

Some scars are not seen,
They’re felt.