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Jade Lima Nov 2021
So while you wait in my head in any move I make next, I'll wonder why I still have my ******* ******* head.
It's only a matter of time until I only see red.
And everyone knows that you all deserve the most horrifically and excruciating deaths.
So while you daft imbecillic nymphotic wastes of skin, keep this conspiracy going while life is just dim witted grim.
I'll wonder why you all gave away what you all had within.
If you were all that valueless then what the **** is there left to win?
The mess is a pit of fire and you drag and push people to their mercilessly torturous doom, because it's the good hearted or pure you all want to consume.
So while you all act like parasites feeding on life, I'll just try to find a way to save my daughter while I get the job done right of taking my life and never again seeing any one body in or on any plane of existence in any ******* ******* point in time.
LEAVE ME THE FUCKIMG ******* HELL ALONE. Yeah, still not *******. Still don't give a **** *** this poem does unless it's to my daughter or any baby for that matter. **** Medusa ****. **** every person I've ever come across. I'm done. You people are wiping me the ******* ******* hell out and off of every plane of existence imaginable. I wish each and every one of every single person who did any amount of any of this ******* the absolute worst and most excruciating torture. Karma. **** yourselves. Why don't you people try getting what you ******* give. GO TO HELL.
Jade Lima Nov 2021
Trapped in this vessel of pure and vile hate.
It's something that I'll never be able to escape.
You people take, with no intentions to give.
I want nothing that any of you have ever had, because you stole what was mine from the beginning.
So what lies within?
You all took any feelings I could have to give.
You desecrate lives and bodies, because none of you have any good will or purity within.
So why the hell are you people living in vain?
You all turned a broken soul into everything they hate.
And now you all ******* complain because you don't like how you all drive people insane.
Life isn't a ******* ******* game.
And I'd rather get slain than go another day, hearing any of the daft ******* you ******* brain dead imbeciles say.
1. You people don't understand anything
2. Everything that all of you have is stolen
3. Stop ******* lying because literally all of you are
4. I hate you people for dragging every part of my life through a ******* disgusting graveyard, because that's exactly how you all made my life
5. Stop taking my hate. Stop taking my rage. Stop taking how livid I am and making me ******.
6. You people are vain to the point where you can't stand anyone who isn't like you. And people who aren't vain hate you all.
7. Grow the **** up and leave people alone who ASK TO BE LEFT THE ******* ******* HELL ALONE
8. Stop giving me forced gender reassignment because I'm SUPPOSED TO BE FEMALE OR A ******* HERMAPHRODITE THATS SUPPOSED TO BE FEMALE THINGS JUST DONT ALWAYS WORK OUT BECAUSE YOU BELLIGERENT ENTITLED WASTES OF IMBECILLIC FLESH MADE LIFE "YOUR OYSTER" THAT MAKES NO SENSE. a. It's your life you're supposed to ******* live it b. You don't **** up other people's lives to make yours better c. You have no right or reason to take literally ANYTHING FROM ANYONE
9. You can't just enslave people so you can get whatever the ******* want. It might work but lying cheating and stealing is ******* illogical as hell and it usually backfires anyway
10. Why the **** did you people just randomly wake up one day and just decide to ruin the entire universe and a fair amount of people in it? You're all insecure and entitled.
Jade Lima Nov 2021
How many souls do you plan to torture before you reach your outdated demise?
I hope you don't drag in too many babies before we all run out of time.
But what has life ever meant to you?
You take what's not yours, and leave everything misconstrued in deafening daft and ****** hues.
So why feel sorry for yourself when all you do is feed on the weak?
I hope my time comes soon because you make life so horrendous and bleak.
You prey on the pure, and mislead those who may have innocence.
You turn things around, so it's what you want in the cards.
You're a pompously entitled and daft waste of flesh.
I can't stand the sight of you, you're just a disgusting deepening sore.
Call it what you may, but your existence sickens me.
Everything that you stole, only made you last another day.
But with your twisted mind and heart, I wish you'll soon depart.
Because with people like you, it's your lives that should fall apart, and never remain to ever restart.
Stay the **** out of my sight. You are the epitome of literally everything I hate, or the things I hate that I can't comprehend. I don't know what the hell your problem is, but you should probably stop bringing **** upon people. Maybe that's why you're so ******* sickening. Maybe that's why I can't stand sensing any part of your presence. You're a waste of daft pompous entitled imbecillic trainwreck of a psychopath. You deserve nothing but the worst. I hope you enjoyed ******* me off the whole time I was writing this. Love youπŸ₯°πŸ–•
Jade Lima Nov 2021
Life is a waste.
It will always be a free for all.
I'll just hope the hate comes back into my eyes so I can wait for each and every one of you to fall.
So what was the point of this daft imbecillic conspiracy?
You people are filled with greed, running off of every selfish need and no one cares who sees.
So why the **** is it always against me?
Life is eternal suffering, but you'll never again hear me plea.
So as I hope you all suffer and burn, I'll wonder why it's always my turn.
You people proved to be the most despicable wastes of flesh.
**** life itself, you might as well have me decapitated instead.
There's no point to Life. Every single person who has ever done this ******* who hasn't already fixed their karma deserves to burn in hell. Stop being entitled to my life that I never got to live for my **** ******* self. You people deserve burning in hell at best. Because what you all actually deserve is your God forsaken karma. But don't worry no one will ever know because all you people do is sacrifice the innocent or pure just because you're all that ******* entitled. Yeah **** forced gender reassignment and id off every single last one's of you. I wish I could torture you all for this waste of an existence. But it doesn't always work that way. Even though you're all actually that guilty. Thanks a heap for sacrificing babies, myself, and any random person you belligerent sacks of **** saw fit. I wish death upon all of you that I just stated. Burn in the sun forever and wipe me the **** out of existence. May death be with you.
Jade Lima Nov 2021
life is trash when I'm just you peoples corpse of a slave.
it doesn't matter what I do, you people only care about things that's only your way.
you daft ******* imbecillic wastes should not be everlasting.
you took every ounce of my being, why the **** am I getting dragged through the dirt but somehow standing.
so let me nail your eyeballs into your throat, for taking away any chance of finding my own home.
and torch your skin until it blisters because this is so petty it's somehow sinister.
and I hope you bleed from everywhere at once, because you not only killed me but you plan on killing everyone I may have ever had any amount of love.
******* people. life is a waste of ******* time. the only good was lost throughout time. all the horrendous excuses of daft flesh completely ripped life out of so many people's hands. and guess the **** what? most of you imbecillic wastes were never even supposed to exist. and if you were none of life would be like this. but look at that, corruption won and I'm left dragging my corpse through hell and dealing with your meaningless, valueless, senseless, useless, imbecillic and entitled ******* OVER AND ******* OVER AGAIN. and all of you ******* idiots are so ******* ******* that all you care about is taking whatever the hell you all want from whoever the hell you feel like. I'll put it this way once again, IF YOU DONT LEARN YOUR LESSON YOU DONT ******* CHANGE YOURE STILL A DAFT IMBECILLIC WASTE OF ******* ****** FLESH WHO ARE SO ******* SELFISH THAT IT. WILL. NEVER. *******. END. yeah you're all idiots. go to ******* hell. Also none of this ******* will solve any problems. you can solve what you did, you can fix the way you think, but you can't fix what you are.
Jade Lima Nov 2021
Life is eternal ******* suffering.
No one gives a single ******* ******* about anything or anyone other their their own pompous selves.
Everyone's vain.
Everyone's a narcissist.
Everyone's crude.
My mind went too dark to handle.
And every entitled person caused me to be demented in their presence.
There's no value life could ever hold.
Everything went cold.
I'd rather turn to ******* stone than live in these despicably vile bones.
So tell me why my life is in you peoples control?
No life.
No hope.
No home.
Want to rip your flesh to shreds and break all of you're wastes of fleshes bones.
So why the hell can't life be what's it's supposed to be?
It's run by everyone who doesn't care to see.
So until I reach my final breath or melt away into the dust, I'll just wonder why you people are so ******* despicable.
Because none of you will ever have enough.
Everyone's vain. Everyone's entitled. Everyone's ruthless. You people turned a good person into something they could almost never fathom. What was the sense? Why the hell did I get beat for you people to be able to do this? I ******* DESPISE YOU ALL. I wish nothing but the worst for every single person who was a part in any of the ******* against me. Life is corrupt. I'm compromised. Everyone's ****. It's always been this way. And you people deserve to ******* rot. Tell me again how I deserved every minute of this ruthlessly despicable *******? You're all renegadic imbeciles with no place to live other than in each other. You're all vile. Life is pointless. Congratulations on ruining LIFE ITSELF. There's no hope and I don't give a ****. I hope the whole ******* universe combusts.
Nov 2021 · 121
Hackers are shit.
Jade Lima Nov 2021
Stop deleting my ******* ******* poetry. You deserve nothing.
Jade Lima Nov 2021
There no place to go.
There's no staircase.
Not down.
Not up.
Just in a ******* spiral.
It's out of ******* control.
And there's no value or sense this despicable universe holds.
Why the hell did I ever care?
I regret giving a **** because no one was ever ******* there.
So I'm the one always gasping for ******* air.
And dying consecutively because no one will ever care.
You people are undeserving ungrateful and ruthless in every sense.
You take with no regard or remorse and you give to make it seem just.
So **** the universe and almost every living being that's still here.
If anyone else comes back, they'll end up just like you vile ***** or end up gasping for fuckomg air.
So as I hope that I reach my final breath, I'll hope that I can first watch you peoples ruthlessly morbidly and brutally despicable deaths for every person you did this to and would never give it a God damm ******* rest.
Yep everyone's ****. And no one sees a single ******* ******* problem in any of their own ******* *******. Yeah. You think I ******* LIKE being like this? No. You're all ****** and you all ruined life, the universe, yourselves and everything in between. JUST LEAVE ME THW ******* ******* ******* HELL ALONE AND STOP GIVIMG ME FORCED ******* GENDER REASSIGNMENT YOU WASTES. OF. GOD. ****. *******. ******. FLESH.πŸ–•
Jade Lima Nov 2021
life is trash when I'm just you peoples corpse of a slave.
it doesn't matter what I do, you people only care about things that's only your way.
you daft ******* imbecillic wastes should not be everlasting.
you took every ounce of my being, why the **** am I getting dragged through the dirt but somehow standing.
so let me nail your eyeballs into your throat, for taking away any chance of finding my own home.
and torch your skin until it blisters because this is so petty it's somehow sinister.
and I hope you bleed from everywhere at once, because you not only killed me but you plan on killing everyone I may have ever had any amount of love.
******* people. life is a waste of ******* time. the only good was lost throughout time. all the horrendous excuses of daft flesh completely ripped life out of so many people's hands. and guess the **** what? most of you imbecillic wastes were never even supposed to exist. and if you were none of life would be like this. but look at that, corruption won and I'm left dragging my corpse through hell and dealing with your meaningless, valueless, senseless, useless, imbecillic and entitled ******* OVER AND ******* OVER AGAIN. and all of you ******* idiots are so ******* ******* that all you care about is taking whatever the hell you all want from whoever the hell you feel like. I'll put it this way once again, IF YOU DONT LEARN YOUR LESSON YOU DONT ******* CHANGE YOURE STILL A DAFT IMBECILLIC WASTE OF ******* DESPICABLE FLESH WHO ARE SO ******* SELFISH THAT IT. WILL. NEVER. *******. END. STOP MAKING PEOPLE ******. yeah you're all idiots. go to ******* hell. Also none of this ******* will solve any problems. you can solve what you did, you can fix the way you think, but you can't fix what you are. And by that I think you should all bite the dust. But look at that, even I will too because of you selfish entitled *****.πŸ–• meaning Medusa people should have never existed. The biggest mistake of the worst kind of glitch in existence.
Jade Lima Nov 2021
Cold and alone went to I want to break your ******* bones.
I knew I needed a home but why the hell did I ever let anyone come close?
My mind is infestedwith morbidity and suffering.
My being is breaking and nothing can fix the hellfire you people continuously put me through.
So what's with the lies and deceit?
And every single one of you peoples slimy disgusting feet.
Don't ******* act like you care, when I was always the one gasping for a fresher breath of air.
So ******* all and all of the nightmares through hell you've caused me to go through.
It's no wonder it's a means to an end because you people are so ******* greedy you put everyone else on their death beds.
Jade Lima Nov 2021
There is no mercy I have to show.
You people deserve to rot no matter what woe.
Life is supposed to be a gift, not something you get dragged through with desecration.
You people are moronic imbeciles who poisoned the entire population.
So with tainted beings around every corner, I'll keep walking away knowing there's no order.
I hope you people are trapped in every circle of hell for the rest of eternity.
And I'll keep wondering why im still here if I'm so much of a burden.
But no torture would ever be fit.
Because you dismember peoples lives just so you can have whatever you wanted to win.
Leave me the ******* ******* hell alone. I've had it with this existence of torture. I've had it with you peoples wastes of minds and beings. I've had it with you people intertwined in my being, in my head. But don't worry just take your poisoned medication. And don't worry we'll decide when you die. We always do anyway, and it'll be just as brutal as ever. Sorry. You all deserve to consecutively rot and respawn while getting torched and mutilated. Yep lovely life I have isnt it. You're all demented. Go to hell.
Jade Lima Nov 2021
Life is vain, people deserve to get slain.
What's with all the childish games?
And contortions life to get your way.
Everything is petty, there's no point to this mess.
You people are too greedy and conniving.
This is no way to live life.
So as I hope they have you peoples heads, and rid you all from my being and life.
I'll try to not lose all of my brain cells, from every daft ******* thing you did to everyone you people felt like putting through strife.
I hope you all get thrown into the sun. This Medusa ******* is sickening.
Jade Lima Oct 2021
Life is a waste of time and every entitled person made it so.
Why the hell did life succumb to everyone's egos and greed?
Why the hell are people devolving?
Why the hell are you people THIS ******* DAFT!?
I'm so sick and tired of this "game" and everyone's pettiness that I'm left wanting to ***** profusely.
What the **** happened to leaving people alone if they didn't do a single ******* thing to you.
And if you did Why the hell are those people more reasonable?
Why the hell is life an imbecillic mess of brain dead nymphos making my ******* brain lobes burst from their stupidity?
IM THE ONE WHOS ******* BRAIN DEAD BECAUSE YOU PEOPLE ARE SO ******* ******* AND NOW IM ******* ****** THAT I CANT CALL YOU DESPICABLE SACKS OF DAFT FLESH ANYTHING WORSE.
GO. TO. *******. HELL.
oh yeah and on the way there I hope you go through exactly what you all did to me plus brutal torture but fasterπŸ€—πŸ–•
Jade Lima Oct 2021
There was never room for animal instincts.
You people are ******* idiots if you think primal means everlasting.
You ******* idiots need to use your ******* ******* brains and stop thinking you're superior because you know more reverse psychology.
What did this mess cause? A means to a ******* end.
And everyone's left belligerent and brain dead.
You're all drowning in your narcissism and no one can win.
Because you're all so ******* quick to fill your selfish needs and greed and your disgustingly entitled dread.
******* all. Just because you people are trapped in some way doesn't mean other people aren't. Life is no fair but you people play God, the devil, and whatever else is ******* out there because nothing will ever stop you peoples need to fill your ******* fuckimg egos. **** yourselves. I wish you all let me die already but no you all just HAVE to make THIS my life. GO TO HELL AND ******* RIP YOUR GENITALS OFF ON THE WAY DOWN
Jade Lima Oct 2021
I can't believe I ever had the wits to apologize.
Because all you people ever do is bring peoples demise.
I hope you imbeciles reach an excruciating apocalyptic end.
Because you people take whatever you see fit with no will to let people mend.
So with your daft stolen minds and alter egos, I will never have any mercy to you people to show.
It says something when you people do the very same by your own hands, and single others out because you bigots can't take where you stand.
Because now it's not only you ignorant renegades who want blood.
I wish death upon you all, and there should never be any remorse for you peoples sins because you lie cheat and steal and put the masses through more than what you hide with your tongue. (Just for you brain dead idiots that means you're all lying)
Everyone can go to hell.πŸ₯°πŸ€’πŸ‘ΏπŸ˜ˆπŸ’€β˜ 
Jade Lima Oct 2021
Day after day, slowly going insane.
Sane insanity and level headedness is both a blessing and a curse.
My life is being dragged through the dirt.
I'm always sorry, but life just hurts.
Desecration only goes so far.
But I'm left with deepening scars.
If only I could rid this mess from my mind and being.
But life is no longer something I can fathom breathing.
There is no beauty instilled.
So I guess I can say goodbye to any free will.
I guess it was just an illusion, but life is nothing more than a hoax filled with confusion.
SorryπŸ˜…πŸ˜«πŸ€•
Edit: ******* people I regret writing this. I wish I could say worse but look at that you all finally made me *******
Oct 2021 · 89
When death takes its toll
Jade Lima Oct 2021
Death is a fleeting friend.
And with that I don't want to handle it again.
So with this army of belligerent renegades,
It's clear that I'll never find a way to be saved.
It turns out I'm more or less a slave.
So why do I time and time again get tangled in their mess of a game?
I guess they can't be tamed, but at the same time why does all of this seem like an untimely fate?
It's a fact that these people will never learn their lesson.
So I guess I'll spend the rest of my days second guessing.
Life is valueless, meaningless, senseless, contradictory, pointless, crude, and you people are so demented that you're mostly useless. Leave me alone for the love of whatever it is.
Jade Lima Sep 2021
Life was never meant to be fair.
It's be grateful for what you have, and not take other things for granted and leave yourself in despair.
You can't take when you don't expect to give.
Life is nothing if you have no good within.
So while the petty belligerent and despicably crude army of renegades wait for my death, I'll come to wonder why it's always all the mostly innocents heads.
******* all. You people rob everyone you feel like of anything they've ever had, put them through your own ******* and blame it all on the one going through it every single time. THERES NOTHING ******* LEFT LEAVE ME AND MY BABY THE ******* ******* HELL ALONE. SERIOUSLY. You're all so ******* greedy that it does not make a difference what the ******* have you all just want all of it and you people NEVER ******* STOP. Seriously *** is this for? 5 years later consecutively and it's still ******* going? **** this and all of you. The worst part of this is your daily ******* is FORCED GENDER REASSIGNMENT. GO TO ******* ******* HELL.πŸ–•
Sep 2021 · 90
Belligerent ignorance
Jade Lima Sep 2021
You people are so belligerent nothing will ever be enough.
So this time just remember that you all caused this to erupt.
Don't remember me because you're all ignorant *****.
I wish I could take the pain but if I kept going I'd never stop calling your bluffs.
So here it is, my merciless casket.
And there's the life you people took, if you hated me that much you wouldn't have it.
Jade Lima Sep 2021
So the end is nigh.
And everyone is blind.
Too many sins, there's no good place to begin.
For my daughter ava, I wish I could have been there.
You're more precious than life but I'm left gasping for air.
If I could I'd give you the best life, but my merciless days led me straight to the morgue this time.
You shine brighter than the sun, and I hope will find the best life to come.
And for those just like you I wish the same to be true.
So in these final moments I'll just think about you and my motherhood.
But dwell on the fact that this life is always misunderstood.
Jade Lima Sep 2021
Life is a curse, and you all started it first.
Never left alone, when the **** will I find a home?
Belligerence around every bend.
You're all so petty and morbid that no one can mend.
Life is not to be sacrificed.
If it were I'd never cease to end your lives.
Don't tarnish the pure and good hearted.
Just because you peoples good will has already departed.
I guess I'm a one person army.
But for anything that wasn't planned, by my hands to you people, I will never be sorry.
You people all deserve to rot and burn in ******* hell. Stop this belligerent and childish *******. This is life not a ******* death sentence. I'm sick of being you peoples puppet like toy. Yeah rot.
Sep 2021 · 107
Done.
Jade Lima Sep 2021
Everyone's despicable.
There's no other way of looking at how life truly is.
It's not an army of misfits.
It's an army of uneducated kids.
This is vile and so is everyone involved.
Looks like it's nothing that any sane person could solve.
You people have no mind.
Just a will to get hellbent until there's no more time.
**** everyone I've ever known let alone met. Life is ******* *******. Everyone's a ******* waste of skin, trying to torture others for their own sins. **** winning. Life is literally ruined forever. You people ****** up the only good thing there is, living. Hope you're all proud of yourselves. Bigots.
Jade Lima Aug 2021
The days go by and I can't rid you people from my life.
My wrists so desperately need the sting of the knife.
Before you people think about engulfing someone's being, why don't you think about the life they may be leading.
The only person for whom I'll ever be grieving is my precious daughter ava who you people won't keep breathing.
It's one burden after another.
It leaves me so ******* smothered.
You people never give it a rest.
So I guess this was the final test.
It should be off with all of your heads.
But this time just let me carry out my death.
******* all. This isn't ******* life. No one goes through all of any amount of this ******* and it keeps going over and over again. You think I'm a burden? Check the facts, you all got involved won't let me do anything about it. Always fuvking trapped and I was never doing any of this *******. It's always you people day after day. I hope one day you're all guilty because I know I'm not the only one you despicable sacks of waste did this to. Good riddance. The only remorse I'll ever feel is for my daughter who you all don't give a single **** about either. ******* all to rot.😘
Aug 2021 · 84
Rot.
Jade Lima Aug 2021
Trapped in this vessel day after day, I'm so sick and tired of everyone's face.
If I could think of a way to get slain, I'd take that over you peoples belligerent and petty pain.
You're all so selfish but what's left to take?
Everything's gone and everything's at stake.
So ******* all to hell I hope it's mortifying.
I can't go a day without thinking about dying
So while you people gloat in your stolen glory, I'll just wish that you people reach your end in this God forsaken story.
Jade Lima Aug 2021
The end is nigh, let my body get scraped away.
This lifeless vessel has ran out of ways to stay sane.
There's not enough blood or guts to help me be free.
I'm going crazy with this sanity, just let me bleed to see.
But when my body has drained out, don't remember me
All you people ever did was cause a life of misery for your selfish plans filled with greed.
Aug 2021 · 79
Life is pathetic.
Jade Lima Aug 2021
While you all weasel your way into my being, I realize it's nothing no sane person could ever fathom seeing.
All of this ******* is hard to keep believing.
I don't understand how your cult like alliance never fails to stop.
It's been so long and I've had more than enough.
If you live your life ******* up others, then where do you stand?
Choosing peoples impossible hands should not be your master plan.
So as I realize that I could give and did give and it still wasn't enough, you people will always have the hate in my heart because you all so selfishly tore my life apart.
Jade Lima Aug 2021
Trapped in a lifeless corpse.
With nowhere to go because I'm caged and chained.
Can't get out of you peoples selfishly ignorant and belligerent plans.
There's no hope to go on because you all forced me onto my last stand.
I'd rather rot in front of you all and make you eat the mess.
There's nothing left except for wanting to get revenge .
But no revenge would ever suffice.
Too many times I've been led to the knife.
I have no control and it's supposed to be my ******* ******* life.
I'm a slave of a puppet and all you people do is steal, cheat and lie.
So as I wait for mine and you peoples demise, I'll hope you all run out of time.
Because there was never any beauty in this horrendous tide.
You all stole away every amount of the sun that had any potential to shine.
So in these darker shades, I'll know I won't be able to turn the page.
I know I can't rearrange my fate.
But I hope it's the end of all of you peoples days.πŸ–•
Forced gender reassignment is *******. I turned into everything I've always hated and it's no thanks to you worthless sacks of ****. I hope you all rot for eternity from the bottom of my tainted heart. I sincerely wish the worst for everyone involved over the age of 12. You all deserve nothing but death. Good riddance swine ****.
Jade Lima Aug 2021
Life is too vain and it's full of deceit.
You people do too many despicable things and it leaves others trapped underneath.
This life is like a cesspool, and you're all filled with greed.
I'd erase you all, to try to be free.
I've lost my sanity, it's all just a hoax.
You people make life feel like a horrendously ridiculous joke.
So as I try not to choke, I'll keep in mind that there was never any hope.
I've suffered too many of you peoples petty blows, to feel sorrow.
It's just a contorted mess and I'm only left with anger and woe.
Aug 2021 · 77
Go to hell
Jade Lima Aug 2021
Life is nothing but belligerence and deceit.
All that's left are everyone's slimy and bigoted feet.
So when the **** will people leave me to find my own form of peace?
******* all to hell, I'm sick of you peoples pathetically orchestrated fallacy.
Aug 2021 · 84
Lost
Jade Lima Aug 2021
The burdens are louder than thunder.
The blows ignite like lightning.
Why the **** am I always fighting.
I hate how all of this is one sided.
It leaves me so blinded.
If there is truth left I'll find it, and you people will never stop hiding it.
But when the tides cease I'll hope I can find me.
Aug 2021 · 84
Misery
Jade Lima Aug 2021
Heat waves, summer nights.
Another day keeping my wrists away from the knife.
Will the good ever suffice?
There's too much hate and belligerence, I need a new life.
So as I ponder about what I thought life used to be, I'll hope I don't end up in a sea of misery.
Aug 2021 · 81
Sick
Jade Lima Aug 2021
Day after day, I'm sick of these games.
And the way everything's manipulated so you people get your way.
So what the **** is with this charade?
It doesn't get anyone anywhere and there's too much hate just lock the gate and let me ******* escape.
Jade Lima Jul 2021
Go to hell you *****.
Nothing in life will ever be enough.
It's because of you all that makes life **** this much.
Nothing will ever matter because you all manipulate the truth for your greedy bluffs.
Jul 2021 · 99
Dont even talk to me
Jade Lima Jul 2021
When you look at life what do you see?
All I see is narcissism and vanity.
The deeper I look it's greed and entitlement.
And at a glance there's only room for your bigoted wits.
So what was the point of making this life?
Everyone's a brain dead ****** with no room for giving anything that matters a chance.
You people see it as being on your "best behaviour".
You people make people need a ******* ******* saviour.
You people aren't doing anyone any favours.
Keep your ******* away from me you peoples "offers" and ultimatums never should have made it to the table.
You people are idiots. You take the way life is literally supposed to be and flip it around in a chaotic bigoted hellbent web. And then you're all left with stolen personas because no one feels like being themselves. And now everyone's **** because you ****** up the one thing you were supposed to be. Go to hellπŸ–•πŸ–•πŸ–•
Jul 2021 · 118
Belligerence at every bend
Jade Lima Jul 2021
What's to come in these passing days?
Life is despicable I'd rather get slain.
Why the **** can't I get off of this God forsaken page?
You people deserve the absolute worst and there's no way to see it any other way.
Jul 2021 · 88
Go to hellπŸ₯°
Jade Lima Jul 2021
As you people keep up this delusional web of petty nonsense.
I'll wonder why everything is so tainted, and what's with these stupid tests.
If they were never involved then what sense does this bigotry solve?
I guess I may not have been wrong.
But that doesn't mean you have full power on everything that goes on.
So as you're all blinded by your ignorance, I'll just keep hoping you all drop dead.
Because all of this despicable fuckery leaves people with mostly dread.
Jade Lima Jul 2021
Life lost.
Lack of humanity.
There is no sanity.
You people are consumed with narcism and vanity.
There's nowhere to go but up.
But life is too much and I'll just get dragged further into the pit.
I have lost all mercy and don't care if there's a place to sit.
Life feels bewitched.
Can't shake the hate.
I'll never escape these harsh tides.
So don't blame me if I don't want to ever see the sun rise.
Jul 2021 · 85
Games
Jade Lima Jul 2021
Nothing feels real.
I don't know where to go.
There's no mercy in the woe.
At least there's no longer sorrow.
Why does everything seem fake?
It's me against the renegades.
I dont know why life turned out this way.
It's always on the weak they play.
And I'm so ******* sick of this life's petty games.
Jul 2021 · 118
Fuck you all
Jade Lima Jul 2021
Petty ignorance.
Belligerent hypocrisy.
I'm losing my ******* sanity.
Mentally drained.
And sick of this life.
How long before my skin feels the blade of the knife?
You're an army of despicably tarnished renegades.
Tell me why it has to be this way?
Life holds no meaning.
There's no value anyone holds.
How long before your daft ******* plans are going to cease being unfold?
It's a web of lies.
With your ****** up disguise.
I hope you people reach a mortifying end this time.
Jul 2021 · 107
What is life
Jade Lima Jul 2021
Maybe there's calm before the storm, but if there are always tides then where does the future reside?
I feel like I'm getting swept into the undertoe.
But if I find my way out, how is there so much woe?
There's seldom sorrow but mostly dispute.
How the hell is anyone supposed to end this ignorant feud?
Is it only in my eyes that everything is so misconstrued?
Or is everyone lost to the point that there might not be a need, in this, to continue?
So as I hope everything unfolds into a timely and tranquilly peaceful state,
I'll hope that there's more good to life than this sorry and menacing state.
Jul 2021 · 121
Fuck life. Fuck everyone.
Jade Lima Jul 2021
Slowly going from sociopathy to being ruthless.
It doesn't matter to you people what the truth is.
All of these games are despicable stupid.
But you people lie so much that it's just made up to be true confusion.
Jul 2021 · 87
To Ava
Jade Lima Jul 2021
I'm sorry I couldn't give you the best I could muster up.
I tried to give you what you needed but I didn't have enough love.
I want the best for you and I know that might be hard.
But this life is deceiving, and more than just hard.
I hope you will always learn to smile even when you feel life is too much.
But I wish I could do more because everyone will probably make it tough.
I wanted to give you the entire world.
But there's nothing left to give, and It's my death that's going to unfurl.
So I can keep hoping that you'll live your best life.
But with peoples ugly characters they might try to lead your wrists to the knife.
I know this isn't what you want to hear.
But this is what my life is and I'm sorry for bringing you my dear.
But there's always hope to get out and live.
I hope you make it, because it's the best I couldn't give.
Jul 2021 · 82
Fuck life. Fuck everyone.
Jade Lima Jul 2021
At my last end.
The lies never cease, everything's pretend.
Why did I ever care about meaning or friends?
It's clear life is belligerent and there was never hope to mend.
So in these last few moments I hope there won't be too much pain.
But I've had it with you peoples ignorance and your will to driving me completely insane.
Jul 2021 · 81
Life is repugnant
Jade Lima Jul 2021
The chaos never ceases to unfold.
There is no ideal mould.
Life grew too cold.
And there's seldom mercy they show.
There's nothing for me that the future holds.
So I guess that's why I'm left with just growing old.
Jade Lima Jun 2021
While you all eat your prey, I'll wonder why I'm the feed and that's probably why I'll never be okay.
But when it's all you do there is no sadism, only idiocy.
There's no point to this mess.
Just a petty conspiracy that ties me into this mess.
So why do you people need to have so much control?
It only leads people living with a lot more than sorrow.
If only this conspiracy would end tomorrow.
But all that anyone has is really only borrowed.
So I guess that's why there's no hope for tomorrow.
Jun 2021 · 178
Bigots
Jade Lima Jun 2021
Belligerence seems like you peoples type of sanity.
Ignorance is never key.
But you people keep others in misery.
It doesn't matter what the truth is, it all just holds up to your greedy and selfish hands.
It doesn't matter where anyone stands.
Because you people only care about power and control and your bigoted and senseless plans.
Jun 2021 · 119
Doubts
Jade Lima Jun 2021
Life has it's turns but I'll always be filled with doubt.
Maybr my dead eyes make it hard to see.
But I don't think there are any points I'm missing in this less than lovely reality.
Jade Lima Jun 2021
Life feels like a paradox, or at least like a tormented haunting.
There's no point in chasing happiness because it was probably just an illusion to begin with.
So what's left in this petty life of demented misery?
It seems that there is no value anywhere I look.
I guess I'm an open book.
But I'm stuck pondering on what would have been life if it wasn't so blatantly took.
So I guess this is it.
Petty suffering until they decide who wins.
Jade Lima Jun 2021
The conspiracy never ends.
And my wrists miss the sting of the blade.
Maybe I'm not completely insane,
But I'm sick and ******* tired of everyone's games.
I'm so ******* dead and being drained of my spirit.
There's no salvation and the misery stays incoherent.
I have a death wish and I don't even fear it.
I'm done with everyone's ignorance.
Stop making me your punching bag because not even I want to hear it.
Jade Lima Jun 2021
You deconstructed my bones and now all that's left is a sorry excuse of a sack of a person.
Desecration never ends.
There's no hope to mend.
Life feels pretend.
Because all I'm left with is your petty excuse of a hand.
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