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What does it mean?
No.
What does it really mean?

Someone help me out.

Is it my mother?
Reading books, working hard at her faults
Or is it Dad?
Never home, but providing more than enough

Is it my brother?
So blind and convinced she's the one
Or is it her?
Solely in it for the money, a couple million

Love?

No.

It's not any of these things.

It is me.
Doing all I can not to lose him
When in return
All I get is the slap of his hand
Sweet sickness
I cure with
This bottle of
Jack

Empty reasoning
You don't understand
Just how I
Feel

I sit and watch the world go by
I'm so sad
I can't stand it anymore
I am mad

Headache I have
It hurts so bad
Marijuana helps dull the
Pain

Watch as I
Twist in this
Sick convulsion I have
Made

I sit and watch the world go by
I'm so sad
I can't stand it anymore
I am mad

Your arrogance is what
Shall feed
Watch out now
You'll bleed

I sit and watch the world go by
I'm so sad
I can't stand it anymore
I am mad (x2)
I could leave it all behind.
But, it wouldn't be so fun
to watch you suffer or whine.
I never think my work will be done.

Looking towards the sky
for nothing at all.
Just thinking I may be a lucky guy
to be with someone who is such a doll.
It was my father who left me,
To discover a place of his own,
Lonely, but dishearten I felt,
For a place called “unknown.”
Baffled was I,
As to why he suddenly left me,
I trembled alone in fear,
Was I a goner soon to be?
Where have my hopes gone?
Withered away to stone,
Leaving nothing but the past,
For a place called, “unknown.”
Why do I feel resentment?
My father had a horrifying tone,
Had left me heartbroken,
For a place called, “unknown.”
My heart beats like thunder,
As I shiver to the bone,
My father ruined me,
For a place called, “unknown.”
Where will I go from here?
Too much my father had shown,
A martyr my father will always be,
For a place called, “unknown.”
I'm
in danger
of ending up
back where I started.
Why are you so persuasive?
I wish I could rewind sometimes,
get back to the great start we
had. I'm so sad I could weep. A
little joy is what I need. Suffering is so
4 years ago. I wish I could change it all.
Your tears have built me up. Made me strong enough to
make a decision so precious yet small. Look at the monsters we've
become. Wish I could change you, wish I could change myself. It's scary
to think about all that. If I would try again, I would strengthen.
Shoot yourself up
With toxic waste
Coffee grounds in a cup
Man what a delicious taste

**** girl you're looking fine
That *** looking best
Don't get too drunk off that wine
I want to snort a line off of your breast

Tastes good
Got wood
Hot night
Genitals fight

My cup full of shiny tears
Salty caffeinated fuel
Bring to life all of my fears
Make me feel like a tool

I have to go
I feel sick
I want you to know
You have my ****

Tastes bad
Got sad
Hot ****
Genitals hit

Gone insane
Cut my vein
Gone insane
Cut my vein
Gone insane
Cut my vein
Writing with music usually makes it easier
It brings out the moments or makes you relive a moment
You aren't always satisfied with the work
Sometimes it brings out the best
I've always been proud to write
It's a way to reflect and cope
Not always trying to be the same
Everyday be better than yesterday
I don't always want to bother with ppl or in the best mood
I think of the lies growing up I'd like to say something
But it lowers others judgement
Blue skies
Over a
River of blood
In which I bathe
Never will be clean
Germs in my eyes

Clueless to the obvious
Until I realized
No one can satisfy
That which must be fed
The title is meant to be ambiguous. I am not talking about a boring ****. Although I know a lot of them. Almost sounds satanic, the vision I present.
Intoxicated by sadness
I'm in love with my madness
Shoot the gun
Into your brain
I keep my face
Masked insane
Black my soul
Tear your hole
Angry *****
Of my dreams
Things just ain't
What they seem
Found somebody
Take your place
Smear my lust
All in your face
I am a ****** for ***
I will snort coke off your ***
I will lick the inside of your ******
I will slap and bite your ****
I will scrape your throat with my *****
I will choke you until you scream and gasp for air
I will make you hurt.
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