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you lied when you said you loved me
                                                                ­                    
                                      and i lied when i said i didn't love you back


j.f
dumb of me
I get lonely in the dark holy nights
it makes me judge my image
So i grab that pretty little silver sparkling blade

***** that that's the way i express it
But
I fall asleep with a smile on my face

j.f
you and i**
got tired of trying
that we never realized
how both of us will
eventually wash out

we were like the waves
crashing into each other
trying to connect and stay put
at the same time

at the end we just went on with the wind

with the wind whispering into one another ears

"stop trying"

j.f
You tell me you'll help me with my issues
I tell you ill help you with your issues
but you can't even help yourself
how are you gonna help me but then again
I ask myself the same question

j.f
My secrets
are as deep
as the depths
of the ocean

My secrets
are as deep
as the depth
of the g  ap s
I leave on
my wrists

you can never
see the bottom
of the ocean
and you can never
see the gaps on my wrists

you may never know my secrets

j.f
When I'm dead
I don't ever want to feel
your existence at my grave and
hear you mourn for me to come back
and how much you really do love me
and how much you really miss me
because you're the reason I'm 6
feet under the ground and
those are the words I
needed to hear when
I was roaming
around the
streets
next to
you

j.f
You were
the only
person
to
make
me
smile
in my
darkest time



Now you are the reason for my dark times

j.f
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