Well acquainted with i
Can’t do much about that
Cerebellum fish-fried
Ran to up from out back
fell a-shaded pit-side
Pant through touched and doubt pass
Sell afraid and sit high
Fan crew clutched-out that
Shell upbraided fist pry
Man flew rush-how fast
Bell is shaken piston fly
Bad crew must abound unattached
Well mistaken prison cry
Past due amuck and out-whacked
Tell or forsake them miss them bye
Mash to such luck band frown match

I wake up and quickly come to.
Everything is instantly loaded.
I don’t well know the other mode.
I think about everything initially, accompanied by a tinge of anxiety...
But that’s everyone, right?
I proceed to satisfy my needs and experience pleasure with the food that I eat...
But that’s everybody, right?
I am influenced by my line of logic and externally-the development and continuation of the present...
But that’s everyone, right?
I bring to my consciousness things that I regularly think about and for various reasons and some are unwelcome...
There is a daily checklist with destinations that I’ve decided...
We all move for reasons.
This all coalesces after many times and is called a close-decisions in time, past is froze...
Each calls only their own body home, there is everybody, the question intended is-are we alone?

Hung out with a kid she said I was dope
Meanwhile her folks are preoccupied with the show
They all look past me and the eyes are on a wise one
In secret he gets his wisdom in sit downs with his son
His son said pops its been shown a billion times it’s not here but there and you can’t take anything with you and it’s childlike faith

It’s funny how so much activity can cost so much life
The cutting edge of technology opens like a knife
It’s funny how it’s dark-the moon steals shine
Sometimes there’s no penalty for very real crime
It’s funny how you struggle to touch feelings I cry real mind
Seconds climb degrees until you feel real time freeze
Seized. Age has no appeal yet we kneel when reality deals time

Talk it out talk about walking out sulkin now
Nobody gives a _ if I fall im down
I’m good though jo I’m the remedy
Faith based hoping He’s sending me
Us and Jesus married and wedding ring
Wings without the feather things
The rain cleans whether weathered or better things
In the deepest darkest part is
Trying to pump blood with the heartless
Hard heart leading a tender heart
Fool hearted pretend I’m smart
Got a hand bent the cards
Lift em up think they’re walking get em far
Separate them then let them start

Off-end me offend me offensively condescending
Go neckless to a gold necklace
You say a spine is impediment
I move when I shouldn’t my slow mind got lead in it
I’m trying shifting seeking sifting dredging
Next thing next thing
But. It. Wont. Let me
But it’s coming into detail next to me
My peripherals riddle me...unsettling
Make my chains permanent I’m peddling
Outshine what you set on me
Turn gravity when you step on me
He makes sense of messed up thing

maybe i should just put the pen down
a commonality-pretend im dead now
yours truly we help the needy
they see thee and we best believe He
your dope seedy i go no treaty
i move no seating beseech me
my words throw you back, a cd
so premy they see me dont see me no creepy
majority leachy
i know He dont need me
so i go hard, with Him its way easy
they fall without knowing with Him no defeat me

Little light of mine hard to define
Feel they can’t recreate so they opt to steal shine
Grab the photons and crack the heal of mind
Mold and enlighten despite their fighting in the spiel of time
Rock and reel through their shade no deal no sign
Show no sign their minds relative to no mind go find
Their eyes don’t even touch light windows cold blinds
foolish lower self for pay dirt no gold mine
Self worth go find Light and know gold mine

yeah i feel the pain
tell me about it
when theyre not looking you can let me up out it
man i feel like im in a matrix
used to being doubted and hated
only give it away if i ever made it
valuable trait is patience so be patient
i do work for Him and only way im elated
the Truth is known not waiting for a weigh-in

Closing my eyes asking why while the worlds whispering die slow
Stumbling my existence my bumbling be but watch my roll
So deep into my thoughts something reminiscent of my comb
Honeycomb molasses slow running home with multitask list
Though no well pointed eyes with patched tips
America profound stupid wit it’s tragic
Dumb folly hum passion with plenty ration, passive

You understand you’re one but are you whole?
Each part relative to another and through experience-nature exposed
But if it’s only shown by interaction
Then is any part of reality truly known?
Have we become adjusted and accustomed to an alien immediate-home?
What are you besides what you’ve met many times?
As you wake in morning, ascend in time, continue forward, unwind, descent is climb
Truth is humans are perfect in design but not self-existent, I’m urgent-earnest through these rhymes
Fall back on Him, creation
We serve perfect purpose and have Him in due time

They say an hourglass is a shape
Bend time break the glass seal it off with fate
In the Spirit sitting crossed in vape
No loss no mistake take one take
What’s your going rate jake
He runs it even if I’m sitting glad you asked pape
Brash faint asking why they act like they can’t pray
Wisdom pre-dater because of Him can’t act prey
Learned a lesson is a past phase
The Word is the only pass phrase

Imagine being behind black face
In 1950 give or take
I wonder if then I was a child if I’d think unfair race
Back of the bus and education I don’t dare taste
They’re stepping over me while yelling there stay”
At my expense-their way
We lay down as stairs for their staircase
I heard in the future they’re blocking airways
The passage of time carries airwaves and lifts future voices
Vehicle for wisdom and denounces familiar white noises
I want to love the white man but his pride comes with poison
we’re neighbors though and my thoughts could more readily be avoided

Put my heart on the beat and make the record not skip
Boost the pompous confidence tell them they’re not ish
Do you’re homework and tell me the progress of the projects
What pro paints a picture with light like project
He all knew us before the onset
Choose wise and edified and flaunt it
Then rise because the Son sets

Love at a distance
You don’t know what you have ‘til it’s gone
Same nature-you never had it
Romanticize into an ever-detailing sculpture
Molding every abstract line. Back-stepping every blemish
Set the stage with this shared wine too fine for glass too stemmish
Perfection reminiscent but both ways so remnant, get it?
Love.
But sure to create black hole void unvetted
Did it perfect justice quicken acquittance
Wedded in flowing perfection wetted then
When it love at a distance imagination
No impediment

they think theyre calling a bluff and
they dont understand this tough im clutching
all against me hood up itll deflect or something
somersaulting yall a breeze a beach like summer salt and
sultin come impeach its just me who you assaulting
ill dissolve or solve the situation im a solvent
culprit or whachamacallit or all of it
never have my feet up observe ottomin
with Him i defeat a lot of men
im so bad expect to see contraband
even got a plan for your plan but gotta land
i see so much the worlds not a lot of land

Hate. People drool over my life like steak and knife
But hold the steak tonight
I’m too bright to night
His blood owns so break my vein alright
Prove my frame fragile as light
My liquid agile at their delight
This time the pastels not white
Spite.

When should I start the drama
A controversial leader no bomb up
No stopping no comma
fro to diverging intensity to calmer
Retire when alms hurt
Past when tired and palms hurt
Shapeshifter no fall short
I pass you no ball court
call it and all assured
All for it all for it
Everything covered all sorts
Uncomfortable but ***** forged
No g but all force
Saul but Paul forth
Salt on all four
None shall thwart
They fail then crawl on all fours forward for it
Bitter sweet and sore rich
visible ugly to core rich
Never knew ignorant to poor Rich

Flay my bone, fillet my flesh
Hear my cry and scream yes
Be my nightmare, starve me and convince me to dream less
be less and be stressed
Be brash, to keep tabs you need checks
Pressed-no I’m neither unimpressed...

Where my mind takes me
By the hand
But it guides the hand
Let’s dance together
Let’s moonwalk under the Son
Brainstorm one weather
White skin, worn leather
Bipolar and skull pressure
Mind is we never knew it and will never get rid of it...
Pleasure was needy gave needy pleasure
White wasn’t fair now it’s redder
Black and white even checkers no double decker
Ask spock if he’s a trekky or trekker then measure

Thoughts running through my mind
You’d think with their pace they have more space than my skull
My mind was on you past them and in space
I guess in a sense my skull is a bad case
And it encases sense but no bad taste
It’s bad enough don’t add face
Let your mind on its own, add face
I’ll tell you no fear of losing face
Rotten inside then lost my mirror, doing great

Is an artist an artist
What do you call it
Does legitimate couple with what you make of it
What happens in the eye, the ear
What happens within I
What do I see, what do you hear
Does it align with us for reason
Does it square or rather attach to pretense
My Michelangelo, your not even decent
Popular consensus best-with a gradual descent
Is it odd that it doesn’t adhere, with it’s beautiful uneven find-it-in-lesion
Artist focus beauty
Forefront of functionality, so important-seamless  
The beauty is the fuel it’s the meaning in the print
Other knowledge. Passive tech or this-alter breathing
Feeling unlike seething squint and focus and let it seep in
Line and definition
Form and something inward-touching
A sense and music
Beauty. Art. Everywhere. Needed?

You can’t not see like I can’t escape my vision
How many cells your body have? my personal prison, no schism
People grow old, simultaneously imagine grown limits
Stationary is the go-get-it
They bullshittin, the faux-witnesses
The materialists the fools gold riches equipped
They know it’s it is
The Truth roll friction with wits

We are inextricably our bodies, true?
Another sees our body and then, us? But what’d we do to produce?
Our bodies are us, we hurt and acknowledge the cues and we play sports and lose when it fails to move.  
I guess we even reproduce.
Like when we’ve covered all proof, we see another that left but their body is here.
I guess we’re not

You know what people say they’d rather be a nobody than a cold body
I’m an old soul with no old body oh buddy
I love I hug I hold bodies
Stone froze so cold so cold don’t shock me
They see they think they saw they sought
They thought they taught me
Not and naught i see walkie-talkie copy copy
Chain of thought pocket unused lock key
Out of here to nowhere rocket to where Spock is
Can’t hock this
This display they hate I guess they’re nauseous
And not just

Just trying to achieve His favor

With fervor I pursue, when I get there stay there

Can I find Him in the pew, fine I won’t stay there

How can I hold hands now with the Truth-Jesus? This ain’t fair

I focus on my heart and take care

Do I keep good company like I take shares?

How do I keep myself while I break theirs?

Fast like pace players, pray up like a raked stare

Like 8 hairs, I want the naked Truth

Aloof, hell, if He can help it Satan ain’t taken you

A hoof, like a shoe, the beast ain’t raising youth

Hell no, he takes them, breaks them-slick no shade of clue

Slave to sin for years yet we’re not paid in full-we’re paid in few

Meant to be beautiful but you’re cut, you’re  laid with grooves

Improv and improve to prove, you can’t even make it from a to b because you’re dying inside while no ones seeing you

Rise and shine though because you’re proof. The bs is see-through and He’ll see you through

Thinking of how my brains fried

Insane how these things unfinished but I’m focused on the things I ain’t tried

One thing that isn’t a problem is I take up the problems that ain’t mine

I’m mindful of my mortality and of theirs at the same time

I’m shy but it ain’t like I hate shine

I take time to blame, I wonder if I hate mines

I don’t know them but I rate minds

My self-righteous as the berate climbs

Behold what’s taking place-wit thinner than the fakest crepes

As judges we ignore mistakes we make

Let’s focus on the patience grace

And give roses because He chose us is the take away

Who can fold us when we’re here play for play

We actively daily doing two-a-days and today we ain’t afraid

We won’t fray, okay? Okay

I pray, we all pray, we praise because He came