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Jack Jenkins Dec 5
i’ve gambled on shadows
bet on whispers that faded at dawn
held my hand against the table’s edge
afraid to ante up for more
the house always wins
they said
as though joy were a rigged game
a wheel spinning to nowhere
but tonight
with trembling fingers
i lay down all i have
dreams i dared not speak aloud
the weight of every almost
every not quite yet
the air shifts
a hush a pause
a moment thick with risk and promise
and then
against all odds
happiness smiles back
it’s not the jackpot
not fireworks or a grand parade
but a steady warmth in the chest
the quiet click of a lock undone
i’ve wagered on light this time
on the sun that rises without fail
on the laughter i hear in the distance
growing closer now
for once
i bet on myself
and the deal feels true
Jack Jenkins Nov 22
i am done with rescue,
with the weight of pulling others from wreckage
only to drown beside them.
done with patching holes in a sinking vessel
that was never meant to float.

i have tried to save myself
with the wrong tools,
wrong hands,
wrong reasons.
mistaking the blade for the bandage,
the cage for shelter.

failure is not a wound that heals.
it is a mirror i refuse to shatter,
because what then?
to live blind or to see myself clearer?
both sound like ruin.

so i demand perfection
a lie i can’t let slip,
a truth no one should hear.
because if i crack,
they will see the hollow,
the ghosts of everyone i tried to be
and wasn’t.

i have no room for mistakes
when the space for love is already full
of fear and silence.
and i know
god, i know
this is not the way to fix things.
but it’s all i have.
Jack Jenkins Nov 7
we built it on fractures, sand and cracked stone,
carving pillars from spite and callous weight,
sculpting foundations alone, alone
until the bedrock turned to dust, to hate; too late.

hands stained with ink, red and black and blue,
we drew lines, dug in, refused to relent;
each face turned inward, each choice untrue,
casting out reason in our blind dissent.

and now we stand in what we've built,
walls of division, towers of blame,
flooded with the sorrow we spilt,
each promise lost, each hope aflame.

here we are, casting shadows on tomorrow,
hands full of promises that slip, that scatter.
we choke the soil, sowing seeds of sorrow,
laughing, unaware of what’s soon to shatter.

goodwill's a bridge worn thin, but we don’t care;
we tear down the home, brick by brick,
chasing short fires that burn out, putrid air,
leaving smoke thick as the choices we pick.

the future dims in the haze we create,
a gray we think will lighten by our might.
but every handprint stains it darker,
every flame leaves behind a harsher night.

and so we pledge, hand on heart, eyes closed,
to the land we’ve remade in our own shadows.
Jack Jenkins Oct 26
i wander these streets, tracing pieces i’ve lost
but today, no ghosts can weigh me down

i stitch up the fractures, hands steady, heart worn
each scar a new map through the storm

and though time drags its feet, i won’t be swayed
i’m braver than the silence, louder than its weight
my soul climbs like a mountain, deep as the sea
and though you test me, i rise, i breathe

for each night i spent shattering, holding my place
i’ve found a thousand sparks to light the space

so, tonight, no tears fall, no hollow words leave my lips
my strength hums like stars, each flicker a roar
this world might ache, might press in close
but i’ve made peace with shadows, i’ve let fear go

and as dawn edges in, i gather what’s mine
hope patched up in pieces, bound tight in twine
and when it comes crashing, when i’m brought to my knees
i’ll stand with the courage of a deep, boundless sea

because i’ve got the strength of a mountain
and i’ll take all you throw at me
Jack Jenkins Oct 11
here, the air is too heavy
i wake with mountains draped in dawn
whispers of beauty painting the sky
but my heart is a storm, always gray
i used to call this place a sanctuary
each street familiar, like an old friend
but now they cut me
memories woven into every corner
reminders of what i cant escape
how cruel it is
to live in a place so beautiful
and feel nothing but ache
the pull of the horizon calling me away
i used to belong here
now its just a ghost of what i loved
and im trapped in its shadows
the mountains stand tall, but i cant
the streets are hollow now
everyone i once held close
has drifted away, like leaves in the wind
and im left behind, drowning
in the stillness of this empty goldfish bowl
limited, transparent, suffocating
the streams still run wild
the rivers still sing their ancient songs
and the rain still dances on my skin
but these things can’t heal the wound anymore
even the mountains, standing proud
feel like prison walls instead of promises
its a beautiful cancer
spreading through my veins
reminding me of everything i loved
but no longer can hold
i love it here
i hate it here
and i think, maybe
its time to let go
Jack Jenkins Oct 9
when i look at you,
the world softens,
as if everything around us
was made to frame your light.

there’s a quiet peace
in the way you move through life,
a gentle hum that steadies me.

storms may come,
and time may lay its hands
on our skin,
but i find no fear in what’s ahead,
because every breath,
every glance,
ties me deeper into you.

i have wandered before,
adrift in places without meaning,
but now,
with your love, i am grounded
rooted in the soil of your kindness,
wrapped in the warmth of your gaze.

no wind can carry me away,
for i am planted here,
growing toward the sun
that shines in your heart.

let the seasons change,
let the years whisper softly away
you will always be
my home.
Jack Jenkins Aug 11
i’d like to get lost, to lose myself
in the solemn, quiet breaths of nowhere,
where the world fades to whispers,
and i become simply nothing,
a king of less than i am,
ruling over silence and shadow.
the noise of life wears thin,
like a thread unraveling,
the air grows thinner still,
a fading whisper in the dark,
thinning,
ever so much more.
there’s twilight within me,
a slow descent into night,
where light flickers and falters,
giving way to a deepening gloom,
a darkening,
as shadows stretch and grow.
they rise from within,
silent specters that whisper
of forgotten dreams and distant echoes,
filling the void with their quiet presence,
as i drift further into the night,
seeking solace in the unknown.
in this place of quiet breaths and growing shadows,
i am both lost and found,
a king of nothing,
a ruler of the in-between,
where the world ceases to matter,
and i am free to simply be.
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